THE OTHER WOMAN
DISCLAIMER: STEPHENIE MEYER OWNS IT ALL.
August 21, 2015
BELLA
I can't help the stupid grin on my face as the elevator rides up to the 22nd floor. It's finally Friday and I can't wait to meet Edward. If I miss him so badly after not seeing him for two days, how the hell will I manage three weeks without him? I hope we can spend some quality time together. He has gotten a lot busier these past few days, but maybe I can help take his mind off things.
My smile disappears when I step outside the elevator and step into the familiar reception lobby. Four women are frantically working behind their desks; two of them are Edward's assistants, one is Gianna and I have no clue who the fourth one is. For some reason, they have the same worried expression on their faces.
Maybe they are terribly busy because Edward has to leave in two days. I try not to think about that again. I feel someone's eyes on me and I look up to find Gianna glaring daggers at me. I ignore her piercing gaze and look at Victoria—who catches my eye and tosses a file on the desk before walking over to me.
Victoria gives me an apologetic smile and I smile back.
"Good afternoon, Bella. I'm so sorry for making you wait. Let me take your coat." She helps me take if off and walks away from me. Julie struts over to me with a warm smile on her face.
"Good afternoon, Ms. Swan. May I get you anything?"
I politely smile at her and sit on the white leather couch. "Water would be fine, thank you."
I draw my tattered copy of Wuthering Heights from my purse and start reading where I had previously left off. Julie hands me a glass of water and I take large, inviting sips before placing it on the coffee table in front of me. A couple of minutes later, I get restless reading the book. The sounds of four women speaking on telephones and the tension in the air doesn't lend itself to a peaceful environment.
I stand up and Victoria immediately rushes over to me. "Anything else you need, Ms. Swan?"
"No but, uh how long will it be until Edward's meeting is finished?"
She lets out a tired sigh. "I actually don't know. Mr. Black has been in his office for the past three hours. I have never seen Edward so furious before and there is a ton of work being sent our way."
I nod and sink down on the couch again. I anxiously play with my hair and wonder if I should return to my bookstore. Ten minutes later when I stand up to leave, the elevator flies open and Alex dashes out with a laptop in his hands. His blue eyes fall on me and he groans in relief.
"Oh my god! This has to be a fucking miracle!" He shouts and walks over to me. "Did you just get here?"
"Um, no actually I have—"
Alex turns to glare at Victoria. "Why the hell didn't you tell Edward that Bella was here?!"
"I'm sorry but Mr. Cullen was raving mad—"
"We don't have time for this, Victoria," Alex grabs my hand and I frown. "Come on, Bella. I think we're going to need you in there."
I follow Alex and Julie towards Edward's office, and he turns to me with a troubled face.
"Don't talk to Edward at first," He says in a low voice. "Let me him notice you. And don't ask him what's wrong; you will never hear the end of it."
"Jeez, we aren't trying to tame a wild animal. It's just Edward."
"Right, you'll see." Julie opens the door and Alex and I both step inside.
Wow. I have never felt so much negative tension in a room before. Edward looks like he is unsuccessfully trying to control his rage as he gives a death glare to Billy Black. Edward hisses something at Mr. Black—who scrambles to his feet and walks our way with a terrified expression. He nods at Alex—who clears his throat.
"Just leave." Alex snaps and I frown at his hostile tone. They were getting along really well during the fundraiser. What happened?
Edward hasn't taken notice of us as he paces by his desk and barks orders on the phone. I try not to flinch at his harsh tone. Alex leaves my side and rushes over to sit across from Edward. He opens his laptop and furiously starts typing.
I catch Edward's last words as he speaks on the phone. "… I want this building emptied in fifteen minutes. Send everyone home and have the Board of Directors in the conference room in ten minutes." He hurls the phone on the desk and runs a hand through his hair.
"Fuck! Since Sunday, I had a feeling this would happen! Alex, have the…" Blah, blah and blah. Edward gets angrier with every word he utters and I try not to look scared of him. Ten minutes later, I walk further inside the room and his crazy green eyes meet mine. His gaze instantly softens, and he marches in my direction. I glance at Alex for a brief second and he nervously shrugs at me.
Edward cups my face in his hands and crashes his lips against mine. I am taken aback by the intensity of his kiss but I wrap my arms around his neck and passionately kiss him back. My hands knot in his soft copper hair and he pulls me flush against him. Our breathing mingles and tongues battle as I feel him pouring every ounce of his tension in this one kiss. He is kissing me like there is no tomorrow.
"Hey," I breathlessly whisper and anxiously bite my bottom lip. Edward heaves as he gazes at me. "Calm down, sweetheart. It's okay." I soothingly whisper and stroke his hair. He crushes me to his chest and I wrap my arms around him and tightly hug him to me. I feel him deeply breathing against my hair.
"Just hold me." He rasps out and I nod, cradling him closer to me. I kiss his cheek and rub his back. I close my eyes and take a deep breath myself.
"Edward baby, look at me," A couple of minutes later, he leans his forehead against mine. "Do you want to talk about it?" I whisper and stroke his cheek.
"I don't know."
Edward connects our lips for a soft, gentle kiss and my head swirls with the thoughts of Edward and what happened in his office. We break apart to breathe and Alex loudly clears his throat. I suddenly realize that Alex is in the room as well and doesn't know about us. Shit.
"So is this the first time you two are kissing?" Alex asks, not taking his eyes off the desktop screen.
"No." We answer in unison and Edward strokes my hair, hugging me again.
"When was the first time?"
"Sunday." Edward whispers, kissing my hair.
"Damn," Alex mutters and finally turns to look at us. "I lost one hundred bucks to Alice." Edward rolls his eyes and sighs softly.
"Our meeting is about to start."
Alex nods and stands up. "Yeah, but you aren't coming in right away. Stay here," He looks at me. "Bella, please handle him for a couple of minutes. I don't want him to shout and scream bloody murder at people who are already scared shitless of him."
I smile and nod. "Don't worry, Alex. I'm sure Edward will be fine."
Alex exits the office and leaves the two of us alone. Edward grabs my hand and leads me to the closest leather armchair. He sits down and pulls me onto his lap. I tightly hug him and turn sideways to gaze at his handsome face. Edward patiently stares at me but I know his mind is miles away.
"What's wrong?" I whisper and he hides his face against my hair.
"Billy Black has been working in our company for as long as I can remember. He gave me his resignation letter. He's leaving in two weeks and I tried every possible way to make him stay, but he's not. Instead, he told me that he wants to have a dynamic experience in our field." Edward rolls his eyes and sighs.
"Is he lying?"
"Of course he is lying. He is going to join Alistair Raymond's firm. I noticed them both speaking at the fundraiser so I had Kyle find every fragment of detail about what is going on between the two of them. Black was leaking crucial information about our business deal with Aro Volturi which was not supposed to be known to anyone outside of the Board of Directors."
"Is that why you sent everyone home?"
"We have to make some urgent changes in our office system. He has worked here for a long time. He knows how everything works, who handles what, the confidential agreements and every possible thing. It's important to improvise our strategies."
"What has you so worried?"
"We gave him three months paid leave so that he doesn't abruptly join any firm. Currently, we have three months to change everything and I'm going away for three weeks," I plant a kiss on his cheek. "We need to postpone a lot of things and fast forward a few."
I remain quiet and patiently listen to him talk about his troubles over the past week. Even though I don't have a lot of knowledge about his work, I want him to share it with me. My phone buzzes and I answer it.
"Hello?"
"Bells!" Jacob gleefully yells on the other line and I look away from Edward.
"Hi, Jake."
"Guess what? The office is closed today!"
"Yeah? Why's that?" I ask, leaning my head on Edward's shoulder, and he kisses my forehead.
"Something happened in senior management and no one has been told anything about it. So there is no one I can ask. But I'm happy we get some time off, plus it's Friday!"
"Lucky you."
"Why do you sound so low?"
"Nothing, I'm just tired."
"Oh? Are you sick?"
"No," I chuckle. "I'm fine. Why did you call again?"
"Actually, I'm going out for drinks with a couple of friends from work so I won't be at your place for dinner. Sorry, I know you were looking forward to it."
I try to shrug off the tinge of sadness creeping up inside me. I've waited two weeks to have dinner with him but he has gotten too busy for me.
"It's okay, I don't mind." I murmur and make idle patterns on my dress.
"Thanks, Bells! Bye, love you."
"Love you too." I mumble and put the phone back in my purse.
"What happened, baby?" Edward asks softly and I manage a smile on my face.
"Nothing," I place my head on his chest and sigh. "Jacob cancelled our dinner plans." I shrug.
"Why, what happened?"
"He made plans to go out with his friends. I haven't seen him in two weeks." I mumble and pull back to look at Edward—who has a frown on his face.
"Jacob shouldn't do that. If he gave you his word, he should stick to it."
"It's alright, I'm used to it. And these days, he has become busier than ever."
"Love, you have done a lot for him over the past years. I think he deserves to spend some time with you in return." He strokes my hair and I shake my head.
"Edward, I don't want to talk about it, please."
"Okay and I'm sorry about our lunch plans getting cancelled."
"I understand, honey. You have a crisis at work and I can be reasonable." He chuckles and pecks my lips.
"I know," He presses his face against my neck and I stroke his hair. "I have no idea how long I'll have to be here and then go home and work some more. I'm so tired of everything."
"If you ever feel like going someplace where you don't have to work, you can come to my apartment."
"Really?" He mumbles and pulls back to give me a hopeful smile.
"Of course," I grin and caress his cheek. "Any time you want."
"I might take you up on that offer because I'm really sick of working."
"I won't mind."
"Thank you." He kisses me softly.
"No problem." I mumble against his lips.
"Okay, now I need to go to that meeting," I nod and get off his lap. I grab my purse and find him smiling at me. "I'm sorry you have to go."
"I'm fine with it."
"Did you get your car?"
"Nope, it broke down again."
"Again?" He shakes his head incredulously. "I've told you that car is a hazard, baby."
"There is nothing wrong with that car."
Edward rolls his eyes and picks up the phone from his desk and places a call to someone.
"Matt, please take Ms. Swan to her apartment once the crowd has died down." He ends the call and walks over to me.
"I can get home on my own; besides I have to go back to my store."
He frowns. "No, you don't. You need to have lunch at your apartment first."
"Edward, please don't be so unrea—" He cuts me off, pressing his lips firmly against mine. I respond to his kiss and throw my arms around his neck. I moan when his sweet tongue enters my mouth and I break apart gasping for breath.
"Have lunch and then go to the bookstore." He orders softly and I nod.
"I'll miss you."
"I'll miss you too."
Edward plants a soft kiss on my cheek and grabs my hand in his. We make our way to the reception area and I watch Edward walk over to speak with his assistants. Victoria whispers something to him and he sighs heavily before walking over to me.
"What happened?"
"I'm waiting for Kyle."
"Who is Kyle?"
Edward chuckles. "He is my eyes and ears. He knows everything about everyone."
"So, he stalks people and lets you know about them?"
Edward laughs and places his hands around my waist. "Yes, every single one of them."
"Hmm, that sounds interesting."
Sadly, the elevator opens and Kyle—if that's who the blonde guy is—walks in holding two files. Edward goes to speak with him and returns to me five minutes later.
"Hey, I have to go now. I'm sorry about cancelling our plans. I'll make it up to you but I'm in a rush now. Bye."
I kiss his cheek. "No worries, honey. And you can come over to my place any time you want." I murmur and he nods.
"Thank you."
"Bye."
I smile and he gazes at me for a moment before turning on his heels and walking away in the same direction Kyle went. I sigh and get comfortable on the couch as I wait for Matt. I have no idea why Edward is so over protective, I am fine on my own.
I really hope he finds some time to come over to my place. He shouldn't work so much, but if he is adamant about working, there is nothing I can do. I'm sure the weekend is going to be hell for him. I just hope he gets enough rest.
And magically drops by at my apartment.
EDWARD
I try to rub the sleep out of my eyes as I step out of my car. I grab my jacket and lock the car. I walk along the sidewalk and take a right to enter Bella's apartment building. The sleep flies out of my eyes when I gaze at the night guard. He nervously looks away when he finds me staring at him.
I anxiously tap my foot as the elevator rises to the third floor. I hope I won't be disturbing Bella. She was polite enough to invite me over but it's almost eleven at night. God, why am I having second thoughts? It's not like there is any kind of awkward tension between us.
I stand at her front door and see light gleaming from the crack of the door below. I frown. Why is she up? My hand grabs the doorknob and I twist it to find that it's unlocked. Oh dear lord, how careless is she? It's almost midnight, and she hasn't locked her apartment yet. I soundlessly open the door and step inside her apartment.
Bella is sitting on her sofa wrapped in a blanket as she intently reads a book. My irritation instantly dissipates staring at her beautiful face. I shut the door without letting it creak and quietly stand behind the sofa.
"Why aren't you in bed?" I whisper and Bella yelps, comically hopping on the sofa as the book flies out of her hands. She places her hand on her heart and her shocked eyes meet mine. I give her an amused smile and her shock is replaced with a gracious smile.
"You came!" She squeals and jumps into my arms making me laugh. I twirl her around and she giggles.
"God, I missed you." I murmur and tightly hug her. Her arms and legs fold around me and she kisses my cheek.
"I missed you too, Edward."
"Why didn't you lock your door?" I mumble against her hair and she sighs.
"I forgot."
"You need to stay safe, darling." Especially from Riley.
"I will," She strokes my cheek and I smile. "Is everything fine at work?"
"Not yet but it will be. And can we talk about anything but work for now?"
"Of course. Anything you want," She gives me a soft kiss. "Did you have dinner?"
"I did."
"Good," Bella gazes at my face for a moment. "You look tired, Edward."
"I'll be fine. I thought you would be asleep."
She flushes an alluring shade. "I was reading and lost track of time. And I was kind of hoping that you would stop by."
I chuckle and brush my lips against hers. "I'm so glad I didn't disappoint you."
"Me too. Do you want to freshen up?"
"I would really like that." I murmur and stare at my clothes. I really want to change.
"I'm sorry, I don't have anything for you to wear," I nod. "But, you can wear my pajamas if you want."
I laugh and kiss her nose. "That's alright, love. I always keep an overnight bag in my car."
"I'll get it for you," She squirms in my arms and I place her feet on the floor again. "You can go freshen up while I grab your bag."
"I'll get my bag." I insist and she rolls her eyes at me.
"The night guard is not going to hurt me. If I don't come back in three minutes, you can rush downstairs to look for me."
"Okay." I mutter and pass my car keys to her. I kiss her cheek and make my way to her bedroom.
I return to the living room five minutes later and find her nowhere around. Panic sets in and I stride over to the front door but hear padding of feet behind me. I turn and see Bella emerging from the kitchen holding two glasses of white wine in her hands. She gives me a beautiful smile and I smile back.
"Where's the bag?" I ask and she giggles.
"It's on the bed. You were so paranoid about me that you didn't even bother to look at the bed before you marched out."
I give her a sheepish smile and change into a pair of sweatpants and henley in her bedroom. Bella has resumed reading her book by the time I take a seat next to her. I grab a glass of wine and take an inviting sip. I sigh softly and Bella turns to gaze at me.
"Better?"
"Much. Thank you."
"No problem."
I place the glass back on the coffee table and pull Bella onto my lap. She tosses the book away as she grins at me and holds my face in her hands. She leans forward and our lips meet for a much needed kiss. My hands fall on her hips when she straddles my lap and I gently tug on her bottom lip. We continue kissing for several minutes until she eventually breaks our kiss.
Bella turns in my lap and grabs her book again. I wrap the thin blanket around us and kiss her cheek. I flip the cover and read the title of the book.
"The World According to Garp," I murmur and gaze at her. "Is it good?"
"Yep, I just started reading it tonight."
"Mind if I join you?"
She beams at me and nods. "I would love that."
I smile and my hands fall on her thighs as I pull her closer to me. She blushes and I sigh softly. "Please, tell me you're wearing something er… more?" I tug on her little sleepshirt and she pouts.
"But, it's hot."
I roll my eyes and give up on it. She snuggles against me and we start reading the book together. The book is very sexually charged and explicit but it is a good read. I watch the familiar blush spread from her head to her neck as we read a carnal plot about two characters. I hide my smile when Bella fidgets on my lap.
"What's wrong, love?" I ask softly and she shakes her head. "Have you read the next few chapters as well?"
"Y-Yes."
"Hmm, it's an interesting story," My hands reach inside her sleepshirt and caress her smooth stomach. "Have you read any of John Irving's books before?"
"A couple of them," She breathlessly murmurs and I plant a kiss behind her ear. "His books all have a couple of the same motifs."
"Like what?"
"Vienna. He um, avidly mentions Vienna in every novel. It sounds like a wonderful city."
"I've been there before. Maybe we'll go together someday." I whisper and she gives me a curious smile.
"Really?"
"I promise."
Bella leans forward and gives me a soft kiss. My hands glide across her stomach and she squirms. I do it again and she giggles against my lips. I pull back and grin at her.
"Love, are you ticklish?"
"No." Her voice trembles and I chuckle.
"Really?"
"Yes."
"Really?" I probe further and she glares at me.
"Yes, you're so silly."
I raise an eyebrow. "Silly? You shouldn't have said that."
I pull her against me and tickle her sides making her thrash against me. Her laughter echoes in the room and I smile watching her so happy. She tries to escape from me but I tighten my grip on her. Soon, she has tears running down her face which makes me laugh as well.
"Edward, stop!" She squeals and I chuckle.
"Say that I'm not silly."
"But you are!"
I playfully growl and tickle her harder.
"Edward!"
"Say it!"
"Okay, okay," I stop my fingers from the assault and she tries to catch her breath. "You're not silly. You are very, very handsome and smart."
"Was that so hard?" I cockily ask and she pecks my cheek.
"My sides hurt."
"That's for calling me silly," I mutter and stare at her flushed face. My eyes darken when Bella reaches over to tuck her hair behind her ear. I tightly grip in her hand mid-air and her startled gaze meets mine. I recover my expression and place a soft kiss on the back of her hand. She smiles and rests her head on my shoulder. I nuzzle against her hair and close my eyes.
"Riley thinks that when Ms. Swan tucks her hair behind her ear, she is declaring her affection for him. If you shrewdly observe, most of the pictures in this room have the similar action captured."
I lean over and grab my glass of white wine. I quickly drink the alcohol and put the empty glass away. I tighten the blanket around us and she grabs her book again. I stroke her hair and she smiles at me.
"Do you want to continue reading?" Bella asks softly and I nod. Anything to distract myself from disturbing thoughts about Riley.
"Alright but don't wiggle around me when the storyline get sexually explicit." She laughs and kisses my lips soundly.
"I'll see what I can do." I chuckle and turn her in my lap.
About twenty minutes later, Bella dozes off in my arms and I gently pluck the book from her hands. She cuddles against my neck and I kiss her cheek. I set the book next to us and slide her off my lap. I lie her down on the sofa and pick up the empty wine glasses. I carry them to the kitchen and place them next to the sink.
When I return to the living room, I switch off the main lights and keep a side light on. I pick up Bella in my arms and carry her to the bedroom. I place her on the bed and cover her body with a blanket. I tuck her in and kiss her forehead.
"Edward?" Bella whispers and partially opens her eyes. I smile and stroke her cheek.
"Go to sleep, baby."
"Stay, it's late." She croaks out and I sigh.
"Love, I have to go back to my place."
"Don't go," She sleepily pouts and her voice breaks. "I won't see you for three weeks. Don't leave me alone. Stay, please."
My heart lurches when she stares at me with a dejected expression on her beautiful face. I nod and brush my lips against hers.
"Okay, I'll stay the night," She sighs with relief and gives me a small smile. I rise to my feet and she frowns at me. "I'm going to lock the front door and be right back."
When I return to Bella's bedroom, the bedside lamp is switched on and I find her sitting up hugging her knees. I settle next to her and place my phone on the nightstand. I smile and fold an arm around her shoulders as she snuggles against my chest. We remain quiet for a couple of minutes until I break the silence.
"You want to talk to me about something?"
Her sad gaze meets mine and tears brim her eyes. "I'm sorry for making you stay. I understand if you feel uncomfortable about the bed situation and—" I cut her off.
"Bella, that's ridiculous. I'm fine wherever you are."
"I just didn't want you to leave," She murmurs and hides her face against my henley. I frown and rub her back. "I woke up with a horrible nightmare last night and when I went to bed tonight, I just couldn't sleep thinking about it so I stayed up reading."
"Oh angel, I'm here now," I kiss her hair and close my eyes. "What was your nightmare about? James is not coming back, darling."
"No, not James," She shakes her head and I open my eyes to look at her. "About Riley."
My heart stills for a moment and I let out a tired sigh. Oh god, Riley is not someone I want to talk about. He is mentally unstable. I can't tell Bella about that. If she gets so paranoid from a nightmare, how will she feel when she finds out that the reality is much worse than a bad dream? I try to shake off the images of his guest bedroom from my mind.
"Bella love, he won't hurt you. I'll make sure of it."
"I trust you."
"I know," I wipe away the hint of tears and kiss her cheek. "Come on, you look beat. Let's go to sleep."
"OK."
I switch off the lamp and get under the covers with Bella. She rests her head on my chest and I clasp one of her hands in mine. I gently stroke her hair and she kisses my shoulder.
"Good night, Edward."
"Night, baby. Sweet dreams."
Bella blushes and her eyes flutter shut. I smile and watch her fall asleep in my arms. I nuzzle against her hair and close my eyes. The closer it gets, the more I'm dreading my business trip to Dubai. I really hope my girl is safe and sound while I'm away. I shake off the idle thoughts from my mind and try to fall asleep.
August 22, 2015
I wake up to the sound of something beeping. I frown. I realize it's not my alarm and the sheets don't feel as soft as they normally do. Yesterday's events crash down to me and I remember Mr. Black's resignation, Bella coming to my office for a while, conducting a long meeting and coming over to Bella's place. Ah, I'm in her apartment.
I feel her warm face pressing against my chest and her arms are wound around me. Her right leg is hitched above my hip making us sleep in a very compromising position. Not that I mind. But, it's kind of impossible to ignore the morning wood I have.
I open my eyes and lean over to turn the alarm off. It's eight in the morning. Bella suddenly frowns and cuddles closer to me. I smile and plant a kiss on her forehead. I need to get out of the bed before something starts… erm, poking her. I stare at her beautiful face and sigh. I have wondered many times what it would be like to wake up and see her face the first thing in the morning.
It's priceless.
I stroke her hair and continue watching her peaceful face. There is not a hint of anxiety or worry in her features. I would love to always see her like this. Her rosy lips seem irresistible so I brush my thumb across her lower lip.
"Fuck." I mutter under my breath when she rubs herself against me. What is she subconsciously trying to do?
"Edward." She sighs softly in her sleep and I smirk. She is dreaming about me.
Even though this feels painfully comfortable, I need to get up. I try to unwrap her arms from around me but she tightens them in response. I chuckle and kiss her cheek. I make a mistake of peeking under the covers and my eyes bulge out of their sockets.
Her sleepshirt has ridden up to her waist and I can see her white lace panties. Fuck, fuck! It's the hottest sight in the world. It was a big mistake sleeping here. I had no idea I would wake up with a painfully large erection. God! Why are her panties so revealing that I can see her cute butt as well?
I make a last attempt to unwrap her arms from around me because I won't last lying here with this sexy angel. Bella sighs and stirs a little. Shit, I woke her up. Think of something quick. Grandma, socks, Rosalie, Tanya but all that comes to my mind is the sight of Bella in her underwear.
"Edward?" She murmurs softly and I kiss her forehead.
"Go to sleep, baby."
"What time is it?"
"Eight-ten."
"Why are you up?"
I smile. "Your alarm woke me up."
"Sorry." She mumbles and I nuzzle against her hair.
"It's okay, love."
Bella opens her brown eyes and blush flames her cheeks when she finds me staring at her. She gives me a shy smile and I smile back.
"Good morning, beautiful."
"Good morning, handsome."
I lean forward and press my lips against hers. Bella smiles and wraps her arms around my neck as she kisses me back. I place my hands on either side of her pillow as I hover over her. I drag my kisses to her neck and she takes a deep breath.
"Edward, I thought you had to go to work." She pants out and my lips curl into a smile.
I pull back to look at her. "Doesn't matter."
"But you have to." I nod and pepper kisses all over her face.
"Yes, ma'am."
I trail open mouthed kisses down to her neck and gently bite on her soft skin. Bella moans and the sound goes straight down to my very hard morning wood. Oh fuck.
"Bella, don't do that."
"What?" She opens her eyes and flutters her eyelashes at me. I touch my forehead to hers and her smile turns playful. "Oh, someone's awake." She whispers and wraps her legs around my waist.
"Bella, don't do that." I warn again and try not to get too excited.
"Do what? Now, I can't make out with you?" Bella gives me a sexy pout of hers. Does she have any idea how erotic it is?
"I just have to—"
"Use the bathroom?" Bella completes my sentence and I groan, burying my face against her neck. "Oh sweetie, it's common for guys. Why are you so embarrassed?" I shake my head and she chuckles. "Look at me."
I pull back and she interlaces her hands behind my neck and connects our lips together for another kiss. My hands reach for the buttons of her shirt and I undo the first one; followed by another two. I trace my index finger on her exposed skin and feel the swell of her breasts. I deepen our kiss and let her tongue slide in my mouth. I tug on her bottom lip earning a lustful groan from Bella.
I move south and plant soft kisses on her neck, shoulders and the exposed part of her breasts. My thumbs made circles on the sides of her breasts and she let out a contented sigh.
"I thought you were an ass-man."
"I'm really not," I mumble against her skin and she giggles. "But I love yours."
Bella blushes when I look at her and tugs on the hem of my henley. I smirk and shake my head. "Look at you, Ms. Swan; your intentions are not looking good."
She glares at me and motions to her slightly open sleepshirt. "Really?"
"It's a two way-street."
"That sounds fair." Bella murmurs and I watch her unbutton her shirt. Slowly, very slowly. I know what she is trying to do. Her seductive brown eyes pierce into mine and I try to maintain my self-control because we both know that nothing is going to happen and we are just teasing each other.
When her shirt is finally open, I can't help but be disappointed that she is wearing a bra although it's a white sheer lace bra. I can clearly see her perfect breasts. My thumbs circle around her breasts and I watch her nipples harden under my tender touch.
"Take off your shirt." I murmur and Bella quickly slips it off. She tosses it somewhere and remains sprawled underneath me in just her bra and panties. I could get used to a sight like this. "God, you look so fucking sexy."
My head dips and I capture her lips for a passionate kiss. Bella smiles and breathlessly pulls back few minutes later. She tugs on my henley and I laugh softly as I pull it over my head with a swift motion. I throw it at the edge of the bed and find her staring at me with a dazed expression.
I frown. What happened? I call her name but she doesn't respond. I stroke her cheek and a blush flames her cheeks as she snaps herself out of her reverie. Her hands reach over and she traces my body. Her hands feel wonderful against my skin and I catch hold of them when they reach the waistband of my sweatpants.
"How ridiculously rich are you to wear cashmere sweatpants?" She mutters and I laugh softly. Her hands knot in my hair and I bend forward to kiss the shell of her ear which makes her whimper.
Our eyes meet and her sultry gaze is so unnerving. I place hot open-mouthed kisses on her shoulders and across her collarbone. She lets out a sexy groan and I gently lower a bra strap so I can see a little more of her breast. I plant kisses on the soft exposed mound and Bella squirms against me. Fuck, she needs to stop doing that.
I take down the other strap and all I need to do is unhook her bra to have her gorgeous breasts on display. I can hear the hammering of heartbeats which matches mine. I smile at that sound. I stroke her beautiful face and notice her labored breathing. I tug on her hard nipples and she moans my name. I reach over to lower the cups of her bra but my phone buzzes from the nightstand.
I groan and find Bella staring at me with annoyance and irritation in her eyes. I apologetically smile and stroke her cheek. I can't let this call go unanswered. I know its work and we don't have much time on our hands at office.
"Bella, I have to answer that call. I'm sorry." I murmur and she nods, rolling away.
"Yeah, I'll get a move on making breakfast."
Bella's mood has clearly changed but there is nothing I can do. Any other time, I would've let it ring but not today, I can't. I watch her get out of the bed and put her sleepshirt back on. She gives me a small smile before making her way to the bathroom.
I sigh soundly as I lie on my back and catch hold of my phone. Kyle's name flashes on the screen and I answer it.
"Cullen." I angrily snap and run a hand through my hair.
Kyle explains the agenda for the eleven o'clock meeting and other details that we need to implement by the coming month. Bella exits the bedroom soon after and I am unable to concentrate on Kyle's voice as my mind keeps drifting to Bella's sad face from moments ago. A few minutes later, I tell him to email me the details so I can read them on my way to the office.
I leave a message for Matt and ask him to bring a suit and my working material from home. I sigh and place the phone in my pocket. I use Bella's toothbrush to brush my teeth and wash my face with some cold water. I pad along the hallway and find Bella quietly mixing something in a large bowl.
Bella catches my eye and offers me a smile and goes back to staring at the bowl. I step inside the kitchen and stand behind her. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her against my chest.
"Hey, I'm sorry I had to answer the call."
"It's okay." She whispers and her hands halt their work.
"What's wrong, baby?" I nuzzle against her hair.
"Do you think we took it too far?" She shyly asks and I sigh.
"Nothing would've happened, Bella. Trust me. We won't do anything unless you want to take our relationship any further. I promise you that." She relaxes in my arms and turns to embrace me.
"I was so worried you were going to be mad talking about this."
"Hey," I chuckle. "I can never stay mad at you."
Bella leans up and places a kiss on my lips. "Good to know."
"Do you want some help?"
"Well the pancake batter is ready; I just have to pour the batter into the frying pan."
"Let me do that." I murmur and she sighs, shaking her head.
"It's really alright. I can do that."
"How about you go take a shower and I'll get the pancakes ready?" I suggest and she bites her bottom lip but nods her head.
"Okay, thanks." I smile and she kisses my cheek before leaving for her bedroom.
When will she understand that I'm not like any other guys she has dated?
. . .
I grin at Bella and place a steaming plate of chocolate chip pancakes in front of her. I put the bottle of maple syrup within her reach and place a kiss on her forehead. She smiles and excuses herself to go to the kitchen. She carries two glasses of juice back to the dining table and sits next to me.
I'm surprised that Bella remembers that I need to start my day with a glass of juice. I offer a quick thanks and we start eating our breakfast. I can't help my smile as I watch Bella. She looks so beautiful wearing nothing unusual but a red crop top and a pair of skinny jeans. Her hair is tied in a messy ponytail which looks adorable.
This is the kind of day I've dreamt about for years. To have breakfast with someone I love without having an obligation to offer any kind of fancy gestures or listening to complaints. A normal breakfast. I guess what really comforts me when I'm with Bella is her simplicity.
"Are you going to your place to change?" Bella asks and I chuckle.
"Don't worry about that, Bella."
"Okay." She looks at me curiously. "Edward, you were going to introduce me to someone yesterday." I chuckle as I'm suddenly reminded of that.
"Oh right, well, he had to leave for Houston. Maybe the next time he is in town?" I shrug.
"Who is he?"
"I'm not telling you." I smile and watch her pout adorably but she resumes eating.
We finish our breakfast in fifteen minutes, thanks to the delicious pancakes that Bella made. I grab our empty plates and carry them to the kitchen sink. I place them aside and stare at the sink. There are two partitions to the sink and I wonder what each is for. I run a hand through my hair and feel a soft, warm hand on my shoulder.
"What are you thinking about staring at a sink?"
"Nothing." I mumble and turn to find her smiling at me.
"It's okay, Edward. Why don't you go take a shower and I'll do the dishes? You don't have to do everything just because you're good at it." Ah, she's got it wrong.
"Actually, uh I don't know how to wash plates." I mumble and she suddenly smirks, leaning closer.
"I'm sorry? I'm not sure if I heard you right."
I sigh. "I don't know how to wash plates." I slowly answer and she has a teasing glint in her eyes.
"It's probably not the best thing to be happy about but for the first time I can do something that you can't. Interesting turn of events, Mr. Cullen."
Bella smiles and I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her closer. "You look very happy."
"I'm just amused that you admitted that you don't know how to wash plates," She gives me a soft kiss. "It's fine, honey. I'll do them."
"But, I want to help."
"But, you don't know how to wash plates." She says softly, stroking my hair.
"Teach me."
"Okay."
Bella beams at me and stands in front of the sink. I watch her put on a pair of rubber gloves. She scrapes off the food particles from the plates and turns the tap on so the hot water can start filling up the sink. She adds dish liquid to the plates and pans and scrubs them with sponge.
"Do you like washing plates?" I ask softly.
Bella laughs, causing the little pieces of hair to fall on her face. "Who does? But, I usually don't have a lot to wash because I live alone." She shrugs.
"Can I help with something?"
"Why don't you just watch this time?"
"Okay."
Bella quickly washes the plates and puts them on the rack to let them dry. She takes off her gloves and washes her hands with the hand wash. She grabs a dry white towel and gazes at me. "Do you want to dry them?"
I nod. I grab a plate and wipe away every single droplet from it. I frown. Wow, that really takes a lot of time. I grab another plate and carefully dry it also. I set it aside and see Bella chuckling out of my periphery. I stare at the plate and then at her.
"Am I doing it wrong?"
"Oh sweetie," She takes the plate away from my hands and tightly hugs me. "You are so adorable."
"I am?" She nods and I chuckle.
"But, if you dry the plates at this speed, it might take us hours to leave the kitchen." I laugh and tighten my arms around her.
"Give me a break; I've never had to dry plates before."
"I guess I can cut you a little slack."
"You are very kind."
Bella gazes at me with a warm smile on her face and I pull her lips against mine for a sweet kiss.
"When will I see you again?" Bella murmurs, staring at me with a sorrowful expression. I drop my bag and walk over to her.
"I don't know, love. I'm sorry."
"It's okay." She wraps her arms around me and buries her face against my neck. I kiss the side of her head and rock her back and forth in my arms.
"I'll try to make some time for us before I leave, baby. I promise."
"If you have prior commitments, it's fine."
I do. I have meetings through the weekend. I had decided to spend my entire weekend with Bella but Mr. Black ruined everything. Plus, Alice called to inform that we have a family dinner tomorrow night.
"I can try." I say softly but my voice betrays my words.
"You must have a lot of meetings, it's okay. So, I'll see you in nine days?" I groan at the thought of not seeing her face for nine fucking days.
"Bella…" She pulls back and I pause gazing into her beautiful brown eyes. I stroke her cheek. "God, I'm going to miss you so much."
"I'll miss you too. But we can talk, right?"
"All the time," She giggles and blush covers her cheek. "I won't let any of your calls go unanswered. I promise."
"I'll hold you to that. What are you doing tomorrow?"
"I have meetings and mom invited me for dinner but I'll probably pass on the offer."
"Why?"
"I don't remember the last time I went. Plus, Rosalie and I always end up fighting so I never finish my dinner. It's a waste of time."
"I think you should go. Your family will feel better. You won't see them for a long time; you should spend some time with them."
"Okay, if you say so. I'll go." I kiss her forehead and she smiles at me. Her eyes suddenly turn anxious and I frown.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"Tell me," I urge and tip her chin up to look at me. Her brown eyes look troubled. "What's wrong, baby?"
"Will she be there?" Oh.
"No, just my family." I murmur and my mood sours with the mention of Tanya. Bella remains silent and plays with the buttons of my shirt. I have no idea what she is thinking.
"Bella, what is it?" I ask and she looks up at me with tears in her eyes.
"I'm sorry I made you stay here last night. It was such a big mistake."
I roll my eyes. "I said I was fine here, Bella. What is wrong with you?"
Bella glares at me and her eyes glisten with angry tears. "What is wrong with me? Really? Do you even realize what might happen if people find out that you stayed for the night? They'll say things about us. People talk at your office, Jake tells me if his boss has an affair with someone. I don't want to be that kind of woman!"
"You aren't, Bella." I say softly and my heart breaks watching the dejected expression on her face.
"But I am!" Bella pushes me away. "You can't introduce me to your family because some of them don't like me! I don't come from a powerful family and I never want to have a high end lifestyle. You can't even look me in the eye outside of these four walls because the entire city knows that you have a famous girlfriend! And who am I? Your friend? Or a slut?"
I am taken aback by her words. How can she call herself that? Does she have any idea how hurt I am that she called herself something like that because of me? I love her so much. I take a step in her direction and roughly grab her by the arms.
"How dare you call yourself that?! I don't ever want to hear you calling yourself something so cheap ever again. Do you hear me, Isabella?" I angrily growl and she shrinks from my death glare. "You think I do all these things that I've done for you, for every girl that I meet? I don't! Because nobody means squat to me as much as you do. I don't care what people think. I've never been more mad at you."
"You think it's easy for me to live this kind of life? You were right when you mentioned that you can never ever give me a normal life. Because you don't have the fucking guts to tell your parents how you really feel about being in a relationship that you don't want to be in. Every time I think about your girlfriend, I feel so helpless and guilty."
"Bella, can you open your mind for one fucking second and realize that maybe I am doing this for us? I've told you before that there is no way I can file the lawsuit if she is not my girlfriend. I don't want to drag you into this right now!"
"Okay," She takes a deep breath and blinks back her tears. "So what do you do with her so that people think you have a girlfriend? Do you take her out on romantic dates, give her flowers and make her feel like the most beautiful person in the world? Or hold her hand and kiss her in public and have sex with her at your place? Tell me, I want to know."
"You know that's not true, Bella. Why are you doing this?"
"Because I can't stop picturing you with her!" Her voice breaks and I sigh softly. She grabs my hands and wraps them around her waist. "Do you hold her like this?" Her soft fingers caress my cheek. "Does she blush every time you smile at her," Her arms wrap around my neck. "Do you give her a toe-curling kiss? I want to know everything, tell me."
"Bella, please. Try to understand." I plead and she shakes her head.
"I can't. We rushed into this. How would you feel if I had a boyfriend yet I was spending my time with you?"
I try not to imagine Bella with another man and patiently stare at her. "Then I would trust you and hear you out first."
"Really?" She humorlessly chuckles. "You wouldn't be mad? Are you telling me that you wouldn't feel insecure for even a second if I told you that I want to break up with my boyfriend but I can't? What if I let him kiss me and hold me? Imagine us getting naked and making love for hours. He would wrap me in his strong arms and hold me until—"
I silence her with my lips and roughly kiss her. I feel her kissing me back with the same vigor. She is mine and nobody is ever taking her from me. Just the image of her with another guy is nightmarish. I know what she is trying to do. I bite her bottom lip and she moans softly. We breathlessly pull back and my dark gaze meets hers.
"You are mine, Bella," I heatedly murmur and she tries to catch her breath. "Nobody is ever touching you or kissing you but me! Don't try to push my buttons."
"Then don't try to hurt my feelings."
I gaze at her with a heartbroken expression and shake my head. Oh god. "I never ever want to hurt you, Bella. I need you in my life. Please, don't say we rushed into anything. I've been waiting for you all my life. I will do anything you want."
"Break up with Tanya."
I tiredly close my eyes and hear Bella weeping in front of me. She squirms out of my arms and I hear her footsteps running away from me. Her bedroom door slams shut with a loud bang and I open my eyes. I run a hand through my hair and my phone buzzes in my pocket. I stare at the incoming call and sigh. Victoria. I switch my phone off and toss it on the sofa.
I make my way to her bedroom and stand in front of the door. I twist the doorknob and thankfully find that it's unlocked. I step inside and find her curled up on the bed as her form wracks with painful sobs. I sit on the edge of the bed and she faces away from me.
"Bella? Darling, please look at me."
"No!" She cries and hides her face in the pillow. "Go to your stupid girlfriend! You don't want to be with her yet you can't break up with her?!"
I kick off my shoes and sit at the head of the bed. I place my hand on her shoulder and she shrugs it off. I stroke her hair and feel helpless as she cries uncontrollably. I am losing hope just staring at her. I was afraid this might happen all along.
Bella is correct. I know she wants something official for our relationship that doesn't make her feel so sad. But I can't back out on things right now. I just need another month to clear this up.
"Bella, please please look at me." I beg and she whimpers in return. About five minutes later, her face comes into view and I notice the tear marks streaked on her beautiful face. My heart breaks even more if that's possible.
"Come here, please." I open my arms and Bella stifles a sob and slams herself against me. I tightly wind my arms around her and she presses her face against my throat. I rub her back and hold her on my lap. I rock her a little and place soft kisses on her hair.
"Edward, I can't do this. I feel so disrespected." She murmurs and gazes at me from under her eyelashes.
"Oh Bella, I never meant to make you feel that way. You have no idea how sorry I am. I want to tell you everything going on in my life. About Eleazar, Tanya and all the other shit. But, it needs to stay between me and my lawyers. Please understand. I've told you before, I'm telling you again; it's just a matter of time. I promise."
"Just don't leave me at the end of it all."
"I won't, love," The tears start flowing down her cheeks again and I hug her to me. "Hush, baby. Not my strong Bella. It's going to be fine. I'll break up with her once I get back from Dubai. I promise."
"Do you love her?" Bella asks and I brush the stray hair away from her face.
"No, I don't." I love you. I chuckle when she gives me an adorable smile. I kiss away her tears and lean my forehead against hers.
"Really?"
"Really, really. Now, I don't ever want you to cry so much again. I can't stand it. You've cried a lot since we started going out, but I want you to be happy from now on. I don't want to go to a different continent with the image of your crying face in my mind."
Bella gives me a beautiful smile and hugs me again.
"Aren't you late for work?" She mumbles against my neck. I check my watch. 11:30. Shit.
"I couldn't have been able to concentrate on my work, knowing you were mad at me."
"Miss me." She murmurs, giving me a loving smile and I smile back.
"How can I not?"
August 23, 2015
Kia opens the door and offers me an over excited smile as her cheeks turn pink. My phone vibrates in my pocket and I slip it out and ignore my parents' flirtatious, married housemaid. I run a hand through my hair and read through the report Kate has emailed to me. I immediately give her a call.
"What's up?" She cheerfully greets.
"Kate, this is alright but I need the master budget. I'm leaving tomorrow. I need the report before I land in Dubai."
"Don't worry, Edward. I'll send it. You'll have it the second you land in Dubai."
"Thanks." I murmur and sigh softly.
"Dreading the trip?" Not seeing Bella for a week, of course I am.
"You bet."
"Send your team later on. It'll give you time off to start on the Entertainment Center. I think Victoria can help you with the schedule."
"Sure, but Victoria is going to be out of town for a week or two."
"Oh?" Kate thoughtfully mutters. "I thought she wasn't going with you."
I chuckle. "She's not. She's going on a vacation with her son. I made arrangement for them to go to Orlando."
"Look at you, being a good boss," I roll my eyes. "Anyway, Cullen I have a blind date waiting for me. I'll see you tomorrow at the tarmac. Bye!"
"Bye, Kate. Good night." I hang up and make my way to the living room but find nobody there.
Am I here on the wrong day? But, I'm sure they have dinners on Sundays. I peek inside the den and find my family sitting and chatting amongst themselves. I sigh softly and step inside the room. As I approach the overstuffed sofas, five pairs of eyes turn to me with shock apparent in their features.
Alice grins at me and I see mom standing up out of my periphery. I turn to mom and she has tears sparkling in her eyes. She closes her agape mouth and her lips curve into a smile. She walks in my direction and enfolds me in a tight hug. I smile and hug her back.
"Hi, mom."
"Are you Edward?" Mom asks and pulls back to beam at me.
"If you don't have another secret son named Edward, then yes I am."
She slaps my arm and pecks my cheek. "You have no idea how happy I am that you are here. I still can't believe it." She touches my face and arms in disbelief before hugging me again. I chuckle and kiss her hair.
"Okay, mom. You are making too much of a big deal out of this."
"It is a big deal for me, honey."
My smile disappears when my gaze falls on Rosalie—who is glaring daggers at me. I send her my own glare, and she looks away. Mom releases me and I go over to sit next to Alice who gives me a quick hug.
"I'm glad you could join us, Edward." Dad says with a big smile on his face. I smile back and nod at him.
"Me too," I turn my attention to Alice and she points to something on the far off coffee table. "What is it?"
"The articles about you and Tanya."
Oh.
"What articles?" I murmur and she rolls her eyes.
"I know it was you who printed them. You don't have to act like you don't know."
I laugh and kiss her cheek. "Oh I love you, Alice."
Out of my periphery, I see Rosalie glaring at me. "Edward, what the hell is going on in the news?" I ignore her completely.
"Edward, honey have you read the news about you and Tanya?" Mom asks and I look at her.
"Yes, mom. I read the newspaper every day but I generally skip the trashy gossip section." I smirk and she hands me the newspaper article to read. I pretend to thoughtfully read it without letting a smile break on my face.
I gaze at mom. "It's a good article."
Dad sighs next to her. "Eleazar and Carmen are very disturbed about this. It's not good, Edward. Certainly not for our—" I hold up a finger and cut him off.
"It's not about business anymore, dad," He frowns at me. "I dug up some information about Eleazar that I think you'll want to read. I'll email it to you."
Dad gives me a patient stare. "I know you are up to something. Eleazar warned me you were getting all the family businesses into trouble. But, you are my son and I know you won't make any mistakes. If you need any help, I'm here for you."
I sigh with relief and nod. "Actually, I do."
"What is it?"
"I need you to cease all contact with the Denalis for the next thirty days." I blurt out and hold my breath.
"Okay," My eyes widen due to his quick reply. "I won't. You have my word. This news shouldn't leave the room. Am I clear, Rosalie?" Dad gives her a pointed look and I smirk.
"Yes, Carlisle." She mutters in her annoying voice.
"Thanks, dad. You are the best." I mumble and he smiles at me.
"I know that."
"This is exactly where you get your cockiness from, Edward." Mom mutters staring at dad and I chuckle.
Emmett's stomach growls making us all chuckle. He lets out an impatient sigh and pats his stomach. "Can we talk later? I feel like I haven't eaten in weeks!"
"You ate snacks twenty minutes ago." Rosalie snaps and he gives her a sheepish smile.
"Of course my son is hungry," Mom stands up and smiles at him. "I made your favorite tonight. Steak and mashed potatoes."
"Yes!" Emmett fist pumps in the air while Alice and I groan. "Shut up! Mom loves me the most." He gloats and Alice sticks her tongue out at him.
"Mom, this is not fair!" I whine and she chuckles.
"I know! I made roast chicken for Alice and now you're here too." See? Sometimes she is the best mom in the world.
I stand up and scoop her in a tight hug, lifting her off the floor. "Thank you, mom. You're the best."
"Edward!" She laughs. "Put me down." I set her on the ground and sit back down next to Alice.
"I think our kids love food more than they love us, Carlisle." Mom says with an amused smile and Emmett laughs.
"You should've figured that out sooner, mom."
Dad stands up and sighs softly. "So the kids are having their favorites and you forgot about me."
Mom waves him off. "Oh come on, Carlisle don't be such a child. I was hoping Edward would come. He's gone for the next three weeks. Plus, I baked your favorite dessert. I can let you go off your diet for tonight."
"Thank you." Dad smiles and walks over to mom.
"Oh, that is so gross." Emmett mutters when they start kissing. Alice and I laugh and walk over to break them off. Emmett drags mom to the dining room and I roll my eyes.
Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea coming here tonight.
"… and then she tracked down the guy and it turned out to be her half-brother! Can you believe it? Her father actually lied to that woman and had two children with her." Alice dictates a story of one of her friends that everyone is listening to with rapt attention.
"My god, that's terrible. How's Hazel now?" Mom asks with concern.
Alice sighs sadly. "She's getting better, but she has stopped talking to her father."
"Of course she has. Nobody wants to stay around someone who cheats on their family." Dad comments and I chuckle, taking a sip of my wine.
"Yeah, it's really dangerous to keep things from your own family." I say loud enough for Rosalie to hear and she drinks her wine. I try to hide my smile and continue eating the delicious dinner.
"What's so funny?" Alice whispers to me and I shake my head.
"Nothing I just," I chuckle again. "Nothing. Maybe later."
I take a bite of chicken and feel Rosalie's eyes on me. I meet her gaze and smirk at her. She immediately looks away from me. I can torture her all day.
"Edward," Dad calls out and I look at him. "How is Alex doing? There must be a lot of pressure on him at work since Billy has quit."
I sigh, running a hand through my hair. "It's very exhausting but we still have three months. We haven't disclosed the news except to the Board of Directors but we'll have to tell everyone soon enough. Unfortunately, I'll be out of town. So, Alex has a lot of work ahead of him."
"Can't you reschedule?" Bella asked me a similar kind of question.
"I bet he tried for someone." Alice mutters under her breath and I kick her under the table.
"No, I really can't. We had this planned for the last three weeks. Mr. Omar has already made preparations and we can't stop the entire workings of a company just because a man leaves. That's just what he wants. So, it's better if we continue with our schedule and not let the news hamper anything."
Mom smiles at me. "That's great, honey. I'm glad you aren't being negative about this. Plus, Alex will have to undertake major decisions on his own which will definitely benefit him."
"Yes, he'll do well. I know it."
"And how is his friend?" Rosalie asks and I turn to her frown at her.
"Yes?"
"Your close friend. His date; Bella something." You mean my girl.
"She's great." And more beautiful, caring and loving than you can ever be.
"We made plans to go shopping next week!" Alice excitedly squeals and I chuckle.
"Bella wants to go shopping?" I confirm and she nods, clapping her hands.
"It's going to be so much fun!" She grins at me and I laugh. Sure, sure.
"Make sure you visit the flea market. Maybe she'll be able to afford something there." Rosalie pipes in and mom clears her throat.
"Rose, don't say that. I'm sure she has people who help her buy fancy things." I can sense the undertone in mom's voice.
God! They can't just let it go, can they?
Dad smiles at me. "She seemed like a smart woman. I liked her." He winks at me and I sigh with relief.
Emmett chuckles. "Yeah, she is funny too."
Rosalie glares at Emmett before turning her attention to mom. "You must've noticed her gown was expensive. How could she afford it?" I find both the ladies staring at me.
"It was all her." I mumble and drink my wine.
"She must have rented it." Rosalie sniggers and I glare at her.
"Don't say shit about Bella ever again, Rosalie. It won't end well for you."
Rosalie smirks at me. "Don't threaten me, Edward. I'm just trying to protect our family. She is already after you and Alex. Now she has taken Alice in as well."
"What's your problem, Rosalie?" Alice snaps at her. "Don't you like to meet someone who isn't driven with the need to be rich and powerful? Not all people are like you." My baby sister, ladies and gentlemen.
"Alice, don't defend her so much." Mom mutters and I groan.
"Alright, I think that's enough! I don't want either of you talking about my uh talking about Bella this way. It is completely unacceptable. Mom, you are a highly educated person, how can you believe whatever Rosalie says."
"Did your high school dropout friend teach you to speak on her behalf?" Rosalie asks and I let out a humorless chuckle.
"She graduated summa cum laude in English Literature. You are a high school dropout, not her."
"Yet she runs a bookstore." Mom whispers and continues eating. Oh, mom.
"It was her grandmother's."
She chuckles and nods at me. "Oh. So, she has her family involved in this game as well?"
I frown at her. "What game?"
"Trying her hand at you and Alex."
"You don't have to worry about her family." I snap and she pointedly stares at me.
"Why not? Have you already met her parents?"
My fist bangs on the table and I stand up. "Dammit, mom! That's it! Enough, I'm done with this."
"Tell me. Are her parents trying to get money out of you?" She urges and I sigh.
"No they're not! You want to know why?
"Yes, I want to know why."
"Because," I take a deep breath. "Because she has no family! Her father left her when she was four, her mother died from complications after her brother was born and her grandmother passed away four years ago. The only person she has is her younger brother. She has no family!"
I continue. "She didn't grow up in the biggest mansion in the city nor have butlers around the house to obey to her every command. She didn't have cousins or a sister to play and fight with. She didn't have the perfect set of parents to spoil her nor did she have rich grandparents who would take her around the world with them.
"Bella has had a hard life, mom. She has been lonely all her life and I'm try not to make her feel that way anymore but you're making it difficult for me, mom. You were the last person on Earth I imagined who would judge Bella but you have proved me wrong. So, I hope you had fun ruining the evening. Excuse me."
I mutter and exit the dining room, ignoring my mother's tearful voice. I've had enough of this. I climb the stairs to the foyer and stand on the dimly lit balcony. I pull out my phone and call Bella and she answers on the first ring.
"Hi." Bella says softly which is followed by a sniffle.
"Hey, baby. What happened?"
"Nothing," Her voice breaks. "I was just watching Marley and Me."
I chuckle and shake my head. God, I love her. "You were?"
"Uh-huh, and Marley dies. It's so sad."
"I know," I say softly. "It's okay. Don't cry."
"I wish you were here."
"Me too, love. What are you doing?"
"I'm eating dinner and watching movies."
"Sounds perfect. What are you wearing?" She laughs on the other end of the line and I chuckle.
"I'm wearing shorts and your henley. You left it at my place."
"I bet it looks sexy on you." I murmur and she giggles.
"No, it doesn't."
"You couldn't be more wrong." I gaze at the dark, starry night.
"Where are you right now? I thought you were supposed to have dinner with your parents."
"I just wanted to hear your voice."
"Edward, why aren't you eating dinner?"
"Nothing," I sigh. "I just had a small argument with mom and Rosalie. Nothing unusual."
"Honey, what happened?"
"I don't want to talk about it. Can I come over to your place?"
"Have I ever said no? But, sweetheart you need to resolve your argument."
"I don't want to."
"You shouldn't take them for granted, Edward."
"I don't."
"Yes you do," Bella whispers and continues. "You have no idea how I feel sitting all alone in my apartment on a Sunday night having nowhere to visit my family. Some place I can help my mom make a meal for a big family dinner or listen to my dad talk about football. I have watched the people that I love leave me. Please, don't do that to your family. They love you, I've seen it. Go have dinner with them. Ignore Rosalie if it helps."
"I will."
"Thank you so much," There is relief in her voice. "Go now, we'll talk later. Bye."
"Bye, darling. I'll call you later tonight."
"I'll be waiting." And she ends the call. I put the phone back in my pocket and sigh.
I hear clicking of heels behind me and I turn to find mom warily gazing at me. I take a deep breath and she walks over to me. Her green eyes look apologetic and regretful. Really? She is capable of looking guilty? I run a hand through my hair and wait for her to say something.
"I'm sorry, Edward. I really—" I cut her off.
"It's okay, mom. I forgive you. We're fine."
Her eyes widen with shock and she nods. "Uh, thank you."
I hesitantly smile and she gives me a relieved smile. "Just don't judge Bella for the choices she's made when you don't know the options she had to choose from."
"I won't dear, I promise," She stares at my face for a moment. "You seem quite taken with her."
"She makes me want to be a better person." I whisper and mom chuckles.
"I'm glad you have her," Her face grows serious and I frown. "Don't start anything new in your life until you put an end to the complications."
I know what she means by saying 'new' and 'complications' but I guess it's too late for that. I just nod at her and she gives me a quick hug.
"Everyone is waiting for you. Let's go have dinner," Mom whispers and releases me. I smile and sigh softly. "So, Bella sounds like a remarkable woman. I would like to know more about her."
I chuckle and we start making our way to the dining room again. "That might take hours."
Mom laughs. "Well, it's a good thing I made dessert then."
"You will like Bella once you get to know her, mom."
"I'm starting to believe that I will."
We enter the dining room and I can feel the strong, negative tension dissipating as mom and I take our seats. Dad gives me an assuring smile and I ignore Rosalie who is glowering at me. If I could just kill her right now… Emmett is busy inhaling his food and Alice offers me a beaming smile.
"Bella convinced you, didn't she?" Alice whispers and I nod.
"Yes, she did. How did you know?"
"From that shit eating grin on your face."
I chuckle and mom calls my name so I gaze at her. "Have you finished packing for your trip?" I nod. "Did you pack enough pairs—" I cut her off.
"Mom, I'm twenty-seven! Don't ask something embarrassing." I murmur and eat my still warm dinner.
"Okay, I won't."
Emmett diverts the topic to the NFL regular season starting next month and dad and I join the conversation. For once, Rosalie keeps mum, and I feel at peace when Alice and mom have a normal conversation amongst themselves. This is probably the most peaceful family dinner I've had since I moved to Seattle. I don't think my family has spent a lot of time together in past few years. All thanks to my beautiful girl that I am still here.
I love her so much; I wonder when I can tell her that.
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