THE OTHER WOMAN
DISCLAIMER: STEPHENIE MEYER OWNS IT ALL.
August 24, 2015
BELLA
I pad along the hallway and make my way to the kitchen as I dry my hair with a towel. I try not to feel glum that Edward is leaving for Dubai today. I sigh at that thought. It's nine o'clock already. I wonder where he is right now. On the bright side, I'll see him in seven days. I should stop being a crybaby about his departure.
My phone buzzes from the island and I eagerly grab it in the vain hope that Edward sent me a text. I sigh with disappointment when it's not Edward. It's Alice. I open her text message.
Thursday at four? How does that sound? —A
I chuckle and shake my head. This girl won't give up until I go shopping with her.
Sounds great. I'll be there. —B
Can't wait! —A
I hesitate before typing a question for her.
Did Edward leave? —B
His flight leaves at ten. —A
Oh. Edward must be at the airport right now. I drink a glass of water and feel a bit better. The doorbell rings and I walk over to answer the front door. As soon as I open it, my eyes light up to find my personal angel standing there.
Edward's lips are curled into a beautiful crooked smile and his green eyes look vibrant and sexy. He is wearing a white t-shirt, dark wash jeans and a jacket unlike his usual formal attire. His copper hair is tousled and floppy looking like he has been running his hands through it for a while.
"Hey, handsome."
Edward wastes no time in pulling me into his arms and passionately crashing his lips against mine. I moan when his hot mouth sends shivers down my spine. God, I love him so much. My hands knot in his soft locks and my lips frantically move with his. I forget every possible thing I'm supposed to remember in having him so close to me.
His hands squeeze my hips over my bathrobe and he pulls me flush against him. I gasp when he lifts me in his arms and I immediately lock my legs around his waist. My arms fold around his neck and I sigh when his lips drag down to my neck. He unties the sash of my robe and pushes it down until it drops to my waist.
A soft moan escapes my lips when his warm hands wander all over my body; my back, my shoulders, my bra clad breasts and my stomach. Edward connects our lips again and I can't help but whimper when his teeth graze against my bottom lip.
I don't know how long we continue kissing but Edward pulls back and sets my feet on the floor. I snap out of my daze and find him checking his watch. I put my robe back on and retie the sash.
"I only had five minutes; I have to go now."
I pout, knowing he is adamant to leave. "Edward, stay please. Just for two minutes. Come in."
"I can't, love. My flight leaves at ten. Kate must be waiting at the tarmac, I need to have a word with her before I go," He cradles my face in his hands and touches his forehead to mine. "Call me if anything happens. Anything."
"Okay." I whisper and stroke his cheek.
"It's difficult to say no to you when you look so beautiful, but I can't come in because I won't leave."
"I understand," I give him a chaste kiss. "Will you call me when you land?"
"Of course, whatever you want."
"I'll miss you."
"I'm going to miss you so much, bye."
"Bye, Edward. Have a safe journey."
Edward smiles at me. "You stay safe as well, love."
He places soft kisses on all my fingers and reluctantly pulls his hands from mine. He kisses my forehead and rushes to the elevator. I wave goodbye until the elevator closes and softly sigh as I step inside my apartment again.
That was bittersweet.
August 25, 2015
I smile as I hand change to a customer and wish him a great day ahead. I resume reading my book and pause when another customer stops by at the counter. It has been a while since I have had time to read a book in peace at my store. Seth and Paul are at some basketball warm-up match; Emily has time off because Victoria Preston is on vacation with her son thanks to her vacation sponsor and best boss in the world, Edward Cullen.
I love that man. How perfect can one person be? I'm sure he will be concerned about his office while he tirelessly works in Dubai. When I woke up today, I read a text he had sent to me around midnight informing me that he had landed in Dubai. He hadn't called because he didn't want to wake me up. But, I would never mind his call.
Eleven hours ahead. I check the time on my phone and it's twelve noon. It must be eleven at night in Dubai. Time differences are so intriguing. I groan when the hot air breezes in bringing a new wave of humidity with it. I grab my hair tie and wrap my hair in a messy bun. I tuck away the little tendrils that fall on my face and smile when I'm reminded of Edward. I love it when he tucks them away. God, I'm pathetic.
My phone pings and I grab it in a flash.
I miss you. —E
I sigh softly. He is so sweet. I quickly type a reply.
I miss you too. —B
Are you at the store? — E
Yes. —B
Did you have lunch? —E
Not yet. —B
Shit. I should've typed a smarter reply. He'll go nuts knowing I haven't eaten yet. I really don't feel like eating lunch.
What are you doing then?! Please, go have lunch! It's noon already. —E
Jeez, relax. I'll eat lunch in a short while. Don't worry. You should go to sleep, it's almost eleven. —B
I have work to do. I'll go to bed when you let meknow you've had your lunch. —E
And you call me stubborn. —B
I've learned from the best. —E
Edward can be so exasperating sometimes.
Go to sleep, Edward. Work later. You'll be exhausted tomorrow. —B
Bella, calm down. Its taking me time to adjust to the new time zone. —E
That's true, but won't you be tired tomorrow? —B
Just for a day or two. Please have lunch. —-E
Alright, fine! I'm going. Call me when you are free. —B
Of course I will. —E
Talk later, honey. Bye! —B xx
Bye, Bella. —E
I stand up so I can call Brittany and have her take care of the billing counter but two people enter the store that causes me to lose my breath. One of them is the single best person in the world while the other is really intimidating.
Jane Platt and Esme Cullen silently gaze at my store. Edward's mother has curiosity written all over her face as she looks around. I wonder why I don't see any distaste in her features. I anxiously bite my bottom lip and gaze at them.
Jane catches my eye and offers a big smile. I wish Edward was here. I smile back at her and straighten out my dress as I walk over to them. Janes gives me a hug and I hug her back as I steal a shy glance at Mrs. Cullen.
"How have you been, dear?"
I pull back and give a shy smile. "I've been great, how about you?"
"Same old, same old, Bella. Esme wanted to visit your store, so we dropped by."
I finally turn to Mrs. Cullen but have zero intention of talking to her after what happened at the fundraiser. She tried to undermine me for no reason and I don't like her at all.
"Mrs. Cullen, it's nice to meet you again." I say politely and avoid looking into those green eyes that remind me of Edward.
"And you, Bella. I can see that you have a lovely store."
"Thank you." I stare at my fingers instead of her face. I steal a quick glance to notice the disappointed expression on her face as I don't look at her.
"Edward has told me a lot about you." I finally look into her green eyes and my head fills with thoughts of Edward again.
"That's good to know," I mumble and turn to Jane. "May I help you ladies find anything?"
"No thank you, dear. We'll just take a look around." I nod and excuse myself.
I strut over to the billing counter and grab my phone from the desk. I go to my small office and lock the door with my shaky hands. I back up against the door and try to calm down my erratic heartbeat.
Why is Esme Cullen here? Is Rosalie coming as well? I wonder if she'll try to humiliate me again. I'm trying my best to be good enough for Edward and he accepts me the way I am, so then why can't his mother? Her words from the fundraiser echo in my head.
"He clearly needs help with making choices. Sometimes he makes very wrong decisions for himself but I'm here to help."
What if she is here to keep me away from Edward? I won't let her take him away from me. He is mine and there is nothing she can do about it.
My trembling fingers call the only person who can calm me down.
"I'll sleep in a while, Bella. You don't have to get so paranoid about it." Edward chuckles on the other line and tears prick my eyes just hearing his velvety voice.
"Edward." I whisper and wipe away the tears that threaten to fall.
"Baby, what happened?"
"Your aunt and mother are at my store." I swallow the big lump in my throat.
"Why? What are they doing there?"
"I don't know," I croak out. "I am comfortable around Jane but your mom is here as well. I know she is your mother, and she loves you but she is horrible towards me. I can't stand to be in the same room as her. She—she warned me that I can never have you and that I shouldn't dream about being with you. I can't do this."
"Okay, can you do me a favor?"
"Okay."
"Where are you right now? In your office?"
"Yes."
"Sit on a chair please," I quickly sit on the only chair in the room and take a deep breath. "Drink some water for me, come on." I grab my bottle and gulp down some water.
"Feeling a little better?"
"Yes."
"Now, eat your lunch. What did you make?"
"A ham and cheese sandwich."
"That sounds delicious."
I should try to distract myself.
"And how do you feel in that fancy hotel suite of yours?"
"It's breathtaking. The panoramic view of the ocean is gorgeous. The suite has a private library and cinema room. You were the first thought that entered my head when I saw it." I smile just listening to him describe his royal suite.
"It sounds beautiful."
"I wish you were here, Bella. You would love it. Maybe next time I can bring you with me. I'll just have to keep you away from Mr. Omar—who was asking about you by the way." He mutters making me chuckle.
"Oh, Edward. You know I only have eyes for you." I tease and he laughs.
"Now I do. And are you eating your lunch yet?"
I roll my eyes. "Almost done."
"Good girl."
"Mr. Cullen your bath is ready." I hear a throaty female voice say.
"Thank you, Ameena." Edward politely whispers and I hear the padding of his feet.
"Who was that?"
"That was Ameena. She is from Egypt, isn't that cool?"
"Yeah, yeah. What was she doing in your suite?"
He laughs. "She drew me a bath, baby."
"People do that for you?"
"Butlers."
My eyes widen. "Plural?"
"Yeah, five actually. I know you love baths and this one is unbelievable."
I chuckle. "Alright, now you're making me jealous."
"Don't worry; we'll go someplace better."
"Are you in the bath yet?"
"No, I'm talking to you."
"Is the girl gone?"
"She's right behind me." He whispers and I glare at no one in particular.
"Tell her to go." I press on the word 'go' so that he hears my persistence that all women are to leave the room.
He just laughs on the other line.
"Mr. Cullen, may I take your clothes?" The woman says and I really don't like her suggestive tone.
"I really don't think my girlfriend would like that." He murmurs to the woman and I smile.
Girlfriend. He called me his girlfriend. My heart flutters in my chest. I'm his girlfriend. It doesn't matter if we are not officially a couple but he believes that we are.
"Is there anything else I can do for you?"
"Thank you for the towels and that'll be all for today. I'll see you tomorrow."
"As you wish, Mr. Cullen; goodnight."
"Goodnight."
"Is she gone?" I ask impatiently and he chuckles on the other line.
"Yes, baby. Don't worry," I hear the splashing of water and then he sighs. "There is no one here now except for me."
"You didn't take your clothes off?"
"I was just wearing sweatpants."
I shake my head. "See? That's your problem. You should be fully clothed all the time when those women are around you."
"Look at you being all possessive."
I finish my sandwich and wipe my hands and mouth with a napkin.
"I'm not." I mutter and he snorts.
"Oh, alright." He clearly doesn't believe me.
"You send men away when I taste red wine."
"Hey! You were making sex noises." Edward tries to defend himself.
"How would you know what my sex noises sound like? You haven't even gotten a chance to hear them." I pointedly mutter and he sighs.
"Yeah, okay. And don't you have to go back out front now?"
The fear and reluctance towards his mother surfaces again. "I don't want to."
"My mom's not going to kill you, love."
"I don't know, Edward." I murmur and tug on the hem of my dress.
"I'm sure she'll be nice to you. She really likes you from the numerous things I've shared with her about you. I think she might like you a lot more than you think."
I panic. "What did you tell her?" Did he share something about James? Or Riley?
"Baby, do you trust me?"
"Yes." I answer within a heartbeat.
"Then don't worry."
"Okay, I'll go."
"That's my girl. We'll talk tomorrow. I miss you."
"I miss you too. Bye, sweetie. Enjoy."
"You too," I roll my eyes and hear him laugh. "I know you were rolling your eyes."
"Bye, Edward!" I say and end the call as a chuckle escapes my lips.
I step out of the office and hesitantly look around but the sisters are nowhere to be seen. I know Jane won't leave before saying goodbye. Maybe Mrs. Cullen didn't like the store and walked away and Jane followed her out. Edward's mother can do that.
I check around the store and find them both holding a couple of books as they share a laugh about something. Both are so similar yet different. Jane looks up and offers me a smile like she knew I was standing there all along. I smile back and walk over to them. Mrs. Cullen gives me a smile and I hope she'll be nice to me like Edward said.
"Bella, I've heard you have a good eye for books. Can you help me a find a good book?" Edward's mother asks and my smile disappears as I nod.
"Of course, yes. What are you looking for, Mrs. Cullen?"
"Call me Esme," My eyes widen with shock but I nod. Esme it is.
"Are you looking for a particular genre?"
Esme shakes her head. "Surprise me."
Okay, that's simple. I lead her to the hobbies section and I pluck a book out for her. I hand it over and turn to find that Jane is nowhere to be found. God, help me.
"The Book of Wanderings. Sounds interesting."
"Edward once told me that you love to travel. Maybe you'd like this book then." I shrug and she curiously smiles at me.
"Edward talks about me?"
"All of you, especially Alice."
She has a fond look on her face. "Of course he mentions Alice the most. She is his lucky star. He is insanely protective of her. When they were kids, he would never leave her side. One time, Alice had a high fever. Edward threw a fit and refused to go to school. He stayed at home to hold Alice's hand until he came down with the fever himself."
I chuckle. "He would do that."
"Edward is very protective of the people that matter to him," I meet her gaze. "You are one of them, you know. I haven't heard him speak so highly of anybody as he does of you."
I blush and anxiously bite my bottom lip.
"I really don't—"
"I don't deserve an explanation for anything. I haven't been the warmest person to you since we met last week. I owe you an apology for whatever I said to you. I know I can't take back my words but I hope we can move past them."
I give her a thoughtful nod. "I will try to."
Esme gives me a sad nostalgic smile. "Jane and I were kids when our mother walked out on us. Frankly, I don't even remember her. I have had my fair share of doubts as a mother. I make stupid mistakes all the time but I love my kids unconditionally. I knew he never wanted to be with Tanya but part of me hoped that he would fall in love with her."
I look away and try to not get bothered at the mention of Tanya's name.
Esme continues. "I wanted him to be with someone whom he was comfortable with. Tanya and Edward have known each other since they were children. Edward has worked all his life to be where he is today. I couldn't watch him have a relationship with someone who was just after his money."
"But, I guess I can trust my son to make his own important decisions. And I have a feeling I'll be seeing a lot more of you. It's all up to my unpredictable son. I just wanted you to know that I have no hard feelings toward you."
I manage a smile on my face. "I'm glad to hear that."
Her face grows serious and I see her eyes sparkling with tears. Oh, her eyes remind me of Edward. I would hate to see tears in them.
"Just promise me one thing, Bella."
"Anything." I answer within a heartbeat and she takes a deep breath.
"My Edward wears his heart on his sleeve. Please, don't ever break it. He'll close himself off from everything around. I can't lose my son again. Maybe he'll tell you what happened to him… someday. But, he is finally happy. I don't want to be the one to make that smile go away. I don't want you to be the one to make it go away either. You've brought back that smile and I hope it stays."
"I promise." My voice is nothing more than a whisper and I nod at her. She loves her son so much that she decided to resolve her differences with me; for him. I can't help feel envious of Edward for having her as his mother. I've never had a parent who loved me so much.
"What's wrong?" Esme asks with concern and I realize I have tears in my eyes. I wipe away the tears gathered in the corner of my eye and shake my head.
"I suddenly wish I had known my mother for more than four years." Her smile turns sad, and she offers my hand a soft squeeze.
"I'll give you a moment to yourself. Should I take the book to the billing counter?" I nod and she gives me a hopeful smile before walking away.
I take a deep breath and try to calm my ragged heartbeats. What just happened? I hear footsteps behind me so I turn and find Jane giving me a cautious grin. She walks over to me and hugs me. Her hug is so warm and inviting.
"My sister isn't that bad now, is she?"
I shake my head and release her. "I didn't expect that."
"All thanks to your Edward. Esme really tried to keep an open mind about you after he spoke with her about a lot of things."
"He did?"
"Yes, Edward spoke with his parents on Sunday after their dinner. Anyway, how is it going with the two of you?"
I flush and my gaze widens. She knows? Why didn't Edward tell me!
"It's um, great."
Jane chuckles taking in my expression. "Oh Bella, don't be so surprised. Edward spoke to me on Sunday about it too."
"Oh."
"How is he doing? I haven't had time to call him yet."
"He's fine. Just has a lot of work ahead of him."
She nods. "Alex has gotten busy these days as well. I'm surprised but glad that he is being mature about the problems at work."
I smile. "Alex is full of life and he can balance his priorities well these days."
"He talks a lot, doesn't he?" I laugh and nod. "It gets annoying sometimes. Both of them do that." I frown and curiously gaze at her.
"Both?"
"Yeah, hasn't Edward told you I—" Our conversation is interrupted when her phone rings. She excuses herself to answer it. About five minutes later, I take them both to the billing counter with the books they want to buy.
I bid them both goodbye when they leave the store. I can't believe Edward's mother was so nice to me. I sit behind the counter and swivel the pen on the desk.
And I thought it was going to be a lousy day but Jane and Esme have made it interesting. There is a flutter of hope that tells me that Esme Cullen may not be a bad person after all. I can't say the same about Rosalie, though. I hate her.
Esme mentioning that Edward doesn't like Tanya made me surer that he doesn't. I know his mother might not initially like the idea of us dating but I hope she eventually comes around. I am just happy that she likes that Edward has me.
I'm making him smile. That thought makes me smile. I thought that he was the one changing me but I guess my presence in his life is also positively affecting him. I like his family. They try to resolve each other's issues.
She made me promise not to break his heart, but the irony is that Edward has the power to do that. Not me. I can never walk away from him. I love him deeply after all, so I hope it doesn't ever come to that.
For now, I have to wait for him to come back from Dubai.
5 days to go.
August 27, 2015
My legs give out and I stumble onto the nearest chair. I check my phone and see it's seven already. I untie my hair and let it flow down my back. I run my hands through it and take a deep breath. Ugh, I don't think I can walk anymore. Not my fault that I have never walked in heels for long hours.
I hate Alice!
Alice is possibly getting revenge for every time that I cancelled or snuck out during a planned shopping trip with Angela and Emily. My eyes race over to her tiny form as she rapidly throws instructions to the sales ladies who are listening to her with rapt attention.
She skips over to me twenty minutes later holding a handful of clothes. I see dresses, skinny jeans, some blouses and sweaters.
"Bella, go try these on." She says in a sing-song voice and I glare at her.
"No! I'm tired, Alice. I have eight bags full of clothes and purses. My legs hurt and we've been at this for three hours now. I haven't shopped for this many clothes in an entire year! I'm not even paying for these, you are. I can't do this anymore."
"Bella, please?" She pouts and I look away. Her pout is as cute as Edward's. "Please? Pretty please? We need a fantastic outfit to wear to my show on Sunday! I'm sure Edward would love to see you in these clothes! We need to give you a new look! Come on, please?"
"You have repeated the same thing in the last seven stores, I don't believe you anymore," I mutter and stare at my fingers as she abruptly throws the clothes on my lap. I look up at her.
"Go, now." She snaps with a glare and points to the changing room.
"I thought you were taking me to your store."
"I will, once you try these on."
"I have clothes at home, you know."
"We are revamping your look! You should try wearing something other than your boring jeans and blouses."
"I'm wearing a dress!" I say exasperated.
"Whatever, Bella. Go."
Edward was right; she is bossy. I huff and begrudgingly stand up. I gather all the clothes and walk towards the changing rooms. I hear the clicking of heels behind me and turn to find two women holding more outfits in their hands as they follow me. I roll my eyes and enter the room.
I hate to admit it but the clothes are amazing. They have unique colors, styles and fabrics that I would never buy. It's so different hanging out with Alice and it's fun too. That is, until she goes overboard with everything. About forty minutes later, I am barely able to hold my bags as we exit the store. Alice gives somebody a call and a tall, burly man in a black suit walks over to us.
He takes the bags from us and Alice asks me to give him my car keys as well. I watch the man walk away and face Alice again to find her skeptically staring at me. I can practically see the gears in her head turning.
"Alright, we need to do some shoe shopping, get a nice haircut for you and then go to my store."
"No! We are not going to another place to shop. We are going to your store or I'll leave for home."
"Please? One shoe store and then to the salon. Your hair really needs a trim. It won't take long. Following that, we'll go to my shop."
I glare at her and tears of frustration gather in my eyes. This is too much. I can't shop anymore plus, I'm not paying for it! I pull out my phone and call Edward. He answers on the second ring.
"Hey, beau—"
"I hate your sister!" I shout and cut him off.
Edward heavily sighs on the other line. "What did she do now?"
"She has been dragging me to shops since four! It's seven now, Edward! My legs hurt and I have so many shopping bags that it is impossible to carry them all. All I wanted was to visit her store and maybe tag along on her shopping spree but she is unstoppable. And now she wants to take me shoe shopping and then to the salon! This is crazy, and she is crazy!"
I look over at Alice to find her furiously typing something on her phone with a nonchalant look on her face. I hear nothing but silence from Edward's end of the line until he speaks up.
"Give her the phone, baby." He says softly and I give Alice a smug smile and pass the phone to her.
"Hey, Edward! How's Dubai? Anyway, I sent you the list of things that you need to get and don't forget to visit Level Shoes!... No, not this Sunday, I can be reasonable," She rolls her eyes. "I know… I can't wait!" She squeals and I sigh softly. Really? I thought he was going to discuss my problem. "And you better be there on time!"
Alice suddenly frowns as Edward speaks and she gasps. "What? Not on Sunday, come on!" She screams and a couple turns in our direction. My eyes are fixated on Alice who looks angry. My heart skips a beat. Is he not coming?
"What happened?" I ask and hear Edward yelling something to Alice—who winces and nervously smiles as she scoots away from me. Ten minutes later, she hands me the phone back and I press it against my ear.
"Hey." I mutter and bite my bottom lip.
"Hey, what happened?"
"You're not coming this Sunday?" I whisper in a low voice and he chuckles.
"What would make you think that?"
"Alice shouted something, so I thought…" I trail off and hear him laugh on the other line.
"No, love. How on Earth could I miss the chance of seeing you for a few short hours?"
I sigh with relief as a blush covers my cheeks. "Thank god, I was so worried. Anyway, are you sure she's not going to drag me to another store?"
"I'm sure." He mumbles under his breath.
"I'm sorry I started your day with me shouting."
"The positive side to it is that I got to hear your voice. I think it's going to be great day."
"You're so sweet." I say softly as Alice impatiently taps her foot.
"Could you guys wrap it up? I have some work to do later." Alice mutters with irritation and I hear Edward laughing.
"I think that's my cue. Bye, baby. I miss you."
"I miss you too, honey. Thank you for speaking to Alice about the shopping."
"I had to." He whispers and I smile.
"Okay, bye now."
"Bella?"
"Yes?"
"I'm sorry I couldn't help." He blurts out and hangs up. I frown and put the phone back in my purse. Why did he say that?
Alice links her arm with mine. "Come on, Bella. We have to buy you a variety of shoes. And I made an appointment at Bowie's for the haircut. Let's go!"
I gasp. "What? I thought Edward spoke to you." I splutter and my heart starts pounding in my chest. Not another shop!
"Oh, Bella. You're so cute. Let's go." She winks at me as I dejectedly walk along her side as she takes me to more shops.
I guess I understand why Edward apologized in advance.
Airnéis.
Wow. I have been to the outlet stores in the city before but the boutique that I'm standing in is flawless. Not that I have been to fancy stores before today when Alice drug me every which way but this is the best store I have seen.
The design of the boutique has mixed textures of silk georgette floors and pearl grey marmorino plaster walls. The décor consists of black glass topped tables with satin finishes and beige club chairs. The transparent glass shelves makes the items seem like they're floating. The place is incredibly posh and intimidating. There aren't any customers around given that the store has already closed.
I see a couple of women dressed in blouses and pencils skirts. A woman probably in her mid-twenties struts in our direction and simultaneously speaks on the phone. Why does everyone Alice knows look like they are runway models? Her dark skin glows in the bright lights and she is dressed in a black skirt suit. Her brown eyes meet mine and she offers me a warm smile.
"Good evening, Alice. How are you?"
"I'm good, Kelly," Alice turns and beams at me. "Bella, meet my assistant Kelly Williams. Kelly this is my best friend, Isabella Swan." Alice lets out a small squeal making me chuckle. I watch recognition flooding in Kelly's eyes for some reason.
"It's so nice to finally meet you, Bella. Alice has told me so much about you. I like your new haircut and I loved the gown you wore to the fundraiser. We had an intense discussion with our team about the features of your gown."
"I bought it at Lysa's Closet." I murmur and Alice and Kelly share an amused smile.
"I know," Alice grins at me and I frown. "Anyway. Kelly, Bella is Edward's girlfriend."
My cheeks flame and I look like a deer caught in headlights. She giggles taking in my expression. "Oh Bella, people will eventually find out when you both are photographed together. Don't worry, Kelly won't tell anybody."
I roll my eyes and Kelly laughs. "But, Alice is right Bella. You make a wonderful couple. You should see the pictures of the two of you. They were everywhere in the papers last Monday. Plus, some photographers have sold the pictures to a few magazines too."
My eyes widen. "Where? Why?"
Alice shakes her head. "They're coming out in next month's issues in some magazines. Didn't your friend Angela tell you? Relax now, it's nothing to be worried about. Let me show you around the store."
I take a deep breath and nod my head. Maybe I shouldn't get worked up about it.
"Okay."
Alice gives me a tour of her three story megastore. The basement is comprised of lingerie and swimwear, the ground floor has clothing and accessories, the second floor holds shoes, cosmetics and other grooming needs and the third floor is her office and work area. She introduces me to a couple of people and everybody seems very polite but busy with work.
"Is everyone hard at work for the show this weekend?"
Alice laughs and shakes her head. "Nope, everything has been ready for weeks. We're actually cutting it close on New York Fashion Week next month."
"Oh? When is it?"
"It starts on September 8th and ends on the 15th. I'm so excited! Will you come to my show?"
"Um, when is it?"
"September 13th! Will you come?!" Uh-oh.
"I can't, I'm sorry. I have to handle the store and everything."
Alice rolls her eyes in exasperation. "It's a Sunday, Bella!"
Shit, I can't think of a good excuse.
"It's my birthday." I mumble and look away.
"Oh really?! Wow, that's great! Maybe I'll give you a dress from my Summer/Spring Collection! This is so awesome. Do you have a party planned? Oh!" Her voice suddenly saddens and I gaze at her. "Edward won't come to my show now!"
"Alice, I don't celebrate my birthday. It's okay. I'm sure Edward will attend your show."
"You don't? Why not, Bella? It's your birthday!"
"I just don't."
"When was the last time you celebrated your birthday?"
"When I was four years old." I murmur and tears gather in my eyes but I try to blink them away.
"Edward doesn't have a party either. He just likes to have dinner with the family."
Yeah well, I spend the whole day crying every year. So it's not really the same.
"Oh."
"I'm sure Edward can cheer you up. I think you should celebrate your birthday. It's not that we have to be…" Her voice becomes a buzz to my ears as I recall the memory of the last time I celebrated my birthday.
"Daddy? Where are you going?"
"I'm going to get some groceries, baby girl."
"But, I have to cut my cake." He doesn't say anything. "Daddy, you come back soon and then we'll cut my cake."
He never came back. He left my mother and me alone on my birthday. How am I expected to be happy about a day that I lost a parent? I remember how I waited for my father to come back. I used to ask my mom every day but she would never answer me. I don't know why he left us. Was it because he was tired of us? Was there somebody else? Or were we not good enough for him? Was I the reason?
"Oh my god! Bella, what happened?" Alice frowns with concern and I realize there are tears running down both my cheeks. I sniffle and wipe them away. I shake my head and take a deep breath.
"Please, I don't like to talk about my birthday" I whisper and hold in my tears.
"Okay, my bad. I'm sorry. Would you like to go back to your apartment?" I nod and she smiles at me. "How about we grab a quick bite to eat first? I know a great little place that is right around the corner."
"I just want to—"
"Bella, you haven't eaten since lunch. It's getting late. You should eat a little. Come on."
I give in and Alice smiles, giving me a comforting hug. A sob escapes my chest before I can stop myself and she rubs my back.
"I'm sorry you have to see this," I murmur and try to stop my tears. "I have never been able to talk about my birthday. It's something personal."
"I understand, Bella," I release her and wipe away my tears again. "Now let's go eat something. Maybe it'll take your mind off past memories."
"I hope so too."
Alice volunteered to drive me back to my apartment while Ethan, her driver would drive my crappy car. I have barely spoken a word since my small breakdown at Alice's store. Why am I so weak when I have to speak about my family?
I close my eyes and try to keep my mind off disturbing thoughts. My phone buzzes and I see Edward's name flashing on the screen. I immediately answer it because I want to hear his beautiful voice.
"Hey, beautiful."
"Hi."
"I forgot to ask you a question; I was planning to hit a couple of places here. Would you like me to get you anything?"
"No, thank you." I murmur softly.
"Come on, you must want something."
"Nothing." I stare out of the window and try to cheer myself up that he has called.
"I saw this gorgeous necklace the other day that reminded me of you. The pendant was so delicate and precious. It reminded me of you." Tears gather in my eyes and I take a deep breath.
"Oh."
"Yes, it was the most beautiful thing." He murmurs and I can hear the smile in his voice.
"I miss you, Edward." I sniffle and wipe away the tears.
"What happened, angel? Alice called to tell me that you suddenly started crying." I steal a glance in Alice's direction who is nervously looking away.
"I don't like my birthday." I make idle patterns on my dress.
"Would you like to tell me why?"
"I can't talk about it. I want to, I just can't." I whisper brokenly and swallow the big lump in my throat.
"Then we won't. I'm sure you'll tell me when you want to."
"I will and thank you."
"Okay, now close your eyes and take a deep, cleansing breath." I do as he says and take a deep breath.
"How can you be so patient with me? I'm sorry; it must be getting annoying with me crying all the time. I hate feeling so clingy."
"Love, you can never annoy me. I love to hear your voice and you are not clingy. You just want to share your feelings with somebody and I'm always here for you. Now, I would really like if you could tell me what I can bring back from Dubai."
I chuckle and shake my head. "Nothing, Edward. Just you."
"That was so corny Bella," I giggle and he laughs on the other line. "Women like my sister, email me a list of items."
"Well, I'm not like them." I say softly.
"No, you're not. You're the best. And maybe I'll surprise you with a gift."
"I would love that."
He scoffs. "Right, because you are a big fan of surprises."
"Hey!" I whisper-yell into the phone. "I was blindfolded for our date, remember?"
"Oh, that was a fun night."
"You made it very special."
"That's very generous of you, Ms. Swan."
"Mr. Cullen, your car is ready." I hear a voice say on his side which makes me sigh.
"I have to go, baby. I'll call you tomorrow."
"I'll be waiting."
"I know, so will I. Bye, now."
"Bye."
I smile and end the call. I can't wait for tomorrow. Alice chuckles and I find her shaking her head. "How the hell did he get you to smile and laugh?"
"He has magical powers." I say softly and she nods.
"I think he might."
"I wish my mom was alive to meet him. I bet she would've loved him."
"Of course. Were you close to your mother?"
"Very."
"I wish I could say the same." Alice murmurs under her breath and I smile.
"Your mom is a lovely person."
She rolls her eyes. "Yeah, if you count picking out the flaws in my outfits, then sure. I mean, I was seventeen and I used to love it when she gave me fashion advice but I'm twenty-seven now! When will she realize that?"
"Um, when you speak to her about it?" It comes out like a question and she glances at me for a second.
"What?"
"When was the last time you actually spent some quality time with your mother?"
"On Sunday at the family dinner."
I chuckle. "No, Alice. I mean, try to recall the last time you had a deep conversation with Esme and she got to know you better."
"That hasn't happened in almost ten years. I've been busy with my fashion line and we've haven't really gotten time to just talk."
"So if your mom never finds out how much your likes and dislikes have changed, how will she able to connect with you?"
"That's a fair point," She thoughtfully mutters and nods at me. I smile and look out of the window. "You know what; maybe I'll make time for her sometime soon. Maybe I'll show her my new collection before the show. We can make plans. It's about time she stops being picky about my outfits."
I laugh. "Yeah, I'm sure she feels the same way."
August 29, 2015
I can feel the adrenaline coursing through my veins as I stare at Edward. His gorgeous green eyes are sensually staring at me, his copper hair is flopped on his forehead and his lips are parted with anticipation. He reaches over and caresses my cheek with his warm hand. My breathing falters as he gives me a scorching look.
My legs part as Edward settles between them and closely hovers over me. I can feel a bead of sweat running down my forehead from the electric charge between our naked bodies. The only thing between us is a thin cotton sheet.
"God, you're so sexy, Bella." Edward murmurs seductively and leans forward to connect our lips in a heated kiss. I moan when he deepens our kiss and my hands knot in his soft hair.
I wrap my legs around his waist and he gyrates his hips against mine making me gasp. His warm hands palm my breasts and I flush with desire. I can feel myself getting wet and his rock hard erection poking against my stomach.
"I want you so much, Edward."
Edward drags his lips from my jaw down to my neck leaving a heated trail. I feel like I'm burning up. I whimper softly when he bites against the side of my neck. I arch my back and pull him closer to me.
"I want you too," He whispers against my ear and goosebumps rise on my skin due to his hot breath. "You're so hot."
"It really is hot." I whisper and he touches his forehead to mine.
"It is."
Edward touches his index finger on my sweaty face down to my neck. His finger disappears between the valley of my breasts and I sigh softly. Our bodies are very warm and I just want to rip the thin cotton sheet right off my body. My fists clench on the mattress when Edward places searing kisses down my collarbone. My hand reaches to toss the cotton sheet away but Edward stops me.
"Don't, love. You really think I would want anybody to see my girl hot and naked?"
I frown. "What does that mean?"
He gives me an amused smile and plants a loud kiss on my lips. "Open your eyes."
My eyes snap open and I feel a bead of precipitation travelling down the side of my neck. I unclench fists and pull the cotton sheet up to my waist. I wipe the sweat off my forehead and take a deep breath. Did I just have an erotic dream about almost having sex with Edward?
I hate my apartment. I snuggle against the pillow and groan when a new wave of heat makes me shudder. It's so hot in here! The only reason behind this is that my air conditioner stopped working last night. But, the temperature is comparatively low today, and it's supposed to be an overcast day tomorrow.
My thighs press together and I can feel the wetness between my legs. I became turned on by a sex dream? I shake my head and crane my neck to check the alarm clock. It's 07:00 in the morning. On a Saturday. It's too early to get up. Plus, I don't have to go to the store until late afternoon for the book reading session for kids. I guess I can have a lazy day.
I stretch a little and a sigh escapes my lips. My hand blindly reaches for the first drawer of my nightstand and I open it. I should read my book for a while. I frown when my hand touches something long and smooth. I grasp it and realize it's my vibrator, Joe. I'm wet already, might as well use it. The horny part of my brain really likes the sound of that.
I grab the vibrator and drag it over my breasts, nipples and down to the inside of my thighs. I trail the vibrator outside of my labia and above my clitoris as my body yearns for more direct contact. I put the tip on my aroused clit and jolt with surprise when my phone starts to ring.
My eyes fall on the nightstand and I sigh. I keep the vibrator on top of my sheets and grab the phone. A smile curls on my lips when I see Edward's name on the screen. I answer the call.
"Hey, Bella. I'm so sorry I couldn't call you yesterday. I had meetings all day and I just couldn't keep my eyes open when I got back to the suite. I know you were waiting for me to call but I'm sorry I couldn't." Edward rambles making me chuckle.
"Breathe, honey. It's okay. I figured you'd be busy with work. It's alright, I understand." I say softly and hear him sigh on the other line.
"Thank you for being so wonderful. Just a moment, love."
I intently listen to the other line and hear the same throaty voice of Ameena again. Hmm. I hear water splashing and soft music coming from his side. I look at my room that is heating up due to the broken air conditioner. Our current conditions are so contrasted. I bet the bathroom of his suite is larger than my living room.
"Did the girl leave?" I snap and he snorts.
"There is no one here but me, my love." Edward says softly and I smile.
"How was your day?"
He groans tiredly. "It was such a frustrating day! The temperature is over one hundred degrees and I'm tired as hell."
"It'll get better."
"I hope so. Shit," He curses under his breath. "Were you asleep, Bella? I forgot you don't have to go to the store until the afternoon. I'm sorry, baby."
"I wasn't sleeping. Anyway, are you taking a bath?"
"Yep. It was a long day."
I giggle. "You're getting obsessed with the baths there."
"You would too if you were here. Candles, music, exotic bath salts. God, I wish you were here."
"Really? I don't think either of us would focus on the bath if we were together in that tub."
"That is so true."
I blush and sigh softly. "I miss you a lot, Edward."
"I miss you just as much, love. What are you wearing?"
I giggle. He always ends up asking that question. I might have a pretty good answer for him this time.
"Absolutely nothing." I whisper seductively and hear his sharp intake of breath.
"Really?"
"Can't I sleep naked, Cullen?"
"You didn't sleep naked when I stayed over." He grumpily mutters and I chuckle.
"Maybe next time I will."
"I'll look forward to it."
"Actually, the air conditioner broke down last night and it's hot."
"Why didn't you call somebody to fix it?" I can practically see him frowning with disapproval.
"I did, honey. Sam is coming over to fix it around eleven. It's a weekend, why should I disturb Emily and him?"
"So you're just going to boil in your apartment until then?"
"Jeez relax. I'm not in Arizona, its Seattle. The temperature is fine today. It's not too hot."
"Alright, if you say so." He mutters and then sighs softly.
"And why do you end up calling me every time you take a bath?" I distract Edward—who laughs on the other line.
"A mere coincidence."
"This is the fourth time, Edward. I'm having my doubts. Are you sure you're not touching yourself thinking about me?" I tease and hear him loudly cough on the other line. I chuckle and play with my hair.
"Wine just went up my nose." He murmurs and clears his throat.
"I'm sorry, Edward." I say, not meaning it at all.
He scoffs. "Yeah, right. You sound very sincere in your apology."
"How can I make it up to you, Mr. Cullen?"
"We can have phone sex."
"Oh baby you're not getting any action; verbal or otherwise until you get your ass back here in Seattle."
"Does that mean we can do something more when I'm there?"
"That depends."
"On what?"
"On how much time you spend with me."
"I thought we'd have the night to ourselves."
"When do you leave Dubai?"
"At three in afternoon. I have to leave at three to make it on time. Alice will murder me if I'm a minute late."
Should I tell him I'm invited to watch her show as well? Alice said we should surprise him. Maybe it'll be fun to do so.
"Three in the afternoon, how is that working?"
"It's a fourteen-hour flight, Bella. Plus, Dubai is eleven hours ahead. It's pretty confusing."
"Won't you be messing a lot with time zones?"
"I don't mind. I'm used to it. I used to travel back and forth from Australia at one point of time. That's seventeen hours ahead."
"Wow."
"Yeah and I leave at four in the morning on Monday."
"Don't talk about leaving again. You aren't even here yet. How much time can we possibly spend together if you'll be busy when you are here?"
"I won't be, love. I thought I was welcome at your apartment to sleep."
My mood perks up. "You want to come over to my place?"
"Very much, yes. I can't let you out of my sight. That's when you can make it up to me."
I blush and roll on my stomach. "Okay, maybe I will."
"Hey, I have something interesting to share with you." Edward whispers and I hear the water slapping on the tiles from his side. He must be getting out of the bathtub. I chuckle.
"Shoot."
"Well, Jacob and I made a deal when he was appointed that if he manages to give great input on the project, he'll be one of the first people to go to Dubai. And he's doing alright. So—"
"You're sending him with your team for the project?" I ask enthusiastically and hear him laughing on the other line.
"Yes, love. September 15-19."
"I'm so happy for him," I smile but then sigh softly. "He has never travelled out of state before. Won't he be intimidated going to a different continent altogether?"
"I'm sure he'll do just fine," Edward says firmly. "He is a big boy now. You need to let go off his hand and see how well he can do on his own."
"Of course you're right. I'm just a little paranoid."
"You are worrying about someone who doesn't spend his time with you." He mutters curtly and I frown.
"He has gotten busy, Edward."
"Bella, whenever you speak about Jacob, I always get a feeling that he doesn't care about you anymore now that he has a job."
"That's not true." I whisper but I'm afraid to admit that it might be true.
"Alright, when was the last time you saw him?"
I remember. "August 4." I answer in a heartbeat.
"That was almost four weeks ago, love. I saw that heartbroken expression on your face when he cancelled your plans last week. You know you miss him, you should let him know that."
"He is going to hate me." I mutter and my stomach is in knots just thinking about it.
"Why would he?"
"Because we're dating. He doesn't want me to date his boss—that's you. It'll be too weird for him."
"Oh my god, that is stupid. It's not his right to tell you what to do or not to do. You can see whoever you want. Jacob is being very unreasonable and self-involved. I can't believe you would keep our relationship from your own brother just for the sole reason that he finds it weird. " I can hear the irritation and exasperation in Edward's voice.
"What do you want me to say?" I ask softly and take a deep breath. "I don't want to pick any fights with him. How was I supposed to know that you were going to be his boss out of all the people in the world?"
Edward sighs. "Love, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way. But, I know what you've been through, Jacob doesn't. I'm sure he doesn't know how much you gave up for him. I don't like that he is not grateful enough for what you've done for him."
"Jacob is an excellent brother, Edward. He is young; of course he has a life of his own."
"Okay, if you're going to be irrational about this, there is nothing I can do. But, if he unintentionally hurts you, I'm going to kick his ass."
I giggle. "That sounds fair. Now go to bed, you sound very tired."
"I will."
"I can't wait to see you."
"Me neither, Bella. Tomorrow." He promises and I smile.
"Tomorrow. Get some sleep. Goodnight, bye."
"Bye, baby." And the line goes dead.
I bite my bottom lip and think about Edward's words. I know Jacob has been a great brother but I feel like he is slipping away from me. My heart can't settle with the fact that Edward may be right about this. Is he behaving so distantly now that he works at a big-time company? But, my Edward owns the company and still finds enough time to be with me.
Is Jacob really changing? I have to meet him soon and straighten things out.
For now, I'm going to focus on tomorrow. Oh… I can't wait.
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