THE OTHER WOMAN

DISCLAIMER: STEPHENIE MEYER OWNS IT ALL.

August 30, 2015

BELLA

I check the time on my phone and realize it's five-thirty already. I sigh impatiently and pace back and forth in my bedroom. When the hell is Alex getting here?! I grab my white clutch and put my phone inside.

I catch my reflection in the mirror and smile at myself. I look very different. My hair is nicely trimmed and glossy and my clothes are chic and smart; thanks to Alice. I'm wearing a white sleeveless crepe ruffle blouse paired with belted cigarette pants topped off with a black knee-length fitted redingote coat.

The butterflies swirl in my stomach and I can't help but feel anxious. I bet the whole Cullen family is going to be there to support Alice. Edward will be here in an hour. The doorbell rings and I immediately glance at my white calf leather open toe sandals that match my attire. I step into my new Manolos and feel five inches taller.

I walk past my living room to answer the door and find Alex standing on the other side, looking handsome in a navy blue suit. He beams at me and my mood perks up gazing at his smile. I smile back and he gives me a tight hug. I chuckle and hug him back. It's been a week since I last saw him and I kind of missed him.

Alex releases me and shakes his head. "Do you have to look so great all of the time?"

I blush and straighten out his jacket. "Why, do you have a problem with that?"

"Kind of. You love Edward. I don't even have a girlfriend." He pouts and I laugh as I lock my apartment.

"We'll find someone for you, honey. She'll be the most special person in the world."

He scoffs. "That might take a million years."

"Don't be so dramatic, Alex. Anyway, does Edward know I'm going to be there?" I ask with a smile and he shakes his head.

"I've managed to keep it a secret. It'll be a nice surprise for him." I hope so too.

I chuckle and Alex extends his arm and I link it with mine. We reach his car where the driver holds the door open for me and I slide in and Alex follows suit. I turn and find him staring at his face in the reflective surface of the mirror which gives me a feeling of déjà vu. I shake my head and he finally looks at me.

"I want to date a smart woman. Not a pretty, dumb blonde."

"Oh."

"Who can understand me and possibly wake me up every Monday morning."

I roll my eyes. "Just use an alarm clock."

"You don't think I've tried? But, my mind is attuned to waking up when a jug full of water is poured on my face by Edward."

"You shouldn't make it a habit. At some point of time, he'll stop coming to your condo on Monday mornings."

"I know, I'm trying."

"Did Edward wake you up before he left for Dubai last Monday?"

"Yeah, he gave me a call."

"What are you going to do tomorrow?"

"Hmm, I'll have to think about it." Alex gives me a thoughtful look and I ruffle his hair.

"It's hard to stay mad at you." I murmur and he grins at me.

"I know, that's what Edward says." I chuckle.

During the car ride, Alex rambles about his idea of the perfect woman—who frankly sounds a little too perfect but I'm sure he will find someone deserving soon enough. He just needs to be patient, which is a very difficult task for someone like him.

The car halts outside the entrance of a Victorian building and my eyes drink in at the sight of the horde of photographers lined up outside. Oh my god. I panic and turn to Alex—who gives my hand a soft squeeze.

"Come on, you'll be fine. We need to take some cool pictures."

I smile and as we step out of the car, my vision is blinded from the flashing lights from every direction. I plaster a smile on my face as we pose for a few photographs and sigh with relief once we are inside the building.

We ride the elevator to the fourth floor and I can feel all eyes on us as we step inside the dark hall. I gasp taking in the fashion set that features bright green grass, artificial flowers and giant sparkling stars. It's an eye-catching paradox using the natural elements which have a dramatic flair to them. The place just screams Alice.

Alex grabs my hand and we walk towards the front row. Jane spots us and walks over to give us each a hug. I see that Esme, Emmett and Rosalie are present but Carlisle is nowhere to be found. My mood sours a little when I see Carmen and Eleazar Denali sitting next to Esme.

They shrewdly stare at me and share a look with each other. I look away and let out a shaky breath. I bite my bottom lip nervously and gaze around the room. I manage a smile on my face when Alex grins at me. He leads me to the first two seats in the row which are thankfully, away from the spotlight. We settle ourselves and I notice there are two empty chairs next to me.

My eyes search for Alice but I realize she must be busy backstage. Esme catches my eye and offers me a warm smile. I blush and smile back at her. I tune my attention to Alex—who is commenting about some goofy incident that occurred at the office few days ago. I check my phone and see that it's six-ten already. Edward is still not here.

Alex pulls out his phone when he receives a call and rolls his eyes, tilting the screen towards me. Alice. I chuckle and he answers it.

"Hey, Ali… Yes, we're here… Not yet… Don't worry, he must be running late," He presses his lips into a thin line and I can hear Alice screaming something to him. "Would you shut up? You are speaking so fast, I can barely understand a word!" He rolls his eyes again. "Was I speaking in German before?... What do you mean? I can speak German but that's not the point!... Alice, stop talking. Go annoy someone else… Fine! Bye!"

Alex hangs up and lets out a sigh of relief.

I smile and he chuckles, shaking his head. "God, sometimes she is so annoying."

"Mr. Platt?" A photographer walks over to us. "May I have a photograph of you with your friend?"

"Of course," Alex beams at the man and wraps an arm around my shoulders. I roll my eyes but smile for the camera.

"Thank you. May I know your name, miss?"

"Isabella Swan." Alex answers before I can.

"Thank you." The man walks away.

Alex clears his throat and I turn to him. "See? It's not that bad. You smile, pose and say your name."

I slap his arm lightly and chuckle. "Yeah, it feels great to have my photo in the newspaper."

"Always ignore the news." He mumbles and fiddles with his phone.

I frown. "When is Edward getting here?"

"I have absolutely no idea. But, haven't I told you? You'll know when he enters the room," I chuckle. "So wait for it."

I steal a glance towards Edward's family and find Eleazar Denali heatedly talking on the phone with somebody. I notice his wife peeking at me but I pretend to ignore her unreadable expression.

Alice's show finally begins and quirky music is played in the room as the leggy models display her Summer/Spring collection as they arrive one after the other. I see photographers clicking pictures and a few people making notes.

Alex, on the other hand is busy with his phone. I smile. Maybe he is working. Jane is right; he has gotten busy with work. I shift closer to him and roll my eyes when I notice he is playing Minecraft on his phone. He looks at me and offers a sheepish smile. I just shake my head and try to hide my smile.

I anxiously bounce my knee and feel uneasy knots in my stomach for some reason. Why do I feel so nauseous? I have a bad feeling that something is going to happen. Around the time the seventh model starts down the runway, I hear a flurry of activity at the entrance. My heart skips a beat and I find people turning to stare at the source of the noise.

Alex sits up straight and winks at me. I take a deep breath and try to calm my pounding heart. What is happening to me? I shake my head and try to distract myself from my bad feeling. I look in Edward's direction and freeze.

Now I know why.

Edward looks utterly handsome in a sharp black suit as he speaks on the phone with someone. He offers apologetic smiles to the people he passes by for interrupting their view. But, it's not him who is making me sick, it's the sight of him with his girlfriend; Tanya Denali.

Tanya looks perfect in a figure-hugging blue dress and high heels. Her blue eyes have a hint of arrogance in them and she smirks at everyone, clearly proud of the fact that she is Edward Cullen's girlfriend.

"Oh fuck! Shit, shit, shit. Edward is going to kill me." I hear Alex cursing under his breath but I can't take my eyes off the happy couple. "Bella, I'm so sorry. This is all my fault. I told Alice to invite you, please don't get angry at Edward. This was really my fault. Edward had no idea that Tanya was going to come with him. He really didn't."

"Yet, he has his arm wrapped around her." I whisper robotically and he sighs next to me.

"It was just a set up, I swear! That's why Uncle Carlisle isn't here! Please, don't break things off with Edward. Tanya means nothing to him."

"Alex, I'm not even listening to you anymore." I say softly and a tear trickles down my cheek.

Suddenly, Tanya Denali looks me square in the eye and her lips twist into a smug grin. Her blue eyes stare at me and she leans towards Edward and possessively kisses him. I look away as fast as I can. My heart is probably shattering to pieces with every passing second and tears are endlessly streaming down my face.

Ten seconds later, I dare to look in their direction and find Edward frowning at Tanya. He quickly changes his demeanor as people stare at them and offers her a soft smile instead. Esme interrupts their conversation with a glare on her face. Why is she angry?

Tanya whispers something to Edward and his green eyes follow her gaze to meet my tortured brown ones. The phone slips out of his hand and drops on the floor, smashing into pieces. My heart broke just like that a few seconds ago.

Seconds pass as we stare at each other. I can see longing, hurt, anger and regret in his eyes which is nothing compared to how devastated I am. I feel like someone wrote down my worst nightmare and turned it into a reality.

I feel a warm hand on my knee and I tear my eyes off Edward to gaze at Alex. I frown. Why does Alex look so pale and anxious?

"Hey, it's not his fault. Please, trust me."

Why is Alex trying to cover up for Edward? I am so confused. Plus, the sight of Tanya and Edward is not making things any easier.

"Alex, it's okay. I know things are complicated. I won't be angry at Edward," He sighs with relief. "Better yet, I won't speak to him at all."

"Bella—"

"He said things will get better by next month. That Tanya needs to stay his girlfriend until he files some lawsuit. I nodded along because I love him more than anything else. But this, what is happening right now is a little too much."

"Edward didn't know you were going to be here." Alex says softly and I nod.

"Obviously! I shouldn't have come. It was a mistake."

"Don't cry, Bella. It's going to be fine." He wipes away my tears and I shake my head.

"It's not," I blink back my tears. "Nice surprise by the way." I murmur and he sighs sadly.

I become aware of the music, the show and audience again and sit up straight. I focus on Alice's elegant collection and ignore Alex whispering something to me. I freeze when a familiar scent envelopes me. I look down at my clothes and blink back my tears.

"Bella?"

I want to break down just hearing his velvety voice. Oh, it sounds too good to be true. I don't glance at him but grab Alex's hand in mine. I hear Edward sigh.

A spark shoots in my body when his hand touches my arm but I shrug it away. I was craving his touch but for some reason, it's repulsing right now. I was waiting a week to hug him… kiss him.

"Bella, baby please look at me. I missed you so much." He whispers and I can hear the longing in his voice but I will myself to not look at him.

Ten minutes later, I feel his hand on my right knee but I push it off. I turn to him but avoid gazing into his beautiful eyes.

"Your girlfriend is on your other hand. It's not me." I mutter and Alex tugs on my hand.

"You want to switch places with me, sweetheart?" He asks softly and I nod.

We make a quick work of changing seats and I wipe away my tears. I'm not going to cry. Not for him. I'm stronger than this. My eyes remain glued to the ramp but my ears perk up when I hear Edward hissing something to Alex along the words of 'could've killed you the second I walked in.'

I patiently watch the last model strutting away and all the models walk the ramp for the last time in perfect unison. Alice finally appears on the stage and offers a little wave as people cheer for her. I smile when she squeals in her regular fashion, having no idea about the negative tension in the front row.

Alex and I stand up when the people start mingling around and he whisks me away from Edward. He hands me a glass of champagne and grabs one for himself. I sip on the sparkling drink and take a deep breath.

I steal a glance in Edward's direction and find him sitting all alone in the front row with his head in his hands. His heart-broken and sad face mirrors mine and I just want to go and slam myself into his arms. He doesn't have enough time to grieve as a couple walks over to speak with him. He plasters a beautiful smile on his face and stands up.

After the couple leaves, his facade dissolves and that wounded expression haunts his face again. His green eyes start racing in the room so I look away although I can feel his piercing gaze in my direction. Alex offers me an apologetic smile and I glare at him. Is it really Alex's fault?

"Are you going to tell me why you feel so sorry for your cousin?"

Alex lets out a deep sigh. "Edward and I spoke on the phone a couple of days ago and he mentioned something about Tanya and some guy she was sleeping with. He was going to call her out on it here after the show and create a scene in front of the media. I wasn't listening to him because I was out clubbing and I was drunk and completely forgot about it. I'm sorry, this is all my fault."

I sigh and shake my head. "Neither of you told me about this! I don't know if I should be angrier at you or Edward!"

"Bella—"

"You know what? I would like to go home." I say softly and he nods.

"We'll leave in a while. My mom wants me to meet someone important if you don't mind."

I nod tightly. "Fine."

My eyes search for Edward and I find him speaking with a brunette with Tanya hanging on his arm. I see a photographer subtly clicking pictures of them. Oh god, oh god… This wasn't how I had visualized my night to be like.

Edward and I need to take a break until he ends things with his girlfriend. He is going to be in Dubai, anyway. The days will hopefully pass sooner than I think. This will be the best option so I can stop feeling dependent and hurt regarding him.

"Bella? What's wrong?" Alex asks and I gaze at him.

"I think Edward and I should take a break." I whisper and he rolls his eyes.

"Hey, this isn't Season 3 Ross and Rachel kind of shit! Just give him another twenty days, I swear things will change."

"I know things will change. I trust Edward. I just can't watch him with her, that's all."

His blue eyes sadden and he sighs softly. "You really think so?" I nod and swallow the big lump in my throat. "But, you guys are so close to this charade being over with."

"I'm sorry."

"Maybe I'll talk to him after he is less mad at me. We'll sort everything out. You guys are perfect together. Please understand, you have no idea what might happen to him if you leave—" I cut him off.

"Just a matter of time. I would never leave him. I'll… wait for him, if I can." I mutter the latter part under my breath.

"Of course! A little more time that's all." He hugs me and I smile, hugging him back.

"What time is it?" I ask and he releases me to check his watch.

"Almost eight. Why don't we go meet Alice? She must be desperately trying to escape the press."

I nod and Alex grabs my hand in his and we make our way backstage to Alice. I find her bombarded by the press as a couple of celebrities strike poses for the cameras. Wow, it's a mad house. I'm surprised I can hear the voices in my head.

Alice spots us and excuses herself immediately. She skips over to us and gives me a hard hug. I smile and peck her cheek before pulling back.

"Hey guys! Did you like the show?"

"It was amazing. I really loved it." I compliment and she beams at me.

"Thank you so much! I'm so glad you're here," She shares a nervous look with Alex and gazes at me again. "Come on, let's get out of here."

I try to ignore Alex and Alice whispering something amongst each other and instead focus my attention on Alice's family—who are eagerly waiting for her. As soon as we are within their hearing distance, everyone claps and cheers for Alice making her laugh. Esme is the first person to give her a tight hug, followed by Rosalie and Emmett before they excuse themselves to meet someone.

Alice has a shaky smile on her face when Tanya hugs her. "Alice, the collection was awesome!" She gushes and stands next to Edward again.

"Thanks." Alice mutters and lets out a deep sigh.

"Edward and I missed the beginning, but we got here just in time."

"It's a surprise that you showed up."

Tanya laughs. "Edward was just as surprised when I met him on the tarmac. Daddy said that Edward would love it if I'd go with him. He is so tired from his flight." She says and smiles in Edward's direction—who is looking anywhere but at her.

"It's a shame they don't get to spend a lot of time together these days." Eleazar says and I avoid his piercing gaze towards me.

I glance at my right and find Jane staring at me. She snaps her attention to Alex when he says something to her. My eyes are busy gazing at Tanya but I hear Jane excusing herself.

"Alice, hey." Edward whispers softly and Alice smiles as she hugs him tightly. He wraps his arms around her and closes his eyes. They speak with each other in a low whisper and I avert my eyes from their private conversation.

"Edward, dear what time is your flight tomorrow morning?" Esme asks softly, and he gazes at his mother.

"Actually, I rescheduled the time. Caius is getting the jet ready. I leave in an hour."

My heart skips a beat. Why isn't Edward staying the night in Seattle? He needs to rest. He looks exhausted.

"Why?" Tanya asks with a strangely concerned expression on her face.

"I don't see a point in staying anymore." He mutters, sending a glare in Alex's direction who subtly hides behind me.

There is a moment of silence and Edward looks at me with anguished expression but I answer him with a blank face. His green eyes look tortured, and he takes a deep breath. He stares at the marble floor and I frown when he starts tapping his foot. I've never seen him do that before.

Alex sighs behind me. "Edward, don't."

Edward runs a hand through his hair and his eyes race everywhere and halt towards the large balcony.

"Excuse me for a moment." He murmurs and takes long strides in the balcony's direction.

"Where is Emmett when you need him?" Alex mutters under his breath and Alice worriedly stares at her brother's retreated form.

"Alex, go get him." She hisses and Alex nods, rushing after Edward.

"What is that all about?" I ask but Alice shakes her head.

"It's nothing. Just something about Edward."

Is it something dangerous? Is he going to be fine? I shake off the disturbing thoughts and keep a clear head. I quietly stand next to Alice and try to ignore the Denalis constant staring at me. Esme clears her throat and I look in her direction.

"Eleazar, if you could give us a minute," Esme suggests softly and he frowns. "Just the family."

His eyes widen with surprise but he still nods. "Uh, sure."

Eleazar, Carmen and Tanya excuse themselves and I let myself finally relax a little. Esme flickers her eyes at me before starting in the direction of the balcony. Ten minutes later, Alex and Edward make their way to us with tension clear on both their faces. For the first time, it looks like Edward is the one who is told off by Alex; which never happens.

"Edward, really? Did you forget what happened the last time?" Alice snaps and Edward shakes his head.

"I'm sorry. I'll leave now, I have to meet dad as well." He whispers and hugs Esme.

"Sweetie, is there something wrong?" She whispers to him and he shakes his head, hugging her tightly.

"Nothing."

Esme takes in my expression and grabs Edward's hand in hers to lead him somewhere. My eyes follow them until my vision is obscured by a blonde figure in front of me. It's the bitch herself; Tanya Denali.

"Alex, you didn't introduce me to your little friend here. I've heard quite a lot about her."

Alex lets out a deep sigh next to me. "Fuck off, Tanya. It's really not the time for this shit."

Tanya just gives me a sinister smile. "Hi, I'm Tanya Denali."

"Bella Swan." I mumble half-heartedly and try to search Edward and Esme.

"Oh, where do you work?"

"I own a bookstore." Tanya laughs at my answer and I find Rosalie smirking behind her. I'm so tired of this reaction.

"Wow, that sounds like stand-up work."

"What do you do for a living?" I ask tersely and her laughter dies down.

"I uh, I am a model." Alice coughs and I try to hide my smile.

"That sounds like stand-up work. What brands do you model for?" I ask sweetly and she glares at me.

"You could never afford those by running your cheap little store." She snarls and looks at my sandals as I glare at her.

"Don't talk about my work when you do nothing for a living! When you find yourself a job and earn every dime of it, you can bitch about my cheap, little store!" I shout making a couple of heads turn in our direction. Tanya has her mouth hanging open in shock and her face turns red from the embarrassment.

Tanya turns and struts away with Rosalie hot on her heels.

"Wow, you go girl." Alice whispers, placing her hand on my shoulder. I sigh and let out a defeated groan.

I'm done with this night. I can't watch Alex apologizing for his mistakes, Edward looking so heart-broken; Tanya being a bitch and having so many stares directed my way. I can't stand in this room. I can go downstairs to the garden to get a clear head.

"Guys, can you excuse me for a moment? I need some fresh air," Alex and Alice nod. "Alex, give me a call when you are ready to leave."

"Be careful." Alice kisses my cheek and I keep my head down as I make my way towards the elevators.

When I reach the backyard of the building, I notice a couple of people lingering around smoking and drinking. I go to the far end and gaze at the starless, overcast sky.

Ugh. Every time, I end up alone in a room full of people. I really thought things would be different with Edward. I know he wants me like I want him, but there are so many odds against us right now. We need some time off from each other. But, I just can't imagine my day without Edward; it's going to be pure torture.

I've had done this in the past with other men I dated, why is it so difficult with Edward? It's because I love him so much and that's why I can't watch him with some other woman. I sob and bury my face in my hands. The tears escape my eyes and I feel like someone is ripping open my heart, and the pain is unbearable.

"Hey, sweetheart," A voice slurs behind me and I feel a callous, rough hand brushing against my ass. I turn, startled and see a man in his late-forties, drunk and staggering heavily. "Wow," He hiccups. "You're a pretty one."

"Get away from me," I snap and stab my heel on his right foot making him yelp. "Get lost." I mutter through gritted teeth and twist the heel deeper into his foot.

"Oh, but I just got you." He says and his voice is laced with pain but he manages to get closer to me. I can smell the disgusting stench of cigarettes and alcohol coming from him. I use all my force and push him away. He topples and falls on the grass. I feel oddly proud of myself when I watch him clutching his right foot.

I look up and jump a little when my eyes meet a pair of familiar green ones. Oh, Edward. His eyes fall on the man and he tries to hide his smile. It's not funny! I glower at him and his face grows serious. He extends a hand to me but I just stare at it. I want to throw myself at him but I stay put. He takes a step in my direction and I take a step back.

"Bella, please listen—"

"No! Stop, that's it! You can't flaunt your girlfriend in front of me and pretend that everything is fine! I don't want to hear an explanation; I understand how complicated things are. We just need some time away from each other. Please, stay away from me."

I turn to walk away from him but hear him following.

"Bella, love please just—"

Edward's phrase is interrupted when we both spot Alex anxiously staring at us. He comes rushing towards me and hugs me tightly. I finally let the tears of exhaustion leave a burning trail on my cheeks and wrap my arms around him.

"Alex, I want to get out of here. Please, just drop me off at home. I can't watch him with Tanya, I can't do it." I choke and feel his hand rubbing my back.

"Okay, Bella. We'll go home right away. Calm down, it's all okay now."

"Bella? Please, listen to me." Edward begs softly behind me and I want to turn but I can't.

"Edward, not now. She doesn't want to talk to you!" Alex surprisingly snaps at his cousin.

"Alex, please. Just let me talk to her. I can't—"

"Edward, she wants some distance from you. Can't you see it? After everything that has happened, I can't argue with her. She had been looking forward to meeting you for the past seven days. End things with Tanya and then talk to her. I warned you this might happen."

"Alex, I just need her to listen to me for a moment and then I'll walk away." His voice breaks on the last word and I can't stand him crying. Esme's words haunt me and I feel the guilt creeping inside me.

"Edward, it's just not the time!" Alex shouts and I feel Edward stepping closer to us.

"Bella, baby please look at me. Please." I pull back and turn to stare into those liquid green orbs holding in tears. He smiles at me and a fresh round of tears stream down my face staring at him.

"Come with me," Edward says softly. "We'll tell everyone about us and I'll break up with Tanya. I can't watch you walk away from me. I can't live without you, Bella. Please. I want you, just you. I need you so much, baby. Don't do this, don't walk out on us. I'll do anything you want, anything. You wanted me to break up with Tanya, I'll do that. Talk to me. Please, talk to me." That vulnerable and desperate expression is going to haunt me forever.

I want to smile and run into his arms right now. He is ready to break up with his girlfriend for me. I want to tell him that I love him. Oh, I love him so much. But, I know how important it is for him to stay connected to Tanya. He has mentioned it to me on numerous occasions.

"You have a girlfriend and even though you don't want to be with her, it's not right."

"We should wait until things get less complicated in my life; with Tanya and her family and everything."

"How much time will that take?"

"Forty days."

"I don't care if Tanya is associated with me by a title! All I know is that I need that mind-numbingly stupid blonde to stay my girlfriend until I drag both she and her father to the court! That's all!"

"Oh Bella, I never meant to make you feel that way. You have no idea how sorry I am. I want to tell you everything going on in my life. About Eleazar, Tanya and all the other shit. But, it needs to stay between me and my lawyers. Please understand. I've told you before, I'm telling you again; it's just a matter of time. I promise."

I can't be selfish about us right now.

I gaze at Alex and his blue eyes question me silently. I take a shaky breath and wipe away my tears.

"I want to go home."

There is relentlessly pounding on my door that supersedes the volume of my sobs but I keep my face buried against the pillow. I don't care who it is, I'm not leaving. I just can't get the picture of Edward and his girlfriend out of my head. The way she looked at me before kissing him and how her parents smirked at me because I couldn't do anything.

My phone rings inside my clutch lying on the nightstand but I don't answer it. It must be Alice. It's only been thirty minutes since I came home, can't they just leave me be?! The pounding on my door continues for another ten minutes and I need to answer it before the people in the building start complaining.

I get my quivering form out of the bed and make my way to the front door. I wipe away my tears and peer through the peephole but can't recognize the figure in the dark. I flick on a side light and open the door.

I yelp when the thunder crackles in the sky and my mind registers who the person is. My heart tries to jump out of the chest as I stare at his dangerous face. It's Riley. His brown hair is longer than before, his eyes are bloodshot red and his face is marked with bruises that make him almost unrecognizable. He looks like a monster.

His eyes sparkle with menace and a creepy smile twists on his face. I gasp when he launches towards me and I tightly grip the door handle. I muster up as much force as I can to slam the door shut, but he is stronger than me.

Riley opens the door wide and presses me against the door jamb. His hands wildly run over my body and I squirm in his firm grasp. He places his hands on either side on my face and I feel my tears soaking on them.

"Finally, I'll have you all to myself." He says softly and his hand strokes my hair, tucking the stray hair behind my ear. I breathlessly cry and try to wriggle out of his arms. I feel so disgusted with myself from a mere touch of his.

"Riley, stop! Please, let me go!" I sob and he scowls at me.

"Shut the fuck up, you fucking whore!" He barks and starts pulling on my blouse. I hear something rip and look down to see the left side of my blouse has been torn open. I try to push him away but he shreds it from the left as well. I try to cover my chest and sniffle softly while my eyes watch him unzip his jeans right in the doorway.

"No please, please! Let me go!" I helplessly plead and he snarls at me, reaching for my pants. "No!" I scream bloody murder and the elevator dings open to my personal angel; Edward.

Edward growls angrily and bolts over to us as fast as he can. He pushes Riley towards the far end wall who then groans in pain. My trembling legs give out and I fall to the floor in a heap. I curl up in my own mess and hug myself tightly. I cover myself with the torn blouse and watch Edward beat Riley to death.

Edward pulls out his phone and calls someone.

"Zidek! I thought I told you to take care of that motherfucker!" He yells into the phone. "What the fuck is Riley doing outside my Bella's apartment?! If he doesn't disappear from my sight in the next five minutes, I'm going to kill him. Am I fucking clear?!" He puts the phone in his pants and approaches me.

My wide eyes stare straight ahead and I try to calm my erratic heartbeat. I'm not able to register anything happening around me but I feel Edward kneeling in front of me. His hands stroke my hair, just like Riley did few moments ago. I push his hands away and wrap my arms tighter around myself. I hear him calling my name but I simply stare into space.

"Bella? Baby, please say something. Are you okay? Let me check, sweetheart. Please, let me see if he has hurt you. Can you hear me, Bella?"

I shiver and my gaze turns to the man passed out on the floor with blood splattered around him. I cringe when I recall his hands ripping my clothes. I point a finger in his direction as tears silently stream down my cheeks.

"Say something, Bella. What is it?" He asks softly and I turn my head to stare into his green eyes. Oh, they are so beautiful. I caress his cheek but something wet touches my fingers. Is he crying?

"Don't cry, Edward," I croak and hear him sigh with relief. "I'm fine, don't cry."

"I won't. I promise, I won't," He grabs my cold hand in his warm one and places a soft kiss on the back of it. "You're shivering, Bella. Let me get you inside, love."

I frown. "No, I'll wait until he leaves. I want him gone. He—he touched me and—and tried to…" My sentence trails off as I weep and bury my face in my hands.

"Shh, it's okay now. I'm here now. Everything is fine, love." I feel his hand brushing against my shoulder and I realize my blouse has dropped down around my waist. I back away against the door and try to cover myself.

Edward takes off his jacket and wraps it around my shoulders. I hold it close to me and take a deep breath. My mind immediately registers that it smells different… like oranges and lilies. Nothing like my Edward. It smells like Tanya. I take the jacket off and throw it away.

"What happened?" Edward asks softly and I wipe away my tears.

"It smells like your Tanya."

"She isn't mine, Bella. You are. Let's go inside. You're getting cold sitting here."

"But he—"

"He will go away, don't worry."

"Are you leaving?" I ask in a small voice and he shakes his head. "We should call the police."

"Yes but let's get you inside first." He pleads and I frown.

"No, he should be in jail. Call the police!"

"Baby, listen to me," He cups my face in his hands and I gaze at him with wide childlike eyes. "Zidek will take him to the police, I promise. I want you to be warm and safe. Let's go inside."

"Really? He—he won't come near me again?"

"I promise, my love."

His voice rings with sincerity and the cloud of doubt disappears from my eyes.

"Okay."

Edward rises to his feet and helps me stand up. I immediately wrap my arms around him and breathe in his intoxicating scent. He nuzzles against my hair and rubs my naked back. He effortlessly picks me up in his arms and I fold my legs around his waist. I wrap my arms around his neck and snuggle against him.

Edward locks the door and carries me to my bedroom. I feel the bed dip as he settles us on it and wraps the duvet around me. I feel warm and pull back to gaze at him. He strokes my cheek and takes a deep breath.

"I think you should change into some more comfortable." He whispers and I nod.

I walk over to my closet and grab the long sleeved cashmere Henley that he left here last Friday. I wear it and shimmy out of my torn blouse and cigarette pants. I turn and find him staring intensely at me. I don't know why I put it on but I just had to. I notice that he has folded up the sleeves of his shirt and his hands look fidgety for the first time.

"You look beautiful," Edward says softly and I blush, biting my bottom lip. "How are you feeling?"

"I've been better." I mumble and sit on the nearest edge of the bed. He gazes at me with a look of hurt on his face. He shifts towards me and I stand up and take a step back.

"Bella, don't do this to me."

"Why are you here?"

"To be with you. I missed you, more than you can imagine."

"I missed you too, Edward. I couldn't wait to see you. That's why I let Alice invite me to her show. But then, you walked in with…" I shrug and he sighs.

"Eleazar set it all up."

"I know," I nod and he frowns. "I saw him making phone calls at one point in time."

"Bella, I have no intention of being around Tanya. She means nothing to me. I told you that we should tell everyone about us but you… left me."

"I know you want to break up with her but can you do that?"

"Yes." I can hear that tinge of doubt in his voice but his eyes look firm.

I chuckle and shake my head. "I know you can't. I understand. Just come back to me when you end things with her."

His eyes look hurt. "Are you kicking me out of your apartment?"

"No, I don't ever want you to leave," I say honestly and play with my fingers. "But, what kind of relationship are you looking for with me? Something platonic?"

"Platonic?" Edward frowns at me.

"Something affectionate but nothing sexual."

He rolls his eyes. "I know what platonic means, Bella. And no, I want something more with you."

"You already have a girlfriend for that."

"Bella, what is really bothering you? Tell me," He says softly and I sigh. "Come closer, please."

I sit on the bed and crawl closer to Edward. He holds my face in his hands and I melt against his tender touch. His thumb brushes against my bottom lip and I look at him from under my eyelashes.

"She kissed you in front of everyone on purpose," I murmur and tears prick my eyes. "You're mine and she kissed you."

"Oh baby," He envelops me in his strong arms and I snuggle against his neck and close my eyes. "I'm yours, always. You mean more to me than anything else in this world. I can't stand hearing you say that we can't be together. Or not letting me touch you, kiss you," I pull back and lean my forehead against his as he slides me onto his lap. "You are my biggest strength and only weakness, love."

"That's not entirely true. You can't wash dishes." I mumble and he laughs—it sounds like relieved laughter.

"And the dishes, right. Sorry."

I giggle and Edward smiles as he hesitantly leans in to kiss me. In those two seconds, I contemplate whether I should kiss him back or not. I know I can't resist him and I have missed this closeness for the past seven days.

I close my eyes and pull his lips against mine for a rough, passionate kiss. He moans against my mouth and I gasp when he flips us over so that I'm underneath him. His tongue is busy assaulting mine and I wrap my legs around his waist. A few seconds later, we break apart to breathe and Edward trails open-mouthed kisses down to my neck.

"God, I missed you." He whispers and I moan when his warm hands caress my body inside the borrowed Henley. His teeth graze against my skin and I whimper softly. I reach for his shirt and start unbuttoning it. I need to see his perfect torso. I sigh impatiently when I fumble trying to unbutton his shirt. He chuckles when I finally push it off his shoulders and he takes it off.

Edward reaches for the hem of the Henley I'm wearing and helps me take it off. He tosses it somewhere and his eyes drink in the sight of me. I blush and try to breath taking in his dark expression. Thank god for Alice, I'm wearing something sexy tonight. Not that I planned for any of this to happen.

"So beautiful," He whispers seductively and brushes his index finger against the lace of my black bra. My nipples harden at his mere touch and I bite my bottom lip. His finger travels from the valley between my breasts down to my navel. My breathing comes out in short pants when he circles his thumb against my skin.

"Your skin is flawless."

I watch his eyes follow his hand caressing my body but a soft growl escapes his lips when he gazes at the side of my waist. I lean on my elbows and purse my lips when I see a red mark. It must be from Riley pushing me against the doorjamb. I shudder, thinking about it and lie down on the bed again.

"Bella, he is never ever going to be near you again. I promise." Edward murmurs firmly and I nod, stroking his cheek.

"Thank you for being there for me."

"Always."

I smile and wrap my arms around his neck, bringing his lips closer to mine. We both sigh softly when our lips meet for a slow, building kiss. I gasp against his lips when his thumbs circle below my breasts and then his hands push my thighs wide apart. His lips drag to my shoulders and collarbone while his long fingers graze against my lace thong.

His wet kisses reach the valley of my breasts and he rubs my hardened nipples roughly. I sigh softly and his hands reach behind me to unclasp my bra. He easily unhooks it and I fling it away somewhere. His green eyes stare at my chest and I blush when he gives me a sexy smile.

"You have the most beautiful breasts, baby."

I gasp when Edward cups my breasts in his warm hands and palms them softly. My nipples pucker at his touch and desire pools within me. He locks his eyes with mine and leans down to flick his tongue over my left nipple. I moan and grip the sheets in my hands.

"Edward." I gasp softly and feel his tongue circling my nipple and his hand pinching and tugging on the other one. I arch my back and feel his lips curving into a smile. He showers my breasts with kisses and I writhe against his tantalizing touch.

"Your skin is so soft." He whispers and sucks my left nipple into his mouth. I cry out when I feel his tongue circling it lightly. I rock my hips against his body to create friction and hold his head against my chest. His head dips further, and he worships my breasts, sucking and biting them which sends a new wave pleasure coursing through my body.

"Edward, don't stop." I say breathlessly and Edward continues his ministrations to bring me closer to an orgasm.

"Are you close, baby?"

"Yes."

I bite my bottom lip and he lowers his body against mine. My legs tighten around his waist and I circle my hips against his. He moves his lips towards my neck and fiercely nibbles against my skin. I whimper softly when he tugs on my nipples and bends down to shower soft kisses on them.

The familiar nerves build inside me and Edward deftly sucks on my nipple and I convulse violently against him. His lips firmly press against mine and he swallows my moans as I fall apart beneath him. My hands fold behind his neck and I aggressively deepen our kiss. He smiles against my lips and we breathlessly break apart.

"That was extraordinary." I whisper, trying to calm my turbulent heartbeats.

Edward gazes at me with a soft smile and his green eyes look amused. His thumb brushes against my neck down my breasts and he sighs.

"That's going to leave marks," He whispers and I blush, staring at the small hickeys on my breasts and feel the sting against my neck. "I'm sorry, love."

"It's okay." I knot my hands in his hair and connect our lips for a soft kiss. He pulls back and trails his lips from my neck down to my stomach. I gasp feeling his hot breath on my skin and his lips sucking on my skin. He places little kisses just above my hip bones and grazes his teeth against my skin. God, it feels good.

Edward skims his nose against the waistband of my thong and gives me a heated stare as he kisses my inner thighs. I moan softly and squirm a little.

"Mm, baby you need to stay still." He says softly and nibbles against my skin.

My phone suddenly buzzes inside my purse and I sigh. Edward pulls it out of the purse and answers it and resumes his position between my legs. He gently blows against my overheated sex and I whimper softly.

"Hello?... Oh, hi Angela," Oh shit, Angela! I haven't told her about Edward and me yet! "Yes, it's really me… I was in town for a couple of hours, thought I'd drop by at Bella's apartment."

I stifle a moan when he blows on my sex again. My eyes close on their own accord when he brushes his index finger against my wet center.

Edward continues speaking. "Bella can't, I'm sorry. She's all wet," My eyes widen and blush flames my cheek. Oh my god. "In the shower right now and I'm in between things," I hide my laughter with my hand. "Sure, I'll let her know that… It was nice talking to you, Angela. Good night."

He places the phone on the nightstand and winks at me before bending between my thighs again.

"Alright Ms. Swan, where were we?" I sigh when Edward buries his nose against my sex. "You smell so good, baby," I fidget impatiently and wait for him to do something… Anything. "Why is my girl getting squirmy?"

"Because you aren't doing anything," I whisper and moan when he pulls the thong to the side and I feel his lips running below my clitoris. He moves on the hood, on the sides, the labia and anywhere but there. "Edward!" I whine tiredly and feel his lips curling into a smile.

"We're leaving this thong on; it's too sexy to take off. I love how it looks against your skin."

"Sure."

"Okay," He says softly and looks at me. "Now what do I do? Tell me."

"Edward, please."

"Please what, love? Say it." Edward murmurs, hovering over me again. His lips are merely inches from mine and I can see the impish glint in his eyes.

"Kiss me."

He bends forward and captures my lips for a kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer and feel his enormous erection pressing against my stomach. Wow, he has gotta be big. I reach between our bodies and rub the head through his pants and Edward breaks our kiss. He grows harder against me and I smile.

"Don't do that, the pants are already very tight," I giggle and he bites on my bottom lip, making me moan. "Say it, love." He gazes at me with a warm expression and I blush.

"Touch me."

Edward smiles. "Where?"

I shakily grab his hand and place it against my soppy, wet sex. He gives me a heated look and enters a finger inside me.

"I've been thinking about this since yesterday." I moan and press my lips against his.

"Then I'm about to make it so much better for you."

He grins and I feel his thumb drawing circles around my clit while he adds another finger inside me. My toes curl and I try to keep my eyes open to gaze into his mesmerizing green eyes. This intense rush of emotions is too much to handle. He leans his forehead against mine and I feel his fingers moving up and down and going deeper inside me.

"Ah!" I gasp when his lips bite softly against my neck.

"I missed you so much while I was gone. I couldn't stop thinking about you. Every little thing reminded me of you." He whispers and his eyes lock with mine again. "Don't you ever, ever think that I would want to be with anyone else?

"I know, I just couldn't stand to see you with her."

"I had invited a guy from New York to attend the show who—" He pauses when I squirm a little. He chuckles and his dark mood dissipates. "Let me take care of you first."

Edward places wet kisses down to my shoulders and pumps his fingers in and out of me. I groan when he strokes my G-spot and massages it with his long, magical fingers. He gives me a chaste kiss and increases the pressure on my clit.

"I love your fingers." I say breathlessly and he smiles, lowering himself between my legs. He spreads my legs wide apart and his tongue probes against my sex as his fingers thrust inside me. I scream his name and bury my hands in his soft hair.

"Edward, faster! I'm so close."

I bite my bottom lip tightly and he moans softly, making my clit vibrate against his voice. My mind goes blank for a second as he plunges another finger inside me and I clamp around his fingers. His tongue laps up my juices and his teeth gently graze against my tender spot. I shudder and moan loudly as I convulse and come all over his fingers.

My eyes remain close and my heart is wildly beating in my chest. I feel something soft against my skin down there and it feels nice. I sigh and shift a little to prop my head on the nearest pillow. When I open my eyes, I see Edward throwing away a couple of tissues. He smiles softly and I probably have a sated smile on my face.

I bring his face closer to mine and kiss him. We lazily kiss for several minutes, just comforted by spending our time together. My hands reach for his pants but he shakes his head.

"Not tonight," Edward whispers with a smile and strokes my heated cheek. "It's just about you, okay?" I blush redder and feel like my heart has grown three times bigger for him. "You look so beautiful right now."

"Okay, stop." I murmur and he chuckles, kissing my forehead. He rolls over and pulls me in his arms. I hug him tightly and cuddle closer to his chest. His body is so flawless. I idly trace my index finger over his torso and hear him mutter something under his breath. I gaze up at him.

"What's wrong?"

"I need to get out of these pants. Jesus, I'm dying here." He shakes his head and I laugh as he places his phone on the nightstand and shimmies out of his pants.

My smiles turn sad and I recall how his phone broke when he saw me at Alice's show. Alex was so angry at Edward at the end of the night even though he earlier he had mentioned that it was all his fault. I think he got protective of me and that's why he lashed out at Edward. I feel so guilty for causing a rift between them.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Edward whispers and plants a soft kiss on my cheek. I sigh and look up at him.

"It's nothing, just thinking about Alice's show."

He frowns and strokes my hair. "I had no idea Alex was being so stupid when I spoke to him on the phone a couple of days ago."

"I'm sorry, it happened because of me." I whisper and his eyes soften.

"No, baby. None of it was your fault. I was thinking of ways to murder him all through the night. On top of which, he was yelling at me when I caught up to you in the backyard."

I curl up closer to Edward and try to not remember his tortured, tearful expression from earlier tonight. He caresses my naked back with his warm hand and I clasp his other hand with mine.

"What did you tell him that he forgot?"

He sighs and snuggles against my neck. "I had made some arrangements. My dad wasn't at the show tonight."

"Yes, I noticed." I whisper and stroke his hair.

"Well, I uh, told my dad to cease all contact with the Denalis for the next month. That's why he wasn't there. Do you remember that you gave me a call last week when you were out shopping with Alice?"

"And it didn't help." I mutter and he chuckles.

"No, it didn't. Anyway, so I told her to invite the Denalis, and she was whining because dad wouldn't be able to attend the show."

"Oh."

"Yeah and I purposely told dad to stop talking to the Denalis in front of Rosalie."

"Because she is Tanya's friend?"

"Yes and Rosalie told Tanya everything about the discussion. I was waiting for her to make that mistake and I knew she would. Eleazar found out about it and flipped out. He was fact checking every business deal from the past twenty years and I was able to leak all the information. He wasn't surprised that dad wasn't at the show and he had no idea what was waiting for him. Until he saw someone who wasn't supposed to be there."

Edward pulls back and pecks my lips. His green eyes warmly gaze at me and I caress his cheek. He gives me a small smile and presses his face against my neck again. I hitch the duvet higher and wrap it around our bodies.

"Did you mention to Alex that he shouldn't invite me?" I ask softly and Edward shakes his head.

"No. I told him to be rational and think before doing something. Clearly, I was ignored. I should've told Alice about it instead of Alex but I figured she must have a lot of stress about her upcoming show."

"Alice said that I should surprise you. I kind of liked the idea."

"Boy was I surprised." He mumbles and I chuckle.

"You broke your phone," I look over his shoulder towards the phone on the nightstand. "You got a new one already?"

"I have a spare one at home with all my important contacts. I had Matt fetch it for me."

"Hmm," I run a hand through his hair and kiss his forehead. "So whatever you had planned didn't happen?"

"I completely blanked out when I saw you. Plus, Tanya was right next to me. Nothing happened after that, just like Eleazar wanted. How can Alex be so careless?"

"Shh, it's okay." I whisper soothingly and close my eyes.

"You wanted to leave me and I was losing my head over everything on top of which I already had to hear him shout at me before you left."

"Hey, Alex started to apologize as soon as he saw you. It was a genuine mistake."

Edward stares at me and tilts my head towards him. "Tell me, you didn't hate my guts when you saw me with Tanya or those tears you cried meant nothing."

I kiss his cheek. "Forget about it. I don't want to think about it again. Please?"

He nods and wraps his arms around me. "If it wasn't for mom, I wouldn't have come here. I thought you never wanted to see my face again."

My eyes widen. "Esme, really?"

He chuckles. "Yes. She likes you. She doesn't show it but she does."

W.O.W.

I smile at that thought. I hope she likes me because I like her too.

"That's great," I murmur and feel his lips against my cheek. He has to leave soon. "Do you have to leave in six hours?"

"Mm, yes I do." He mumbles against my shoulder.

"Can't you reschedule your flight for eight, maybe nine o'clock? You need some sleep."

"I'll sleep during the flight."

"You'll be gone when I wake up." I whisper and he nods.

"Yes, love."

My phone rings on the nightstand and I turn in his arms to reach for the phone. Edward spoons me tightly and I check the name on the screen. Alex. Should I answer it?

"Who is it?" Edward asks when I don't answer the call immediately.

"Alex."

Edward remains mum and I realize it wouldn't be the best thing to talk to his cousin right now. I just hug him tightly and tighten his arms around me. Edward buries his face against my neck and I feel his heavy breathing on my skin. I reach behind and stroke his hair gently. I close my eyes and try to savor his warm embrace because he'll be gone for another nine days.

"Can't you stay, baby?" I ask and feel him shaking his head. "Not even for breakfast? Come on, I'll make your favorite if you want."

Edward grabs my hand and places soft kisses on each of my fingers. "I'm sorry, love but I can't. We'll make breakfast together once I come back, okay?"

"I'll hold onto that thought," I turn in his arms and hug him. "I'll miss you… again."

"Me too, love."

His phone buzzes on the nightstand and he stretches over to grab it. He glares at the screen and the glow of the screen makes his face look angrier than it is. I frown and crane my neck to check the screen. It's Alex. I sigh.

"Answer it, honey," I suggest softly and Edward pouts, shaking his head. "He must be calling to apologize."

He shrugs. "I don't care."

"Please?" I peck his lips and he sighs before sliding the screen to answer the incoming call. He places the phone to his ear and closes his eyes.

"Edward Cullen… What?" Edward snaps and I sigh, shaking my head. He takes a deep breath against my hair and I rub his back. "I don't give a shit, Alex. Do whatever the fuck you want… Is that all, Alex? Because I have to sleep and my jet leaves at four… Yes, where the fuck did you think I would be?... Do you realize how much your stupidity cost me?... You should, I'm sure she'll answer your call… I can't do this now, I have to go. Good night."

Edward hangs up and puts the phone back on the nightstand. He leans forward and gives me a chaste kiss.

"You can expect a call from my cousin in the next two to five minutes." He whispers and I chuckle.

"Why were you so edgy with him? Things are fine now."

"What if they weren't? And you just love to be on his side, don't you?" He rubs his nose against mine. "Please, please put something on before you answer his call."

"It's late, he won't."

"I know him well. And you need to put something on right now or else I won't be responsible for my actions later." He warns and I blush but roll my eyes and scoot over to the end of the bed. I grab his white shirt lying on the floor and put it on. I button it up and get under the covers with him again.

"You should really try wearing pants when I'm around," He pulls me in his arms and I cocoon against him from the cold air. "It's surprisingly cool today."

"It's going to rain tomorrow," I murmur and run my index finger over his face. "What about your clothes?"

"Why, you don't like me in boxers?" I giggle and kiss his cheek. "I'll get my bag from the car."

"Okay, I'll speak to Alex until then."

Just then, my phone buzzes and Edward smiles at me. We share a quick kiss and I grab my phone again. He gets out of the bed and I watch him put his pants on as I answer the call.

I'm really not good at holding grudges, especially against someone like Alex.

I bite my bottom lip anxiously and try to make out any sounds coming from the living room but hear nothing. Where is Edward? It's been more than twenty minutes. Is Riley still out there? But, I heard Edward speaking on the phone a while ago. I sigh impatiently and muster up the courage to get out of the bed just as Edward walks in.

He holds a large tray in his hands that I barely ever use. I don't even remember where I had kept it. There are two steaming plates on it and I smile. Did he cook something for us? I didn't even hear him in the kitchen. I bite my bottom lip and curiously gaze at him.

Edward gives me a soft smile and settles on the bed. He scoots over to me and my eyes widen taking in the items on the tray. Wow, he went all out.

"How?" Is all I ask and he chuckles.

"Matt collected takeout from Panera. I thought you might be hungry."

"I'm famished."

"Did you talk to Alex?"

I nod. "He was apologizing. Can we talk later? I'm starving here."

Edward laughs and nods. "Sure, love. I hope you like what I ordered."

"I love it." I whisper and wrap my arms around his neck. I press my lips against his and he grins, kissing me back sweetly. I open my mouth further to let his tongue slide in and tangle with mine. He shifts a little, causing the cutlery to clink and we realize there is food to be eaten. We break apart and he chuckles, touching his forehead to mine.

"Dinner, Ms. Swan?"

"Yes, please."

"I ordered chicken tortellini alfredo, BBQ chicken salad and rye bread."

I smile and kiss his cheek. Edward has arranged the tray with porcelain salt and pepper shakers, a side bowl with the salad, two steaming hot plates of the pasta and a small basket with four slices of rye bread next to the knives and forks. It looks so inviting.

Edward grabs a forkful of pasta and gently blows on it before placing it to my lips. I open my mouth and eat it. An involuntary moan escapes my lips when the sauce and the flavors burst in my mouth.

"Oh god, this is so delicious." I say earnestly and he chuckles.

"Yes it is. But, your food is tastier than this."

I roll my eyes but humor him. "Yeah, okay."

"I'm serious, Bella. You should write a cookbook. You'd receive a great response."

I chuckle and gaze into his thoughtful green eyes. Jake suggested the same thing the last time we had dinner together. I wish I could but then again, I don't have enough time for that. And I can't forget about the store because I need to make a living.

"That's a great idea, sweetheart. You know, Jake says that all the time."

"Then why don't you?"

"Not enough time." I mutter and open my mouth when Edward feeds me another bite. His eyes suddenly darken and he leans over to lick the corner of my mouth and I realize there was a hint of cheese dripping. My breathing falters and I shakily grab the spare fork from the tray. He chuckles softly and I sit up straight.

"Eat." I say pointedly and he nods, adjusting the plates between us. We eat in silence and I ask Edward about his Dubai trip. His eyes light up with excitement when he talks about the city and shows me pictures on his phone saved in the iCloud drive from the places he visited this time around. He mentioned that he never has a lot of time to travel the city due to work but he is managing to this time.

"I saw the pictures in the newspaper of the hotel you're staying in and the grand welcome they gave you. Those were some fancy white cars."

"Rolls Royce."

"I don't care." I murmur and he sighs.

"You have to respect the brand."

I roll my eyes. "Okay, I'm sorry. And why didn't Kate go with you?"

"She'll be joining us later, with Jacob and the rest of the team."

"Oh and how's Victoria?"

Edward laughs. "Oh she is having a ball with Jared. They are having a lot of fun."

"That's great; she deserves a break."

"They'll be back next week though, Jared's school starts soon."

"Yes," I sigh softly. "Summer is almost over."

"Mm, it has started to drizzle outside." I rest my head on his shoulder and eat my salad.

"Rain and cold."

"You don't like the rain?" He asks curiously and I smile at him.

"I have gotten used to the rain. You should visit Forks with me sometime. It rains a lot there."

"We'll go for sure."

Hmm, maybe I'll show him the meadow I used to visit.

I notice Edward has already finished with his dinner and is reading emails on his phone. I frown when I realize he hasn't changed. Didn't he get his bag?

"Edward, why haven't you changed?"

"I got held up by a phone call and then Matt was here with the takeout. I'll go change and be right back."

I smile and nod at Edward. He exits the bedroom and I pop the last piece of bread into my mouth and chew on it. God, the dinner was delectable. Edward walks back in two minutes later, wearing only a pair of pajama bottoms hanging low on his hips. He looks so sexy. I frown when I notice he is holding a plate in his hands.

"Do you have any room for dessert?" He asks softly and I gasp with delight.

"You ordered dessert too?"

"How could I forget?"

I chuckle and watch Edward bring the steaming plate of dessert closer to me. I can smell chocolate and something sweet. He makes room for the plate on the tray and keeps it in front of me. Petit Gâteau. Oh, it looks delicious. He grabs the dessert spoon and cuts the cake and I'm greeted by a delicious chocolate flood.

"Where did you get this?" My voice is nothing more than a whisper.

"I have my sources, love. Why don't you finish it?" He kisses my temple and I look at him.

"Aren't you eating with me?"

"If you want me to."

"Please?" I pout and he chuckles, sitting next to me.

Edward and I enjoy the savory dessert and I try to relish every single bite that I eat. Edward lets me have the last bite and walks curiously around my room. He gravitates towards the photo frames hung on the wall and his eyes fall directly on the photo at the far end corner. He frowns and steps closer to it.

"That's my mom," I murmur softly, and he sighs. "She's pretty, isn't she?" He nods, and a smile plays on his lips.

"You look a lot like her."

"She's prettier." I smile and he gives me a disapproving frown.

"I doubt that, love."

A yawn escapes my lips and I try to get the sleep out of my eyes. Edward walks over to me and tries to take the tray from my hands but I politely refuse. I walk out of the room and quickly wash the dishes in the sink. I put the tray on the marble island and throw the Panera cardboard boxes in the trash.

I step inside my bedroom and find Edward lying on the bed and speaking on his phone with Kyle, I think. I get under the covers next to him and let out a soft sigh. I roll away from him and play with the buttons his shirt that I'm wearing. He presses his face against the back of my neck and I feel his hot breath against my skin.

His voice is calm and soft as he speaks on the phone and I wonder when he'll hang up. I want him to sleep. Fifteen minutes later, my patience gets the best of me and I turn to face him. He smiles apologetically and mouths 'two minutes' to me. I close my eyes and remain silent as I try to ignore his voice.

Edward ends his call soon after and places soft kisses all over my face. I can't help smile and open my eyes to gaze at his handsome face.

"I'm so sorry, love," He whispers and I rest of my head on his chest. "You look tired."

"So do you." I whisper back and he chuckles.

"It has been quite a night."

I look at him from under my eyelashes and he strokes my cheek. "Will you wake me up when you have to leave? I want to say goodbye."

"I can't wake you up when you'll be asleep." He frowns and I pout.

"I want to. Please? Please?"

"Okay, okay," He presses his lips against my hair. "I will, baby. Go to sleep."

"Come back soon." I whisper and he tightens his arms around me.

"I'll be back before you know it."

"Hmm."

"Do you have a spare key to your apartment?" Edward asks and I close my eyes.

"Why do you need it? You're going to wake me up, anyway."

"Where is it?"

I sigh softly. I'm too tired to argue. "There is one in the second drawer of the kitchen cabinet."

"Thank you," He kisses my forehead. "Good night, baby."

"Good night, Edward. Sweet dreams." I feel his lips curling into a smile against my hair as I drift off to sleep.

I love you, Edward.

August 31, 2015

EDWARD

I button up my white shirt as I manage to get the sleep out of my eyes. I run a hand through my wet hair and let out a sigh. It's hopeless when it's this wet. I wear my navy blue V-neck sweater and put the wallet in my dark wash jeans. I collect my phone and car keys from the dresser where I placed them last night.

A sad sigh escapes my lips when I gaze at Bella's reflection in the mirror. She is fast asleep with a peaceful look on her flawless face. Oh, I hate to say goodbye to her. I walk over to her sleeping form and sit on the edge of the bed. I smile and notice she is still wearing my white button down from last night.

My hand brushes against the side of her neck and I realize there are hickies on her neck from last night. Oh god, I hope they don't hurt. How stupid am I? I lean forward and press a soft kiss against each red spot on her slender neck. I bet there are some on her breasts as well. Fuck, I should've been more careful.

I reach forward and caress her rosy cheek with my knuckles. She sighs softly and leans against my touch.

"Edward." She breathes out and for a moment I believe she is awake but then I remember she talks in her sleep.

I smile and pull the duvet snugly over her body as I hear the rumbling of clouds outside and see the drizzling rain.

"I'll miss you so much, baby. Bye." I place a long kiss on her forehead.

"Edward," She sighs softly and continues. "I love you."

My heart stills for a moment as her sweet words echo in my head. Bella does? Is she dreaming about me? She really loves me? I've been told by a lot of people that she loves me like I love her but hearing it from her is a completely different feeling; subconsciously or not. Bella loves me. I can't believe she loves me. Mom was right.

"I love you too, Bella," I murmur and kiss her cheek. "I love you so much, baby. And you need some sleep so I'm sorry I can't wake you up."

Bella sighs in her sleep again and pulls the duvet closer to her. Oh, she's so precious. I stroke her hair and turn to open her nightstand drawer. I sigh with relief when I spot a notepad inside. I take out my pen and quickly write a note for her.

Bella,

I'm sorry I didn't wake you up when I said I would. But you looked so peaceful; I didn't have the heart to ruin that. I'm going to miss you a lot, love. Please take care of yourself, EAT every meal, try to worry less about everyone and take more care of yourself. Call me when it's a convenient time for you, I'll wait for your call. Please take care. Stay safe. I miss you already. Bye, baby.

Yours,
Edward. xx

God, am I going to miss her. With a final kiss, I grab my bag from the living room and fetch the extra key kept in the kitchen. I step out of her apartment and lock it quickly. I try to shake off the disturbing images that invade my mind about last night when I saw Riley with Bella.

I speed through the empty streets knowing I'm five minutes behind schedule because I never wanted to get out of the bed and stay away from Bella. I make it to the tarmac on time and spot Matt patiently waiting for me with the rest of the associates who are joining me this time.

The sole reason why I had the flight scheduled at such an early hour was because we'll land tomorrow at five in the morning, which gives everyone enough time to rest and work the same day. We can't afford to lose a single day.

I step out of the car and hand the keys to Matt who fetches my bags for me. I see everyone dressed up in three piece suits. Seriously? They straighten up when I walk over to them which makes me want to roll my eyes. I smile at them and nod.

"Good morning, everyone. I believe none mentioned that I don't let people enter the company jet in a three piece suit." I say softly and they stare at each other's clothes and then at mine. They make me feel so underdressed.

"We're sorry, Mr. Cullen, we had no—" I chuckle, cutting him off.

"Are you going to sit on a fourteen hour flight wearing these suits? Remember to choose comfort when you travel long distances with our company. Never give a shit if it's a business trip, I clearly don't. Remember that the next time," They nod and I smile. "We're ready now."

We approach the jet and Caius, the pilot jogs over to me with a wide grin on his face wearing his crisp uniform. I smile and he gives me a brief hug. God, I don't remember the last time he formally greeted me. But, he is a great friend.

"Hey, Ed. Long time no see."

I laugh and pull back. "Yes, yes. I appreciate the unwitty sarcasm. I'm sorry you had to get to Dubai on short notice yesterday. I was in such a hurry last night, I can't thank you enough."

"Yeah right, when that blond jumped on you."

I groan. "Can you not remind me of that?"

He snorts. "Sure. And I'm happy to help, especially if you are going to look so sleep deprived all the time."

I nod. "Is the bedroom upstairs set? I'm going straight to bed once we're in the air."

"Yes, Mr. Cullen. You're all set."

"Thanks. We'll talk again later."

"Welcome aboard, sir. First officer Dern is desperately waiting for you inside," He teases and I roll my eyes. "I think she put on a little make-up too."

"Alright that's enough, just start the plane already." I snap and he laughs, walking past me as I follow him.

As I step closer to the flight, I can already feel like Bella is getting further away from me. I hate that I have to go. She's going to wake up all alone in an empty apartment. I hate that she wakes up alone every day. But, last night I was there to hold her and she must have gone to sleep with the thought that I'd wake her up once I had to leave.

God, I feel like an ass.

I hope she has it in her heart to forgive me.

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