Things won't get any worse, he said. This is the worst of it, they said.

She almost laughed at her own thoughts. She was sitting with Jax and the boys in the waiting room of the hospital. Her and Jax had just gotten done having another huge fight...and when they got back to the clubhouse...Gemma had a heart attack. The doctors said that she would be okay...but she was now possibly going to jail for the rest of her life.

But when Clay came into the waiting room because Gemma wanted to see Sadie & Jax, she suddenly felt sick to her stomach.

"I want the truth...all of it," Gemma demanded. Jax went into the story of what happened that day. Sadie couldn't even get herself to look at the older woman. The woman she called mom. The feeling of responsibility returned in full force. Suddenly, she had to leave the room.

She rushed into the bathroom, the first stall and threw her lunch.

She shouldn't have been surprised, Jax didn't follow her...but she didn't know if she wanted him to or not.

However, a few moments later, when she was sitting up against the stall wall, fingers in her hair, the door creaked open, "Sadie?" Opie's voice sounded.

She looked up and furiously wiped her tears away. She pushed the stall door open but remained on the floor, "Hey, Op," she responded after clearing her throat.

"You alright, kid?" he asked walking into the women's bathroom.

Sadie nodded, "Yeah..." she said, trying to still her shaking fingers.

"Why don't I take you home, huh?" he asked nodding his head back toward the door, placing his hands in his pockets. Always the good friend, Opie was.

"No...no I'm fine," she stood up. Sadie headed to the sink and washed her hands before splashing water on her face. She patted her hands and face dry with the paper towel, "I want to make sure Jax doesn't leave without me," she tried to give a joking laugh. It wasn't too convincing.

Opie smiled a bit back at her. He pulled her in for a hug and kissed the top of her head, "We'll figure this out," he told her. Wrapping his arm around her shoulders he lead her back out of the bathroom, "Let's go to the cafeteria..."

Later

"My baby's in Ireland?" she asked, stunned at the news. Clay nodded. "We're going to have to skip the bail hearing...but we're going to pay Old Erin a visit..."

"You can't all skip...we can't have all of you go to prison...I can't...I can't lose all of you..." but even more she wanted her baby back.

Clay smirked a little, "Didn't you know? It's already been voted. We're all going, babe," Clay touched her shoulder gently.

"I'm going too," she told Clay, touching his hand on her shoulder gently. "I have to find him..."

Clay sighed. He pulled his hand away, and it looked like he disagreed. "You should stop spending time with Gemma," he replied, "Strong willed women..." he shook his head. He broke another little smile, "But you just still have to take it up with Jax."

Sadie nodded.

The Next Day

Sadie was disheartened to find that Jax didn't come home that night. She spent most of her night sleeping in the rocking chair of Abel's nursery. But the next morning she knew she had to talk to him. So she gathered up her purse and headed for the clubhouse.

When she walked into Jax' room, she nearly tripped over a stiletto heel. Jax was lying on his bed, shirtless with a cigarette in his hand. The sink in the bathroom turned off. She looked at Jax, her heart beating faster...and faster, "Jax?" she spoke.

That was when that porn bitch, Ima, stood in the doorway of the bathroom, in only Jax' t-shirt...one of her favorites. "Morning," the girl spoke.

Sadie was ready to hurl again. She opened her mouth to talk but no words came out. Sadie exited the room as fast as she could. Tears began to pull at her eyes as she rushed back towards the door.

"Sadie..." Opie called after her but she didn't stop. She headed straight for her car. She pulled her keys out and fumbled to unlock the door but she dropped her keys on the pavement.

"Here," Tig had picked up her keys and opened the door for her. He gave her a sympathetic look but knew that he couldn't get into this one. But just as she was about to get into the car, she saw the skank exit the clubhouse. A moment later, after she said something that Sadie couldn't hear, Lyla bitch slapped her.

Sadie then dropped her purse and her keys.

"Woah, woah, Sadie..." Tig said. But Sadie didn't know how she got there, but suddenly she was in front of Ima and landed a great right-hook to her jaw, the girl toppled to the ground in her heels. Sadie was on top of her, throwing as many punches as she could land before Opie pulled her off the other girl.

Sadie took a few minutes, a few deep breaths before she returned to her car, throwing her stuff into the passenger seat.

"Sadie," Tig spoke.

"What?" Sadie demanded, in the heat of the moment.

"You're so sexy..." Tig replied.

Sadie took a deep breath. "Thanks," she then got in her car and drove off.