Sadie returned home. She grabbed a suitcase from the closet and put it on her bed. She began to throw clothing into it. She headed down the hallway to the bathroom, grabbing an armful of her stuff. But when she left the bathroom, she looked into the nursery.
Entering the nursery, Sadie set her stuff down. It wasn't fair. She wanted to be that girlfriend that got to storm out- leave the house and get far away after their boyfriend cheated. But every second that ticked by she remembered that...she wasn't in the normal relationship.
She had nothing outside the Sons...and her own son was missing. She couldn't leave now...she had to go to Ireland to find him- even if it meant looking Jax in the eye again. She sat down in the rocking chair. Gemma had warned her...but how could something bad happen to her? She wasn't like normal girls...Jax wasn't the normal guy...
She began to cry into her hands. She wanted to scream. She wanted to drive away and keep driving. But her life wasn't hers anymore. It belonged to Abel.
She heard the door open and close. A few moments later, Jax appeared in the door. Sadie furiously wiped her tears away. He looked at the hygienic items on the table, "You leaving?"
Sadie shook her head, "Not until he's back," she replied. Jax looked at his feet and then back to her and nodded.
After a minute of silence, Sadie spoke again, "I know you don't want me to go to Ireland..."
"That's right," Jax responded, crossing his arms over his chest.
"You can't just go sleep with any slut when you lose an argument with me," Sadie came back fiercely. "I...I can't believe that you wanted to hurt me..."
"I never wanted to hurt you..." Jax replied.
"Bullshit," she replied. "What else did you think was going to happen when you slept with that slut?" she asked, fighting her tears.
Jax didn't answer. Sadie stood up, "Look, Jax...I just want my baby back...when we find him...when we bring him home...if you want me to leave...I'll go..."
Jax sighed. He rubbed his chin and then stood up from the doorframe. "We're leaving at 6am tomorrow morning...going to Oswald's hanger...we'll be in Belfast that afternoon...we're going to get our son back..."
Sadie nodded, "...are you...You stayin' here tonight?" Sadie asked, unsure of how she wanted him to answer the question.
Jax shifted, "I'll be staying at the clubhouse," he replied. But he looked at her & if Sadie knew anything about him, it was an invitation to stay there as well- if she so chose but she didn't know which was the right answer.