The ride out on the skimmer was rough, rough and almost unbearable at times. But Janna, Finn and I were looking dead ahead at the Death Star in front of us. The rain was now pounding, out in the open sea, making the massive waves get bolder and threatening, at some moments the waves in front of us made us look like mere insects.

But we were determined to get to Rey.

Of course, the very last thing that I wanted to do was to make Poe worry even more since his recent fight with Finn over Rey and how Poe was no leader in comparison to my mother, the last thing I wanted to do was let him know that I was doing this. Of course, we knew that the other would be making spur of the moment choices, maybe he won't be surprised by this that I would help Rey and the others.

That, and he needed to be alone.

We were edging closer to the Death Star, seeing the mass size in the waves. It was dark, cold outside and inside with the damage clearly being seen, and I could feel the history of pain and darkness around it. Not only was this a symbol of evil from the past, but my parents have seen this when it was a weapon of mass destruction and when it would take out planets within moments. My own parents have seen it, they seemed to destroy it, and it was crazy how now I was seeing it as an adult.

This was a haunting place. A place of death.

Finally, we reached within the large massive cracked interior of the weapon. Janna was steering us around the large masses of metal that were sticking out from the water, weaving in and out naturally as Finn and I were looking for any sign of Rey. She had to be close, and the deeper we were traveling, the tighter it was getting. We were then shielded by the rain, yet some drips were still coming down and the infamous chill was all over us.

I was looking up, seeing the insides of the Dead Star. It almost looked like a hallow skeleton, creaks were hearing from the pounding rain that was outside and the roaring ocean waves crashing against the corpse of the Death Star. This was not a good place and that fact that Rey and no hesitation to get here was enough to have me really panic for her.

"There! The other skimmer!" We all looked to see Janna pointing to the Skimmer Rey used some time before, resting against one of the major pillars that were sticking up from the water now as Janna lead us over to it. Once we were close enough, our skimmer was slowing down gradually and then the engines turned off when we're next to the first skimmer. All three of us were looking around to see if we could find Rey, yet there was no sign of her. I wasn't going to be one who sits here and just look.

I had to go out there.

"I'll climb up here and see if I can find some kind of spot where we can find her. I'll let you know what I can kind and we'll go together," I said to the others as I was wiping off the excess water from my hands, "Hopefully she's not too far off," I walked over to the edge of the skimmer, seeing the fat pillar and how I was thinking of my route when I would climb.

"Be careful,' Finn warned me as I got one of my hands on the metal pillar, gripping it tight.

"I'm always careful," I replied back in a light manner, starting my climb. It was a bit rough, piece of metal poking out and metal jagged here and there. But it was possible and bearable, and as I got higher I tried my best not to look down since I was getting higher and higher up. My breathing was helping me concentrate.

I found a landing where I could stand, though everything was slightly tilted. Even then, I knew I was in some kind of hallway now, taking a moment to adjust and find my footing. It was higher up from the waves, and the wide hallway clearly showed the damage to the downfall. There were old Stormtrooper helmets, spewed all over the floor around the corner now as I was about to walk. It was quiet, eerie and quiet with only the faint sounds of waves and the drips of water coming down from the dead wires.

That's when I heard it: lightsabers.

I instantly ran back over to the opening where I climbed out from. Peering over the edge, carefully and without moving my feet, I looked all the way down to see both Finn and Janna waiting for me down t the skimmer.

"I found Rey!" I called down the way into the water, "I'll go and find her and meet you!"

"Is she okay?" Finn called back up to me with his voice echoing in the opening and against the metal walls. I heard it again, the sounds of lightsabers. But it wasn't just one, I could tell from how the sounds were different. I knew the other sound of the other saber, not Rey's It made me panic and grasp the corner edge of the wall. No, this can't be happening. Not now.

Ben was there.

"She's not alone!" I said in a panic to him, "Get up here and hurry, Finn!"

I whirled around and start to walk briskly down the hallway, trying to stay level and avoid any kind of holes in the ground. If Ben was really here, then this went from and to worse. Was he after the same thing too? When he told me that he didn't want me involved with whatever was happening, did it only involve Rey? What was she when it came to Ben?

Something had to be done.

I got over to the edge of another opening, hearing the sounds of the sabers high above me in the open, out of the massive Seat Star itself. I looked over to see a smaller hallway opening on the right, rushing through it and feeling Rey being closer than ever. There was an opening that was taking me out into the open air, the rain pouring in and the sounds of the waves crashing against the Death Star.

As soon as I got to the opening, the rain was pounding and pouring along a long walkway that was almost floating in the waves of the ocean. It was wide enough to land an X-Wing, but the water and rain were making it hard for me to move around. Finally, I was able to walk forward a bit, my hand on my saber on the holster, though it was hard to see ahead since the spray of the water was coming over me every other second.

But the sounds of Ben and Rey were getting closer.

I sped up my walk, making me think of the worst now as I dodged another wave that was coming in front of me. I didn't think that time was on my side now since Rey could be in big trouble. I was alone now, no one was around to help me out in this, but I knew this was what needed to happen. Finally, I could see in the far distance two distinct lights that looked like long beams, hitting and dancing around each other.

It was Rey and Ben.

I started to run, seeing another wave coming over to stop me. But this time, I wasn't going to let a wave get in the way of what could mere important moments. I threw up my arm before the wave could slam down, The Force I was focusing on was making a round defensive shield to not have it hit it. The water moved around me as I ran, not one once of rain hit me from the overhaul of the water that crashed behind me. I was now going into a sprint, seeing the lights getting brighter and more distinct.

Now I could finally see them, having me look in a panic now as Ben was using the Force to stop Rey's saber from hitting him. Her lightsaber was frozen in mid-air, mid-stride, and inches from hitting him as he was controlling his power to stop her. It was a split decision for me to make, but I knew it had to be done. There was a small platform the was in front of me, having me jump up from the platform and launch myself high up in the air. I was soaring up high, seeing the weightless sensation in my body as it felt like I was flying, Ben and Rey looking smaller below me. Yet it only lasted for a mere moment, as I was now going back down to the wide walkway and I threw out my hand.

I pushed Rey back with the blunt use of the Force.

He saber snapped off, the blue blade going into the holster as Rey released her saber from the impact of The Force. She flew backward, having me push her back now and she was held against another large platform with her back seemingly plastered to the surface of it. She wasn't able to move as I landed on my feet in front of her, hand reached out to have her saber fly into my hand. Rey looked at me in shock now as I faced her, placed her saber in my spare holster spot.

"This isn't your fight," I reminded her, then hearing Ben's saber behind me. I froze, already having a sense of dread now as I was still facing Rey, my back to Ben now as his saber was humming a bit away from me. I rolled my shoulders, placing my dominant hand on my own saber that was ready to be used.

"It's not yours, either," Ben reminded me, having me not say anything now as he spoke some more, "Coming to rescue your ally?"

"No," I replied, my hand gripping on the handle of the saber on my hip and then taking it now to my side, "I'm here to rescue my twin brother."

"You know he's dead," Ben reminded me, having me look dead ahead. I could see Rey looking at me now, still against the wall there and not moving as I was breathing out a slow and deep breath. I didn't want this to be the only way, this was killing me from the inside out. But now I was left with no choice, and now I was finally giving my mind into what I needed to do.

"Then I'll do what I must," I said in a lower tone, slowly turning around to face Ben. He was standing there, his red saber in hand and looking vicious as he was watching me in his stance. Ben, compared to when we talked before without our minds, looked just as challenged as before as he was watching my every move.

I held out my saber handle away for my body, clicking one side of my yellow saber to go on and hum in the sound of the rain. But then I clicked another button, the saber coming out of the other side. All of the tinkering that I went through and worked on, the plenty of hours that I had with my saber to make it better than before, now it was the time for me to put my lightsaber to good use.

My duel lightsaber.

I aimed it right in front me, almost like a shield as I was watching Ben see if he was going to make the first move. I saw that he was hesitant, almost doubting what he was seeing and if I was really going to challenge him. I still didn't know his real motive behind why he was doing this, let alone why Rey was in the middle of all of this. But as soon as he pointed his saber right at me, right towards my chest, I knew he made his choice.

And I was going to make mine.

Ben made the first strike, I blocked it easily and I contoured back. It was fluid and quick for the both of us, almost coming naturally as I was dodged some of his jabs and go for the strike on my own. I was moving fast and without hesitation, both of us moving our sabers as if they were part of our bodies.

It almost made me remember when we were dueling each other as kids, practicing on each other and making each other better. Those moments were tender to me, having me miss them dearly since how we were dueling under different circumstances.

I blocked one strike at my back with one side of my saber as I then threw the saber over my head to block another strike in front of me within an instant. I pushed him off fo me and spun my saber within the pam of my hand above my head to bring it down to land mere inches from Ben. He dodged back from the impact, having me almost crouch over from how hard I threw the blow, the both of us staring at each other now as I was breathing heavily and he was analyzing what to do next.

"You're better than this," I reminded him, my voice heavy from our duel and I saw the wind pushing his black hair out in front of his eyes, though I could still see him, "You know you're still Ben Organa Solo, and if I have to fight you to get that through your stubborn head, then fine."

Ben went for another strike at me, at which was ready. We were going on like this for some time, trying to avoid any slippage that came out way thanks to the rain and water. But we weren't' backing down from one another, the energy from the both of us was as strong as ever while we were trying to find the others weak spot.

At one point I slammed my saber down at his own, holding it there for a long time as Ben was trying to keep my saber away him. We both felt it, it was sudden, a loss of something was sinking in and we both moved away from each other. I looked in shock, my head spinning from what I was feeling, or not feeling anymore. It was a loss within me, a sudden shift that was missing and having my clutch my chest in fear that it was some kind of mistake. But I knew what it was, and I advent' felt this way since Uncle Luke….

Oh no…no.

"Neyli…." I felt a single tear fall for my eyes when I hear her voice in my head, for the last time.

"Mom."