Hey, guys! Just a quick heads up that I'm not sure if there will be two updates for every story next month, like there has been for the past couple months, we'll just see how it goes. Working a lot at the moment and my husband and I are doing renovations on our home and just general busy life stuff, so don't have a lot of free time right now x
It had been a long time since Jace had slept with anyone. Over six months, which pretty much felt like a life time for an adult male. For the first few months that he and Clary were getting to know each other, he was still fooling around with a couple of girls that he picked up at bars or at his club, but then he just wasn't interested in them. Clary was funny and adorable and it was always so easy and nothing was expected when they were together. He liked being around her, he liked cooking for her and getting high and watching animated movies that he hadn't watched since he was a kid. She didn't mind that he didn't like to talk all that much and she didn't try to force him to get him to open up, like a lot of girls did. She was smart and she didn't talk about things like her clothes and her hair and there had been one time where she had gotten on top of his coffee table and done the whole song and dance to Thriller by Michael Jackson, and it had been one of the best things that he had ever seen.
Right now, it was all of those thoughts that were going through his head.
The way her nose crinkled when she grinned.
The way she sometimes snorted when she was laughing.
The way she always sighed and moaned as though she was having an orgasm when she ate pretty much everything that he cooked.
The way she sung along with the songs to every Disney movie they watched.
The way she would hug him tightly whenever she fell asleep on the couch and he carried her into the bedroom.
The way her smell was always left on his sheets and pillows after she had slept in his bed.
"Stop thinking so hard," Clary mumbled. "Seriously, you need to focus more on the me here than the me in your head." Jace almost laughed at that, because it was incredibly accurate, and he was more than happy to listen to her. Her tongue was licking at his lips and he was more than happy to open his mouth. Their lips had come together before, a couple of times, actually, when they were shot-gunning, but shit, it had never felt this good. Her whole body was molding together with his and she was kissing him with everything she had. Jace's hands trailed down her back, tightening at the flare of her hips and then moving down further to her ass. She was only wearing leggings, which were really nothing more than some thin material and he massaged her lightly.
She responded with her whole body.
Jace had always known that being with her was going to be amazing.
Clary's whole body was nearly in his lap and he didn't want that to change, but they would be a whole lot more comfortable doing this in his bedroom, and given how long he had been thinking about this, he really didn't want it to happen like some casual high school fuck, quickly and on the couch. Jace gathered her in his arms before standing up, easily lifting her, and Clary let out a squeak and then a laugh. She circled her legs tightly around his waist and then resumed kissing him.
It was hard to concentrate walking from the lounge to his bedroom, but he managed, even if it took him about two minutes rather than the normal ten seconds. When they got to his room, he put her down carefully on the ground. Jace's hands went to her shirt and pulled it up over her head and then her bra fell quickly as well. Jace leaned forward to kiss along her collarbone and then nip at her cleavage before reaching for her leggings and underwear, ridding her of them with a few tugs of his hands.
"Shit," Clary sighed out as his fingers trailed up her thighs and then he undressed himself. It was dark in the room, apart from the light that was coming through the open curtains, and Clary really wanted to turn the lights on so that she could properly look at Jace's body, but she didn't want to talk and break the tension that was vibrating between them. Jace picked her up again, bringing her over to the bed and sitting down, right at the head, so that the pillows were cushioned behind him.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted this," Jace sighed as he arranged her legs so that they were braced on either side of him, knees close to his hips.
"Could've just said something," Clary ground out through clenched teeth as he sucked on her neck. "Trust me, I would have said yes." Jace didn't verbally respond to that, but he just grazed his teeth against the hollow of her throat and it made her shake and thrust her hips forward. Jace let out a growl at the back of his throat that sounded so fucking primal that it sent a shiver down her spine. He met her thrusts with his own, and they slid together easily, given how wet Clary was and the pre-come that was gathering at the head of Jace's cock. His head kept catching on her swollen clit and Clary shivered again.
Jace sighed at how good she felt, and he knew that once he slid inside her, he wasn't going to last long, so he wanted to hold that out as long as possible. Their mouths came back together in a hot crush and their tongues danced together in her mouth. Clary's nails were scratching at his shoulders and back and Jace really wanted to get his mouth down on her pussy again, taste how good she was again, but he was pretty sure that he never wanted to stop kissing her. Clary seemed to feel the same way, because when he pulled away to take in a breath of air, she let out a whimper and leaned forward, her teeth tugging at the shell of his ear. Her body felt so soft and pliant against his and part of him wanted to take his time with her—watch her come undone with his tongue and then his fingers and then maybe his tongue again, because after he had gotten a taste of her on her birthday, he had been craving it more.
But he was feeling a bit selfish, and he wanted her pussy clenching around him yesterday.
"Hold on," Jace murmured before he sadly took one hand away from where it was resting on her hip and reached into the drawer beside the bed. He pulled out a strip of condoms and ripped one of the end before tossing the others away and putting it on the duvet cover beside them.
He was glad that this was happening when neither of them were drunk or high.
He honestly thought that their first time would be after they had smoked a couple of bongs. Sometimes when she leaned over with her eyes darkened and she pursed her lips slightly, and then pressed her mouth to his to blow the smoke into his own mouth, he wanted to lace his fingers through her hair and pull her in and kiss her properly. She would have been putty in his hands if he did that. But he had pulled back every time, never taking that last step.
And it was a good thing as well, because this was better.
"You're thinking too hard again," Clary mumbled as she nipped playfully at his lower lip. Jace shouldn't be surprised at that. She joked around and teased him a lot, never really taking much seriously, and he wouldn't want her any other way in bed. Maybe that had also been another reason why it had been so hard over these past few weeks since everything had happened with Isabelle and then seeing her at Magnus' party. The seriousness in her expression—the hurt in her eyes—Jace had never seen it before. It just wasn't the Clary that he recognized. "You're still doing it," Clary whispered, weaving her fingers into his hair and giving it a bit of a tug.
The slight pain of her pulling at his roots went straight down to his cock and Clary obviously felt it as it pulsed against her lower stomach. She grinned devilishly and did it again, harder this time, and Jace couldn't stop his groan. Clary reached beside them, picking up the condom and ripping the wrapper and then carefully taking it in her hands. She shimmied back a little on Jace's thighs so that she could roll the latex covering over his cock and then lifted up on her knees. Jace's hands went with her, resting on her hips, not holding her tightly but guiding her movements just a little.
"Come on, baby," Jace murmured to her as he pushed down just a little on her hips. Clary's eyes managed to stay open as she began sliding downward, until his cock breached her and started filling her, then her green eyes were rolling backwards in her hair. Pleasure sparked through Jace's legs at the feeling of Clary's heat surrounding him, but he refused to shut his eyes and miss the way her face contorted in the dim light coming through the window. Her eyes were shut and quivering behind her eyelids and her mouth fell open, revealing the tips of her white teeth and the tip of her tongue resting against them. When she finally fell all the way down, her firm ass on his thighs and his cock fully inside her, a shudder ran through her and he felt it run through his own body in response.
"Fu-uck," Clary groaned out after a few moments of staying still and so Jace gently thrust upwards, into her. One hand left her hip to stroke up and down her back, and she shivered again. He already knew how much she loved it when he played with her hair, given she would sometimes get him to do it when they were high, and so he pulled lightly at the thick red strands that were falling down her back. He held her close, her breasts pressed against his bare chest and his hands hard against her soft skin.
They moved together, rising and falling, their bodies slowly slicking with sweat as they quickened their pace. It was by no means fast, just quicker than it had been moving before. Clary would lift herself up, until the head of his cock had almost completely left her warmth, and then she slid back down. Their sighs were thick and the smell of sex was even thicker in the air around them.
"Shit, shit, shit," Jace began chanting softly under his breath because he knew that he was perilously close to the edge. It really had been a long time since he had slept with anyone, given how fast this had gotten him to the cusp of his orgasm, but he also wasn't an idiot. He knew that it was the fact it was her.
"Yeah?" Clary let out a tinkling laugh as she nudged his nose with her own and then pressed a kiss to his perfect top lip and then started moving faster. She knew that he was right there, so close to his orgasm, and she was riding him with intent, to push him over the cliff. In no way was Jace going before her so he reached between them and rubbed her clit in tight, hard circles and listened to her pants and moans. They were like a melody that he would replay over and over again and when he felt her gush all over his cock and lower stomach, he was right there with her.
Songs that I recommend are Die A Little by Yungblud, Teeth by 5SOS, Love Myself by Olivia O'Brien and Middle Finger by Bohnes, all of which have just been on repeat for the past week or so. Also, my husband is completely obsessed with Motivation by Normani and Slide Away by Miley Cyrus, so I've been hearing those a lot recently as well. Lol.
I've been fighting this cold/flu/virus things for moooonths now, and I took a day off work coz it hit hard and I was feeling sorry for myself and I just spent it watching fluffy movies that make me happy. Haha. Footloose, the original one, of course, even though I don't mind the new one. A Cinderella Story, Ever After, Raise Your Voice, Centre Stage: Turn It Up, What A Girl Wants, The Prince & Me, 13 Going On 30 and High School Musical so those are my recommendations!
Okay, so questions—how many of you guys are planning on getting Disney+? Haha. It's just been announced that it will be getting released in New Zealand, which we were worried it wouldn't be because so many streaming services aren't. But it's gonna be here in November and me and my partner are psyched! Haha.
Is everyone else heartbroken about the Sony/Marvel breakdown? Honestly, my heart goes out to Tom Holland the most, because he has done such an incredible job. There's always going to be a special place in my heart for the OG Spiderman, but there's just something about Tom's version, he was fucking amazing and had so much heart, and I'm just so upset that there isn't going to be more of him in this verse. He seemed so heart broken at D23. Poor baby :(
Last one! Anyone watch performances at the VMAs? I honestly kind of think the VMAs/Oscars/The Golden Globes yadda yadda yadda are pretty bullshit, pretty biased, so I don't pay too much attention to the nominations and the winners, but I live for the outfits and the, like, two or three performances from artists I like. Lizzo and Missy Elliott were fucking amazing, and I screamed when Alyson Stoner came out on stage. Miley Cyrus' performance was totally heart breaking, so fucking good. And Halsey and Jonathan Van Ness were my stand out outfits! Oh also—Joe and Nick Jonas and Sophie Turner's reactions to Camila Cabello and Shawn Mendes not kissing in their set was fucking hilarious. Let's face it, I think anything involving Sophie is hilarious—did you guys see her pasta related Instagram story? Ahahahaha. She's amazing.
Drop a review, let me know what you think, love you lots x