Date
2009
Neither Kurt nor Blaine were completely certain how they'd survived the three days apart. Blaine hadn't realized how much he'd grown to need Kurt around him to feel comfortable, and Kurt wanted to know whether Blaine still had feelings for him, or if the bliss had disappeared.
Apparently it hadn't because Sunday morning Blaine arrived on Kurt's door with flowers in his hand and a box of chocolates.
"What's this?" Kurt asked smiling widely and vaguely wondering why he'd doubted whether this Blaine and his were the same person.
"For you." Blaine smiled widely.
Their date began with brunch, then a walk through town, until they got to the lake and Blaine had them hike an hour until they reached a small clearing where he'd set up a projector, a screen, a large blanket, a guitar, and a basket of food.
"When did you set all of this up?" Kurt wondered eating some bread from a to-go order from Bread Sticks that managed to still be warm.
"The Warblers brought this stuff here ten minutes before we got here." Blaine answered a little bashfully. "As sort of a goodbye present, since you might be leaving."
He looked down at the plate of pasta in front of him as he lay on his side with Kurt sitting across from him. He'd been avoiding asking Kurt about the meeting on Friday, but this time would be as good as any, he supposed.
Kurt hesitated, then said, "I have to. They need me for Nationals."
"That's not a good reason to do anything." Blaine mumbled to himself, mostly.
"And because I miss them." But Kurt was exaggerating that part a little. He'd gotten used to being away from them in New York. And although he did enjoy seeing them, he was able to tolerate the distance. Racheal and Santana were a little different, but they'd both gone back to being teenage girls without filters and Kurt didn't mind waiting for them to calm down a bit. He was surprised to miss Sam. Maybe it was that he didn't have someone to blame all his problems on... or maybe because he no longer saw his old difficulties as problems, so no longer needed to hate Sam as a response to make sense of things. He didn't have any frustration at Blaine that he wouldn't acknowledge, and he missed seeing how happy Blaine and Sam made each other.
"So you're going?" Blaine wondered.
"Friday will be my last day at Dalton." Kurt nodded. "But I'll still see you all the time."
Kurt put a hand on Blaine's and Blaine took it willingly.
"I'm happy that you will be happy." He decided.
"Thank you." Kurt then looked around the table. "If the Warblers knew about this, wouldn't Sebastian?"
"Relax, we didn't tell him." Blaine grinned eating one of the cronuts he'd found. It was supposed to be a movie snack but instead it was a mid-dinner break. "I didn't want him to be uncomfortable."
"Or poison our food?"
"He wouldn't do that." Blaine said with the certainty of someone who hadn't witnessed Sebastian almost blind him with a rock-salt slushy.
"What movie did you bring?" Kurt asked hoping the distract himself from the fear he had about the psychopath he was sure was hunting them.
"I brought all your favorites and you can choose." Blaine offered, showing six different movies Kurt often talked about loving.
"Blaine!" Kurt beamed in excitement, "Oh come on, Blaine, this day can't be all about me. You decide what you want to watch."
Blaine shook his head smiling. "Pick, Kurt."
"Ugh... okay... that one." Kurt decided picking the original Moulin Rouge. "Oh, but we've watched this recently."
"Not this one." Blaine protested. "This is the original."
"I thought you didn't own that."
"I got it for you."
"Do you want this one?"
"I want whatever you want." Blaine smiled.
"Ugh, fine, I'll put it on." Kurt decided. "And if you don't want to watch it, I can distract you another way."
"What other way?" Blaine asked. "oh..."
The movie started and Blaine opened the box of snacks for them. When Come What May came on they sang along to one another which, for Blaine was sweet and playful, but Kurt felt it shatter his soul. He loved this Blaine. He didn't feel like, if he never got back to 2014 without reliving the years, he would be unhappy. But he missed his Blaine. He missed their history, their problems, he missed knowing every single thing Blaine was thinking as soon as he looked at him. He missed the certainty he had knowing Blaine wouldn't leave him, and knowing his Blaine wouldn't cheat on him again. He missed knowing he was the only thing that would truly matter to him. He had returned to uncertainty, and had managed to made it even more unclear.
But Blaine had chosen him a second time. He'd willingly loved him. So maybe Blaine had also been right when he'd said they always returned to each other, and always would. Maybe he didn't need to be nervous, because no matter what he knew he had Blaine. Even if the story was wrong.
When the movie wasn't completely over yet when Blaine had rolled his head into Kurt's lap and put his fingers into Kurt's pants. Kurt put on a second movie as a background noise as Blaine cupped his mouth around Kurt's cock and began sucking hard. Kurt responded by reaching over and opening Blaine's pants. He felt Blaine's reaction over his cock as Kurt moved, forcing Blaine to move with him an choke a little.
How much did Blaine love me? He wondered, thinking back to their first time dating. They never had sex. They never talked about it. Blaine never pushed him, and clearly it was something Blaine really wanted. They'd had a million make out sessions but nothing ever went below the belt. For most of it, Kurt had always thought it was a mutual decision to wait, like he had with Sebastian. So he wanted me, not Sebastian... that's comforting. But why wouldn't he ask me sooner if he needed it this bad? Was I really so prudish? Kurt knew he knew the answer. This Blaine was willing to throw himself completely at Kurt, not that he minded. So how much had Blaine been willing to wait for him the first time around?
Kurt allowed one of his legs to rest on either side of Blaine's face, keeping his cock in Blaine's mouth as he did while Blaine waited patiently for Kurt to settle on a position. Kurt settled when he was straddled over Blaine's face with his erection in Blaine's mouth staring down at Blaine's body. Kurt lowered then to Blaine's newly exposed genitals and put them in his mouth, moving his hips lightly into Blaine's mouth as Blaine did the same to him.
They moved rather slowly, allowing one another to enjoy the sensation, while moaning over each other, causing vibrations to make them both harder. They continued to hump each other's mouths like this for a few minutes before rolling over so Blaine could be on top of Kurt. Blaine didn't mind when Kurt finally found his orgasm in the back of Blaine's throat but pulled his mouth away so that he could speed up a little as he focused on fucking Kurt's mouth.
Kurt let his eyes roll back as Blaine continued thrusting. After his orgasm, Blaine put on a condom and added the lube he'd been sure to bring. Then he removed Kurt's pants down to his knees and opened his legs while Kurt watched willing and excited.
"Are you ready?" Blaine wondered as he put himself into position.
"Yes... please." Kurt asked looking up at Blaine with wide eyes as he waited.
"Aaarg... Ughhh, Kurt." Blaine groaned as he slipped his dick into Kurt's ass. Blaine lifted Kurt's knees so they were almost by his head and held them there as he started, first slowly, thrusting into Kurt.
"Ah, yes, please... Blaine, yes!" Kurt moaned letting his head fall back as Blaine slowly sped up. Kurt closed his eyes and enjoyed the sensation of Blaine inside him, slipping much easier due to the lubricant. Future Kurt's body had become accustomed to random attacks from Blaine without proper preparation. 2009 Kurt's body was still learning and enjoyed the patience.
Blaine started moving faster and harder, allowing himself to thrust in to his base. After a few deep thrusts, he stayed balls deep and stayed there as he reached forward to bring Kurt up to him. Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine and rode him as hard as he could manage before they both relaxed and fell into a softer, slower motion. They remained intertwined for a while, until Blaine came. Then Blaine, without thinking much, lay Kurt down and grabbed another condom which he placed on Kurt, then he added lube and sat down slowly onto Kurt's erection.
Kurt groaned and held Blaine's hips, watching as his one day future husband rode him, both moaning loudly. After a minute, Kurt let his head fall back as Blaine put his hands on Kurt's chest for support as he slowly circled his hips. Kurt panicked, though, when he opened his eyes and swore he saw someone standing in the trees.
"Blaine..! Blaine!" Kurt pushed Blaine off of him and pulled up his pants, turning around to look back at the forest.
"Kurt? What is it?"
"I saw... I thought I saw..." Kurt shuttered but shook his head before looking around. "Someone."
"Sebastian?" Blaine asked, looking around too. "I didn't see anyone."
"It wasn't Sebastian, it was... I couldn't tell."
"Maybe it was just a hiker." Blaine suggested a little breathlessly. "Or a shadow... we can go now, if you would feel more comfortable. We still have one last place on your best date ever."
Kurt was shaken, and a part of him wasn't sure what he wanted to do, but he nodded to Blaine and helped him put away the projector, the blanket, the baskets, and the screen.
"What is this?" Kurt asked, picking up the guitar.
"I was going to play you a couple songs." Blaine answered, seemingly unaffected by their leaving early. When Blaine noticed the look that crossed Kurt's face, he added, "I can just do it in the car. Just as romantic, right?"
Kurt painted a smile onto his face but he couldn't help but feel ridiculous. No one was there. No one could have hidden that fast if they were. Still, he wasn't comfortable staying. Probably, as Blaine had somewhat suggested, because he feared what Sebastian might do.
"I had the Warblers park my car off a trail six minutes this way." Blaine explained and led Kurt the opposite way from where they came.
It took them only five minutes to get to the car. They silently packed up the car, with Kurt occasionally apologizing.
"Kurt, it's really fine!" Blaine laughed. "We were off track anyways. I'd planned on us going back to my place to... finish. We were only supposed to watch one movie then I was going to sing. I can do that while you drive."
"I don't know where I'm going."
"I'll tell you." Blaine promised. "But I'll be right back, I just left something in the field. Stay with the car."
"Don't go back alone." Kurt begged.
"I spent the entire day here yesterday by myself making sure it was private. Five more minutes shouldn't kill me and you really don't look comfortable so I'd rather you stayed in the car."
"Blaine."
"It's fine." Blaine laughed, kissing Kurt once. "This is Lima, Ohio. They don't even shoot horror movies here."
"Blaine..." Kurt protested again.
"Kurt," Blaine started with groan but then grinned, "I didn't start the Dalton fight club so that I could get my ass handed to me if and when I need to defend myself. I let you tackle me, that's it."
Blaine winked at Kurt as he turned and disappeared down the path. Kurt was almost tempted to follow but he was certain that Blaine had a point and wanted to allow him to prove his point. But what if he's wrong. He's not... but what if he is, he's not... is he?
Kurt waited impatient and nervous despite his desire to not be, while leaning on the car.
"Hey Kurt." Kurt turned immediately to the voice who'd once haunted his nightmares. Although he knew he got better, it was difficult to overlook the past few months. Korofsky stood at the end of the car with his hands in his pockets. "Haven't seen you in a while."
"I don't mind keeping it that way." Kurt snapped. He looked away from Korofsky, then turned back to glare at him suddenly. "What are you doing here?"
"Someone called me and said we should meet." He answered a little bashfully. On Friday he'd been apologizing to Kurt in a similar way he had originally, so Kurt didn't doubt he was on the path to changing, but he still wanted to keep him at arms length. "They're not here yet."
"A friend?" Kurt asked only to be nice. He continued to watch the path Blaine had walked down waiting for him to return.
"Yeah, something like that." There was a small hint of joy in his voice that Kurt was happy to hear. "It's someone I met at a bar... Scandals... do you know it?"
"Yes." Kurt answered. He looked back when he felt Korofsky lean against the car beside him.
"I was telling him about you." Korofsky stated.
"Telling who?" Kurt wondered, measuring his distance and preparing to step away if needed.
"The guy. About how you... made me realize who I really am."
"I'm glad I could help you." Kurt answered feeling a little more relaxed towards Korofsky but not for Blaine. "What is his name?"
"Sebastian." Korofsky smiled. Kurt felt his heart shatter.
"Sebastian told you to come here?" Why? What's his plan? And where is Blaine? None of the cars in the area belonged to Sebastian. Maybe he'd just sent Korofsky to scare them.
"Yeah, I'm a little early, though." Korofsky admitted with a sly grin.
"Don't get involved with him." Kurt suggested. "He's not a good guy."
"Do you even know him?" Korofsky asked, a little turned off.
"Smyte? Yes. He's evil and you deserve better." Kurt snapped, glancing over his shoulder but Blaine hadn't returned yet. He pulled out his phone but there were no texts or calls. Maybe I should go after him. I could... bring Korofsky. Ugh, what is wrong with me today? Why would I be afraid? Especially if Blaine needed me?
"There's only one person I know who could be better." Korofsky noted nervously, putting a hand forward as if to lightly caress Kurt's face, but Kurt recoiled immediately. Dave looked a little disheartened by this so Kurt allowed himself to step back into his original position. He put his hand over Korofsky's where it rested on the car.
"I'm sorry." Kurt said. "But there is someone else."
"I know." Dave sighed, pulling his hand away and looking at the ground. "I saw..."
Kurt didn't think much of that comment at first, but then paused and felt his body frozen in position. "Have you already been hiking?"
"Yes." He answered. "Sebastian said I'd really enjoy the trails."
"What did you see?" Kurt almost demanded.
"Nothing worth talking about." Korofsky mumbled. Kurt felt like his heart had become stuck in his throat. I'm going to be sick... No... I was imagining it... UGH! THANK GOD we kept most our clothes on.
"Dave." Kurt tried to keep as much friendliness in his voice as was possible. "You will find someone very special one day. But it's not me."
"I know." He mumbled a little awkwardly. "I just... You're the only one who seems to accept me."
"Many people will accept you." Kurt stopped, and groaned a little annoyed, then added, "besides, what do you want from me exactly? Do you want to come out? And parade me around as your boyfriend for the school to see?"
"Hell no!" Korofsky snapped, then caught himself. "But... maybe in private..."
"I'm not interested in private." Kurt argued.
"I can tell." Dave snapped.
Kurt sucked in a deep breath and tried to remain calm. Thank god this didn't happen when I was actually 16... I would have died.
"I'm with Blaine." I decided. It would be too soon to be able to explain that Blaine was the love of my life and that I needed him with me if I wanted to survive. "That's not changing so long as I can help it."
"I know... I get it... I just..." He shook his head once and looked into Kurt's eyes. "He better know to treat you right. Or I'll be waiting."
Kurt offered him a stiff smile and nodded.
"Who'd better treat him right?"
Dave looked up in shock, and Kurt turned around, suddenly filled with relief and joy, as he often did when he saw Blaine. He was standing behind Kurt with his arms crossed over his chest and a dark glare painted on his face.
"Blaine." Kurt greeted with an enthused voice. Blaine glanced at him and offered a warm smile before turning his attention back to Korofsy and stepping forward so that he wasn't directly between the two other boys, but so she could easily put himself between them.
"Hello." Blaine stated, not hiding his dislike of Korofsky. Dave was not surprised by this. They'd only met twice, but their two meetings had been similar to the meetings Kurt had remembered them having originally. Blaine's face made it clear that he wasn't looking for a fight, but he'd fight one if needed.
"Hey, Blaine." Dave said with a small, awkward smile. "I heard about you and your boyfriend. I'm sorry about that."
"Thanks." Blaine muttered. "I heard you were starting a bully whips club."
"Yeah." Korofsky smiled with a twinge of pride that made Kurt a little happy. "I'm hoping maybe the school can be a little safer. I know I did a lot to make people feel unsafe there. I really want to correct that."
"That is very respectable." Blaine acknowledged with a small smile. Kurt wished he could see all of Blaine's face so he could know if the smile was sincere or not. "I'm glad you're turning yourself around."
"It was good seeing you, Dave." Kurt smiled, "But Blaine and I have to be going."
"Oh." Korofsky blinked in surprise. "I didn't... okay... It was nice seeing you both."
Kurt offered him a stiff smile and moved to get into the passenger seat.
"You're driving." Blaine reminded, getting in himself after giving Korofsky one last smile and getting in the car.
Blaine spoke again when they had left the parking area.
"What was that about?"
"What do you mean?" Kurt wondered.
"When I got there he was talking about someone treating you right. Who?"
"You." Kurt answered glancing to see Blaine who made a face in response.
"Do I not treat you right?" Blaine wondered.
"No." Kurt grinned, "It was just a general statement."
"What was he doing here?"
"Meeting Sebastian." Kurt answered without thinking about how Blaine might react to that. Blaine snapped his head towards Kurt and gave him a hard stare as he tried to comprehend what exactly Kurt had just told him.
"Sebastian, my Sebastian? Sebastian Smyte?"
"Your Sebastian?" Kurt asked feeling a little tense suddenly.
"You know what I mean." Blaine grumbled. "Maybe you were right." His voice was a little sour.
"Korofsky saw us." Kurt informed him.
"What?"
"When I said I thought I saw someone, it was him."
"I'm going to kill him." Blaine hissed through clenched teeth.
"No..." Kurt thought. "We are going to learn from our mistakes and be more careful next time."
"Next time?!" Blaine snapped, "Kurt, next time he comes anywhere near you when you are in any sort of indecent state, I'm going to kick his head off! You do remember him trying to force himself on you in a change room, right?!"
"It was just a kiss." Kurt argued. Besides, he'd needed to lead Korofsky on a little more than he had originally to get him into that situation again. He wasn't very comfortable with the idea of Korofsky watching them for however long he was, either, but now that it was all clear, it didn't seem so horrible. At least it wasn't someone who would maliciously hurt them.
"It doesn't matter!" Blaine stated. "If he can't keep his hands or his eyes to himself, especially if he can't control himself, then I am going to make him."
"Thank you." Kurt smiled at him feeling genuinely touched. Blaine put a hand over one of his.
"You mean a lot to me, Kurt, and I never want to let anyone hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable." Blaine said and Kurt felt himself shutter as he internally wondered if that meant he wouldn't cheat on him this time. Why would I bring that up? Did that need to be brought? Why'd I do that?
"I know." He smiled lovingly at Blaine. "So where am I going?"
"turn left at the next light."
Kurt and Blaine returned to Kurt's house at nearly midnight but Kurt just wanted to drape himself over Blaine and never leave his side.
"I can't wait until we don't have a curfew." Kurt noted, mostly out of experiencing the pleasures of freedom. His face was pressed lightly against Blaine's and his arms were draped around his neck.
"I'll miss you." Blaine told him with his lips in his hair.
"I will see you tomorrow, won't I?"
"I will miss you until then." He felt Blaine smile and silently relished in being short enough that Blaine could almost dominate him. "Goodnight."
Kurt pulled back and kissed Blaine on the lips. "This is the best day anyone could have given me."
"The first of many, I promise." Blaine smiled. His eyes darted downward suddenly and he pulled his phone out of his pocket.
"Who is it?" Kurt almost demanded, surprised anyone would call him at that hour.
"My mom," Blaine answered in a slightly saddened voice. "I have to go." He kissed Kurt one last time and walked him into the house before saying one last goodnight and returning to his car.
Kurt was awake an hour early and ready for school. He couldn't remember ever being so excited to see Blaine, but maybe that was because he was no longer waking up next to him. Shouldn't I have learned to be away from him after all these months?
Although he texted Blaine, what felt like a million times, he didn't receive an answer and it was making him nervous. Blaine always answered.
And when Blaine wasn't at school for the first half of the day, he became a little anxious. Rather than suffer through not knowing, he skipped class and drove to Blaine's house just in time to catch Cooper walking out the front door towards his car.
Kurt relaxed a little seeing him, knowing it was likely Cooper that was keeping Blaine away. But Kurt had never seen Cooper so stoic. He jumped out of his car with as much speed as he could wanting to catch Cooper before he got into his own car.
"Cooper." Kurt called, forgetting he wasn't supposed to know who Blaine's brother was yet. Cooper froze in the spot and turned to Kurt in surprise. "Where's Blaine?"
"Who are you?" Cooper asked in response but his voice was more somber and cold than how he usually spoke to Kurt.
"Kurt." Kurt answered walking up to Cooper. "Hummel. Blaine's boyfriend."
Cooper's face softened a little. "You were on a date with him last night."
"Yes."
"Do you want to get in?"
What? Why? Kurt gave him a curious stare before asking, "Where are you going?"
"The hospital." Cooper answered but continued before Kurt could speak. "To see Blaine."
Kurt was fairly certain his world stopped spinning for a moment but he didn't feel it as his mind informed him of all the good reason's Blaine was at the hospital.
"Is your grandma sick again?" Kurt asked, not entirely sure if he had the timeline correct but also not caring.
"Blaine was in a car accident last night." Cooper said, not taking time to consider what Kurt said. "He hasn't woken up. Are you getting in or not."
It felt like a no-brainer. Even though he hadn't fully processed Cooper's words, Kurt got silently into the car with Cooper and didn't speak another word until they were at the hospital.
"Where was his car accident?" Kurt demanded. "Is he okay? What happened? Did someone hit him? Did he hit someone else?"
Cooper didn't answer as he led the way to Blaine's room where his parents were waiting. They sat up as Cooper entered, then looked to Kurt who couldn't take his eyes off Blaine. He was laying in the bed sleeping with tubes attached to his mouth and I.V.'s in both hands.
Kurt immediately forgot about Blaine's family in the room and walked towards the bed. He heard talking behind him, including his name. Someone was introducing him, he assumed but didn't care.
He wanted to know what had happened to Blaine. Why he was like this?
"Sebastian is in the waiting room." Kurt heard someone say. He turned suddenly and saw that Blaine's father had left but Cooper and his mother were watching Kurt carefully.
"Kurt, honey." Kurt tried to remember how many times he'd met her in this timeline. A few, but only as Blaine's friend. He wasn't sure how much Blaine had told her after.
"I want to stay with him." Kurt decided not needing to consider it, but a little relieved that he'd decided to leave school when he did.
She hesitated but allowed it. "Sebastian will want to see him." She warned.
Kurt ignored her because he didn't want to think about Sebastian, or Blaine in a coma after a car accident, or the cuts on his skin, or the fact no one had called him as they would have in his time. He took a seat beside Blaine and rested his head looking up at Blaine's sleeping face before starting to hum.