You have left me once and yet your departure shattered my heart into a million fragments. It's pitiful how the first line of my letter showed such tone of desperation. It's time you ought to know that it has been years that I yearned for you and wishing I could force myself to stop. I swing my feet as I sit on the porch, anticipating just to catch a glimpse of your shadow. Even in my deep slumber, I dream of you, simply to be shaken with grief and tears. It's been so long... too long I have lingered. Luminous, when will you come back?