To all those reading and wondering where I've been: It's been a crazy few months. I've had some issues with my laptop files and as I've mentioned before, my little sister Sara was diagnosed with cancer last fall. My Sara Elizabeth, my Bunny had an inoperable brain tumor and after 16 months of fighting, of enduring hell, she passed away yesterday morning. It was…heartbreaking is the best word I've got to describe it but at the same time, my Bunny is now at peace. Her cancer (DIPG, if you want to look it up…I wouldn't recommend it. It's brutal) took away a lot of her joy, her fire, and her body turned against her towards the end.
She was surviving, not living and although I will miss the hell out of her, I am so glad that she's free and with my faith, I know that not only will I see her again, I know that when I do she will be happy, healthy, and most likely making me run like hell after her while she rides her bike like Tony Hawk's cousin. LOL!
"Why are you making me run, woman? You know I'm in the wrong bra for this!"
"Quit complaining and keep up, Grumpy Bunny!"
Anyway, I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm still around in fandom and I still intend to keep writing. I've frequently said that writing helps to anchor me and Sara would totally kick my ass if I gave up something that I genuinely adore to do. All she wanted in her last days were to 1) not be alone in a hospital as she passed (which she wasn't, thank God. We were all there for her) and 2) for us all to live and be happy. So, that's what I'm gonna do.
One day at a time.
I miss my girl so much but it's gonna be okay. In the now immortal words of Kendrick Lamar: we gon' be all right.
I'm working on another super long TWD fic right now but I'll be returning to the WIPs (yes, all of them) as soon as I get the files on my new laptop.
Mad Love, Jam, and Power Drills (or Pythons and Sketti Rings to The Walking Dead folks) to all of you, ~*CMW2/Trumpetnista*~