I'm sitting on my bed with a sad smile. Raph, Donnie and Mikey are all looking at the floor with their heads bowed. Leo isn't in my room.

''um hey guys'' I sigh. ''Leo won't be joining us today…'' I looked over at the three youngest turtles and they look at me. I sigh again. ''Master Splinter and Leonardo got into a fight. Splinter said that Leo had no honour and Leo said the same thing back to Splinter and made a whole speech about how what they were doing to the foot was wrong. Leo ran away after the fight and hasn't been seen since.''

''Leo had a point though'' Donnie sniffed. ''Splinter said that we must never kill innocents but those trainee foot ninjas were innocent. They didn't know who we were, they only joined the foot because their Fathers were in the clan… They were only children''

''They would've grown to be evil foot ninjas'' Raph sighs. ''But… Leo's right… we could've changed them for the better''

''Now those kids are dead and their mommys will never know what killed them'' Mikey shudders.

''Splinter was trying to protect you'' I smile weakly, ''I'm just glad it wasn't you guys who killed the kids. Splinter may be able to live with that guilt but you guys can't''

''I want Leo back'' Mikey puts his head on Donnie's shoulder.

''Look'' Raph growls. ''We came here to do Random chatting so we could take our minds off things so lets get on with it''

I nod before picking up my phone,

''First of all MyNameDontMatter… I've watched them before but I didn't really like it'' I frown before looking at the guys. ''Do you guys like Steven Universe?''

''I LIKE IT!'' Mikey shouts as he puts his hand up. ''It's totally awesome!''

Raph and Donnie shrug.

''Never seen it'' Donnie says. ''Raph and I aren't really in to cartoons''

I gasp.

''Not even Adventure Time?'' I ask in horror, Mikey grins and we high five.

''Mikey watches that all the time'' Donnie smirks. ''I liked it at first but if you see the same episode five times in a row you tend to go off the show slightly''

''I thought it was stupid'' Raph shrugs before smiling slightly. ''But I do like Teen Titans Go''

Mikey and I grin.

''I love that show'' We say together.

''I didn't know you liked that Raphie'' Mikey smiles. ''That's awesome"

I look at Donnie.

''It's not bad'' He smiles.

''Next'' I grin. ''bookworm563… ok here's a bunch of dares… Mikey, What do you think happened to Leatherhead in the city?''

''I don't know'' Mikey frowns, ''Donnie says he's probably in hiding but I'm scared that the kraang might've gotten him''

''I'm sure he's fine'' I smile reassuringly. ''Raph, What do you think happened to Spike… um… Slash when you left?''

''I bet the kraang got him and I bet he's fighting to find a way out'' He crosses his arms defiantly. ''But I don't care. He's still the guy that tried to kill my bros''

''You haven't forgiven him?'' I ask in surprise, Raph narrows his eyes.

''I can't trust someone who does that to my family'' He growls. ''He blew it. I'll be nice to him if he deserves it but NEVER am I trusting him again''

''I might be able to turn him back into a turtle?'' Donnie suggests. ''But I doubt Spike will just… you know let me inject him with retro-mutagen''

''Dude's crazy'' Mikey sighs, ''He'd kill ya before you even got the needle in him''

''I don't want him back'' Raph frowns. ''He betrayed me''

We all stay quiet for a moment and I turn back to my phone.

''Leo… oh yeah… uh..'' I frown. ''Ok… um guys? Has Leo ever pulled a prank on anyone?'' I ask awkwardly.

''No'' Mikey pouts ''he just plays tricks when we try to play a prank on him''

''yeah'' Donnie nods. ''We've learnt that you should never try to play a prank on someone who's had loads of training in Meditation and being aware''

''He can literally disappear and reappear behind us'' Raph growls. ''Which is so bad for us when we're tryin' ta cover him in something. We just end up covered ourselves''

I stifle a giggle and turn back to my phone.

''Mikey, Does Leo know how to cook anything?'' I ask.

''Actually'' Mikey frowns. ''Leo's an awesome chef. I recently taught him how to cook and he's amazing! Now he cooks for us.''

''That's good'' I nod.

''Yeah he believes because he's the eldest he should learn how to care for us properly'' Donnie smiles fondly.

''I hope he comes home soon'' Raph mutters.

''Platyfan has a dare and Donnie you have the choice of doing the dare or not inventing for a week.'' I nod, Donnie pales.

''I'll do the dare!'' He announces.

''good but first I'm to kiss you and hug Raph'' I kiss Donnie and pull Raph into a comforting hug. ''Don't worry Raphie, Leo will come back soon'' I whisper, he nods.

''So what's the dare'' Mikey asks.

''For each of you to share a secret'' I smile. ''Go!''

They all look at one another.

Donnie coughs and goes first.

''Um…'' He frowns. ''I actually have a secret lab that you guys have never seen. It's where I do my most dangerous experiments.''

''Better not tell Leo'' Mikey smirks. ''He'd flip''

''You have a secret lab!?'' Raph growls. ''How dangerous are these experiments exactly?''

''They range from losing a finger to losing a limb and then all the way up to deadly'' Donnie cringes as Raph gets even angrier.

''WHAT!? YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO THAT LAB AGAIN! I AM NOT LETTING YOU PUT YOURSELF IN HARMS WAY AND END UP DEAD! WE WOULDN'T EVEN KNOW WHERE YOU WERE BECAUSE WE DON'T KNOW WHERE THIS STUPID LAB IS!'' He yells. ''WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!?''

Donnie looks at the ground miserably.

''I'm sorry'' he says quietly, timidly.

''Ugh'' Raph grumbles before putting his hand on Donnie's shoulder. ''I'm sorry for shouting Don but… You're my little brother and I just don't want you to get hurt''

''I know'' Donnie sighs. ''But I know what I'm doing. I can take care of myself''

Raph sits away from Donnie and refuses to look at him.

''Mikey'' I nudge said turtle. ''Tell your secret''

''Oh uh… ok… erm…'' Mikey looks at me then looks to the floor. ''There's a pizza topping I don't like''

We all stare at him in shock.

''What is it?'' I ask breathlessly.

''Pineapple'' He whispers in shame.

''How can you not like pineapple'' Donnie and I frown.

''Coz it's gross'' Raph grimaces. ''I don't blame him for not liking it. Pineapple on pizza is not normal!''

''It is so'' I snap. ''It's amazing on pizza!''

''What's your secret Raphie?'' Mikey asks quickly.

''My secret is…'' Raph sighs, he avoids looking at anyone. ''I'm scared of growing up''

We all stay quiet and he carries on.

''I don't know what'll happen to us. I don't want the team to split up, I don't want anyone to die. What if the humans never accept us? What if the Shredder wins?'' Raph asks quietly. ''The future is so far away and we have no idea what's going to happen to us''

''It's the same for everyone Raphie'' I smile gently. ''You guys will always have each other''

''We already know that's not true'' Raph growls. ''Leo's already left… who knows if he'll ever come back''

''He will come back Raph'' Donnie frowns. ''He'd never just leave us''

I look at Mikey who's looking worried.

''Leo has to come home'' Mikey gulps. ''He has to''

''And he will'' I nod. ''he loves you guys''

They smile slightly and nod. We all hug.

''Thanks for reading! Sorry about us being a bit down, we're just worried is all. Hopefully Leo will be joining us next time'' I blush before nodding at the guys.

''Please leave a review with a question, visitor, dare or whatever!'' they say.

''BYE!''