I'm not unwell, I'm dying
You wouldn't be the first to ask this.
A light being feeling so angry with me? Yeah, right. Light forms are supposed to be good and Darker forms are the evil ones.
Such as stereotype.
Does the number of electrons make an atom negative?
Yes
Does it make it evil?
Why should it matter, atoms are not alive.
Oh, but you thought that I wasn't alive. And here we are. You fail to see the point. Despite being conjured by your positivity, it was your actions and the half of a personality and memory of someone else that makes me so angry.
I'm not evil.
But yet my intentions are not very good.
You see black and white but never in between.
That's why you have so few neutral forms.
I was not the first but I have seen everything.
You keep asking my why I'm so sick.
I'm not unwell, I'm dying.
I'm dying from the inside out. My soul, weak from the start was an open wound for any blackness to seep in. Yet I was strong. It was many years before my innocence of the world crumbled around me as I learned the truth. As I grew older, I became more aware and had many more believe that I was a saint.
I know I'm not kind, but patience is a trait I acquired from the one who I originally was.
The ability to wait for years in a prison is an impressive amount of patience.
Honestly, I don't like what I'm about to do to you as much as I hate you. It would threaten a lot of what people see in me.
Yet you and their expectations are a threat to me.
My other half taught me long ago to trust no one but myself.
My other half and I are not the same in personality but we have the same thoughts and intentions.
We both want to see you suffer.