I did what I had to do


Even after all this time I tried to make it up to you guys

I can't even get through to you

That I am really sincerely sorry for everything.

But no matter what I say

And no matter what I do

You use it against me like I'm always out to get you

I get it

No, I want to get it

But I don't

I don't care if what I say upsets you

because it seems like everything does nowadays

Like there's something wrong with you both deep down

Something hard to describe but still something that only makes you both suffer.

I just want you both to know that I did what I had to do

Or at least what I thought I had to do.

Might not have been the best decision

Might not be a good decision period

But I try

And now that I know that you're not just hurting everyone

You're also hurting yourselves

So whatever it is that's wrong

I'll do whatever it takes to fix it

Not just so you'll trust me

But so that you both can be happy too