I did what I had to do
Even after all this time I tried to make it up to you guys
I can't even get through to you
That I am really sincerely sorry for everything.
But no matter what I say
And no matter what I do
You use it against me like I'm always out to get you
I get it
No, I want to get it
But I don't
I don't care if what I say upsets you
because it seems like everything does nowadays
Like there's something wrong with you both deep down
Something hard to describe but still something that only makes you both suffer.
I just want you both to know that I did what I had to do
Or at least what I thought I had to do.
Might not have been the best decision
Might not be a good decision period
But I try
And now that I know that you're not just hurting everyone
You're also hurting yourselves
So whatever it is that's wrong
I'll do whatever it takes to fix it
Not just so you'll trust me
But so that you both can be happy too
