"I wanted a brother! Daddy changes him into a boy like me!"
A look of surprise spread across my face. I looked to Usagi who showed the same expression. We were both thinking the same thing; it's impossible to give him what he wants.
I gave Usagi a look of; deal with this for me would you? But Usagi shook his head and took aiko out of the room saying that Izuru and I needed some 'son and daddy time.' The doctor soon followed.
"I'll just leave you too alone." She exited the room and closed the door. I sighed and sat back down on the bed. Dealing with this was going to have the same effect on me, as giving Izuru 'the talk' when he got older. But this was no time to think about that. My little bear was crying, and I had to fix it. I called Izuru to the bed and sat him down beside me.
"Izuru…you're going to have a little sister." I said and Izuru wailed to my comment.
"I WANNA BROTHER!" the yell echoed through the small room, and I was sure Usagi could hear it.
"Izuru! Come on-" Izuru cried harder and screamed louder.
"I WANNA BROTHER! A BROTHER!"
"IZURU!" I yelled, even louder than the previous. Izuru stopped, and tears started pouring out for a different reason, he hates it when I yell at him. I sighed again and hugged the poor boy.
"I'm sorry little bear, but really! Neither daddy nor papa can change the se- I mean change little sister into a little brother." Izuru stopped crying and looked me in the eye.
"Why not?" I froze. What was I supposed to say to that? I couldn't possibly say anything that would ruin his childhood, so I went with a semi truth, semi lie.
"because…kami-sama already made up his mind, and I told you before, that kami-sama never changes his mind." Izuru nodded his head. I smiled and got up from the bed, Izuru did too and followed me out of the room were Usagi and Aiko were waiting.
"come on guys, let's go get some lunch." As if nothing happened Izuru cheered and ran to the front exit followed by Aiko.
"don't run you too!" I began to walk after the two boys, but I was stopped by Usagi who pulled me into a hug. I was surprised at first, but soon I realized what was happening and hugged back.
"I'm so happy." it was a simple comment from Usagi, but it was filled with meaning and content. The words brought a smile to my lips. And here I thought that Usagi had no interest in the affair. I stretched up and placed a peck on Usagi's lips.
I'm so happy.
~later that day~
"Neh Usagi…since we know it's a girl now…do you want to come up with some names with me?"
Usagi looked up from what he was doing and nodded his head. I sat down next to him on the couch and Usagi started the conversation.
"I actually had a name ready to present to you when we found out." I looked at Usagi with bewilderment.
"…ok, what is it?" Usagi cleared his throat and looked down at the coffee table.
"I was thinking, if it was a girl, then the name Chiyo would fit her. Chiyo Usami has quite the ring to it, does it not?" I nodded my head, but looked down to the ground.
"Actually, I also have a name picked out…I was thinking the name Kyoko would be a nice girl name…"
Silence filled the room and confused about what to say to one another was prominent. Usagi was the one to break the silence.
"well the only way to settle this is to wait until she is born. Her features will allow us to make a decision. But I know she will look like me, so I know we are going to name her chiyo." Usagi got up off the couch leaving me shocked as he headed into our bedroom.
How dare him!
He will not win this one! I will convince him to adopt the name! I will!
"Usagi! i-" before I could yell at Usagi, a voice erupted from the room.
"Misaki!" it was Usagi's prominent voice that rang though my ears. His voice had clear worry and frustration and got me to my feet in an instant. I ran up to room and burst into the door. I saw Usagi first, and then the two boys on our bed. But that was not the problem; the problem was that those two boys were…rubbing together. They both had their clothes on, but Aiko was on top of Izuru, rubbing his chest on the others. I had just got a glimpse of it before they stopped, separated, and looked at us with fear. Well it was more like Izuru looked at us with fear. Aiko looked mad, like he was angry that we caught him in the act. It was in that moment that I realized who was going to be more dominant in their relationship if it continued. And here I thought that Izuru would be as dominant as his father. I guess he took after me. Strangely enough this was the first thing that popped into my mind. Not 'oh my goodness!' or 'I have to stop them!', the first thing I thought was 'oh Izuru's a bottom?'. I felt like such a bad father for thinking like that.
Izuru got off the bed and ran to me while Aiko pouted. Izuru looked up to me and said,
"I'm sorry daddy! I know you said no kissing but I like it!"
The very moment Izuru said this, my brain melted. I felt as though time had slowed down. I looked into Izuru's violet eyes. They were filled with love and passion. Izuru gave me one last hug before crawling back onto the bed and hugged Aiko, who smiled lovingly at Izuru.
Where did I go wrong?!...no, there is nothing wrong with this! They love each other…but how long will this last?
a/n:...I wont apologize for anything... I know what I did...totally worth it. oh, by the way...witch name do you guys like better? chiyo or kyoko? review and tell me what you think! I love every message I get from you guys, and I read every one that I get! I love hearing what you guys think and it makes me feel connected to you guys! so if you liked what you read please follow, favorite, and review!
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