The Lance Corporal loosened his grip on his Cadets head and started to stroke her hair softly, while withdrawing. "You're a good girl after all, Rosie."

A broad smile appeared on her lips. "Thank you, Heichou."

"Wipe that dumb ass smile from your face." He snarled. "Stand up and take your clothes of."

"Yes, Sir." It wasn't easy for her to stop smiling, but she was eager to obey. Swiftly Rosie got up on her feet, even though she felt a little queasy. Due to the motion, she clearly felt how wet she already was between her legs. Anticipation mixed with a little bit of fear left her looking forward to whatever would be happening next.

With still trembling fingers she reached for the buttons on the left side of the dress and started to unbutton it. Usually she wan't ashamed, but now, standing in front of him in her shabby old dress, she wasn't so sure about herself. As soon as she was done, she brushed the holders from her shoulders and let the garment pool around her feet. Rosie knew, what he'd see. Scarred, white flesh and bruised knees from kneeling to long on uneven ground. It wasn't out of the ordinary, but somewhere back in her head she feared, he wouldn't like what he'd see. Next, she started working on her blouse, but before she had unfastened the first one, the Lance Corporal suddenly sprung to his feet and in a swift motion she was pushed onto his bed. Her feet were tangled in her dress, but she quickly shoved it off, while he sat beside her, bent over and supported his weight with one hand beside her face on the pillow.

"What's with that face, Cadet?" He asked and she was unsure what he was talking about at first.

"Ah… well-" She started, but upon his stern frown, she remembered not to lie. "It's stupid really…" He was staring at her again and her mind side-tracked a little. Rosie didn't know what to do with her hands and started fidgeting with a button on her blouse, breaking away from his stern gaze. "I'm not exactly pretty nor experienced. Don't know if I'm worth your while, Heichou."

"Tch." Was his sole reply and suddenly he slapped away her hands and started unbuttoning the blouse. With swift fingers he helped her out of her clothes, leaving Rosie clad in nothing than panties and an undershirt. "If you weren't to my liking, I wouldn't have let you inside my quarters."

Rosie felt her face light up with what he'd call one of her dumb smiles, so she quickly brought up her hands to cover her mouth. But when he got off the bed, she felt a pang of fear of him throwing her out anyways.

"Pull your shirt off." He told her while he started untying his cravat and getting rid of his uniform. Earlier he must have pulled his underpants on again, cause all she could see was a prominent bulge and now his defined abs and muscles, when he pulled his pants of. "I said off with the shirt!" He snarled when he caught her staring a little bit too long.

"Yes, Sir!" Hurriedly she followed his command and got rid of the undershirt. Leaving her upper body exposed. The young Cadet wasn't wearing a bra, usually she'd wear binders under the uniform and beneath private clothes too, but today after showering she'd forgotten to put them back on. When she moved her hands up to cover her chest, she earned herself a glare from the Lance Corporal and let her arms rest arms beside her body, fidgeting with the sheets once again.

"You're wearing binders normally, aren't you?"

"Yes, Sir. Why'd you ask?" She was too curious not to ask, even if it might result in him scolding her. To be truthful, she liked him telling her off.

"Tch." He replied and his expression turned to something she'd associate with white heat.


Almost every male specimen had been gaping at her chest during dinner tonight, due to her insufficient clothing. Levi had even caught the uprightly Commander Erwin take a second glance. He'd wanted to crush something. Badly. Rosie must have been wearing binders or something, beneath her uniform, because her tits looked normally a lot smaller. The dress she was wearing that evening was of a rather loose fit, but her bust was prominent as never before. The only unfazed one was maybe Jaeger's blond friend, who constantly managed to look into her eyes only. Even the Jaeger-brat couldn't keep his eyes off her. It had taken Levi everything to keep from jumping up and dragging him or her outside. Instead he had waylaid her and hauled her directly into his private chambers, before anyone else had the chance to go after her.

That's how they ended up here, Rosie lying defenselessly and almost naked on Levi's bed. He was looking down at her delicate form, admiring the sight in front of him. Her skin was cream colored and, in a few places, covered in scars. Most of them have healed long ago, others were quite fresh and still brightly pink, obviously attained during training or the Trost incident. His gaze wandered to her stiff nipples, having a similar rosy color as her voluptuous lips, making him wonder which shade of pink her other lips were.

They had no need to rush things and he thought it wouldn't be wise anyways due to her lack of experience. At least he'd thought that earlier today. But now he wouldn't let her get away until he'd had her and it seemed as if she was up to it as well. Okay, she had been shy occasionally, but she hadn't tried to get away or shove him off even once until now.

"You're shameless and crude." He heard himself mutter and let her simmer a little longer, making her watch how he pulled his boxers down. When she had seen him first, her eyes had widened in shock. Now she was staring at him with expectancy, maybe even lust. Levi had been right all along. She had a dirty mind and enjoyed being dominated, even though she was shy, young and as green as hell. "Don't forget putting on those binders again, brat and show some more decency."

She looked at him confused but she nodded obediently, before she suddenly wore a rather sad expression. "Understood, Sir."

"Tch. Troublesome woman." Levi commented before climbed onto the bed and on top of her, placing his hands beside her head on the pillow. Unsure eyes were following his movements and widened in shock when he forced her thighs open with one of his knees. Rosie didn't fight him much, but had trouble withstanding his stare and was whimpering a little, when mere centimeters parted the both of you and especially when she felt his semi-hard member pressing against her bare skin.

"I owe you something, Cadet. Come and get it, if you dare."

For a second, she looked at him confused, before remembering, what he had told or rather promised her earlier. With trembling hands, she cupped his face and raised her head to close the distance between their lips. It was a brush, as light as a feather, he thought, when she first touched him. His heart skipped a beat, before he took charge of the kiss and pressed her head back into his pillow. In a swift motion she wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him closer, making him lie down on top of her. While she was distracted, Levi moved one of his hands down and between them, grazing his fingers over her side and lover belly, before moving farther down and sliding right into her panties. She gasped into the kiss, as soon as he reached her wet folds, starting to explore, while at the same time deepening the already passionate and messy kiss.


The exploration of both her mouth and slick core, was almost too much to handle and Rosie was almost relieved when he broke the kiss off, only to start licking his way down from her jawline to the nape of her neck. The slow stroking down there changed when he hit a very sweet spot with his thumb, making her groan loudly. Suddenly he pushed a finger inside, testing how tight she really was. No-one had ever touched her like this, and she thought the sounds you were making sounded indecent. An arm let go off The Lance Corporal, covering her mouth, while she tangled the fingers of the other into his dark, soft locks. She squeezed her eyes shut, when he inserted a second, not even registering him stopping tending to her neck. But as soon as he lifted his body from hers and stopped moving his fingers, she opened her eyes and found him staring at her face.

"Stop covering your mouth. Nobody can hear you though these thick stone walls." This command wasn't exactly unexpected, and she complied, while averting her gaze.

His next movement let her shriek and squirm beneath him, when he forcefully ripped of her panties, tearing them apart in the process and tossing the remnants beside the bed carelessly. Slowly he lowered himself back on her, now nothing separating skin from skin. He rested the weight of his upper body on his hands which he placed once again beside Rosie's head.

"I'm not holding back anymore, Rosie." Her superior stated, not sure if he wanted to reassure or rather scare her off.

Startled Rosie tried to object, at least a little. She wanted to tell him it was her first time, hoping he'd be gentle with her. "B-but wait-…"

"Stop complaining. I know that you're still a virgin, I'll be careful with you today." His expression had softened a little, for a moment at least, most likely trying to soothe her.

"Heichou, I-…" She tried again, wanting to find out if 'today' meant what she thought it meant, but was interrupted once again, by a sigh.

"Levi."

"S-sir?" Unsure she looked up into his bored looking eyes.

"Call me Levi, dumbass." He sighed again. "I want you to scream my name, when I fuck you, brat."

A moan escaped her lips when he adjusted his body slightly, grazing the already swollen flesh between your legs with his massive boner. Apparently, he wasn't bored at all, she thought.

"Still got any objections?"

Rosie slightly shook her head, earning herself a dirty smirk of Levi. "Good girl." He repeated once again to praise her submission. Slowly he moved a hand down and placed it under your right thigh forcing her to spread her legs further apart, before taking hold of his erection and positioning himself at her entrance, pushing apart her throbbing folds sluggishly.


Levi felt her stiffen beneath him, when he started to push forward into this tight and wet heat. "You need to relax, Rosie. I don't want to hurt you more than necessary."

Even though he wore his indifferent mask, Levi wasn't as composed as he wanted himself to be. He'd come not too long ago but was already ready to burst at any moment, simply not able to resist her charm. Now, he couldn't even remember how he had endured waiting on touching her for so long. Why had he even tried denying wanting her? She wasn't making it easy for him, clenching her thighs around his hips, trying to hold him in place. Unsuccessfully, though, but for now he decided to humor her and rather distracting her with another mind-blowing kiss, than forcing her physically. At the same time his hand wandered from his shaft to her clit, fumbling and teasing, trying to help her letting go, while pressing forward millimeter for millimeter, feeling how it got easier to move forward. Her breathing was unsteady, making it hard to keep her lips captured. Levi decided he had been patient long enough with her, making one last swift thrust, burying himself inside her to the hilt and breaking her maidenhead. The young girl wailed in pain and tears sprung to her eyes when she shut them, whereas he gave her some time to get accustomed to this new sensation and watching her reactions closely. Levi had also stopped his other movements, bringing both of his hands up to stroke over her hair and brushing away her tears with his thumb. When he felt her contracting around him, he had to muster all his self-control to keep still.

"Are you alright? I didn't intend to hurt you, Rosie, but it's better than prolonging the torment of breaking through for the first time." And there it was again, her dumb little smile, beaming up at him and reassuring him, everything was alright.

"I'm fine, thank you. You just taking me by surprise is all." One of her hands lovingly stroked over his cheek and he was startled by her caring smile. "You can start moving, now, if you feel like it, Levi."

The Lance Corporal savored the way she uttered his name, not quite sure, if it was a good idea to give her a little bit of power over him right now. But after all, it was her first time, he had to be lenient with her, at least for the time being.

"Tell me if you want me to take a break."


As soon as she'd nodded her head in agreement, he started pulling out of her agonizingly slow and had her tensing to the friction his movements caused. Rosie was still trying to get accommodated to the feeling of him stretching her from the inside, when he slammed himself back in with some force, henceforth repeating his thrusts in a steady rhythm. It didn't quite feel right, having him inside her, but the sensation began to change into something she could start to enjoy. Also, his gentleness pulled at Rosie's heartstrings and it was almost unbelievable that this gruesome man was capable of the facial expression he rewarded her with. Levi was worked up, trying to retrain himself from showing a side he didn't want her to see, failing terribly at it. His breathing became shallow and when he decided she was alright, he started to speed up his movements and resumed working on her clit with his subtle fingers, synchronizing the pace of his hand and thrusts. It started to feel so good, having him there, she started moaning and moving her hips meeting his tempo trying to get him even deeper inside. At first, she was quite unhappy when he readjusted himself, but the angle of his thrusts unexpectedly hit a spot that made her squirm even more.

A lopsided smirk appeared on his lips, when he felt her tremble beneath him, speeding up his movements yet again. His thrusts became rougher and his fingers fondled her clit almost violently now, finally pushing her over the edge. The orgasm blind-sided her, and Rosie's vision went blank for a second. Breathlessly she screamed his name repeatedly, just like he'd wanted it. For him it too didn't take much more to cum, due to her tight hotness clenching around him and seeing her eyes roll back into her head, while screaming his names at the top of her lungs. He gave another few rough thrusts, until he felt his own release coming. Before he spurted his cum inside her, he pulled out and shot his load over her stomach right up to the bottom edge of her breasts, while rapidly panting her name. Both of were breathing briskly, after orgasming. Levi let himself slump down beside her small figure, never breaking eye contact. Cautiously she raised a hand to brush his disheveled bangs out of his face, eager to keep touching each other, just before he removed her hand from his head and heaved himself up with his elbows and got off the bed.

When Rosie whined in disagreement, he turned and shut her down with a mere glance, walking into the bathroom, leaving her behind. She was about to get up and follow him, when she heard him say: "Don't move, brat."

A pout appeared on her lips and she sat up anyways, swinging her legs over the edge of the bed, just realizing that his semen started trickling into her lap slowly, getting distracted by the sensation, failing to notice Levi returning.

"Tch." The sound startled her and made her look up into his twitching face. "That's exactly why I told you not to move, stupid girl. That's nasty." He scolded and began to move a warm, wet washcloth over her stained stomach. Rosie didn't mind his sticky remains, but it amused her that he was disgusted of his own fluids. When he moved the cloth between her legs, a soft whimper escaped her lips.

"Can we get back into bed, when you're finished? Please?"

Levi sighed heavy, fearing he'd released a little greedy monster. Without replying, he tossed the washcloth onto a laundry basket that stood beside the bathroom door. He threw back the blanket and motioned her to lie down, before crawling in beside her and covering both up. Quickly she snuggled up to him, wrapping a leg around his and resting her head on the top of his chest, hugging him tightly, while he moved an arm around her shoulders and pulled her closer into his side.

"Thank you, Levi." She said softly and glanced up into his face to discover a new expression altogether. Was he smiling at her? Not frowning, not smirking, really smiling. It even reached up to his eyes, making him look younger and relaxed. Rosie had no idea how to react, so she simply averted her eyes, trying to hide once again flushed cheeks. It even got worse when she felt him, pressing his lips against the top of her head.

"I think I'll keep you for a while, Cadet." She heard him say, while his free hand grabbed the end of her braid and tugged off the hair tie, starting to unravel her light brown locks. "You're quite entertaining so far. A bit demanding, but still enjoyable."

Rosie snorted and shifted a little beside him, feigning to getting away. But he's having none of it, grabbing her upper arm and keeping her in place. "You could be a little nicer. I just let you take my virginity."

Now he was snorting doubtingly. "Why should I? You knew exactly what you were getting into, weren't you?" Slowly he loosened his grip on her, instead starting to brush his fingers over her soft milky skin. "As soon as you'd let me see that dirty grin on your face, your fate was sealed. Getting off by being manhandled. I even shoved you into a puddle of muddy water. You're truly a filthy, little girl."

A smirk was now plastered all over his face, she registered when gazing up. "It's not like I enjoy being shoved around, but I kinda like it when you do it. I am a good girl, but with questionable preferences. Don't get that mixed up, Sir."

Suddenly she felt his chest vibrating beneath her head, wondering what he did now, until she heard him laugh lowly. It sounded wonderful and she wished she'd hear him laugh more frequently from now on.

"And here I thought you were a grumpy old man, Heichou."

"It's Levi." He rectified. "Unless formality turns you on even more, Cadet. And I am not even that old."

Slowly she sat up, steading herself with a palm on his sculpted chest, to better look at him. "To be honest, I was scared you couldn't get it up again after sucking you off." Rosie teased him, before adding: "Levi~"

"Next time I let you do all the work, since I am getting weaker by the second."

Now it was her turn to laugh and she wrapped her arms around his neck, letting her weight drop onto him and hugging him tightly. He'd have none of it and turned around with her in his arms, pushing her back into the mattress. Levi was about to kiss her, when there suddenly was a loud knock on the door that startled them both. She had no idea how late it was and who would be reckless enough to knock at the Lance Corporals private chambers after dinner.


With a sigh Levi rose and quickly slipped into his trousers. While zipping up he asked: "State your name."

"It's me, Eren Jaeger, Lance Corporal Levi." He heard muffled through the closed door.

Levi sighed in annoyance and implied Rosie to move into the bathroom, before unlocking and opening the door. She quickly complied and closed the door quietly behind her.

"What do you think you're doing, disturbing your superior after curfew, shitty brat?" The Lance Corporal glared at the young titan-shifter and tried to keep himself from beating the shit out of him again. "What are you doing out of bed?"

"I am very sorry to bother you at such an inconvenient time, Heichou, but we can't find Rosie (L/N) anywhere." Slowly it began dawning on Levi. "She was working under your watch so the other girls from her dorm figured you'd know where to find her. They are quite worried, because she hasn't returned even after curfew and requested me asking you about her whereabouts since-…"

"I get it, stop babbling, Jaeger." Levi slowly massaged the bridge of his nose, trying to keep calm and deciding how to get rid of those nosy brats. "She passed out during her punishment and I let her sleep on my couch. Tell them, she'll return to her chambers as soon as she wakes up."

Eren wasn't keen on objecting, but he couldn't help himself and replied: "But, Sir. Wouldn't it be better if we wake her up or I could carry her back into her dorm?"

"Mind your own business. I don't want her waking up or being touched by a shitty brat like you without her consent." He managed to retort, still very calm. Maybe too calm.

"With all due respect, Sir, but we're friends, she won't mind me tou-…"

The young Cadet was cut off by a growl and this time Levi didn't intend to keep calm or reasonable. "Fuck off Jaeger, or do you need another beating? She's staying on that goddamn couch until next morning and you get your ass back into your dorm, unless you want to be punished with latrine fatigue for the rest of your live." To accentuate his anger, he grabbed Eren by his collar and shoved him out. "And tell your little friends to stay away as well."

"It's highly inappropriate, Sir." Eren tried again, ducking from an expected blow. The Lance Corporal had to admit; the shitty brat at least stood up for his friends.

"What exactly? Do you question my intentions now, or what? Watch your mouth, brat." Levi hissed and tried another course to get rid of him, instead of hitting him. "I'll rescind (L/N)'s punishment, if you leave right now." He offered and could see something glistening in Jaeger's eyes. Maybe it was realization or whatever, he didn't really care as long as he didn't jump to any conclusions. Levi was quite sure he wasn't clever enough to figure out what this was all about anyways.

"You sure? Cause she really needs to get back to training, if she's supposed to survive out there, Heichou." With that Levi knew he'd won.

"I wouldn't have offered this option, if I wasn't sure, dumb ass." Levi mocked him and added: "You know what, since you're so invested in her well-being, I'll make sure to train her myself."

Now Eren wasn't too keen to let that happen, but he knew he had already lost this argument and everything he said would make Levi only angrier. From here on the situation would only worsen for Rosie if he didn't hold back his retorts. He didn't want his friend to endure the Lance Corporals harsh training, but at least it would help her set her reputation straight, since almost everyone was sure Rosie was useless on the battlefield by this time.

"Thank you, Heichou." The male Cadet made himself say, saluted to his superior and waited to be dismissed. "I'll let her roommates know she's okay and that she'll be back tomorrow morning, Sir."

"Tch. You're dismissed, shitty brat. Good night."

"Good night, Sir!"


Author's Note:

Here I am again. Feeling all dirty, but oh so goooood :)

I also changed the title of the story and the names of the chapters. Wasn't quite happy with the long title. "Sehnsuchtstrunken" means something like being intoxicated with desire.

Let me know if you liked this chapter, I still got ideas and there will be some more!