Christian: I'm waiting for Ana to come back from her date I decided that I will tell her how I feel, Maybe she will feel the same way but even if she doesn't I don't want anything between us to change. I am going to Harvard in the fall with Brian and she still has a year left of school. Her sweet 16 is coming up I wonder what we will do for it we do something every year with the families and by ourselves it's our tradition god I don't know why I never told her we could have been together all this time our families always championed us but she never takes notice of how I feel everyone else seems to notice she's so beautiful but has no idea just how amazing and beautiful she really Ana came home she told me that she wants us all to go to the carnival with her boyfriend he made my girl his I decided I shouldn't tell her she seems happy so I will let her be happy but I'll always be here for her I love her and sometimes loving someone means putting their happiness and well being above your own and I Christian Grey i'm a fool in love.

Anastasia: my date went great Josh is my boyfriend I can't wait to tell Kate and Christian. I love that I have Christian he is my best friend sometimes I used to think what it would be like for us to be together but then I reality hits me and it know he's only my best friend but I can't dwell on that now, I am with Josh my sweet beautiful caring boyfriend eeek so excited

"Good night beautiful had a wonderful time tonight"-Josh

"I had a really great time tonight too I can't wait to go to the carnival with you and everyone tomorrow"-Ana

"I look forward to seeing your beautiful face you're all I think about" -Josh

"Awww that's so sweet Christian's here so I will talk to you tomorrow good night Josh" -Ana

"good night Ana"-Josh

"Christian how was your night?"

"Good just hung out with Elliott and Brian I taught Alyssa how to throw a ball Kate and Mia were to scared they'd break a nail to even try"

"I miss all the fun"

"it's OK baby girl you got a boyfriend now so you need to split your time between us and him"

"do you think he will fit in with all of us I can't be with someone who can't fit into our group were a team. I can't split us up I mean sure, I will spend time with him going on dates but for the most part he will be around all of us especially you you're my best friend you guys have to get along."

"we will for you Ana you have a way of bringing people together you're one of a kind and your incredibly sweet"

"Thanks Christian I love you mwah.."

"Let's go to sleep we have a busy day tomorrow"

"Good night Christian"

"Good night Ana"

Christian god she's killing me she has no idea how freaking incredible she is. My beautiful Ana I will marry you one day and we will be happy but for now I will let you see how we belong together.

"Sleeping at Anas"

"Mom told me have a good night big brother remember me and Elliott are totally team Christian just gotta tell your girl how you feel I think she feels the same way about you"

"Josh asked her out she said yes she is with him now I will let her be happy and let her see for herself that I'm the one I'll fight for her without really doing anything at all I love her Mia I can't let her go she means to much to me thanks for always being here for me"

"I love you Christian and I'll always be here for you, you're my favorite brother just don't tell Elliot he gets jealous lol"

"Secrets safe with me Night Mia love you"

"Haha love you too night"

I'm just laying here watching Ana sleep she's so peaceful and beautiful how could any man not want her she's like a treasure she's sweet, Innocent, Kind, Gorgeous both inside and out god I'm so in love i am a fool but she's happy so I will let it be for now but I'll always be here to pick up the pieces.

Next day

Anastasia: I'm so excited we're going to the fair today I have never gone with a boyfriend before so this will be different. I'm wearing my favorite pair of black jeans with my black turtleneck and my favorite knee high boots I bought them at Marshalls they were super cute and only $30 dollar's mom asked me why I didn't just go to the high end boutiques there dying to dress me and to me I'm Ana the girl who grew up with not having much. So even though I'm rich now I don't want to live like I was born with a silver spoon in my mouth because I wasn't but I do like fancy things sometimes to I'm not living under under a rock and because I don't forget my past up bringing I feel less guilty for purchasing a 500 dollar pair of pumps my dad loves me for it and he's so proud of me that I'm not a brat I am daddies favorite Alyssa and Brian are mom's Alyssa is mom's cause she's literally mom's doll she dresses her takes her everywhere and Brian because he's her only boy and nd first born.

"Christian, Kate, Brian, Elliot, Mia, Alyssa, Ethan, Jose, I am so excited for you guy's to meet Josh officially you are all so important to me so let's be on our best behaviors and let him in please don't shut him out and make him feel weird he's a nice guy and he likes me so he can't be all that bad" I smirk at them.

Elliott: "Banana we would never do anything to scare or not include him in our group"..

"Brian: I promise to but if he touches you it's my job as your older brother to step in and protect you can't have you being violated"

"first of all it's our second date I'm not that kind of girl I want to love the guy I eventually go there with and not your bullshit puppy love either Life changing heart stopping kind of love like no matter where life takes you, you just know there the one for you and that everything will work out so as much as I like Josh I'm not thinking about him in that kind of love"

Christian: do you have any idea how amazing it was to hear her say All that that is how I feel about her.

Mia: "Damn Ana Keep reading those romance novels haha"

Kate: "Damn Ana I'm one proud bestie"

"Why thank you thank you I giggle but it is the truth I don't want to sleep with multiple men I'm not saying I'm saving myself for marriage just want to know I'm not sleeping with just any random dude"

Josh: "Hi guys is everyone ready how are we doing this were not all going to fit in one car?"

Ana: Hi Josh, daddy rented a minivan so we will all fit Brian and Elliot are in the front me you Christian in one row and then the rest are in back"

Josh: "Sounds good and you look beautiful by the way"

Kate: "alright Romeo let's go I didn't look nice to stare at your ugly mugs all day"

Ana and Mia: "Kate that was rude"

"ginks"

Ana: "haha Mia it's okay you can talk"

Mia: "Thanks wasn't sure if I'd be able to not talk"

Elliot: "should of kept it going we could have been Mia free for an hour"

Mia: "I'd be quiet Elliot before I tell a certain someone what you said about them and I heard you talking to Christian yesterday about it so don't deny it I also recorded it" I recorded Elliot confessing his feelings for Kate saying she was beautiful and he would like to date her.

"Alright you two let's go"

5 hours later

Ana: "Ugh I'm exhausted but today was so much fun thank you Josh I love my tiger you won me"

" Anytime beautiful but I better get home I'll call you tomorrow"

"yes I'll be waiting for your call"

"Good night guys thanks for spending the day with me"

"Welcome you're a good guy Josh we like you"7

"Why thank you I want to be the man Ana deserves"

"Bye Josh I'll see you later text me"

Christian: "How did you feel about hanging out with all of us was it weird having your boyfriend with your friend's"

I ask Ana see how she's feeling.

"Christian, it was amazing having everyone together.

"Josh asked me to go to Homecoming with him it's crazy considering homecoming is four months away he thinks we will be together that long but I Kind Of Like That He Thinks Of Us As Long Term."

"I'm happy for you Ana"

"Thanks Christian but know matter what happens between Josh and I you're still my favorite guy and I'll always love you"

"Well I need to get ready for practice I'll see you later"

"Are you okay you got Weird on me for a minute there"

"I'm good just gotta get ready for practice coach expects me to be the star this season even if it isn't what I want but might as well make senior year count for something".

"I know right I can't believe I'm a junior and you Brian and Elliot are all leaving me in June it's going to be so weird without you all"

"Hopefully you will have Josh he will help with the loss of our presence"

"is that what you think of me that I'll just toss you to the side because of Josh and that I can just forget my brother and best friends if that is how low you think of me I don't want you to come by later I don't even want to talk to you so just go to practice and leave me alone"

"Ana I didn't mean it the way it came out I'm sorry"

"Save it Christian I'm over it gave a good practice"

Wow I didn't mean to sound as harsh as I did but Ana is a sensitive woman so of course she would be offended I'm such an ass now she's pissed at me and Ana is never been mad at me we never argue I feel like shit that I said those things to her. I did what I did I'll make it up to her somehow.

Ana: I can't believe he said those things to me he is supposed to be my best friend and he just hurt made me seem like I'm a selfish insensitive brat that's not who I am I've always been there for my friend's and loved them unconditionally how could he Hurt me ugh whatever Anastasia get over it.

"Hey what's wrong why are you crying"

"Christian and I had a big fight and he just said some things that upset me it's whatever I'm just being emotional"

"Ana what did he say that upset you this much?"

"We were talking about you him and Elliot going to school next year and he told me that I had a boyfriend now and that I'd replace you guy's I know it sounds so stupid to get upset over that but seriously I'm hurt that Christian of all people would think so low of me he is supposed to be my best friend besides Kate but even she doesn't know as much all Christian does."

"Ana there's something you need to know about Christian"

"What can you possibly tell me that I don't already know?"

"He loves you Ana"

"I know I love him to we're best friends"

"Ana that's not what I meant"

"Brian spit it out what are you that trying to tell me"

"He's in love with you. You crazy girl how could you not notice I know you're besties and everything but come on little sister you have got to see the kid's completely and utterly in love with you"

"What why wouldn't he tell me this why would you tell me this oh god how could I not know I've been such an asshole to him throwing Josh in his face I didn't mean to I didn't know oh god oh god what do I do?"

"Well how do you feel about him?"

"I love him too I just never thought he felt that way about me so I always kept it a secret"

"So tell him now"

"I can't it's not that simple I'm with Josh and he doesn't deserve to get hurt because my brother decided to spill the big secret and you are going to keep what I told you between us you better not tell him"

"What is wrong with you, you love him he loves you yet you want to keep it a secret why?"

"i told you I can't hurt Josh he doesn't deserve that and I won't be the one to do it to him either. I will tell Christian when the time is right but not until an don't tell him I know let him think I don't know I don't want to hurt him so I will figure out what I can do"

Oh goodness I'm a fool I'm in love with Christian but I like Josh and he hasn't done anything to me I can't hurt him because my brother told me the truth ugh this is so messed up..

Christian: practice sucked because all I can could think about was Ana I feel terrible for what I said to her it was kind of a joke but she got so upset.. I feel like an ass for hurting her I'll make it up to her.

Few hours later

"Hey I know you're upset with me and I'm so sorry meet me at our spot in a half hour please I really need to talk to you"-C

"Okay I over reacted I'm sorry to ill meet you at our spot see you soon"-A

Half hour later

"Christian:

"You came"

"I told you I would"

"I'm really sorry Ana I didn't mean to offend you or upset you in anyway"

"I know it's OK I forgive you we can move past this and pretend it never happened"

"Christian can we talk I want you to be honest with me about everything can you promise me you will be totally honest?"

"I promise what's up"

"How do you feel about me I mean really feel?"

How did she find out who told her ugh Brian i am going to kill him be honest with her she wants honesty I can give her that I owe her that..

"Ana I… I… I'm in love with you head over heels once in a lifetime kind of love and it scares me and it thrills me and it's all kinds of fucked up we're Christian and Ana we weren't supposed to catch feelings but as we grew my feelings grew I stopped seeing you as Brian's little sister and started seeing my best friend and then before I could stop myself I was in love with you hopelessly in love with Anastasia Rose Steele"

"wow I didn't know I'm so stupid how could you not tell me sooner?"

"I didn't want to fuck up our friendship Ana you were too important to me to lose then you get with Josh and it's like my heart just breaks every time you talk about him, and seeing you together nearly killed me Ana I love you so much and I know you better than anyone so I know you're not going to end it with Josh just because you know how I feel he didn't do anything wrong and I can't fault him for falling for you."

"Wow I can't leave Josh he didn't do anything to me he's treated me wonderfully and I like him a lot I owe it to him to give him this chance I'm sorry it's not all black and white I wish it was but it just isn't I'm glad you finally told me a little upset I found out from Brian but happy I finally got it out of you. And just remember you are the most Important person to me regardless of my relationship or not"

"I love you Ana and if being your best friend is all I get right now then I'll take it but I'll be waiting for you"

"I will hold you to that Mr Grey. But I will understand if you find someone and want to be with her I won't be mad at you but I'll want to claw her eyes out but you deserve to be happy to. I can't be mad at Christian if he dates someone else because he deserves it as much as I love him I can't leave Josh.

A/n This was a long chapter I hope to make them all long I wrote this in 3 days I still have more to tell but I figured I leave it here for now. So how do we feel Ana knows the truth and feels the same way but Ana being the kind of girl she is she can't just break up with her boyfriend for no reason so be patient with me Christian and Ana are going to be together soon I'm thinking the dance homecoming when things between them really unfold love you guys this is the last chapter going Un beta'd so I hope you enjoy it I've been working on punctuation lol I still suck but hey I can spell that helps a lot lol