a/n Thank you all so much for your understanding and Patience but August was not a very kind month I almost lost my fiancé luckily I didn't and I maybe exaggerating a bit but he got really sick and was in the hospital for over a week and he is luckily home now and doing great as he is currently a pain in my ass lol. but this is A short chapter and remember things are not as they seem so do not worry C&A always enjoy it if you want to see something let me know.

CHRISTIAN

"Ana, knows I love her I told her we agreed we were in love and that we would be together so why is she dating it doesn't make any sense and why didn't she tell me we talk all the time dude I'm ready to kill the fucker with my bare hands that's my girl and he has his hands on her like she's his.'

'You need to relax yall are not together yes you love each other but you are not together and hitting some kid that like Ana is not going to go over well with her you know this I know this so why even say anything why can't yall just be friends why make it so messy and be friends but be in love shes got 5 months left of being apart from you so what is the damage why aren't you together? and how do you know they are dating? did someone tell you something"?

"No, I saw photos on Kates page"

"Lmao dude you're seriously losing it you are mad at a photo you know nothing about and I can almost guarantee you didn't ask her about it and another thing is you are stalking her page and her friends pages what is going on with you why are you so antsy the last few months you have been so good with you two"?

"It is we are fine I just I don't know I'm freaking out, I am going to marry her one day and we will have children".

"If you are so sure that is your life with her then why are you stressing some little boy she is hanging out with. look My sister is only 17yrs old and she needs to grow up a little more and live a little you are only 19 so why are you stressing this you are both to young to be trying to settle down i know you think when she comes here it is going to be so great but it is not going to be that easy half this campus is on your dick and guarantee you all these girls are going to hate on her just because she is with you and you are going to flip your shit because i can guarantee you the guys from every grade are going to be hitting on her and you cannot be acting like a damn fool every time someone hits on her do you understand that because if you are freaking out like this now? you do realize your relationship is going to go through hell when she gets here and you need to learn to channel your jealousy and she is going to have to learn to control hers. look I love you both but I am not going to sit here and sugar coat it and why the hell did you get so damn serious so damn fast. don't misunderstand me I want you two together if that is what you want but I need you to see this is not going to be easy not even for a single second sugar coat it for you and I will tell Ana the same I am almost positive Kate already has."

Ana pov

"Girl you see Jason today he was all over me and he has been all week I don't know why we got paired together for this project he clearly wants me but I am so not into him I Have a man waiting for me eeeek I'm so excited kate a few more months and my guy will be home I am so excited to see him and when he leaves again I get to go to I will have my brother my best friend and my bf all in one place your girl is blessed".

"Ana, I love you and I just want you to know that but you and Christian have your heads so far in the clouds you can not see straight you love each other and it will be great next year but it is also hard girls at Harvard are older then us they are beautiful and they want him and you are a young hot new girl their going to be catty and bitchy and they will make trouble for you and the guys will want you, Christian is a hot head so life at Harvard will be nice but not easy."

"I know that I never said our relationship would be easy I don't see why it matters anyways girls have always been jealous of me even before we started dating I am not as naive as you think I am. Kate look I love him I sometimes wish I didn't life would be easy if I looked at him like a brother or a best friend but I don't and I can't. I love him more then even you know it is hard for me because other guys would be easier to be with and easier to fall in love with but unfortunaetly I love him and I can't stop".

Christian
"Ana answer the phone this is the second time I called you. Call me when you get this message."

I called her twice and she isn't picking up which makes no sense she always answers The phone. I am so mad about that guy being all over her that I can't see straight maybe we shouldn't be together. Just as the thought crosses my mind my phone rings and my Beautiful girls face comes to life.

"Hey, babe is everything ok you called a couple times sorry I was downstairs with my Parents and left my phone in my room."

"Who was that guy"?
"ok one how did you find out about him and two we are just going to jump right into it"

"His name is Derek, he was my partner for a project Kate took photos what she failed to catch on camera was me pushing him away but clearly you jumped to conclusions as per fucking usual. what is wrong with you I thought we were past this hot-headed attitude I won't be accused of shit or you assuming shit especially cause right now we are not even together."

'so you would be ok if I had a girl hanging all over me but it's ok because I'm not the one doing anything"

"Christian grow the fuck up we are not together we are barely friends at this point you were my best friend you know me better than anyone and yet you have the nerve to sit here and go off on me cause some random guy hit on me well guess what I'm A beautiful fucking girl men like me they are attracted to me its fucking life just like you are fucking hot as hell girls stay throwing themselves at you but yet I say nothing because I trust you but I can obviously tell that feeling is not mutual so you know what let's stop here we are not together we won't be together I don't even want to be your friend right now because you are too much of a hot-head enjoy college Christian I will Enjoy my Senior in Highschool and I will see you during holiday's and maybe next year when I'm there we can try and be friends but as for a relationship I don't want it at least not with you."

"All this Because I got mad or Jealous whatever you call it what it is you don't want me anymore that's bullshit and you know it Anastasia let's just be honest you want to have fun you want to fucking date random guys at least let's call it what it is don't put it on me."

"Are you Fucking kidding me this, this right here is why I don't want to be with you I can not deal with your mood swings so have good rest of the year I will see you around

ANASTASIA don't do this because I cannot go through not having you in my, life again the last time nearly destroyed me '

'yet it didn't stop you from distrusting me again did it or saying i want to fuck random guys because that's what you always think when something is out of your control you think the worst I love you more then you will ever know but I do not want to keep going through this with you so maybe we are better apart I obviously bring out the worst in you not the best so I'm sorry we can be friends and hopefully one day we will finally figure us out until that day just don't bother me about guy's or what you see."