Side Chapter 12x08
She laid in her childhood bed as she was at her parents house due to her dad having a heart attack of some sort. Penny wanted to come home to make sure he was okay. She afraid for the worse.
Penny laid on her side missing the person who would confort her the most. She remembered Leonard telling her he would have came but something about work came up. He said that if he did not perform this presentation, President Sebert would fire him. Penny told him she understood.
Things between them were on edge before the phone call from her mom. Penny was telling him Raj called her still being nervous having sex with Anu. Leonard was curious what she told him. So Penny told him like she said to Leonard those years ago it was not the best. But he is much better now.
Leonard frowned, "Really, because to me it was amazing because it was with you."
Now Penny was confused, "Oh okay, I remember you telling me it was fine."
Leonard shrugged his shoulders, "Maybe over time I changed my mind because every time we have sex its always amazing."
Penny heard the change in his voice and knew he was upset. She then felt the gut wrenching feeling knowing an agrument was not far ahead.
Somehow it led to how the only time she had a new sex experience with him was in the shower, the thing he read on the internet years ago, and roll playing. That everything else Leonard wanted to try new she would already done it. Making him feel horrible after suggesting it. It just kept going from there Penny telling Leonard that he learned shower sex theough Priya, which led Penny how she fears running into the woman almost stealing Leonard away from her at Raj's wedding. Which led Penny into tears saying Priya never wanted kids and marriage yet according to Raj she now was married with a second baby on the way. Leonard did not know what to say knowing Penny felt guilty. He just walked away.
Penny hated when they fought and it usually started something small and just sometimes exploded. She felt tears when she headed to bed knowing Leonard was already asleep. It was almost mid night when she received the call which made their fight not so important anymore. But knew they needed to fix it.
Now laying there, not only worried about her dad's health, but her relationship with her husband. Penny finally let tears come only to wipe them away when her bedroom door open. She sits up to turn on a side light and to surprise it is the person she has been wanting the most. He gives her a small smile and walks over and sits by her side. "What are you doing here?" Penny asks feeling confused trying to cover up her quivery voice.
"I got the presitation done and my job is safe. Anyways I am here for you. And how we left things were not good..." Leonard is now the one trying ti hid his emotions.
"I know and with dad ill, I just feel lost. I can not loose both of you..." Penny finally breaks down in front of her husband.
Leonard sighed and pulls his wife into a hug. The one thing he hated the most is seeing and hearing her cry. He lays his chin on top of her head, "Hey how about we just try to get some sleep and talk about this in the morning before we go check on your dad?"
He feels Penny nod and pulls him closer as he lays next to her. Leonard doesn't let go just only hoping they can get past this stupid fight.