A/N
so we will pick this chapter off where we left the last one but with a twist, I changed my mind on a bunch of things and basically how the story was going to go I realized I have been bringing them back and forth like a yo-yo are they or aren't they lol so Just to let everyone know Neither Ana or Christian could ever really sleep with anyone other than each other both came close but can not go through with it. and the twist to this chapter is about halfway through we are going to time jump. Thank you for your patience I don't always have time to write as I would like.

Ana:

"Davis, you are a great guy but I can't do this I know I basically teased and threw myself at you but I was just trying to Forget the pain and the broken heart I can't go through with this you are a fantastic guy and deserve a girl who will give you every part of her, her love her life everything you truly "
"deserve the best. and someone who will love you like.

"Like you do Christian"

"I am a shitty person I know"

"Ana Relax Its cool I promise we can hang out or I can take you back home it is your choice I'm glad you told me. want to talk about what is going on with you and Christian if you love him so much why can't you two make it work"

"Truth is I don't know we have been best friends our entire lives when we were little we would always escape to the tree house in between our yards and we would stay up there for hours just talking about nothing and everything he was always Brians friend and I was always Mia but our families were so intertwined between our moms and fathers being as close it was only natural Elliot treated me like he did Mia like a little sister just like Brian did Mia. But with me and Christian it was always different. I didn't even know he liked me until the end of last year. I went to the dance and started dating some other guy it drove him crazy he actually interrupted the school dance to sing and mind you he has a beautiful voice but he never told anyone and he did it for me he got over it all to tell me how he felt in a way I would Understand and in true Christian Grey fashion, he got me. I think our biggest issue is we really do love each other and want to be together I do believe that but we self-sabotage for a few different reasons I think our ages have a lot to do with it our families and most importantly if we got together and it didn't work just because not everything does our families would be caught in the middle kind of like a bitter custody battle and we would never intentionally hurt the other but it happens. I am a loose cannon a free spirit I love to have fun and be me. Christian is similar in a way but he gets Stupid Jealous he thinks every guy wants me and if I even talk to one it causes some stupid argument I love him and want to be with him I just need him to control his jealousy issues because I won't fight Every time I talk to someone we argue and he comes back saying he is sorry and that's it or he goes out and does something stupid like kiss or make out with a girl Idk it is so hard to decide because I feel like with him I put myself on the line for the biggest heartbreak of my life and I Don't want to go through that at 18 years old but not being with him hurts more so I need to decide."

Ana, I think you need to go to him surprise him Next week is Thanksgiving I know he can't come home for the weekend but you can go to him work it out with your brother and surprise him and talk to him really talk to him tell him everything you just told me and I think you two have something pretty special don't give that up for fear of falling hold onto it in spite of it all and go get your man."

Thank you so much I will your the best I ruined the night you had planned and you listen to me talk about Christian and our love you truly are a great guy. I May have lost him already though I told him he could hook up with other people and these twins who are gorgeous want him and they are with him who would turn down gorgeous girls?"
I think you would be surprised if he feels about you even half of what you feel for him I don't think his nights going to happen either don't doubt yourself, Ana, you are smart funny and Beyond Beautiful Christian is lucky to have you love him and if he can not see that then he sucks.

Christian :
"Brian I don't want to do this anymore I thought I did.I know we're young and in college and we should want to party and have fun but I want your sister I love her more than I ever wanted or loved anyone else how could I possibly get this through her head your head Kates Elliot and Mia I AM HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WITH ANASTASIA STEELE AND I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE wanting anyone else is choosing second best over First place your sister owns everything about me and I will do whatever it takes to prove to her I deserve her I will love her cherish her I will make the next few months work until we're able to be together again but I can not and will not let her go without at least a fight .

"Damn C my sister is lucky to have you love her so deeply I hope she hears you out and you can work it out I know you love her I didn't realize how much and if I had to let my baby sister go I am glad she has you. hold up C I gotta text from Ana she wants me to call her.

"Is she ok go call her I will call the Girls and cancel"

Brian: Hey Baby sister what's going on?"
"Nothing everything I don't know mom and dad said I could spend the weekend down there as Long as it was ok with you and Christian."?

'Sure come down you don't want to stay home for Thanksgiving"

"No it is not the same without you and besides its just mom and Grace dad and Carrick went on A family trip Mia is staying here because they promised her a shopping trip"

"That girl is so easily distracted by shopping lol"
"I know I do have a favor though don't tell Christian I am coming "
"Ana, the boy is in love with you and you coming here and not talking to him is going to destroy him"

"I love him too I am not coming to ignore him I want to surprise him and tell Him I want him and I want us "

"I sware you to are destined for each other"

"I hope so love you big bro see you soon"

"is she ok?"

"yes she is fine she had a question she is so dramatic"

!Couple days later!

Ana: "I Can't believe in just a few short minutes I will be face to face with Christian again I hope he wants us as much as I do I can't believe how stupid we have been acting it's us we will be ok.

"Knock, Knock

Christian: "Who is knocking at this hour"

"I don't know why don't you go see that is usually how people find out these things versus asking someone in the same room who would have absolutely no Idea"

"Funny smart Ass"

"Coming hold on"

"Ana"

"Christian"

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to see you too tell you it's you I want its always been you I love you, Christian Grey,