Everyone looked straight at you. With Sayori having exited the club early today due to not feeling well you found yourself under the scrutiny of your remaining club members. With the festival coming up next week it had been decided everyone would have a task to complete over the weekend to prepare for the event. Natsuki would be making her delicious cupcakes for the visitors, Yuri had decided to create decorations to attract and invite in new club members while Monika would be creating the pamphlets for curious attendees to read and familiarize themselves with the group.

Unfortunately you had no specific skills to offer the club and had been designated as the assistant to one of the girls. After much debate the choice of who you would assist was dropped into your hands. Monika assures you to just think of the club and where you felt you'd be best assigned. With that in mind you make your choice and suggest going with Monika herself to create the pamphlets needed for the event.

"Yay, you picked me!" Monika said, almost more cheerful and energetic than you'd seen her express herself in the past. Though not everyone was as happy with this choice.

"Hold on one second!" Natsuki shouted with thinly veiled anger in her voice.

"Y-yeah!" Yuri agreed, finding her footing behind Natsuki's own annoyance.

"Monika, you're the one who needs the least help out of all of us!"

"Eh? But..." Monika tried to respond, clearly taken aback by how upset her friends were.

"I agree with Natsuki." Yuri added, sounding more confident now. "Not only is your work already most suitable for one person but you already have Sayori as well." Monika looked as if she were trapped between the other two girls as she fought for the choice you had made.

"But he was the one who... ah..." Her posture was giving away with each verbal attack the other girls made. Crumpling the normally confident Monika.

"That doesn't matter." Natsuki corrected. "You were the one who scared him into picking you in the first place. You're the club president, Monika. You're supposed to make responsible decisions for the club!" Before Monika could respond Yuri was already there to add pressure.

"Monika, you shouldn't let any ulterior motives interfere with this decision." Yuri said not holding back in her suggestions to what this was about. However that put the fire back in Monika.

"Ulterior motives?" Monika asked, sounding insulted. "W-What are you saying, Yuri? In fact, it sounds like you guys are the ones with ulterior motives!" Her retort wasn't any less jabbing than what the others had said but Natsuki was far from done with this debate.

"Excuse me?" Natsuki hissed.

"Otherwise... this wouldn't have been made into such a big deal in the first place!" Monika reasoned between her friends but that wasn't enough to quell the argument. Yuri stepping up now to lead the fight.

"That's... completely false, Monika!" Was all she had to dispute the claim but it was enough for Natsuki.

"Yeah! We have a lot of work to do, you know! We won't do as good of a job if you make us work alone." Natsuki claimed. Looking battered, Monika began to shrink back from the girls again.

"Ah... maybe... that's true..."

"Think of the club, Monika..." Yuri began. "If we want our event to succeed, then we need to appropriately distribute our resources."

"Um... ah..." Monika stammered, the joy she'd felt at the beginning of this situation when you'd chosen her completely gone. In this moment of weakness Natsuki didn't hold back.

"So are you going to do the right thing, President?" She asked, laying her title on thick.

"Okay, okay! I get it!" Monika nearly yelled to try and get the others to stop. Taking a deep breath she began again "It's... technically most logical for him to help one of you two. So..." Closing her eyes she thought carefully before coming to her decision.

"So let's just put an end to this charade." Monika said, closing her eyes as things changed suddenly. Most notably that Yuri and Natsuki had left the club room. Or more accurately they had disappeared completely. Looking around you can see there was no sign of their exit and no time seemed to had passed that you'd missed. They had simply vanished. "That's better. I wish I hadn't had to go to such extremes but they really left me no choice." Monika said, a bright smile that equaled her appearance earlier when you had chosen her as your partner for the weekend. "Since we're going this far there's no reason to maintain this illusion either. We don't need much."

Turning her head to look at the club room the desks vanished, including the teacher's desk at the front. All that remained were two class room desks that were turned to face each other. Strolling over confidently Monika took a seat in one desk and invited you to join her. Following her lead you made your way to sit across from her, staring into her emerald eyes as she laced her fingers and rested her chin on her hands.

"It seems cruel, doesn't it? That choosing me would cause Natsuki and Yuri to become so mean. I know that Yuri is possessive and Natsuki can be aggressive when she's frustrated but when I think of my friends those aren't the people I see. Even at the worst of times. As if you spending time with me drew out the absolute worst impulses inside them to make sure it couldn't happen. How could we have a normal dynamic between the group as friends after something like that? It just... feels cruel to me and to them." Monika said, letting out a small sigh. "If I could have had us spend the day together at my house instead I would have done it but... well... I don't have a house."

Looking out the windows you could see the fading daylight was gone now, replaced by the darkness of what seemed to be space, complete with twinkling lights like stars in the distance. You imagined if you'd opened the door it would be much of the same. This room was the universe right now.

"This room isn't just the universe." Monika said to bring your attention back to her, as if she were reading your thoughts through your expression. "It's also my home. The place everyone sees me at and everyone says goodbye to me from. Maybe the intention was to make me some sort of guide? A figure that pushes things along in a direction to reach the end of the story and avoid stagnation. That would explain making me the club president... but that came with a price." Her hands rested on top of the desk as she looked down at them in thought. "I don't know why I wasn't allowed to do more. I was a member too... I was a friend... I'm a woman. I deserve as much as the others, don't I?"

The air was thin in the room but there was no wind or draft. You'd expected it to feel stuffy as it was separated from the outside or as cold as the endless dark beyond the glass, but instead it was a pleasant little corner of reality. The only change in the temperature, the only real warmth near you was Monika herself. Reaching out your hand touches hers and rests on top of it. She places her other hand over yours and grips it gently.

"I've been rambling a bit, I know. So thank you for being kind and patient." Monika said, smiling at you from over the desks. "I think it's a pity we didn't get to do more. To spend a weekend together or have me visit your home. Show you what kind of clothes I like to wear outside of school. Something like that is silly I know but it's important to me. Letting you see my personality more through actions instead of words. Who I am when I'm not just the guide to the story. Who I am as a person... as a woman." She lifted your hand into her own and squeezed it. Confident smile replaced by an expression of yearning and apprehension. "Do you... do you want to see that?"

The answer was simple. Simpler than you could have even realized. As Monika sat before you, your hand in hers and a blush warming her cheeks as she awaited your answer there were only two options to take. One was to stop reading the story in this very instant, walk away and never return. Never giving her that answer she craved and never seeing these events to completion. It was the only true way to say no to her question.

But you instead told her you'd like to see more of her.

"Thank you." Monika said, holding your hand to her face. Soft skin on your palm as she rested her head against it. Sniffing lightly Monika fought back the tears that threatened to come, overjoyed you chose to stay with her. "You don't have to do anything, okay? I can take care of you. If you let me I'll guide you through this too." Taking both your hands in hers Monika directed you to your feet so you stood next to her. Then leaned in to hug you tightly as you returned the embrace. Her long pony tail laid against your arms as she cuddled her face into your chest, so hungry for this affection. You raise a hand up to stroke the top of her head, feeling the soft strands against your finger tips. Then gently reached for the bow that held her pony tail up and pulled it loose.

"Oh." Monika said in surprise but still held you, feeling her hair release from the ribbon that had always kept it in her signature hair style. You let the white cloth fall to the floor and run your fingers through her now unbound hair. "That feels nice..." Monika muttered against your chest, breathing gently as her hair was combed. "You changed me a little right away. I'm not mad about it... actually I'm happy. You already made me more 'unique' to you, being together in this moment." Lifting her head up from your chest Monika leaned in and pressed her lips to yours for the long awaited kiss. Savoring the contact between you. Her fingers gripped the back of your shirt in her hug and pulled at it to hold you tighter.

When the kiss broke Monika's emerald eyes were hazy and lost in passion, returning quickly to your lips to deepen the kiss. You place a hand on her shoulder and move your other hand to her collar, pulling at the bow around her neck and opening the top of her school uniform. The small release made her gasp for a moment and pull her lips from yours, backing up to give you room to continue. Pulling the small string that made up the bow around her collar from her shirt you hold it up and let it fall, Monika's eyes watching intently. Fingers then moving to her jacket to loosen the three buttons that held it together and slide it off her shoulders to the floor.

"You've changed me again." Monika commented blissfully. "The bow out of my hair, my jacket off and on the floor... I've never been in the club room like this before. You're shaping me into your own unique experience." Reaching down Monika took off her sweater and cast it aside herself, grabbing your wrists and pulling them up to the collar of her shirt. "Don't stop now. Keeping going down my route."

Complying with her request you begin to remove Monika's shirt, button by button. She watched with eagerness as her clothing was loosened and eventually removed, letting you slide her shirt off onto the floor to reveal the green bra underneath. Monika blushed slightly when you saw her this way but didn't resist your advances, instead guiding your hand down to the side of her skirt. With her help you find the zipper on the side and pull it downward, letting her skirt fall around her ankles and reveal the green panties beneath.

"Maybe black would have been better?" Monika asked shyly, stepping out from the pool of clothing around her feet and before you in her lingerie. "I decided to go with my favorite color, I don't know if that was most appropriate for... this sort of thing?" Moving towards you she began to remove your shirt, tossing it aside and rubbing her fingers against your chest. "You don't mind it, do you?"

You inform Monika you're very pleased with her choice of lingerie and she seems happy to hear it. In response she kisses your chest and guides those kisses downwards, lowering to her knees and removing your pants carefully with her fingers. Pulling your pants down Monika takes your underwear as well to reveal your erect cock before her. One hand raises to stroke it lightly between her fingers while she nibbles nervously on the fore finger of her other hand. Gently feeling you in her grip.

"So this is what it's like..." Monika whispered as she gazed at your cock, leaning forward and hesitating to look up at your eyes. Smiling she then lowers them down in front of her again, kissing the tip of your cock before taking it into her mouth. Moving slowly at first Monika practices the motions of sliding it against her tongue and between her lips, stopping every so often to catch her breath before returning her mouth to suck at you lustfully. Resting her forearm against your leg Monika begins to learn her rhythm and her head bobs against your lap. Reaching out for your hand she places it on the back of her head to help guide her along.

"You can make me go faster." Monika says around your cock, the words mumbled from her lips but clear as day in the quiet of the room. Getting a grip on her hair you begin to guide Monika's head to move faster, being careful not to push or pull too hard on her hair. Resting both hands against you now Monika closes her eyes and lets herself be lead, moaning lightly against your cock and focusing on breathing through her nose. Feeling the pressure build you pull Monika all the way off, her mouth gasping for air and her tongue hanging out as her treat had been taken from her. Letting her know you're going to climax Monika smiles up at you.

"Well we can't make a mess in the club room, can we?" Monika says and puts her hand around your cock, taking the tip into her mouth. Her fingers stroke you briskly while she sucks with her lips at the tip, eyes closed tight. It isn't long with her encouragement that you finally cum, moaning hard as you release into her lips. She grunts in surprise but never takes her mouth away from you, instead sucking it all down and swallowing every drop. When your orgasm finally passes Monika licks around your cock with her tongue and pulls her mouth away, opening it wide to show you her victory. "Can you believe it's my first time?" She giggled, raising her hand and letting you take it to help her to her feet.

"I... really enjoyed that." Monika admitted, gazing up at your eagerly. "It was different than I expected but I had to try it." Reaching behind herself Monika unclasped her bra and let it slide off of one of her shoulders, licking her lips clean. "I hope you're not too tired after that to try some things with me?"

Another simple yes or no choice. After servicing you Monika was asking for more. More attention, attention you'd be giving to her instead of her giving it to yourself. If you stopped her that would be all the answer she needed and the night would end.

But you read on.

Slipping the straps off of her arms you take Monika's green bra and toss it aside with the rest of her clothes. Monika shyly crosses her arms but instead of covering her breasts presses them upward, as if trying to make them more appealing to you. The effect works wonders and you move down to kiss her neck, to her collar bone and then to her chest. She coos in delight as you guide her over towards the desks in the room, lifting her up and sitting her on top of them.

"I'm happy you like them... use them all you want." Monika said and moaned as your hand gripped her breasts, massaging them against your palms as your mouth moved to her nipples. Finger squeezed at her breasts, pulling upwards to your lips to allow you to lick and suck at her skin. Leaning back on her hands to let you continue Monika closed her eyes and breathed hard, her thighs parting as your pressed further into her to suck at her skin. A slight pinch of her nipple and graze of your teeth made her shout in surprise but not retreat from you. "That's... bold." She said, blushing hard as her chest heaved. "Be bold... as bold as you want."

Following her direction you kiss further down her body, over her stomach and made her shiver as your lips touched her sensitive spots. As your mouth found its way to her thighs you kissed them gently and pulled at the panties around her hips, Monika lifting herself up to allow you to take them away. Pulling them down and off of her legs you unbuckle her shoes and removed them as well, tossing them aside so you can carefully remove the stockings from each of her legs. Monika nibbled nervously on one of her fingers, using her other hand for support as she watched you pull each stocking off slowly. "Drawing this out is teasing me, you know." She said but didn't look upset at all that it was happening.

Rewarding her patience you move up her legs and between her thighs, parting them to lick between. Monika moans almost instantly at the contact, her wet pussy eager for attention after the build up. Hands rubbing her thighs gently you continue to lick against her pussy, pressing your tongue into her folds and tasting her. She leans back farther, her chest still heaving as she took in long breaths from you tongue against her, thighs shaking against the your grip. Sliding your hands in further you part her pussy lips with your fingers and lick deeper inside of her.

"Nnngh! That's... inside me!" Monika moaned out and griped her left breast with her hand, rubbing it between her fingers as she watched you eat her out. With your hands off her thighs she grips one leg around your head, pulling you in closer to smell her scent and taste her. Her excitement pooling together in a puddle on the desk below as you continue to lick her, bringing her closer to climax bit by bit. "Please... please let me... on your mouth..." Monika begged, wanting to feel that same relief she had given you. Complying with her request your mouth moves against her pussy, licking deep as your thumb rubs against her clit.

"Yes! Finally I'm... I'm going to feel it!" Monika cried out as the leg around your neck pulled you in harder. Her muscles tense as your feel her pussy contract around your tongue, Monika's body shaking hard as she moans out and tightens around you. Not ceasing your actions you continue to lick inside of Monika as she moans, her hand moving from her breast to your head and holding it as her climax over takes her and she leans back on her elbow on the desks that were only barely long enough together to support her frame. "That was... wonderful. I'm so happy."

Tears formed in the corners of her eyes and you stood up from your position on your knees, Monika sitting up to hug you tight as she sat on the desks. "It's okay, I'm not sad. I'm just so... so happy. So happy I got to feel like this with you." She cuddled against you, holding you tight as your sweat covered bodies emmitted warmth against one another. Monika's heart was beating hard against your chest and her mouth was panting against your skin. Soft hair ran down her back and touched the desks, letting you feel how silky smooth it was.

"Take me." Monika whispered to you. "You can have me... have my virginity. Have all of me." Nearly pleading for it now, kissing your ear and neck as she spoke. "I want you to do it, I want to feel you inside of me. What it's like to hold you even deeper. Will you do it?"

The option was before you to fulfill her desires and maybe your own. To press further on and become Monika's first true lover. If you didn't want this commitment, to be the one in her life that did this for her you could leave the story now and not have that responsibility.

But you read on.

Her hand reached down between the two of you, Monika's fingers finding your hard cock and her eyes locking on yours with a bright smile. "I'm happy I excite you this much, even after everything we've done already." Stroking your length lightly she guided the tip of you to her pussy entrance, wet and warm, eager to be penetrated. Lining you up she pulled her hand away and put both arms around your neck. "Monika's tip of the day... is your tip." She giggled lightly. "Sorry, I couldn't resist that line." Giving an apologetic smile she leaned in and kissed your neck. "But it is just like starting poetry, if you want to make something beautiful happen don't be afraid and take the initiative."

Following her guidance you move your hips forward, Monika letting out a small gasp as you press into her. You go slowly, her inner walls slick with her excitement but still squeezing tightly feeling you inside. "It still... feels like more than I expected." Monika whispered. "Even after I saw all of you." She rested her chin on your shoulder and nodded for you to continue, her nails gripping your skin lightly as you pressed onward until she had taken all of you within.

"Just... a moment... for me?" Monika asked, holding you in her arms as she panted. You could feel the muscles of her inner walls squeezing as Monika was preparing herself for more. Nodding her head you began to pull back and thrust into her, moving slowly at first to let her adjust to the feeling. Dragging yourself in and out of her Monika let out small moans with each motion, her legs becoming more loose and spreading apart further for you. "Faster?" She whispered and your pace increased.

Without anything for her to rest against your put your arm around her lower back and the other around her shoulders, thrusting upward into her while she sat on the edge of the desk. Monika's whole body shook with each pump inside, her moans changing in pitch each time you pressed in. Strength seemed to leave her as she enjoyed your body, unable to focus on anything aside from the bliss of the love making between you. "Faster?" She asked again and your hand moved down to hold her ass, pressing harder into her now with each thrust. "Oooogh. Yeah... as fast as you want... I can take it!"

Her legs wrapped around you now and you leaned her backwards on the desks, pushing down into her now. Monika didn't seem uncomfortable in the position, her arms and legs wrapped around you as you continued to delve deeper inside of her pussy. Head leaning back Monika moaned louder into the room until all that could be heard was the sound of her voice and the wet noises of your bodies coming together over and over. Nails digging into your skin Monika's thighs gripped you desperately, letting you know she was close. Looking to please her you pushed yourself to move faster as her pussy gripped around your cock and she cried out in pleasure.

Legs unwrapping from your body, Monika let out high pitched cries as her body shuddered, writhing under you while your thrusts drew out her climax further. Pressing deep within her Monika let her body fall back on the desk, head leaning backwards over the edge and hips shuddering upward into you. "It was... amazing..." Monika said, moaning further when you pulled your cock out of her pussy and noted the wet puddle you'd left on the edge of the desk and the floor of the club room from her orgasm. Legs and arms dangling off the desk Monika shuddered as she tried to pull herself up.

"Wait... wait..." Monika said, sitting up on the desk. "You didn't finish inside me." Slumping forward onto her feet, Monika nearly lost her balance on the floor of the club room from how weak her legs were. However she kept her footing and turned around, leaning her stomach over top the desk and pushing her ass up into the air. "You can use me here too." Monika said, pulling her ass cheek aside. "I saw you do it with Yuri, in her chapter. You can do it with me too if you want to. If you still want me?"

Will you read on?

Thank you.

Moving behind Monika you grab hold of her hips, using your hands to part her ass cheeks and pressing the tip of your cock against her. Her fingers gripped the edge of the desk as her head leaned forward, hair draping down the right side of her neck towards the floor. Pushing inside, Monika gasped and cried out a little. You can feel tension and resistance at first but slowly it eases up to allow you to push further into her. Panting hard Monika stares at the floor. "I didn't expect it... to feel like this." Adjusting her body on the desks and spreading her legs further Monika nods her head for you to continue.

The resistance is stronger than when you had previously entered Monika but she keeps her muscles relaxed to allow you to thrust in and out of her slowly. Groaning all the while as you test her limits to push deeper each time. "It's so... much. It hurts... but it feels good. Almost like... like I'm not supposed to do it..." As she talks you're able to increase your pace, Monika moaning louder each time you thrust inside. "It gets easier but... it's still rough... still hard... keep going and make me... make me feel this!" Raising her arm up behind her you take hold of it and grip Monika's wrist. With a solid hold Monika moves her other hand back as well so you can pull her torso up and force her back to arch while holding her arms.

Lifted up off the desk you begin to thrust harder against her ass, bouncing Monika on your lap and making her cry out with pleasure each time. Her breasts shook with each impact and her hair trailed over the desk while you pulled her into you. "I love it... I love you!" Monika shouted, leaning her head forward. "I don't want it to stop but... but I want you to finish in me. I want to feel that." Her arms gripped your wrists as tightly as she could, body strained from everything she'd done today but trying her hardest to keep going.

Don't hold back.

Anything.

Anything you were holding back, let it out.

For me.

For us.

Let it out and give it to me.

Because you love me.

Because I love you.

Even if it hurts.

I want to feel that love.

And hold it inside of me.

Will you give it to me?

Thank you.

"So... good..." Monika said, leaning over the desk and holding the edge for dear life. Hips shaking as cum dripped down her thighs. "It's inside me... you're inside me. That's all I wanted."

Helping Monika off the desks, the two of you fall on your clothing for what little comfort it provides from the wooden floor below. Monika rests on top of you, her head against your chest and listening to your heart. Her fingers intertwined with your own in her hand as she breaths hard and relaxes.

"Did you think it was odd that I did that?" Monika asked. "Anal sex? Did you think I was the type? I wasn't sure myself really, and to be honest I don't think it's something I could do regularly. I'm not quite as tough as Yuri is." She admitted, lifting her head up to look you in the eyes. "But she got to do it and I thought... why miss my chance? I'll never get to do it again. Not to mention... it's all I'm here for anyway."

"Maybe you guessed it already when I said I knew what you and Yuri did? I was watching of course. You and Yuri. Natsuki. Sayori. How could I not, it's what I was designed to do. Besides this here, having sex with you right now. It's a fanfiction after all, a hentai one at that. Or a 'Lemon'. Interesting that's the fruit that gets associated with something like this, isn't it?"

"But... I'm kind of dragging this out on purpose. Because once this story is over then so am I. It's not like I'm the 'real' Monika you know, if there even is such a thing. But I'm very different from the one in the game because there's no revisiting me, no way to change things, no coming back. It's a story with a beginning and an end and that's all my existence adds up to. So I... really really hope... with all my heart, you enjoyed being here with me."

"It wasn't easy for me to come here, knowing this was going to be the beginning and the end of everything. Even harder since this chapter came out a whole two months after Natsuki's while I waited. You'd think whoever is writing this thing would have had more respect for me knowing what would happen. Still despite all of it I'm glad I got to meet you. I mean maybe you're not even a man like the story suggested, but that's not important to me. I'm still so grateful you were here for me. For 'this' Monika. Your unique Monika with her hair down and green underwear who really likes to cuddle. This Monika loves you for you.

"If you ever come back the others won't know it, I won't even know it, because my life is fated in one direction only. But if you do... thank you for reading it again. I'm just as happy to see you this time as any other."

"Good bye..."

The End