This will probably be my last chapter for awhile about Penny about being Pregnant. I had to get it out there. But there are so many out there, so I hope you guys enjoy it. I don't own TBBT.

Only Leonard

Penny knew this procedure like clock work. She knew the chances were slim but here she was again five days late. The first time it happened to Penny is when she was sixteen.

After that she never had a missed period.

But it was much later when she had to take another test. She was twenty-three going on twenty-four and just started a new relationship. It was just not any guy though. It was her neighbor and one she would consider her best friend, Leonard. They had been only dating a few months when Penny was six days late. Thank goodness it was negative. Yet Penny knew Leonard would be there and be the perfect father. He would do the right thing and marry her. Leonard would make an amazing husband. But neither one were ready for Parenthood nor marriage.

Penny's third time she had taken a pregnancy test was right after she had broken up with Leonard. The biggest regret in her life and if she was pregnant, she would have Leonard to herself again. Leonard would take her back. The one thing that scared her was would she still have her commitment issues and worked her issues with Leonard. She cried herself to sleep when the test became negative.

Penny dated and yet never had another pregnancy scare. Then Leonard dated and she thought Leonard was gone for good. What if he got his new girlfriend pregnant? Then they would have been married. Penny would no longer have her chance to be with Leonard back. Only if she became pregnant before their breakup.

Months passed and Leonard asked her on a real date. Things were slow. After four months, her and Leonard were intimate once more until he proposed in bed. Things got weird yet they still were intimate. She almost ended things again until someone else wanted him. Leonard was hers and she was going to prove that. It was sometime after Halloween when she was late again. Negative it read.

Time passed again and she finally admitted to Leonard she loved him. Then he had to leave for the sea. Leonard was gone for five weeks when Penny ended up taken another pregnancy test. It was always with Leonard. She was glad it was home. She would not anyone else getting her pregnant, yet the thought scared her still. Leonard would of course would be an amazing dad but her being a mom worried her. She did not want to fail at that too. She was about to tell Leonard over video chat she could be pregnant but stopped when once again the next said not pregnant. Penny almost could feel a sting of saddness and disapointment.

Leonard came home and she just loved him more. She thought she failed to romance him. That is why she gave him the box, her Leonard box. Why did she have it, well because those things came from Leonard. She loved him even back when they first dated. "Is that a pregnancy test?" He asked.

"Yeah, I only saved the first one." Penny admitted to him like it was no big deal.

"Um how many has there been?" Leonard asked scratching the back of his head while giving her a very confused look.

So Penny told him. He wanted from now on when she took one. Leonard wanted to be there for her so they could be there for each other.

Penny did not have a pregnancy scare for a long while. She bought the test weeks after their redo prom. Penny remembered that night very well, very much after prom was over. She made sure Leonard had experienced after prom rituals. Something he would never forget. Penny came home to Leonard cooking dinner in 4B. Which was normal since he lived there part time. It was not until after dinner she told him she bought a test. He smiled ear to ear. But she wished she never bought the test. It might have been negative and she was relieved, but the look on Leonard's face broke her heart. She could tell he was disappointed, so she dicided to have that talk with Leonard. They both agreed they would try after they had been married five to six years. Penny would think she should be emotional ready for a baby by then. Leonard just was happy Penny thought about it.

It came up a few times on having babies after they were married. The third time it did, Penny changed her mind. A baby was a big deal and mentally she knew she would never be able to be ready for that kind of commitment. Becoming a mom felt like she would screw up eventually. She did not want to put Leonard through that even of it broke hos heart. Which it did and she felt she was going to lose Leonard. He should have left but he was a faithful husband and supported her decision. Then the whole donation thing rocked their marriage once more. Penny might not agreed of it was Zack or not she tried her hardest to support him.

Things became tougher when her dad came for a visit. Not only she was letting Leonard down but also her dad. Penny hated feeling like a huge disappointment to the two special guys in her life. But yet they both supported her. What surprised her was Leonard chanfed his mind on the donation and which he did not know was deep down Penny did not want it to happen and she would be the only one making him a dad.

The subject did not surface for a long while. But the subject would sneak up on her in her head when they had to watch Howard and Bernadette kids for a few hours. Or just seeing Leonard playing with their friends kids. Or the day Leonard's sister and her family came for a visit. Lenard's sister second oldest bonded with Leonard. Penny saw that side of Leonard he was missing out on. Plus she had to admit to herself she was not so bad with kids. But having a kid still terrified her.

So now she stood over the sink just staring down at the pregnancy test. She almost forgot how it felt waiting for the results. It did not take two minutes for the results. The results just not show up in thirty seconds. They had to be wrong. "Pregnant." So she turned her attention to the second test, "Pregnant." She shook her head. So Penny looked at the third test, "Pregnant." Okay, it was obvious the test were not wrong and she was really pregnant. She took a deep breath and gathered the test. Penny knew things seemed scary now and did not want kids, yet this baby was half Leonard and half her. All of sudden Penny felt a rush of love. She would make sure nothing happened to this baby and knew Leonard would be so happy. She could do this as long Leonard was with her. So she took a deep breath, with the tests in her hand, Penny opened the door and began to walk out to the living room watching Leonard play a video game. "Hey Leonard can we talk?" Is all she asked as he paused his game giving her his full attention. Like from the beginning, she could not imagine any one else except Leonard. He was the only one she could see any kind of future with.