Author's Note: Fun fact about this story, Marco's personality in this story is loosely based off a song called "My World" by the Descendents. The narrator in the song is going threw a depression and he doesn't talk to any of his loved ones. It's a cool song and I figured that some of you might be interested in where some of the inspiration for Marco's personality in this story came from.

Okay I'm done rambling, let's get on with this fucked up chapter.

Marco's POV

It happened again. I had another dream. And it was much worse than the last one.

It started off just like the last one, I was in complete darkness and I was calm. I didn't find it weird that I was once again surrounded in pitch black, but I hadn't forgotten about what happened last time I was in a place like this.

Even though I was calm, I still didn't want to move. I just sat down, crossed my legs, and waited for something to happen. I probably sat there for a good twenty minutes before I started to get tired. I knew I couldn't fall asleep though, there was no way in hell I was falling asleep just to have someone kidnap me while I'm unconscious. I just stayed up and constantly looked around me in case anything was to suddenly attack me in the darkness. I also listened intently for even the slightest sound. I don't wanna here any fucking barking. I'm not above snapping another stupid dog's neck.

I sat there for what felt like a few hours and nothing happened. I was getting bored. I practically waiting for something to occur at this point. I'll later regret that. My boredom started getting the best of me and I was starting to dose off, but a loud noise put a stop to that.

BANG!

It scared the living shit out of me and I ducked for cover thinking a bullet was coming my way. After a minute of staying that position, I slowly picked my head up and started to stand up. "What the hell?", I said out loud. There was no answer. I didn't know what to do. I was now incredibly freaked out, which is saying something for me. If I'm gonna get shot, so be it, but I would like to see who's shooting me at least.

Then I did the stupidest thing I've ever done and will do, I started to walk toward the direction of the sound. I'm not sure why, I just felt like I needed to. As I walked in the direction of the sound, I thought to myself, "What the hell am I doing? No good can possibly come of this." Then again, I am a fucking moron so of course I'll make the stupid decisions.

I walked in the direction of the sound for a couple of minutes before I finally saw something, it looked like someone lying on the ground, I immediately assumed the worse. As I got closer I realized that the body was that of a little girl. A little girl with red hair and a light blue dress. Were wore black cow girl boots. For some reason, her attire made me feel...odd. There was something about this girl that seemed familiar to me.

I was too busy focusing on her clothes that I didn't notice the bullet whole on the girl's back.

"Meh", I thought aloud. I was quite unfazed by death, even if it's a little kid. Little kids should be lucky if they die early, that way they won't have to witness the evil bullshit of this planet. I wanted to walk away, but my curiosity got the better of me, I wanted to see the girls face. I'm not sure why, it's not like I was gonna tell the parents or anything. I knew that it was just a dream.

I bent down and slowly rolled the girl onto the back to see her face and a chill went down my spine. I definitely knew this girl from somewhere, but I didn't know where. She seemed so familiar. 'Maybe she's a family member or something?', I thought. But even if that was the case, why the hell am I dreaming about a dead family member that I barely remember?

With no answers to my questions, I decided to do the thing I do best, walk away from my problems. I walked away from the dead girl's body. I didn't know where I was going, I just knew that I had to leave and get away from the dead girl.

I was only about five feet away from the body before I heard at sent a chill down my spine.

"THATS RIGHT, WALK AWAY FROM YOUR PROBLEMS LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO YOU COWARD!", a very feminine voice screamed at me.

I froze in place and started to sweat bullets. I knew something or someone, was behind me, but there's no way I'm looking.

"TURN AROUND AND FACE ME!", "The voice said.

Without even thinking, I around and saw the little girl who I thought was dead. She was standing up on her own power and she didn't look to be in any pain at all, besides the blood dripping for the bullet hole in her chest.

"YOU WERE JUST GONNA LEAVE ME THERE!?", the girl screamed.

"Yeah.", I said. I know that sounds horrible, but remember, this is a dream. This psycho little kid doesn't exist.

I was expecting the little kid to scream at me, but she didn't, instead, she started to cry. Tears started to slowly fall from her eyes and she started to whimper. Oh crap. Not another crying girl. I can't get a break can I? Even though this is a dream, I still can't leave a crying girl alone. Dammit mom.

I walked up to the little girl and put my arm on her shoulder, "I'm sorry. I should've at least checked if you were alive. I apologize for being heartless." The one thing I'm good at is lying. Shocking.

The girl looked at me with tears in her hazel eyes, "Do you think I'm pretty?", she asked.

I gave her an odd look. It was a weird question to ask, considering the fact that she was just yelling at me a couple of minutes ago, but I answered the question nonetheless, "Yeah, you're a cute little kid.", I said awkwardly.

The girl giggled, "You should see me now, I'm smoking hot."

"What does that mean?", I asked as I started to get weirded out.

She gave me a seductive smirk that freaked me out, "I'm way hotter now than the last time you saw me. It's too bad my parents won't let us see each other. I would really like to see how you look like now. I bet you look sexy as hell. I wanna fuck your brains out one day."

That was by far the creepiest thing I have ever heard a little girl day. And to top it all off, what she was saying didn't make any sense at all.

I was about to say something, but the kid cut me off, "If only I knew who you really were though, then I wouldn't want to fuck. I would just want to stay away from you. And soon all those girls you mean so much to, will realize how much of horrible person you are and abandon you, and then you'll be alone. Just like you've always been."

The girl's face changed from a smirk to a flat out sadistic smirk. "I still love you though Marco. No matter how much of heartless fuck you are.", she said. And with that, she passed out on the floor dead. I was extremely worried that she wasn't actually dead, so I kicked her body, I got no reaction.

She really was dead this time, or at least I hoped she was. I started to back away from her slowly and tried to recuperate after what just happened. Did that little girl just say she wanted to fuck me? What was that shit about our parents not letting us see each other? How does she even know me!?

I finally turned my back to the body and walked as quickly as I could. I never want to see a little girl again for as long as I live. Soon my quick walking turned to full on sprinting as I became petrified at the thought of the little girl talking to me again.

After five minutes of sprinting, I finally stopped and collasped on the floor. I was exhausted, emotionally drained, and pissed off. I was pissed off because I still hadn't woken up from this twisted dream yet.

I decided to lie on the floor and rest, but my plans of doing that were squashed as soon as a horrible aroma made its way up nose. It was by far the worst thing I've ever smelt in my life. I wish I could explain to you how bad it smelt, but I can't, It was unlike anything I had ever smelt before. I didn't even wanna go see the source of the hideous oder, but because of my extreme interest and stupidity, I tried to find it. Once again, I would soon regret that.

I walked in the direction where the smell was most powerful and I immediately gagged as the smell continued to get more powerful the more I walked. Jesus. I would honestly spend a day in a room filled with a million baby diapers filled with shit than stand another minute of this. I was about to walk away but I heard something that alarmed me, crying, but not just any crying, my mother crying.

My mother crying was by far the most painful thing I've ever had to witness in my life. I've only seen my mother cry five times in my life, and every time I wanted to just hug her and make whatever was troubling her go away. I know this is just a dream, but I don't give a damn, my mother is crying and I'm gonna be there for her. Suddenly the horrible smell of God knows what didn't effect me as I started to actively look for my mother. I started calling her name, but I got no response, just more crying.

This is hell. I'm walking in pitch black darkness looking for my crying mother, and to top it all, there Is dreaful smell that I can't even identify. I would say there's no way this could be any worse, but I don't wanna jinx it.

After walking for what seemed like forever, I finally saw something in the distance. It was a table, and at the end of the table, my mother was sitting in a chair, sobbing. I quickened my pace and stood next to her.

"Mom? Are you okay?", I asked her. She didn't answer me, or even face me, she just continued to sob.

"Mom, it's me Marco. Talk to me, are you okay?", I said trying to get her to talk. She finally turned to me and I got a shot of a blood shot eyes. It looked like she had been crying for a while. "What's wrong Mom? Why are you crying?", I asked.

She gave me a sharp glare that sent a cold chill down my spine. She was looking at me like she truly despised me. That is a look you never want to see from a parent.

"You really wanna know?", she said finally saying something after what felt like an eternity of staring. "You really wanna know what's wrong?"

I nodded my head fearing that I was gonna get slapped. "The problem is you. It's always been you. You should've never been born.", she said glaring a whole into my heart. "You are the reason why me and your father have spent so much money. You are the reason me and your father are the outcast of the neighborhood. You are the reason my mother dosen't wanna see me. You are the reason my life is full of disappointment. I hate the fact that I once I had your pathetic body inside of me."

I never thought I would here my own mother say something like that to me. Through out my entire life, I have done some terrible things, and people have said some terrible things to me that I deserve to hear, but my mother and father have never said anything like that to me, even though I really deserved it. Now that my mother actually is saying it, it makes me want to die. I knew it was all true, but there was something about hearing it from my mother that made me feel like a puppy being ran over by a truck.

"Why can't you just die!?", my mother said starting to yell, "I've tried everything! Poisoning your food, smothering you, and drowning you, but nothing works! Will you do the world a favor and just kill yourself already!?"

My heart felt like it had been ripped in two. My own mother telling me to kill myself is something I never thought I would here, and now that I've heard it, I realize that she's right. I should kill myself before I hurt more people than I already have. It only makes sense.

"If I were you, I would either kill yourself or lock yourself in your room because your not doing anyone any good by staying alive", my mother said. Before I could respond telling her that she was right, she slapped me in the face and knocked me unconscious.

After that, I woken up by Star shaking me, "Wake up Marco", she said, "It's time for lunch."

As I looked into the big beautiful eyes of Star Butterfly, I realized that I couldn't kill myself, not yet at least. I have come up with a plan, the day I hurt Star, is the day I kill myself.

Star's POV

A Marco walked me to the eating room, I noticed that he was more distant than usual. Ever since I woke him up from his nap, he's had this weird, freaked out look on his face. It's like he saw something in his dream that scared him. Maybe I should just dismiss it as a bad dream. Even I'm a bit shaken after I have a freaky dream.

When we entered the food room, Marci (my new nickname for him, don't tell him though) and I were immediately the center of attention. Boys stared at me while girls winked at Marco, although I don't think he really saw any of it considering the fact that he was looking down the whole time.

Me and Marco quickly got our food (due to everyone letting us cut Infront of them) and made our way to our usual table. As we approached the table, the actions of Leah and Hope caught my attention. They were spoon feeding each other which I thought was quite considering that's a thing that couples…OMG!

I ran over to the table and asked, "Are you two dating!?"

Leah and Hope were taken aback by my outburst, but they eventually smiled and said, "Yes", at the same time.

I squeaked like a fan girl, "Oh my god you two are so cute! I'll admit, I would never guess you two would be a couple, mostly because I've never seen two females date before."

Marco sat down next to me and said, "Earth is a fucked up place, anything can happen here."

"I didn't even know that two females could mate! So, when are you going to have the baby?", I asked.

Janna spit out her milk and arrupted in a fit of laughter as her milk nearly collided with Marco's face and Jackie giggled. Hope's face was red as a tomato while Leah chuckled, "Two girls can't make a baby here on earth Star. In fact, it's rare that you see two females in love here."

"That's why we were so surprised when we saw them holding hands", Janna said, she seemed to still be in shock, "I still can't get over it."

"Did you two just become a couple today?", Jackie asked.

Leah shook her head, "Nope, me and Hope have been dating in secret for three months now. This is the first time we've done anything as a couple in public."

That statement caused everybody at the table by surprise and caused us all to stop what we were doing, except Marco who wasn't even paying attention.

"You two have been dating for three months and you didn't tell us?", Janna asked. You could tell that she was a little upset. "Did you really think that we would judge you?", Jackie asked equally upset.

Leah gave Hope a look to which the brown haired girl sighed, "Leah wanted to tell you guys, but I was worried about everyone knowing that I was gay. I thought that everyone was gonna shun us."

"Why would people shun you?", I asked.

"Do you want the long answer or the short answer?", Janna asked.

"Short answer", I said. "People suck.", Janna said nonchalantly.

"She's not wrong", Marco said before going back to his food.

"So what made you get over your fear of going around in public as a couple Hope?", Jackie asked. Everyone's attention turned to Hope, even her girlfriend looked at her expectingly.

Hope turned her attention to Marco who was in the middle of trying to sneak away.

"Aw fuck", he said.

"Me and Leah had a falling out earlier which led to Leah breaking up with me because she didn't like hiding our relationship. Marco saw the whole thing and gave me a rather…interesting pep talk.", Hope explained.

Everyone looked at Marco with surprised looks, "What did he say to you?", Leah asked not turning her attention away from Marco.

"Well basically, he told me that I should face my fears and I shouldn't let the thoughts of other people get in the way of my happiness. Without Marco telling me the that, I wouldn't have gotten over my fear, and I'm so glad he did because now I can do this in public", Hope kissed Leah on the cheek causing her to blush.

"Ahh", I said, "You two are so cute! I can't wait for the wedding!"

Leah gave Marco a wide smile, "Thanks for giving Hope the confidence she needed Marco, we really owe you one."

Marco rolled his eyes, "You don't need to thank me, in a few years you're not even gonna remember each other."

Everyone's jaw dropped at what he just said. I punched him the stomach and said, "Why would you say something like that? That is so mean!"

He rolled his eyes again, "What? It's true. Relationships in high school never last."

"A relationship can last forever Marco, unless one of the people in the relationship try to turn the other into their slave by making them drink a potion. Then the relationship will end terribly.", I said.

"Well luckily on earth we don't have to deal with that stuff. Unless you're dating a witch doctor or something.", Marci said.

"I'd rather date a witch doctor than another demon, I've heard witch doctors have a lot of gold and can buy anything their lovers desire", I said dreamily.

"Um, what the hell are you guys talking about?', Janna asked. Me and Marco turned around and saw our friends looking at us like we had just grown wings and started eating our own skin like a cannibal fairy. I'll admit, I forgot that they were there.

"Don't worry about it", Marco said taking a sip of his water.

"So, when are you two having a baby?", Janna asked with a smirk causing the others to laugh.

I rolled my eyes, "Me and Marco are not having a baby Janna. Not yet anyway. It would be nice to have a baby with Marco, he seams like he would be a good father. Not to mention the fact that our kids would be so cute! Can you imagine little babies with adorable brown eyes and blond hair?", I said fantasizing about the potential kids me and Marco could have.

The girls at the table giggled while I Marco was blushing furiously. "I'm gonna go outside for a while.", Marco said while getting up from his seat.

"I'll come with you", Jackie said with a shy smile. Marco nodded and started to walk off with Jackie not far behind him.

"Do you think they're gonna make out?", Leah asked teasingly. "Absolutely, Jackie couldn't stop staring at Marco the entire time he was talking to Star.", Janna said confidently.

"Do you think she was thinking about having babies with Marco to?", I asked.

Janna chuckled, "As a matter of fact, yes, yes I do."

Marco's POV

"You're wearing a shit load of makeup on your wrist aren't you?", I asked Jackie. She nodded and said, "I always put make on my wrist before I leave the house."

"Do your parents even buy you things?", I asked, "They don't sound like they care enough about you to buy you make up."

"You're right, they don't care about me and they don't buy me anything", Jackie said, "I just steal it, or ask Janna for it."

I gave her a confused look, "So you go into the stores and steal?"

Jackie shook her head, "No. I steal food from the refrigerator, I steal my mother's make up, and if I can't find anything I need around the house, I just ask Janna if I can borrow it. It's how I manage to survive."

"What if your parents find out about you stealing from them?", I asked.

The gorgeous girl just shrugged, "They already abuse me and rape me, the worse they can do is kill me. I'm fine with that."

I cringed at the word "rape". It hurt me to hear about the girl I love being abused and used in such a brutal way. I wanted to beat up her parents like I beat up Jeremy.

"I can tell that you're angry at the thought of my parents abusing me", Jackie said grabbing my hand firmly, the feeling of her skin on mine sent a chill down my spine, "It's okay. I'm not mad about it anymore. You become used to it, it's part of my schedule."

I was getting angrier now, "You shouldn't have to get used to things like that. No one should have to go through what you do."

"True", Jackie said nodding, "But sometimes, life is unfair."

"I guess you're right", I said calming down, "But it's still wrong."

We were silent for a little while just enjoying being in each other's company. It was a beautiful sunny day and there wasn't a single cloud in the sky. Hell, it couldn't been a miserable rainy day and it wouldn't matter, I'm with the most beautiful girl on earth and that's enough for me.

Out of the blue Jackie said something, "Do you wanna know a secret?", she asked.

I nodded. She took a deep breath and said, "The day I graduate from high school, I'm going to commit suicide."

Author's Note: I'm gonna end this chapter right here. Next chapter is gonna be the chapter with the sleepover where information about Marco's past is revealed. It was gonna take place on this chapter but I wasn't happy with the results after I wrote it so I just deleted it. Next chapter is gonna have the sleepover and I promise it will be great (I hope).