Hello, there. L.E-Rae here.

First of all, I'm apologising for making you think there is a new update, but this message much the contrary.

I've been looking back through my profile and having some real guilt issues. I have so many unfinished projects and I realise how bad and disappointing this is, not just for you, but myself and my image as a "writer". So I've been through my profile and deleted all the work I know will never be continued. I kept getting supportive notifications from you all on stories that haven't been updated in more than two years. And I hate the fact that I was making false promises and leading you on- so I have put and end to it.

However, there were few pieces of work I just couldn't part from the public. They either mean a great deal to me or to some of you who reviewed. These include:

- "Loss-t"

- "You Can't Wake Up a Person Who's Pretending to be Asleep"

- "I'm Throwing Away My Shot"

Now, later I'll explain why if you want to listen, but for those who don't, here's the short note.

These three stories I can guarantee will never see the light of day again and I wanted to make a sincere goodbye. So, I wish you all the best, but that will be all from me when it comes to these stories.

Okay, so if you want the story behind the all the remaining unfinished fics here you go:

- "Loss-t" - Okay, this one is still here via the simple fact that I love this AU so much xD There's no big story to it. I just remember that my vocabulary was taught favours during this and I got to understand the Hamilton characters in a whole other way :) Also, the reviews always had me howling! Whether it be from laughter, tears or euphoria! And I thank you for that :) We could have had so many adventures with this... and if you are going to miss this fic, I recommend you read 'notmariah7's' Spy AU "The Union". That is honestly where the inspiration for this story came from. I'm not at all saying our story lines are the same: but you will enjoy hers as much as this (if not more so!).

- "YCWUAPWPTBA" - Ahhhhhhh. Miraculous Ladybug. Where would I be without MLB? Not here. Not in any fandom I assure you xD This was the first fandom I ever experienced knowing what a fandom is. This by all means was not at all the first story I have ever written for this- no. I took that down at least a year ago because of how SHIT it was xD Like, holy lord above! But... the origins for this story are what made it special. I got my first love at the age of 13. And I asked him out because everyone was saying that he liked me. So I did, and he said yes. But then the next day he broke up with me saying that he didn't want to hurt my feelings. So, I was going through a heartbreak that was not at all pretty and this story helped me share my personal story without having to get sympathy from it. But I'll be happy to let you know that after 11 months of pining and pain- I GOT OVER HIM! (he's also dating my best "friend" now but OH BOY we are NOT gonna talk about that...)

- "I'm Throwing Away My Shot" - And last but certainly not least... here's ITAMS's explaination.

I went threw a devastating depression when I was writing this story and a lot of me makes this up. This story kept me hanging on and taught me so much about what it meant to be a writer. Most of my writing rules came from the growth of this fic. I had so much planned for this one and it makes me emotional to think this is where I leave it behind.

The idea for ITAMS actually came from reading the fanfiction "For the First Time I'm Thinking Past Tomorrow" by ColdInMyProfessions on this site. I aspired to be like her and now, I class her as one of my closest friends. She never actually read this story, but I know I think of her whenever I look at this title. Also, I couldn't be more grateful for you stuck by me threw thick and thin and loved all the characters and my writing (even though we both new that my 12-13-year-old self was not the Picasso of words xD And, tbf, this new 14-year-old has much to learn too.

So, I'm thanking you with all the depths of my heart! Thank you for being on that short-lived journey with me- even if you never really new it xD xxxxxxx

So for everyone who went through these journy's with me, I thank you. And I know I'm supposed to be good with words but there aren't any to describe how much I love you all. I think it's just a feeling only writer's know...

So, thank you, be safe and enjoy your fandom journey's!

-L.E-Rae _x_