Jace POV

I woke up the next morning with Clary by my side. I noticed blood staining her tank top. I looked and saw her eyes froze open with fear. I fell off the bed with the knife still in my hand. She took her final breath with her gaze ingrained in my skull. I began to scream as I shot up in bed. This time I was alone.

I brushed a hand through my hair and took a few deep breaths. Whatever was happening needed to be fixed. I couldn't work like this or even get near Clary without the worry my nightmares would become a reality. I needed help badly. Luckily, I knew someone who might be able help me.

I quickly took a shower and got dressed. I snuck out before Clary or anyone else knew I was gone. Clary promised not to tell the others how bad I truly was, but I wasn't gonna take the chance. I cloaked myself and headed over to the Jade Wolf. I arrived and found Luke near the entrance.

I sat down at his booth with determination. He looked at me quizzically, but didn't question it. I took a deep breath and just began talking, "I know this is short notice, but I need to talk to you."

"Is this about Clary?" Asked Luke

"No, it's not. Back in Idris, you knew my mom, right?" I said

"Yeah, what of it?" Asked Luke

"Um, I know she killed herself. But before that, her medical records say she exhibited symptoms of psychosis. Was she confused? Did she forget how she got places?" I asked

"Well, sometimes it seemed like that. She'd talk to herself, see things, and people who weren't there. We tried to get her to go to the Silent Brothers, but she refused. She was afraid they'd declare her unfit for duty. We did what we could on our own, but nothing seemed to make a difference. Except when your dad, Stephen, was around." Said Luke

"Yeah, Imogen told me that after my father died, she used to wear his ring around her

neck and never take it off." I said

"Maybe that's why. Maybe it made her feel close to him. I know it must be hard for you to think about your mother and what she went through. But she was an amazing person who helped create another amazing person. So don't forget to hang on to the good." Said, Luke, squeezing my hand for comfort.

"Thank you, Luke." I said

"Why are suddenly thinking about your mother? You don't need to answer, but I'm curious." Said Luke

"I just wanted to know more about her. Finding out I'm someone else was challenging. I've learned to live with it, but I wanted to know more about my family. With everything going on I haven't had the time." I said completely lying. Luke took the bait and looked at me with sympathy. If he only knew the truth.

"Well, if you ever want to know more just stop by. I was close with your parents so if you have any questions, I'll be here." Said Luke

"I have to get going, but since I was in the area I thought I'd stop by. See you soon." I said waving goodbye as I left the Jade Wolf. I walked about a block down before I stopped. Her symptoms were exactly like mine. It could be a coincidence, but highly unlikely. I couldn't work like this and I definitely couldn't live like this. I needed it to stop.

I made it back to the Institute before anyone even noticed I was gone. I made it to my room and two minutes later Clary came to check on me. I pulled her in for a hug and then I told her my decision, "I'm going to the Silent Brothers."

"Jace, if they can't fix you you'll be unfit for duty. You'll be stuck in the Institute with a desk job or worse." Said, Clary, as I stroked her cheek.

"I know the risk, but I need to fix this. I can't sleep, I can't work, and I can barely live. This is the only way and I have to take the chance. If I don't, I have no idea what will happen. Trust me, Clary. I said

"Was this brought on by the wish I made? If I knew of the consequences, I wouldn't have brought you back. Is this all my fault?" Asked, Clary, with tears in her eyes.

I wiped away her tears and brought her close, "This is not your fault, okay. I don't know what is happening, but the Silent Brothers will fix it. If not, then at least I tried. This could be what my mother had or maybe I'm just too tired. I don't know, but the wish did not cause this. I promise you this is not your doing."

Simon POV

After last night's mishap, Carly and I could no longer could stay in the boat house. Luke tried to talk to his pack, but there was nothing he could do. We understood and collected our belongings. Carly and I didn't have much money so the van was our only place to go. It wasn't too bad, but not the best either.

Since I was the only one who could walk in the sun I had to look for apartments. I searched for hours, but there were no openings. After my search, I headed back to the van when this biker came out of nowhere. He noticed me last minute and swerved out of the way, hitting a lamp post. I ran over to help him, luckily nothing was broken.

"I am so sorry, I didn't see you." I said

"Same here. No need to worry it's just a sprained ankle. I'll be good as new in a day or two. I'm Jordan Kyle." Said, Jordan, extending his hand.

"Simon Lewis." I said shaking his hand. Jordan picked up his bike and noticed the ads in my hand.

"Looking for an apartment?" Asked Jordan

"Yeah, I am. Me and my girlfriend got kicked out of our last place last night. I have a van, but sleeping in a bed would be nice." I said

Jordan looked down and then back up at me, "You guys can stay with me. My last roommate quit on me last week. I haven't put an ad in yet, but if you guys are interested I don't mind. I'll even pay the first month's rent so you can get settled."

"Me and my girlfriend would love that, but so you know we like to eat our own food. So we'll bring a fridge for ourselves. My girlfriend is also a night owl, so try not to disturb her during the day." I said as Jordan looked a little puzzled. He thought it was strange, but not the strangest thing he's heard

"Your stuff is your stuff, I won't touch it. Plus I am at work most of the day so your girlfriend will get the quiet she needs. I was heading back that way anyway, do you want to move in now? Then you can sleep in a bed tonight instead of a van." Said, Jordan, with a smile.

"Sounds like a plan." I said following Jordan down the street. Carly couldn't leave the van until tonight so I would text her the address. At least now we had somewhere to stay. Hopefully, things went well. If Jordan found out who we truly were, everything would become difficult.

Alec POV

In the last few days the owl has been busy. Eleven people have killed a loved one and vanished, including the girl Clary and Izzy captured. I had been at Magnus' place for a few hours trying to get a grasp on what was going on. Everytime I tried to get an idea my brain went blank.

"Alec, let me help you." Said, Magnus, putting his hand on my shoulder. I put my hand on his and squeezed. I looked back at him and smiled, but then I pulled away.

"These murders have me stumped, Magnus. So far the owl demon's M.O. is possessing a human, killing a loved one, and then disappearing. I have no idea why they are killing or what the end goal is. I am supposed to lead my team and I have no idea where to start. Along with this Jace has been acting strangely and ignoring me, which just adds to my stress." I ranted

Magnus grabbed my arms and turned me around so we were face to face, "Everyone gets stumped, Alexander. Let me come to the Institute and check on the girl. I might find something that can help you. Jace, on the other hand, is his own person. Let him deal with his problems and be there for him when he needs you. Jace will come to you when he feels fit and you will just have to wait."

I nodded in response as we made our way to the Institute. Magnus and I headed to the lowest level to the girl's cell. She still looked as crazy as ever when we entered the room. I made sure the door was locked and the guard on the other side was ready to pull us out if necessary. As we approached, the girl began to laugh.

"Is there anything you can do?" I asked as Magnus began swaying his hands around.

The girl continued to laugh as he looked up at me with worry, "This is like nothing I have ever seen. The girl's cells are not even human anymore. Her DNA is being turned into a demon's. It is like the girl is being taken over, a parasite of sorts. If I even tried to remove the demon it would kill her."

"Hahaha, you are an idiot. She can't be saved and the others can't be either. Only our master can set us free, to save the humans. Hahaha, you can't do anything. You're gonna lose, shadowhunter." Said, the girl, with a cooky tone of voice.

Suddenly the lights flickered and the cameras stopped working. Magnus and I turned around to find the owl demon on the other side of the glass. It stared at us with no emotion as its hand rose. It squeezed its hand into a fist as the girl began to shake.

The girl seized with a smile on her face as black smoke bellowed out of her mouth. It traveled into one of the vents and vanished. When I turned back to look at the owl demon, it was gone. I banged my fist against the glass when Magnus caught my attention.

"Alexander." Said, Magnus, as I turned to look at him.

"What is it?" I asked as I noticed Magnus was kneeling by the girl

"She's healed. The demon is completely gone. Her cells are her own as if the demon was never there. Whatever the owl just did saved the girl, but lost you the information you might've found." Said, Magnus, as he healed whatever wounds the girl had.

Carly POV

Simon called me a few hours after he left to tell me he found an apartment. He sent me the address and when the sun went below the horizon I got out of the van. I collected whatever belongings I had and headed toward the apartment. 10 minutes later I was at the door knocking.

Simon quickly opened the wooden door and invited me in. I set my clothes and accessories in our shared room when I noticed another sitting on the couch. Simon never mentioned a roommate, but as we had little money that would make sense. After I was ready, Simon introduced us.

"Carly, this is Jordan. Jordan, this is Carly. My girlfriend I told you about." Said, Simon, as we shook hands.

"Nice to meet you." Said Jordan

"Same to you." I said as we both looked into each other's eyes. Ever since I found out about the evil inside me I knew when something was off. It wasn't a definite, but I knew when a person was not human. It was a feeling I got in my gut which I had right now.

I could tell Jordan sensed it as well. I couldn't tell exactly what he was, but he was definitely a downworlder. Our hands lingered a little too long before we pulled away. I looked over at Simon and knew he had no idea about his roommate. He thought Jordan was human, which was far from the truth.

The agony from last night resurged in a blare of hot pain. I hadn't been feeling well all day, but this was worse than all of that. It hit me suddenly so I had no time to fake a smile. I gasped and then collapsed onto one knee. Simon helped me up and told Jordan I hadn't been feeling well. Jordan nodded as Simon helped me into the bedroom.

I told him I was just tired and he didn't fully believe me, but he left me alone to rest anyway. I laid there for a few minutes until I heard a voice. I thought the TV might've been on in the other room, but I knew it wasn't. I got up and walked over to the window when I heard a whisper in my ear, "Carly…"

I turned quickly around to come face to face with the darkness of the room. No one was there, but I spoke aloud just in case, "Who are you?

Suddenly multiple voices sounded in my ears. I backed into the wall and slid down into the corner. I brought my knees up to my chest and tried to block out the sound with my hands, but I couldn't. I recognized all the voices screaming in agony and it was everyone I had killed. Dot screaming the loudest.

I began to cry as the voices got louder. I couldn't think, breathe, or move. I wanted to scream, but that would alert Simon. I didn't want him to see me like this. I pushed my hands as hard as I could against my ears, but the sound never left. My legs were soaked with tears and my ears rang from the loud noise.

That is when it all suddenly stopped. I felt a hand on my hand hoping to see Simon, but instead I saw a woman. She pulled me to my feet and wiped away my tears. I had never seen her before, but I somehow knew her, "How did you get in here?"

"I can help you, Carly. I can make the pain and now the voices vanish. You will feel powerful and strong. Worrying about all of this will stop. I promise you." Said, the woman, in a soothing tone.

"How do I know I can trust you?" I asked with a sniffle

"You will go full on demonic in a little over 24 hours. If you come to me before then I can fix it. I will end your pain and make you into who you are meant to be. Carly, I can save you. Meet me tomorrow night at the old church on the south side of town. I might be your only chance." Said, the woman, as my eyelids become heavy.

I gasped as I sat up in bed. I was covered in sweat and I was very shaky. I looked over at Simon who was still sleeping soundly. That might've been a dream, but it felt too real. If this woman was right I had to meet her. I can't go evil again, I won't.

Lilith POV

The minute the vampire bit Jace I could sense her power. My blood flowed her veins and I needed to meet her. I retreated from her subconscious as she woke up in sweat. If I could get her to meet me then the daughter I never knew I had would be in my grasp. I smiled to myself as I discovered I had another child.

I sat there for a few moments when I realized my owl had not returned from his mission. I followed his scent to a pier and I watched from afar. He had tears in his eyes as he threw a necklace into the water. I approached as Jace noticed my presence. He backed away and looked at me with confusion.

"Who are you?" Asked Jace

"Why do you break out of my spell so easily?" I asked with a tint of anger

"What are you…" Began Jace

"Sleep." I whispered as his eyes closed in an instant. His head slumped over and then automatically rose back up. When his eyes opened they were blank. My owl had returned to me, but I was still annoyed.

"What is allowing him to return? With you possessing him he shouldn't be awake very often. What happened?" I asked

"His love for Clary is strong." Said, Jace, looking into Lilith's eyes, "Even in his weakened state he finds a way to escape my grasp. He doesn't realize he is possessed, but he thinks he's going insane. He told Clary he was going to the Silent Brothers to cure his ailment."

"Well, let her believe he is gone. Keep him away from the Institute until tomorrow. I have someone I need to meet and he will solve our Jace problem. Complete this mission my owl and you will be rewarded grandly." I said

"Yes, my lady." Said, Jace, as his mask enveloped his face. He jumped onto the top of a nearby building and vanished. He would get me more disciples while hiding Jace. I had magic, but I was not the strongest in witchcraft.

I got his address and headed downtown. I could've teleported inside, but I didn't want to raise suspicion. If he had any idea what I needed my request for, he'd deny me. I needed his trust long enough to get my potion. There was no other way.

I made my way up to his door and knocked. After a few seconds of silence the warlock appeared at the door. He had a smile plastered on his face as he began to talk, "What may I help you with?"

"I am a new witch to town and I need a potion made. I haven't had much practice and I need this ASAP. Could you help me, Magnus Bane?" I asked with a smile. He looked me over and nodded with response.

"Of course, come on in." Said, Magnus, as he held the door open for me. I was gonna get what I wanted and no was gonna stop me. Jace will become my warrior, Carly will come to my side, and my Jonathan will return.