this chapter is the shortest one but that is only bexuase the first version got deleted and i didnt know until i went to publish it yesterday and i completly forgot what i wrote becuase it felt like i wrote it so long ago. so im very sorry but i think i got the basics of what happened down so here you go mundies.

clary*

we finally reach the mystery spot and it turned out to be a small diner called Taki's "the food here is awesome" Jace says. we go inside and sit at a booth. a dyed blonde fake boobed bimbo walks up and takes our orders all the while shoving her boobs in Jace's face. I can't help but want to pick a fight with her. we both get coconut pancakes and laugh and joke, while we eat "so when Simon said that your grandad was a murderer, was that true?" he asks turning the subject to a deeper and darker place. "um yeah. he wasn't always so crazy though" I admit "he was actually pretty awesome before he got sick" I add "sick?" he asks "um yeah he was diagnosed with schizophrenia, Alzheimer, and bipolar disorder" I admit "oh Clary im sorry" he says "don't apologize you didn't do anything" I tell him. I quickly change the subject to something about bikes and we start laughing and joking again. when we finish eating we drive to the bar and we hang out there for a while. he stays until it gets late and he promises to text me tomorrow. "hey clary?" he asks. "yea?" I ask back. his lips crash on mine at that moment and I feel amazing. I kiss him back and he slips his tongue into my mouth. I slip my tongue into his mouth and we just stay there kissing for what feels like forever. eventually, we break away for air and his face is split into a huge smile. "goodnight" he says "night" I say and then he is gone. I hear his bike rev and speed down the street and then I go inside I crash onto me and Izzy's bed. "how it go?" she asks "it was nice" I say with a gran "ooh somebody got a little something" she says "it was just a kiss" I say. she shrieks but its quiet so I don't instantly cover my ears "ugh"I groan "what" she asks "I just realized I have to go to school with Jonathan tomorrow" I tell her. "oh hell no. that isn't happening. you can drop out or something" she says "I have to go to school Iz," I tell her "bull shit you are smart enough," she says. I am conflicted "what if you let me go with you tomorrow and we can talk to your principal about it and if you don't want to then I won't make you but ill at least stay with you tomorrow and we will figure it out later" she says. "fine but you stay in the bathroom during class" I tell her "ok but if he tries something ill kill him" she says "ok" we fall asleep after that and I wake up at around four the next morning due to nightmares. I just watch tv and then make breakfast for everyone. Izzy and Raf come in around 7. Izzy is already dressed for school and Raf is just leaving the office. we all eat and then Izzy and I go to school. jace tests me while im in the parking lot

'hey wyd tonight'-j

'nm wbu'-c

'well my plan is to take out this hot redhead'-j

'sounds fun. who is the'-c

'you know her name is Clarissa but our friends call her clary she is around four foot maybe'-j

I'm five two, asshole'-c

'so you wanna go out tonight'-j

'yea. I have to go to the principles office now so the ill text you later'-c

'ok ;)'-j

I go towards the office and I get looks and here whispers as Izzy walks in with me "i bet she was in jail yesterday" "that girl is probably someone from that gang she is in" "I heard she had to go get an abortion and she has to be watched for a while because she tried to throw herself off a building" they say. I really couldn't care less. Izzy and I go straight to the office Izzy waits while I talk to my principle. he says that I still have to attend for two more days but I have officially decided to drop out. I drag myself to class and show Izzy to the bathroom. class drones on and I visit Izzy after my first one and we go outside during my break. I drop Izzy in the bathroom and go to my second period. after that, I am on my way to get Izzy and go grab lunch but suddenly I am grabbed from behind and shoved into the boy's bathroom. my head hits the wall and then I hear the door lock. Jonathan's hands are all over me and he is angry. "you were supposed to come home little Clarissa" he says "bad girls get punished" he says and rips my jeans off my hips he drills into me and I scream in pain and he covers my mouth with his hand and pins my arms above my head with the other. he pounds into me for what feels like hours but could only be up to ten minutes then he pulls out and shoves me onto my knees. he shoves his member into my mouth and pounds into my face. my head bangs into the wall and I keep choking and gagging. when he is done he throws me to the floor and leaves. I lay there crying but force myself to get back up. I walk to the girl's bathroom after putting my pants back on right and wiping my cheeks. I walk toward the bathroom and put on the fakest smile I've ever done before.