shit shit shit shit. is all I can think about this morning. I made an appointment with the doctor. this can't be happening. "im finally getting my life together" I say to myself in the mirror. "now this shit. how is this gonna look too the gang? how is Jace going to feel?" I ask myself. I force myself to go to the doctor and dread my answer the whole time. I piss in the cup and he brings out the test. he dips it in after explaining how we will know the answer. I watch as the stick turns pink "shit" I shriek. "do you have a plan?" the doctor asks. "I think so. I don't agree with abortion and I wouldn't be able to live knowing my kid could be getting hurt in a foster home or be bouncing around in the system" I tell him "so you plan to keep it?" he asks "yes. when do I need to come back for a checkup?" I ask "in about 2 weeks" he answers "I schedule my appointment and then head back home while debating on how to tell Jace and the gang. I knew I had to tell Jace first but I was dreading it a lot. I decide now or never and call him " hey what's up?" he answers "um can you come to the club? I have to talk to you about something" I tell him "you aren't breaking up with me are you" he asks with dread filling his tone. "no. god no. but I need to talk to you so can you come down here?" I ask "yea im on my way," he says. when he arrives I sit him on the bed. "Jace, I don't want you to say anything until I am done so can you please promise me that?" I ask "yes, I promise," he says. "ok. im pregnant. I know it's yours and I am not giving it up in anyway even if you don't want to keep it" I tell him. his eyes had grown wider as I spoke and I thought I knew what was coming next "im finished" I add "clary. I would never ask you to give up our baby. and I won't leave you no matter what" he says. "definitely not the response I was expecting" I said. "baby I couldn't leave either of you" he says. "I love you too much" he adds "I love you too" I sob as I sling my arms around his neck. "there is one thing I have to say to you and I don't want you to think im saying this because you're pregnant" he says. "what is it?" i ask. he kneels down beside the bed and in front of me and pulls out a small black velvet box. "will you marry me?" he asks "tears stream down my cheeks " oh my god yes Jace yes"I sob. he opens the box and slips the ring on my finger. I sling my arms around his neck and wrap my legs around his waist a kiss him long and hard. " I love you," he says "I love you too," I say with a smothered voice due to the fact that my face is buried in his shoulder. he chuckles at this and flops down onto the bed carefully so he doesn't squish me. we lay next to each other and I grin to myself "let's hold off on telling the gang anything. we can tell our friends but I don't feel like hearing the gang make kissy noises and sing Jace and clary sitting in a tree" I said. he laughs "I think our friends are going to do the same thing," he says. "just Izzy and Magnus and at least they don't look like they kill people for a living and act like children in private. they just act like children period" I tell him. he laughs again. "when should we tell them?" he asks "dinner tonight. the gang can wait until someone notices the ring or me getting fat" I said. "which could be soon considering how big this thing is. how did you pay for this?" I ask "that money I stole from Wayland" he answered "aww you spent your stolen money on me" I teased "anytime," he said. I laughed. "I've got to start on dinner and call everyone so they no to get their asses down here," I said and crawled out of the bed. I felt Jace smack my ass and grinned at him. I walked downstairs and started making baked potatoes and yelled for someone to light the grill for the steaks after I put them in the marinade. I sliced the vegetables for a salad and tossed them together. I called everybody while I pulled out the dressing and put the steaks on the grill. while they cooked I pulled the potatoes from the oven then put that and the salad in serving bowls and trays. I flipped the steaks and that's when the guys started to show up. while they plopped down on the couches and chairs I put the steaks on a serving tray and put everything out on the coffee table then flipped off the tv. jace got up and stood by my side "what the hell I need to know who is getting voted off of the bachelor" Simon wined "we have a couple things to tell you guys" I said, "oh what is it?" Magnus asked with a smirk. "Clary and I are getting married," Jace said and I flipped my hand up with the ring on display. "holy shit my baby is getting married" Izzy and Magnus both squealed. alec, Simon, and Rafael all hooted like idiots. " I knew I heard church bells ringing" Magnus said. "oh and im pregnant" I said as if it was an afterthought. Izzy squealed while alec Magnus Simon and Rafael all gave Jace a death glare. "should we kill him, guys?" Rafael asked "nope to excited" Magnus said and then jumped up and down like a thirteen-year-old girl, " I think we should," Alec said. jace looked scared now "not until you all eat dinner. and you better eat everything I put on your plate," I said sounding like a mother. alec, Magnus, and Simon did so without complaint while Izzy said she didn't like potatoes and Rafael complained about not liking vegetables. Jace sat back and laughed at there child like mannerisms while I kept telling them to eat. we all watched the bachelor when we finished and then I went and cleaned up the food and kitchen. we all stayed at the bar that night and I could here alec and Magnus fucking through the walls but I didn't care. I was marrying the man of my dreams.I was having a child and my problems were gone. everything was perfect. little did I know the next morning would prove me wrong.