To My Baby Boy
My name is Angel and I'm your birth mum. I'm not sure how old you are now, your new mum promised to tell you about me when you were old enough and that this would be here for when you wanted to know more.
I'm sorry that I can't keep you with me. I love you so much and I want to keep you, my perfect baby. I have been your Mum for six months now but everything is such a mess and I want to do what best for you.
I was so scared when I realised I was going to have you and I didn't know what to do or who to tell. I knew I wanted to keep you and be your mum but I didn't think my family would let me. My Dad was so angry but I managed to persuade my Mum to let me keep you.
My Dad is a Catholic though and all of the neighbours and our church and his friends knew. He was being snubbed because I was 13 and not married. He'd always hurt us but now he's started to threaten you, my baby. I won't let him hurt you so I have to let you go. The agency said this was the best option for both of us and that you'd have two parents who loved you just as much as I did and could give you so much more.
I'm so sorry I couldn't keep you. I wanted to and I love you. I'll think about you every day and never forget you I promise. I hope we meet again one day.
All My love
Your First Mummy