Long time no see ahh?
First I would like to apologize for my delayed update. I have been stuck with my studies.
So it is the new chapter, I would say it would consists many reminisces of the original drama. Hope you guys like it.
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CHAPTER 14
Gaeul's world stopped at the doctors words "He went back to his school days, his old self….. he have no memory of you, " these words repeated in her minds she didn't hear anything.
"He went back to his school days, his old self….. he have no memory of me." She was shocked. As a robot she just left the room while others were in the doctor's office piling questions at the guys and the doctor.
Gaeul just walked as a robot without aware of her surroundings she went out the hospital, at that time she couldn't know what to do where to go, she is not herself, she didn't know what she is doing. Everyone curiously stared at her as she has been wearing the bridal dress.
The news shocked Gaeul's core, her sunbae/ her love/ her soulmate have no memory of her. She walked as a robot without her conscious. She didn't know how long she had walked, after a long walk as time passes she just reached the beach. As she had been walking at the beach she bumped at someone and lost her balance with slight tremble she just sat at the beach sand.
""I'm sorry." The person who pumped her apologized, and gave a quizzical look at her and left the place as Woobin's bodyguards approached her.
Woobin's men watched her at distance. They didn't know what she is feeling. What is she doing right now?
"He lost his memory. He didn't remember me." And doctors words" He went back to his school days, his old self….. he has no memory of me." Echoed in her mind.
It is not fair for her, as he forget all the memories they shared together. But here she is with fully remberence of all those happy and unhappy memories of them. Her thoughts went back to the years.
She recalls all her memory with him. From the day when they first met and till now she remembered every minutes and remembered every feeling she felt whenever she is near him, the every sensation she clearly remembered.
Gaeul's POV
"I even remember the first time when I lied my eyes on him (No, no not our first meeting at the porridge shop. I already saw him before when I was searching information about F4 for Jandi, and among the four of them, I was mesmerized by this guy though there were other three handsome guys who also has the face to behold, but no this guy definitely caught my attention, this guy and his eyes: this guy's eyes told me something, I didn't know what it is? It looks very familiar to me. It's just like my eyes find My soulate's eyes. I didn't even remember the other guys' faces at the websites but I clearly remember him. A little cheey I am. But just love these couple destinied forever ) and I even awestruck when my eyes met his eyes in real at the porridge shop. Though his action at his studio pissed me, I accepts his hospitality as I drank his tea, even today I was asking myself why I did that, Yet there is no answer for that. And his and Woobin sunbae's efforts to findout the truth about Jandi scandal makes me think that they also has a different side, a caring one.
And his endless dragging didn't left at our first meeting, and he dragged me one day by tricking me and took me to airport to go to New Caledonia. And this trip changed my life not only me but also the entire group as Jandi, Junpyo and Jihoo's love triangle starts here and most importantly I have been stuck with him as he has been baby-sitting me at the entire trip and during the time we talked about "Soulmates." I enjoyed the entire trip though some of the events flutters my heart, and I even avoided him some time to prevent him from knew about Jandi's feeling for Jihoo, though he was a keen observer and clearly observed the situation. And even many times his single sight made me feel something, for example when we went to visit the horse race between Junpyo and Jihoo, I sat beside him as our eyes met at a brief moment, my heart just fluttered at his sight do you guys remember this incident – when she sat beside him and they looked at eachother and suddenly averted their eyes-Wooow…the chemistry between two of them- at that shot was cuteeee, those were one of my favorite scenes.
And I even remember our meeting at the car race. And I have been even thinking about him lately, not to mention consciously as Jandi always talked about the F4 and their activities to me and I was shocked when Jandi informed me about his voluntary to help Junpyo at swimming contest and I shared many ideas to make him not to come to competition, as hitting him by cycle, and mixing something in his food and my master scolded me, and I was even jealous as my master took his side, and I said my master likes him. With a slight hope I went for him to ask to step back but he just turned me down. I even remembered his mischievous look when he congratulates Jandi after the competition, though he was congratulating Jandi his eyes are on me and it's made my heart you guys remembered this scene. Gaeul with that green coat. And how could I miss the fortunate and unfortunate day when Jandi and I found out about my ex boyfriend's secret, and especially Jandi's spin kick. I was crying as I sat at a staircase of a shop and he came from nowhere, with his sheepish grin on his face and told me,
"some women think that they are beautiful when they cry but that's not true." our first pretended date that is the point when I fully fall for him. And the valeintines day after the pretended date, was the first time he breaks my heart and acted like a jerk and rejected me indirectly and took my chocolate. There starts his work of breaking my heart, after that my life went on like a roller coaster ride as his pushing me out from his life by acting like a jerk. Through our journey with other F4 and the love of Junpyo and Jandi our life was quite eventfull. I was really thought some times that I'm not suited for him. And thanks to Junpyo and Jandi we always come together to solve their problem. And that night when I stopped at his studio just to speak about Junpyo sunbae but he changed the topic, and talks about Soulmate that's the time I saw his inner self, the true person who longs for love and care. Though many things happen between two of us he just acts as nothing has happened. As he popped at nowhere at the porridge shop at the exact time when I was yelling at the customer that I was responsible for the taste, he just asked "Are you sure, you can take responsibility?" he asked with the his signature grin. How could I forget the farewell swimming party for Jandi as he handed me his hanky, I didn't asked him for that. And that the time I came to know that he always there for me whenever I needed someone from the start and whenever I went to him for help though I doubted he would help me or not. After that our life become very busy and my life changed as the course of time as Jandi and Junpyo love problem and Jaekyung unnie's entry and the pretended date; during the date I saw the real Yijung with his own self with genuine smile and he looks like a child that whole day as we went many places, he may be declined but I'm cent percent sure he was not acting at the day. But everything went to down when his hand injured. He became someone who didn't I know. He was scary. Though I asked him for a date and it turned out to me a worst nightmare. And I even asked myself why I did went to his studio that very day but yet no answer though I was happy because I came to know his pain and his past. To prevent him from his past wounds and to make his hand work again I tried my best and even went to pottery classes just to feel what he feel when he touch the clay, and it gives me immense pleasure and when ever I touched the clay I felt he was near me. But happiness didn't long lost my life as I was the one who made him to met his first love, when I heard their conversation my heart shattered into many pieces suddenly I felt he became so far and I think I'am surely a crazy girl who even found out his first loves message to feel regret. That day he cried like a baby. And that night he asked me to come to his studio and he told me he wont giveup pottery and I'm very happy that I could make that, and that day become another memorable day for me as he invited to step on the clay with him and I have been very happy as we share our little conversation which turned out to be something else when I slipped and he caught me at his arms, mmm… and our close proximity, the butterflies in my stomach, and his smirk , his dimples and I was happy and even gave indirect permission for him to kiss me as he leaned to my face my phone rang and I abruptly break our little movement and went to attend the call. As I already know my happiness wont last longer as every time I 'm happy suddenly tragedy strikes just like that when I reached my home I was informed that my dad lost his job and it was because of Junpyo's mom and I was angry then I analyzed the situation and Jandi's life. And she didn't even sure of his feeling why did he tried to kiss her that night "may be because of his habit" my mind convinced my heart and that time my mind told me that "you are just like other girl." And once again I recalled everything about us and the morning incident came to my mind that he about his true feelings. I even somehow made my mind that he wont be mine in this life, and I clearly stated him that I wont be looking for him at Namsan stairs, he didn't say anything, though he wanted to say something about us but I don't want to hear his rejection another time after what I have been going through and he have been going through; I don't want to be a burden for him anymore and I made him pursue pottery once again that is enough for her to see him happy. but my heart didn't hear my mindset it keep on thinking about him may be my conversation about soulmates backfired me as I have been left my soulmate and keepon regretting for my action and that regret also didn't lost longer as in few days he took me to his kiln and made his indirect promise of coming to me as a better person for me if I didn't find my soulmate, that time I really wanted to shout at him that that wont never happen because I already find mine and that is you but I just smiled at his jester when he blushed for his confession awe… I just want to really want to kiss him he was so cute and stopped at the moment with the content of his smile and dimples as he diverted me to put some wood at the fire, if anyone saw him at that time wont believe the fact that he was a Casanova. Though we were separated four years there is no day in which I didn't remembered him, we may have been in contacts and they are also occasional as both of us busy with our career. And the day came as after four years he showed up at my classroom and told me, "you are putting too much pressure on your wrist" with his dimple smile, Is it a sentence which could used to say at your girlfriend or friend whom you didn't see for last four years, that words may be hurt somebody but it caught off guard as I saw his dimple smile, and he really came for me. And that is not the end of my surprise as our relationship become very strong as day by day and he clearly showed me how important and meaningful I'm for him, and the result of that he proposed to me and some people thought that it was early for both of us to get marry as we just started dating a few months ago, but they don't know how long we have the special feelings and relationship – 4 years long distant relationship and even before; and when Jandi doubted at him he clearly stated that we love each other and even our dating history could match Jandi and Junpyo dating history as both of us have feeling for a long time and I want her in my life as my better half to give us a better or should I say best life. I was moved by his explanation. Though I accepted his proposal, I didn't know he was very quick into this marriage thing, I just thought that may be it would take few years to get married but he just make it in a month and half. I have been wondering that tragedy didn't strike in my life since a long time and now it strikes at me finally making my life hell. Yesterday I was the happiest girl in the world but today the tables turned.
"So it is my fate. It's the ending for us both. So its just all over, right, there is no way for us, right. How could I live without him. Life without him could be possible for me?" She asked herself. Just then the sun race fell on her eyes even making her eye to adjust, she just adjust her view and only found the mesmerizing sunset, it was the same spot and same scene from yesterday the only thing missing is her soulmate, just sensing his vacuum made his heart crush and the thought of wanting her marriage at the backdrop. Just then she came to conscious as tear drops lined her cheeks, for the full day it was the time she freed her tears.
"Didn't I say some women think they are beautiful when they cry but that's not true" she was shocked, hearing the familiar words from ….and her tears increased.
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