Chapter 10 ! I hope you guys enjoy and don't forget to leave feedback, it helps me a lot ! Thank you :)

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Chapter 10 :

Lilly's POV :

"Time of death 8:23AM"

I could not get those words out of my head. I backed away slowly from the door and started to cry. Sliding on to the floor, I just let the tears fall out uncontrollably. Sobs escaping through my tears. I couldn't believe Tommy was dead. My sisters boyfriend was dead. Even though Lex and Tommy haven't been dating for long, they had been best friends for a while. When we first moved into this town he was there for Lex. He was really the first true friend me and Lex both had. And now he's dead and he's not coming back. How am I gonna tell Lex about him, she will be devastated. I should have never let them go to that party. I should have told Dean or at least Sam where she was before all this happened. If I just said one thing then none of this would have happened. We wouldn't be in this hospital right now, Tommy wouldn't have been dead, Lilly wouldn't be fighting for her life, if I just spoke up and said something. How can I be so dumb ?

I sat on the hospital floor sobbing as they took Tommy away from the room. I couldn't believe this was happening.

"Lilly ?" I look up to see Sammy towering over me. "What's wrong ?" He said as he bent down on his knees.

"Sam, our friend Tommy is d-d-dead" I finally got the words out. I start balling my eyes out again. Sam sat down right next to me putting his hand over me and tugged me closer to him. I grab his shirt and put my head in his chest and I just cried even more. I couldn't hold it in. Sammy put his other arm around me holding me as tight as possible.

"Shh, it's okay Lilly" he said quietly as he kissed the top of my head.

I pull away from him and look up "No it's not ok ! If I just said something to you or Dean none of this would have happened ! It's all my fault !" I started to walk away from him cause I was to embarrassed to face him. He then grabs me by the arm and turns me around to face him.

He placed his hand under my chin to lift my head up so I can be eye level to him. "Look at me Lills, none of this is your fault, none of it at all, so please don't put all this guilt on yourself, it's hurts me to see you like this and it hurts me to see your sister laying in that bed unconscious, so please Lilly don't blame yourself for any of it, be strong were going to get through this babe, together." I can hear his voice breaking from all the sadness he put in that sentence. I look up to him and give him a small smile and then give him a hug.

"I love you Sammy" I said as I was hugging him.

"I love you too Lilly" he said hugging me back. It felt as if he was hugging me tighter then he ever has.

"Let's get back to the room and see what's Dean up too" he said as he let go.

I followed him back to the room and Dean was just waking up.

"Where were you guys ?" He asked as he was stretching. Sleeping in those chairs was the most uncomfortable sleep I've ever had.

"We went to grab coffee" I said as I sat back down on the seat. I wasn't ready to tell Dean about Tommy since he has no idea who he even is. Once he finds out that Lex was on the motorcycle with him then it's going to be like all hell broke loose. I set my head on the wall behind me. I need just a few more hours of sleep, I was exhausted. Before I can even close my eyes, Dean interrupts me and says, "Me and you have to have a talk once you wake up." He then walks out the room to get himself a cup of coffee.

I knew what this conversation was going to be about and I defiantly wasn't looking forward to it. I close my eyes and only a half hour passed before I woke up again. I look over and see Lex still in the same position and Sam right next to me snoring away.

I heard someone out the door so I decided to walk over and here what was going on. I see Dean on the phone with someone, so I walk over to door standing right behind the door so he can't see me and I ease drop on his conversation.

I see him call our dad 3 times until he finally gives up and leaves a message.

"Dad, it's me Dean. Lex...Lex is the hospital right now and she's not doing good right now. I don't know what to do dad...Please call me back." Dean said with a tear rolling down his face.

Seeing Dean cry makes my heart sting. He always been this tough guy in my eyes that never cry's and is always the one who gets all of us through anything. But seeing him broken as much as me and Sam are is what gets to me. I couldn't help myself but cry along with Dean when he left that message.

I see him wipe away his tears and take a deep breathe, trying to make himself look like he hasn't been crying. I run back to my seat and act like I was still sleeping when he walked in so he knew I wasn't listening to his phone call.

He puts his chair by Lex and grabs her hand in his palms. He kisses her hand and holds it tightly before he puts her hand down to how it was before. "Your going to make it through this" he whispered. I see him shift back into his seat and takes a deep breath. You can tell he was stressed out of his mind.
I decided to finally show I was awake. I got up from my seat and walked over to Dean.

He's looks up to me "You're up already ?" He asked.

"I couldn't get much sleep." I said

"I'm gonna go grab myself a snack, you want anything" he said getting out of his chair.

"No" I was giving him short answers because I didn't want to mistakenly remind him about the "talk" he wanted to have. But I knew he didn't forget. He comes back a few minutes after and pulls a chair right beside me.

"I just wanna know why ? Why don't you guys listen when I just ask for one thing ?" He looked at me with disappointment in his eyes.

"Dean, I didn't go to that party for a reason. I knew that if I went and we got caught, you probably would have killed us...honestly I was scared to go. So I do listen to you, I just didn't know that Lex and Tommy would ever get on that motorcycle while they were drunk." I said as I turned to face him.

"Who's Tommy ?" Dean asked with confusion and anger written all over his face.

"Really Dean ? That's what your worried about." I said annoyed. After what I just told him he's worried about who Tommy is.

"Damn right that's what I'm worried about ! Who is he ?" I can feel the bad vibes coming off of him right now. I knew this wouldn't have turned out good. I should have never mentioned his name.

"It doesn't matter, he's dead anyways" I felt my eyes filling up with tears again but I held it in.

Dean looked at me in complete shock "Is he the one who was driving ?"

"Yea..." I said quietly.

"Of course he was !" Dean said throwing his hands up in frustration.

"That doesn't really matter right now" I said looking down at my hands.

"Yes it does matter Lilly ! Do you not realize what he did to her !?" He got up and pointed to Lexie. "He could have gotten her killed just like he did to himself !" He was now on full on angry tone. "Then tell me what was I suppose to do, if this got her killed ? Lilly, you may not realize but you, Lex and Sammy mean the world to me and if anything would have happened to either one of you, I wouldn't know what to do with myself ! And trust me once she gets through this all four of us will sit down and set down some rules because I just can't deal with this anymore,I- I-I can't deal with you guys just going out there a putting your life out in danger like Lex did."

Dean was never the type to have conversations like this. So I really didn't know what to say. I sat there in complete silence. You can see the hurt and disappointment in his eyes.

"So please Lilly ! Just hear me out next time I tell you and your sister not to do something. Please, I'm begging you" I looked up at him and he just had this broken down face on. A face I never seen on my older brother before. You can just tell how much this whole situation has affected him.

I just sat there in complete silence. I honestly didn't know what to say to him anymore. I looked down at my feet trying to avoid eye contact with him. Dean was staring at me in disbelief that I had nothing to say back to him. Thankfully Sammy woke up a minute after. He saved me from this awkward moment in my life.

Sammy gets up from his chair which brings Deans attention off of me. We both look over to Sam, "Anything wrong ?" He asked. He can obviously tell something went on.

"No Sammy, everything is just fan-freaking-tastic !" Dean said throwing his arms up in disbelief. He sat on the chair next to me, resting his neck on the top of the chair.

Sammy rolled his eyes and was about to walk out the door until something happened. Something that caught all three of our attention.

Lexie shot up and started chocking on the tube down her throat. Dean ran up to her and grabbed her by the shoulder, me and Sam right beside him.

"We need help in here !" Dean yelled loudly to get someone's attention.

I ran to the door and yelled for help "Someone hurry ! We need help !"

Nurses and doctors came running in. All three of us just stood there anxious to see what happened next.

A few minutes passed and my sister was finally awake...