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Prompt: Haunted
Summary: Promises are important to Dimitri, but it takes on a whole new meaning when he breaks one to his Roza. Kind of a follow up drabble to the first one.
I'd hurt her. That realization sat like a tun of bricks on my chest. I hadn't meant to, but I had anyway and I hated myself for it. My Roza was beautiful, she was kind, the definition of all that's good in this world. She was sure as fuck a lot more than I deserved, she didn't deserve what I gave her.
Aside from that, the reason this was eating me up so much was because I'd made her a promise. I promised her that I would make her happy always. I promised that I'd never hurt her and, yet, I had. I'd broken my promise and that was a hard as fuck pill to swallow. Granted it was unintentional, the distance wasn't something I could control, but what else was I expecting? She lived in America and I lived in Russia, of course it was bound to catch up to us.
She said she couldn't do it anymore, and I honestly didn't blame her. How could I when I knew exactly how she felt? I'm not going to lie, it terrified me that we weren't going to be able to work it out. Her face haunted my every dream, her smile made my heart flutter. She was my baby, the one I wanted to make it work for.
Sighing a bit, I set the novel down, I wasn't even reading it anyway, and got out of bed. It was time to go for my nightly run, the only way I ever managed to get any kind of sleep anymore. And I needed sleep, because my dreams were the only places that I saw her face now. Maybe it was time I got my shit together and call her up. Maybe it was time for a conversation.
Leave me your thoughts people I'd probably do another one because fucking long-distance relationships are hard as fuck…Shout out to anyone reading this and is in a long-distance relationship. I doubt there's anyone but feel free to correct me if I'm wrong in a review. Anyway, real life can be hard enough maybe I'll give these two a happy ending drabble style.
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Roza