He exhales deeply, his fingers clicking away rapidly on his laptop and his brows knotted in concentration. The music from his headphones has stopped hours ago as he tries to maintain complete focus on his work. Aside from the turning of pages and the tapping of the keyboard, it's far too quiet.
But he needs to get this done, especially since he procrastinated longer than usual.
"Fuck…" he mutters under his breath. He clicks out from his word document to look through his research articles again before clicking back in and picking up where he left off.
Yet, just as he begins to type his words out like his life depends on it, something blocks him. Or more like someone.
"Wha-"
Kaneki wordlessly moves his body through, his legs pushing Hide's arms away from his laptop before bending his knees and settling down to sit himself in Hide's lap. The entire time he does this, his back is turned to the blond as if this is something he does on a daily basis. Hide doesn't see the satisfied smile on Kaneki's face when the half-ghoul sighs and nestles himself in the comfy crater created by Hide's crossed legs.
"Ken! What do you think you're doing?" Hide exclaims with a laugh. He feels his lover leaning back on him and he can't help but melt immediately at feeling the warmth emanating from Kaneki's body against his.
"Sitting down. Isn't it obvious?" Kaneki states with an innocent tone. He angles his head to reveal his round, grey eyes that stare at Hide with endless adoration.
Hide runs a hand through his hair that's messier than usual. "Come on, babe, I have to finish this damn thing. It's due tomorrow."
"Well, it's your fault for waiting until the last minute," Kaneki reminds him. His black hair tickles Hide's neck as he continues to lean in closer to his boyfriend.
"Yeah, yeah, I don't need reminding," Hide rolls his eyes and ruffles Kaneki's hair. "What about you, you done studying already?"
"No…I just miss cuddling with you. So, you should stop too because I want what I want," Kaneki says playfully. He shifts against Hide to grasp onto the front of his shirt.
Hide sighs heavily but smiles. "As much as I'd love to, I really don't have the time right now."
Kaneki pouts at him, the expression tugging on Hide's heart way too easily. "Please? Just for five minutes? It's too quiet and it's too cold in here."
"Then we should turn up the heat," Hide jokes with a smirk.
Kaneki's frown deepens, and he nuzzles his head into Hide's chest, his arms wrapping tightly around his waist. "I miss you…we've been studying for hours. Hold me." His voice is delicate, but it grips Hide's heart so hard.
Hide sighs again, this time in defeat. "Dammit, Ken. You don't have to ask me to do that. Come here, stupid."
Kaneki grins so big, his cheeks hurt as Hide peppers wet kisses all over his face. Already, he feels his body growing hotter and hotter, his skin flushing and his belly aching from laughter as Hide continues to attack him with multiple bites and kisses.
Hide's mouth lands on his and it takes his breath away. His fingers weave through the blond hair automatically, pulling when Hide's tongue touches his. Kaneki's mind only surrounds him, and his eyes remain closed for a minute longer when Hide slowly moves back, their lips still grazing against each other. His smell and his taste, he can never get enough. When he finally opens his eyes, that familiar gaze welcomes him with safety and devotion. Hide's warm smile burns in his retina.
I need you…
It takes more convincing for Kaneki to reluctantly withdraw from Hide, giving the blond much needed space to continue with his delayed work. Meanwhile, Kaneki resumes reading through his textbooks, though he stays closer to his boyfriend this time, sitting back-to-back with him as he flips through his pages. Feeling Hide's body move with his breathing in the silence keeps Kaneki calm and satisfies his need to be near him.
It's like this every day since Hide's father left for America. Every day, Kaneki stays over at Hide's apartment, occasionally returning to his aunt's house to retrieve his belongings. In the end, though, the arrangement is favorable for both parties. His aunt is pleased she doesn't have to see her nephew's face around as much, and Kaneki gets to escape her neglect. Even more, he sees his lover every single day and he can't think of anything else that makes him more whole.
Loneliness doesn't affect the boys.
Here they are, another long study session after school in Hide's room. Time ticks by, but each passing second is a blessing in Kaneki's view. He watches the clouds covering the sun, making everything grey and colder outside. It's been a year since Hide's been living alone with Kaneki, another frigid winter running its course. They are both seventeen and nearly through with their second year of high school.
Kaneki finishes his work by the time the sun is gone, and the sky darkens through the window. He can still hear Hide typing on his laptop and he releases a yawn, exhaustion sinking into his bones. He contemplates sleeping on the extra mattress Hide had set for him in his room ever since he's had the apartment to himself.
His back still touches Hide's hunched form and he leans on him, noticing how tense his boyfriend's muscles are. He turns his head, glancing at the screen that now serves as the single light in the room. Hide holds the side of his face in deep thought, eyes flicking through the words on the white screen.
When Hide focuses on something, it's hard to break him away from it. Kaneki knows that much.
The half-ghoul stretches his limbs out and cracks his knuckles before crawling away from Hide and towards the light switch. The ceiling light now brightly illuminates the room, though Hide hardly flinches in response. Kaneki chews his thumb, watching his lover for a few seconds and then around the room. It's been cleaner since he's been with Hide, though now, empty bags of junk food litter the ground and clutter around Hide's study area.
Kaneki takes this time to get rid the trash, and still, the blond makes no other move. Once Kaneki's finished with that task, he's on his knees and looking out through the window once more to see the clouds parting to reveal sparse amounts of stars glittering the sky.
He turns his head back to his boyfriend, and a smile crosses his face when he thinks of his next move. Slowly, he crawls towards him again.
Hide rubs his eyes and releases a deep breath when his focus is finally broken. He feels a weight on his lap and he looks down immediately to see that Kaneki had slithered his way back, though this time, his head rests on his lap only, using his thigh as a pillow. Hide's eyes soften when he sees that Kaneki is resting, no trace of stress on his face, and as he notices the way his breathing slows, he finds the half-ghoul has already fallen asleep.
Hide grins, a small chuckle escaping him. His fingers reach down and brush aside the stray black bangs that cover Kaneki's cheek. His thumb rubs the supple skin there and a small smile breaks through Kaneki's face at his warm touch.
"What a dork," Hide mumbles to himself. He shakes his head and gets back to work, his right hand caressing Kaneki's cheek a little longer.
Once Hide's in the zone, he loses track of time again. It may have been another hour or so that passes, but as Hide nears the end of his work, he hears a whimper coming from below and he looks down and finds Kaneki's face wrinkling in distress.
"Bad dream…?" Hide whispers. His hand reaches down, gently rubbing his cheek again though this time, it doesn't seem to reach him.
He takes it a step forward and leans down, his head hovering near Kaneki. His lips touch his cheek this time, his nose grazing against the side of his lover's face. He hears Kaneki's breathing begin to calm down and when he pulls back, he sees Kaneki is relaxed again.
I never want to leave your side. I won't.
Kaneki shifts slightly, nuzzling into his lap further and Hide saves his work before closing his laptop, finally done for the night.
"So, Kamii University. That's your first choice, huh?"
The boys take their time strolling, deciding to explore an alternative, longer route back to Hide's apartment. It's a reprieve from all the studying they've been doing for weeks now. Frankly, the boys haven't been outside much aside from attending school.
Kaneki's smile is slightly hidden behind the scarf around his neck and his hand drifts towards Hide's, their fingers tying together and swaying between them.
"Yeah…it just seems like the best fit for me. It has a decent literature department that I'm interested in. Plus…it's not too far from here."
Hide's breaths come out foggy and Kaneki admires his side profile against the sun that shines brightly above them. It's an odd day, the kind that's deceiving because the sun makes it seem like it would be warm outside. Hide feels Kaneki's stare on him and he turns, his brown eyes locking automatically with his lover.
"I heard it's pretty competitive to get into, plus the entrance exams are hell. You just had to pick the hard one, huh, my dude?" Hide states dramatically.
Kaneki gives a guilty smile, scratching his cheek lightly.
Hide squeezes Kaneki's hand. "It's okay. Wherever you go, I'll follow."
Kaneki's brows furrow in concern. "Are you sure? Just because I want to go there, it doesn't mean you have to aim for it."
"It's what I want, don't worry. Besides, I'm not up for moving to a different prefecture. I need stability for once." Hide sighs and closes his eyes. Kaneki can tell he misses his father.
Kaneki moves closer and rests his head against Hide's arm. Hide opens his eyes at the contact and smiles, keeping the half-ghoul glued to his side as they continue down a road they rarely cross.
The half-ghoul has been noticing that the cold doesn't affect him much anymore. In fact, sometimes his body temperature feels too hot, like he's running a constant fever. It doesn't make him ill, per se, but it makes his mind fuzzy at times. His desire to be near Hide is the strongest it's ever been, and the hours away from him in school drives him near insane. He hopes the blond doesn't mind his clinginess, but at the same time, he wonders if there's something wrong with him.
As far as he can tell, he doesn't think it's wrong.
"Are you feeling sick, babe? Your skin feels hotter than usual…"
Speak of the devil, Kaneki flinches when he senses Hide's hand pressed firmly on his forehead and when he looks up, Hide notices Kaneki's gaze is intense, yet dazed at the same time.
"No, I'm fine," Kaneki says with a smile. His eyes close at Hide's fingers gliding over the side of his head.
Hide stares at Kaneki's content expression and licks his dry lips. The way Kaneki doesn't shy away from him one bit, only taking in more and more of his touches. The half-ghoul could never get enough and Hide knows his resistance is on its final legs.
His eyes scan their surroundings briefly. No one is around them as they stand in the middle of the dirt road. He hears Kaneki's breathing heavily and looks down to see the half-ghoul staring back at him with that dreamy look in his eyes.
He needs to try something.
Without hesitation, Hide reaches for the scarf around Kaneki's neck and pulls it off in a hasty manner, causing the half-ghoul to gasp in surprise. He throws the scarf onto his shoulder for now and before Kaneki could utter a word, Hide aims for his target. His hungry mouth lands on the exposed, hot flesh of Kaneki's neck. He leaves rough kisses there and begins to suck hard, his tongue lapping lightly between his teeth. The taste of his lover's skin knocks down his will to hold back and he can't control himself.
Kaneki's mouth parts, his breathing faster now and he lets out soft moans in response to Hide's abrupt actions. The fact that it's spontaneous just worsens Kaneki's condition further and his hands rack at Hide's back to near ripping through his clothes.
"H-Hide…that feels so good…" Kaneki says between hard gasps. His mind can't comprehend anything else but the way Hide sucks the raw skin on his neck.
Hide pulls back suddenly, causing Kaneki's eyes to water in an instant. Hide is breathless, his lips slightly red from his action and his brown eyes darker than ever. Kaneki looks ready to cry and Hide immediately feels regret.
"I-I'm sorry…I shouldn't have-"
He doesn't get to finish as Kaneki draws closer and his hands clench fistfuls of his jacket.
"Why did you stop? I want more…please don't stop…please…" Kaneki begs, his eyes wide and glassy.
Hide's mouth stays open in shock and he places a hand on the side of his lover's face. Kaneki closes his eyes again and the half-ghoul moves in until his lips drift over the other.
"You want me? Do you want me to keep touching you? Because I've been holding back, you know? I don't think I can stop…" Hide whispers. His eyes search for any sign of hesitance or rejection. Yet when Kaneki locks their gazes, he only sees desperation and deep desire. It triggers him with the way he opens himself with no reservation.
"Please, please don't hold back with me. Do whatever you want. Anything you want. I need you so badly. Don't ever stop touching me," Kaneki tells him. His voice drips with his dire need.
Hide goes forward, his lips attaching to Kaneki's jawline and Kaneki's breathing deepens once more. Listening to the whimpers from his lover drives Hide over the edge.
"We need to get home," Hide says. His eyes are clouded with the one emotion they're sharing so heavily now.
Kaneki bites his lower lip and, in his state, Hide forces himself to build up his resistance again before he takes his boyfriend down on the ground right there. He takes Kaneki's hand and the two pick up their pace towards their destination. With every agonizing second, Hide regrets taking the longest route back to his place.
They reach a bridge over a small river and across it, they see the familiar park from their younger years, indicating they are close to home. Kaneki's grip on his hand remains strong and Hide continues guiding them towards the bridge. Yet as they approach, they notice a commotion blocking their way.
"It's them…" Kaneki's voice mutters behind him. Hide looks back to see Kaneki on the defense already, his grey eyes becoming void of emotion. He clings to Hide's arm with a firm grip.
Up ahead on the bridge, Hide sees the unmistakable gang of boys that harassed Kaneki a few years back. As they walk further in, they see the boys have cornered their newest victim. Another boy who cowers on the ground while the leader kicks his weakened form.
Hide stops them in their tracks. "There's gotta be another detour…" He says while looking left and right.
He glances at Kaneki again and notices the half-ghoul staring intently at the boy on the ground, who cries out in pain. His grey eyes show empathy and Hide doesn't have to ask to know that Kaneki wants to do something.
Before they can make another move, one of the boys spots the couple at the start of the bridge. When he sees Hide and Kaneki, he nudges his leader, who turns away from the boy on the ground to look back at the pair.
"Shit…" Hide curses under his breath.
"No fucking way," the leader exclaims and the boy on the ground is temporarily forgotten. "Holy shit, are those my favorite faggots I see in the distance? Goddamn."
Hide feels Kaneki grip harder on him and he sighs before the two of them walk forward without wasting any more time.
Once the boys are on the bridge and the gang block their way, Kaneki lets go of Hide and he begins walking over to the victim on the ground, who already has bruises on his face.
"So, it's true after all! You two are actually together now. Damn, I didn't know our school allowed fags to stay there," the leader states with a cheeky grin.
Hide says nothing as he watches Kaneki, but before the half-ghoul can even get any closer, the leader cuts him off and pushes Kaneki. "Back off, twig. If you even touch this guy, you're dead."
Kaneki glares at him and Hide doesn't try and interrupt what Kaneki wants to do.
"You're such a piece of shit."
Hide's eyes widen hearing those bold words coming out of the half-ghoul's mouth. The leader's face contorts with rage and he grabs Kaneki's shirt, yanking him forward.
"What the fuck did you just say?"
"I said, you're a piece of shit," Kaneki repeats without falter.
The leader immediately punches Kaneki in the face and pushes him to the ground. This time, Hide intervenes and he shoves the leader back and away from Kaneki.
"Oh, you want some too, Nagachika? This time I'll beat the two of you so hard, you won't be able to finish school. The two of you can continue your faggot love story in the fucking hospital!"
Hide steels himself, ready to protect Kaneki when the boys suddenly hear an ear-splitting scream. The leader turns around to see one of his goons on the ground, bleeding incessantly from his arm. Hide gasps when he notices it looks like someone took a large bite out from him. His heart beats faster and all the boys then quickly notice the new figure that entered the fray. A tall woman with long black hair in mad disarray is bent over, blood dripping from under her and when she lifts her head, she lets out a squeaky, maniacal laugh.
"So delicious! So juicy!" she shrieks in bliss. The blood continues dribbling down her chin and she sticks her fingers in her mouth, her eyes revealing the signature black and red.
"What the hell is that!" one of the bullies shouts.
"In broad daylight…?" Hide whispers in absolute shock.
"A fucking ghoul!" the leader yells in alarm.
The boys back away from the woman immediately, some of them falling to their bottoms as their knees buckle. During the scramble, the leader pushes Hide forward so that he becomes the only man standing out.
The ghoul laughs again, and she staggers forward. Hide begins to sweat and he feels his body trembling. He grits his teeth, hating that he's scared.
"One of you boys smells so good. I can't stand it! I need flesh! Flesh!"
She charges towards Hide but before she can even get within a foot from him, Kaneki jumps through and takes the hit. Kaneki winces as she throws a hard blow at his chest and then her other hand wraps around his neck, choking him. Kaneki gasps for breath and his legs swing back and forth as the woman lifts him off the ground while her hold on his neck tightens.
"Ooh, it's you! You're the one that smells the best! Are you even human?" she wonders aloud. Her mouth overflows with saliva.
Hide is frozen in place, some of his senses delayed as he hears all the boys running away screaming. He and Kaneki are now left alone to face the deranged ghoul.
Kaneki's hands claw on the woman's arm and his vision blurs the longer he loses oxygen. "L-Let me go. I-I don't want to hurt you!" Kaneki barely manages to say.
Hide snaps out of himself and without thinking, he runs and throws his body against the woman. She loses her grasp on Kaneki due to the collision and the half-ghoul instantly takes in air as he lands on the ground, his hand holding his sore neck.
Hide realizes what he just did but he doesn't move until the woman kicks him in the stomach, forcing him backwards. His back hits the ground and he feels his elbows tear against the concrete. Once she smells his blood beginning to seep from his fresh cuts, she crawls toward him with her body convulsing uncontrollably.
In the next second, Hide watches in awe as the woman stops dead in her tracks when something stabs straight through her neck. Towering above her, Kaneki's kagune comes out in its full glory, all four appendages ready to strike at command. Hide's eyes are filled with wonder as he notices his lover's kagune shimmer in the sunlight. The crimson color shines brighter and more vibrant than ever before. The scales on Kaneki's kagune ripple like a snake and the ghoul he impaled tries to reach for Hide once more. Kaneki's kakugan stretches veins down his face as he drives his kagune deeper through her throat before he allows his other appendages to come forward and pick up her body. Her eyes remain wide open along with her mouth and blood continues to splatter from her wound. Without a care, Kaneki's kagune rips through her throat, decapitating her before he tosses her body and the head into the river. A splash emits a few seconds later and Kaneki's kagune flails in the air, still soaked in her blood.
Hide remains speechless as Kaneki takes in deep breaths. His exhales come out in clouds and the vast energy coursing through him doesn't cease. He feels as if he could do more, like he could destroy a whole town. For some reason, he feels unstoppable. His body temperature stays steaming hot to the touch.
"Ken? Are you okay?" Hide's voice calls him. Kaneki turns around in an instant and he gets on his knees, rushing towards his lover.
"Hide!" He moves so close, his arms reaching for him. Kaneki ends up sitting between Hide's legs, his ghoul eye in stark view as he stares lovingly at his boyfriend. His kagune settle down around them, slithering on the ground and circling around Hide.
"Are you badly hurt?" Kaneki asks him with concern.
Hide smiles warmly and his hand reaches under Kaneki's chin. His fingers tickle the soft skin there, causing his lover to blush.
"Just some scrapes, but it's nothing. I'm good," Hide replies. Seeing Kaneki like this, he wants the half-ghoul all to himself. He doesn't want anyone else to come between them. For once, he wants to be selfish.
"Nobody hurts my Hide. No one," Kaneki says seriously as his kagune begins to withdraw into his lower back.
Hide's smile morphs into a smirk and he shifts his body around. Kaneki doesn't make a move when Hide's arms come under his legs and around his back. When he realizes he's being lifted, he wraps his arms around Hide's neck quickly.
His heart skips a beat as Hide carries him up bridal-style and their eyes lock with that same fervor from before.
"We're going home. Right. Now," Hide tells him, his voice rough.
As Hide walks forward, abandoning the traces of violence, Kaneki comes closer to the side of Hide's face. His kakugan is still visible as his tongue licks from his jaw and up to the base of his ear. He giggles, the tingling adrenaline coursing strong in his veins. His warm breath tickles Hide's skin and tempts him further towards what he wants.
He's so addicted and there is absolutely no cure. He could happily die right there in his arms.
…
Hide manages to carry Kaneki to his apartment complex and once there, they make their way towards his unit. As soon as they enter Hide's apartment, the warmth from inside engulfs them like an embrace in contrast to the dry, chilly winds outside.
"I gotta bandage my elbows real quick. Meet you in my room," Hide says. He frowns at the sting of the scrapes affecting him.
Kaneki nods, his eyes both grey now as Hide disappears into the bathroom across his room. Kaneki watches him close the door and he slips into Hide's room, which is mostly dark, save for the sunlight beaming through the blinds. He goes over to pull back the blinds completely, letting the sun shine onto the floor. He inhales deeply, Hide's scent empowering his senses and the electric energy running through him doesn't stop. He feels dizzy, but it's the kind that makes him happy. His body is on fire and before he knows it, he's shedding off his school uniform. His clothes pool around his ankles and with his heart beating so fast thinking about Hide, he doesn't feel embarrassed. His legs then take him across the hallway and his hand is already turning the door knob to see his love.
His tunnel vision focuses on nothing else but Hide. The blond had relieved himself of his shirt, leaving him topless as he places two bandages on each of his elbows. Spots of blood stain the dressings but he's satisfied enough. He doesn't notice Kaneki at all until he feels a hand stroking his back. He turns around and his breath catches in his throat when he sees that Kaneki is completely naked in front of him. His face blooms red with need as he takes in Kaneki's exposed, pale flesh. All else is forgotten in his mind and now, he can hardly think straight.
Kaneki gazes up at Hide, lust clouding his grey eyes and they glaze over in the dim light of the bathroom. His hand crawls up Hide's abs and then to his pecs in a slow, teasing manner. He licks his lips and moves forward, pressing his moist mouth on Hide's warm skin. His breathing is hot and heavy, and he continues leaving wet kisses all over Hide's chest.
Hide exhales his trapped breath and he immediately grabs Kaneki's body against his. Kaneki lets out a small squeak that turns into a laugh as Hide's mouth attacks his shoulder and neck.
"Ken, you're so beautiful. So beautiful. I love you so much."
Kaneki pulls back so that he can look at Hide's flushed face. "I love you. I want you. Make love to me, Hide. Please. I can't take it anymore."
Hide's eyes widen when he hears what Kaneki so desperately wants. "Are you sure?"
Kaneki nods fast and he slams his body onto Hide, holding him so tightly. "Yes. Please. Touch me."
Hide feels himself breaking those walls down and his inhibitions no longer exist. "I won't be able to stop…"
Kaneki's lips are slippery on his collarbone. "Don't ever stop. Give it to me."
Hide's hands are greedy, caressing every part, every muscle of Kaneki's body that his lover offers to him. They wander, down to his bottom and he squeezes the round globes of his ass. It's all too exciting. No one has ever touched the half-ghoul like this and it is the same for the other. Kaneki gasps and his fingers dig into Hide's shoulder as the blond continues squeezing his ass hard and then smacks the soft flesh. The slap leaves a lovely sting that resonates through Kaneki's body and it turns him on so much. His breathing is fast and desperate, and he wiggles his bottom, whispering "more, more" in Hide's ear.
Hide lets out a deep chuckle as he slaps Kaneki's ass again, harder. His fingers then carve their way up to the raw, sensitive area where his kakuhou resides just above his bottom. He strokes the area, and, in an instant, Kaneki lets out a loud moan that arouses Hide easily like a switch.
"Hide, ahhhh! That feels so good!" Kaneki exclaims, and it takes Hide by surprise. Kaneki's voice sounds so erotic in his ears, so thirsty.
"Touching you here, huh?" Hide says, his voice deep.
Kaneki only responds with more breathy moans as Hide rubs his fingers on the sensitive area harder and harder. He feels Kaneki's cock getting stiff against his thigh and he knows his own is causing him pain with how rigid it is.
Hide can't take it anymore. He clutches Kaneki's head and pulls him back, slamming his lips onto the other. Their tongues clash and play with each other in a game that leaves them drooling and hungrier. Hide hoists Kaneki's legs up and the half-ghoul immediately wraps his legs around his waist, his hold strong as their wet lips connect over and over, emitting moist sounds that quicken their breathing and heart rates. Hide grabs something off the counter and then, with Kaneki clinging to him, he takes them out of the bathroom and into his room, their bodies hitting walls here and there as they refuse to end their heated kissing.
Hide doesn't bother closing the door and he can't think anymore with the way Kaneki looks as he forces himself to part from his lush lips. They don't care to make it to the bed. Kaneki's tongue searches for his when Hide pulls away, multiple strings of saliva connecting their mouths and splattering on Kaneki's chin. Kaneki's chest rises and falls with how fast he's breathing, his grey eyes shining and his reddened mouth open and waiting for more.
In contrast, Hide's blond hair is already a mess and his brown eyes look black with the overwhelming lust that consumes him. His thumbs find his pants and he yanks them off along with his underwear, tossing them aside to wherever. Once Kaneki takes in the full view of Hide's naked form for the first time, he moves onto his knees and his tongue sticks out like a thirsty dog. His large eyes focus on Hide's erect cock, thick and throbbing in front of him. The bulging veins on Hide's dick practically ask for Kaneki to lick and suck them till his mouth falls off. His hands move to touch his dick but Hide slaps him away with a smirk.
"No touching, baby. I'm touching you first."
"I want it. I want it," Kaneki begs him. His eyes are watery, and he bends down like he's bowing his head to the ground. His posture makes his round ass stick up and he wiggles his bottom to show how much he wants it.
"Do as I say, and I'll give it to you and more, babe. Now turn around for me."
Hide's voice is deep and husky, and Kaneki loves that he's being ordered by him. He makes a show of turning around, doing it slowly and arching his back once his ass faces his lover. He looks over his shoulder, his own hard dick swaying as he moves his ass back and forth in a motion ready to get fucked.
Kaneki's eyes dilate as he watches Hide stroking his cock and it gets harder and longer with his vigorous motion. Hide's cheeks are blood red and he breathes hard as he speaks.
"Sorry, babe. I need you too much. Is it okay if I skip the foreplay for now?" he asks, his brown eyes sweet on his.
Kaneki's heart melts at the way Hide looks at him and he smiles. "It's fine. I want you inside me right now."
Hide turns and hastily grabs the container on the floor he took from the bathroom during their make-out. "I don't have any better lube for this, but I think this will work for now…" Kaneki sees him opening the container of Vaseline he has, and he feels his dick aching so much at the way Hide slathers the lubricant on his cock back and forth.
"I'm gonna touch you here, okay? Tell me if anything hurts and I'll stop right away," Hide warns him.
"Do what you want, Hide. I'm all yours," Kaneki reminds him, and he spreads his legs farther.
Kaneki feels Hide's fingers covered in the lubricant coating his hole, moving one finger inside first to test it out. Hide watches Kaneki's reaction and sees Kaneki closing his eyes and moving his hips back, telling him he wants more. Hide obliges and places another finger in, and then another. As soon as he has four fingers inside Kaneki's hole, he begins thrusting them in and out, observing Kaneki while he does so. Kaneki opens his eyes and gasps, loving the way Hide's fingers feel inside him. He moves his hips back and forth again, his gasps coming out sharper as Hide pushes his fingers in deeper.
"You like that, huh? You want something bigger, baby?" Hide taunts him, that husky voice arousing Kaneki to the core.
"I want your dick. Fucking give it to me," Kaneki demands in a sultry tone.
Hide swallows hard hearing his baby swear for the first time. He then leans up and Kaneki stares at Hide's cock with bated breath.
"I'm gonna go slow so I don't hurt you too much. I'm sorry," Hide tells him ahead of time.
Kaneki thinks he won't feel much pain and Hide's eyes stay on Kaneki's hole that shrinks and then widens with his growing arousal. Waiting to suck the life out of his dick.
Hide grabs Kaneki's ass with one hand while the other guides his throbbing dick inside of Kaneki's hole. Kaneki's mouth hangs open, nothing coming out at first when Hide finally pushes his cock inside him. Hide groans softly and he hovers over Kaneki, his hands now gripping both sides of his ass.
"Mmm, so tight. God, ahhh…"
Hide breaths in and then he continues pushing his cock in inch by inch. Kaneki takes it all well, barely flinching as his ass swallows his dick with endless greed. Hide's hips soon meet Kaneki's skin and Kaneki moans at the feeling of being completely filled for the first time. There is pain, but aside from that, Kaneki needs more. So much more.
"Fuck me, Hide. Fuck me good and hard. Don't hold back," Kaneki tells him. He moves his ass back and wiggles it from side to side, eyes closing at the feel of his lover's dick moving and rubbing his walls when he does.
Hide doesn't say anything else, letting his body give in to his desire entirely. He pulls his dick out until only the tip resides in his hole and then he slams back in to the hilt. Kaneki's moans increase in volume, sounding so delicious to Hide's ears. Hide's smirk widens, and his fingers dig into Kaneki's hips as he repeats his thrusts, his dick moving in and out in a repetitive pace that increases in speed. He drools at the way his dick is so nicely consumed by Kaneki's ass, disappearing and reappearing in a blur as he fucks his lover faster and faster.
The sound of skin smacking is so loud, echoing around the room, across the hall, filling the entire apartment. Hide grunts as he feels his dick getting squeezed by Kaneki's ass every time he thrusts in and he can't get enough of how damn good it feels. Kaneki pants like a dehydrated mutt, his lust increasing to an impossible new height at the way Hide's dick rubs his insides in all the right places. The stiff, rigid flesh of his dick grinds on every corner of Kaneki's hungry hole and he wants it again and again and again.
"Ah! Ah! You're so big and thick, Hide. It feels so fucking good in-inside me!" Kaneki moans uncontrollably. Drool seeps down both sides of his mouth as his body jerks back and forth from Hide's relentless thrusting. His voice vibrates slightly with every rough thrust and he just loves every second of it. He feels like a filthy sex toy for Hide only and it turns him on more and more.
"Fuck me har-Ahh! Ahh!"
Kaneki screams, his ass getting pounded like mad as Hide goes in harder and harder, deeper and deeper. Hide's nails leave marks on Kaneki's hips and he move his hands to the floor, placed on either side of his lover as his hips move vigorously back and forth. Their skin is sweaty and creates a sticky louder sound every time their bodies slam together. Kaneki feels Hide's hot breath on his shoulder and he lifts his head. Their eyes meet and so do their mouths, saliva dripping and making a mess as their tongues rub hard on each other. Hot, wet, delicious. Kaneki feels his knees getting sore from his position, but he loves it. Hide concentrates on finding the special spot that will drive his lover further to the edge.
"Oh god! Hide!"
Hide smirk deepens. Fucking found it.
"Mmm, Ken, you feel so good squeezing me like that. So dirty," Hide says into Kaneki's ear as he stops briefly.
Hide adjusts his footing and then at the new angle, he slams into Kaneki so deep and hard, Kaneki's eyes roll back into his head. His prostate is hit every time with barely a second passing between thrusts. Kaneki can hardly breathe from the intense pleasure.
Kaneki has tears streaming down his face from how good he feels, and his moans hurt his own ears. His head bends down and from where he's looking, he sees his dick flailing back and forth helplessly with every one of Hide's thrusts.
Kaneki's eyes then widen for a split second before shutting tight, and he screams so loud. His muscles tense up and he arches his back, a strong, pulsing wave of pleasure enveloping every part of his body. His sudden orgasm crashes into him without mercy and he rides it out, his ass sucking on Hide's dick like a vacuum.
Hide groans at the glorious feeling of his dick getting choked like that and his cock continues moving in and out of Kaneki's ass until he feels himself coming close as well.
"Aahh, Ken, I'm gonna-"
"Don't pull out!" Kaneki tells him when he feels Hide trying to do so.
Hide obeys and he lets out a long, loud moan as he cums just as hard as Kaneki did. His heavy load stains the inside of Kaneki's hole and Kaneki's tongue sticks out at the feeling of his lover's hot semen filling him up. Hide's forehead rests on Kaneki's shoulder, his muscles tense and tough before he slowly pulls out of Kaneki. Kaneki nearly cries when he feels Hide leaving him and he looks back to see a thick, long string of cum connecting his ass and Hide's dick, which hasn't gone soft just yet.
Hide's sticky cum flows down his hole and to his thighs and Kaneki's own cum taints the floor below him. Kaneki doesn't feel disgusted at all, he feels so happy. With Hide's essence inside him and flowing out of him, he feels he belongs to Hide completely and forever. He loves this man with his entire soul.
His sore legs shift, and he flips onto his backside, his knees red from holding himself up.
"Kiss me, Hide," Kaneki begs him. His arms reach for him. His eyes shimmer, old tears still covering his rosy cheeks.
Hide's body is wet with sweat, his skin entirely flushed. He moves and climbs over Kaneki's body lying on the ground. He bends down, his lips sucking on Kaneki's waiting mouth, tongue tasting every corner of his moist cavern. Kaneki's fingers run through Hide's blond hair that sticks up in various directions as their kiss deepens and warms every part his body.
When Hide pulls away, his heart soars at Kaneki's unwavering gaze that shows him love. He feels blinded, nothing else matters to him. He wants all of him every day.
Hide dips lower and Kaneki watches his tongue circle his erect nipples. Hide sucks on them lightly, his mouth covering them from view and dampening them in his saliva. They harden further with Hide's breath on them. Hide gives the same attention to the other and Kaneki squirms under him. He already craves to get fucked again.
Hide looks up and he sees the strong lust returning in Kaneki's eyes and he chuckles. He ventures further down and grabs Kaneki's dick. Kaneki gasps in response and his hips move up off the ground, urging Hide to go on as they buck upwards. Hide's brown eyes are dark as he stares at his lover, his tongue running up the side of his leaking cock. He enjoys the feel of the hot flesh as he flicks his tongue repeatedly.
"Hide, Hide, Hide…" Kaneki repeats breathlessly. He clenches onto Hide's hair and arches his back off the floor the more Hide mouths his cock.
Hide wastes no more time and he takes his dick fully in his mouth. The feel of his hot lips surrounding his dick causes Kaneki to moan loud again and he grips Hide's head. The blond's saliva soaks Kaneki's cock and he moves up and down, his ears burning red as his head bops faster.
Kaneki's head leans all the way back and he moans continuously, the veins on his neck popping out as Hide gives a hard suck every now and then. Yet before Hide can make Kaneki cum, the half-ghoul pulls on his hair, making the blond stop in his movements. Hide pulls away with a lewd pop, his mouth wet with saliva and his lips red. He gives Kaneki a puzzled look and Kaneki's cock twitches in protest.
"Did I do something wrong?" Hide wonders, his voice hoarser than usual.
Kaneki smiles and he crawls towards his lover, pushing him so that Hide now leans on his elbows.
"My turn to touch you, my love," Kaneki grins at him.
Hide smiles back and Kaneki's blush deepens as his hands wander over Hide's toned body. He nibbles on his chest and then flicks his soft tongue over Hide's nipples this time. Hide's moans sound like music to his ears and he continues with what he's doing, sucking on his chest like a baby. Hide can't get over how adorable and gorgeous his lover is, and he lets his hand caress down the luscious curve of Kaneki's back and to his cum-filled ass. He fondles his ass, squeezing it while Kaneki kisses and licks over his chest and abdomen. When he sees strings of his semen still spilling from the hole, his cock hardens, and he leans his head down, his lips pressing on Kaneki's neck. He inhales the smell of Kaneki's sweat and he licks his way to his ear.
"I really made you filthy down there," Hide whispers.
Kaneki sinks lower and he sticks his ass up as he does so. He smiles at him and his eyes appreciate Hide's thick cock that stands stiff in front of his face again. Kaneki's tongue finally gets to lick on the veins that pulse against his mouth and he hums at the rare taste. His tongue is a beast on his dick, not letting an inch of his flesh go untouched by his mouth alone. His lips envelop the crown of his weeping cock and he turns his head side to side, causing a small friction that makes Hide hiss. The ache in Hide's dick worsens and he moves his hips upward.
"Fuck…Ken…"
Kaneki sticks his ass up higher and his face heats up when he feels more of Hide's semen leaking out of his hole. He takes Hide's cock into his mouth, saliva spilling from his lips in an instant. He hums as he goes down.
The feel of his cock in his mouth is almost as good as how it feels in his ass. He looks up at his lover as he begins moving his lips back and forth on it. His lips drag over the veins on his dick and Hide moans drive him to go faster. Hide's dick hits the back of his throat, causing him to gag at first but he forces himself to get used to it. Kaneki moans at the taste and feel of his lover's cock and he sucks it like a porn star, his head bopping up and down fast. Hide's breathing is heavy, and he leans his head back against the dresser behind him.
"Ken!" Hide shouts, his mouth wide open and his eyes screwed shut.
Kaneki hums deeply in response and just like that, Hide's semen explodes into his mouth. Kaneki pulls back, releasing his cock as spurts of cum splash onto his face. Hide watches in amusement as Kaneki laughs and laps at his throbbing cock like someone who hasn't had water in days. His cum splattering and coating Kaneki's pink cheeks arouses Hide; the view is so erotic and the fact that Kaneki enjoys it so much makes him want to fuck him till he can't walk.
"You taste so good, Hide. I want more. I want more!" Kaneki says, his hand moving up and down on his dick to milk out as much cum as possible.
Kaneki licks every drop of his cum, swallowing every gulp and he sucks his fingers after wiping the remnants of Hide off his face.
Hide can't look away from Kaneki and when the half-ghoul notices Hide getting hard for the third time, he grins. "I'm so glad you're not done. I want you to fuck me again."
Hide's eyes dilate. "R-Really? I want to as well…but…is it too much?"
Kaneki shakes his head, licking his lips. He sits himself on Hide's lap, his legs tightening around him and his arms slung around his neck. "Fuck me all day long. All night long. I want it."
Kaneki raises his hips, ready for Hide's dick to fill him up. Hide notices he hasn't used the lube again yet and he tries to stop Kaneki. "Wait, Ken, don't-"
Kaneki doesn't listen, and he sinks down on Hide's erect cock, moaning loudly as he does. "Ahh! Yes! It's so deep inside me!"
Kaneki wastes no time to bounce on his dick like no tomorrow and when Hide realizes Kaneki isn't in pain, he indulges in the dirty act completely. Every time Kaneki's ass meets his hips, Hide thrusts upwards, causing him to hit his prostate without falter.
"Ahh! Ahhh! Ahh!"
Kaneki's eyes roll back again, and he doesn't stop his motion, his skin slapping loud and hard on Hide's hips.
"Hide! I need it deeper! Please!" Kaneki screams.
Kaneki's hands grip hard onto Hide's shoulders, drawing blood from him. Hide obliges, pushing Kaneki off him and pulling out temporarily. Kaneki whines in protest and he raises his hips up, his hole gasping as it begs for his cock to enter him over and over.
Kaneki is breathless as Hide pushes his thighs back as far as they can go.
"I think this will work…" Hide whispers and with one hand, he pushes his dick inside of Kaneki's hole once more.
As soon as he's inside, Hide places his hands on either side of Kaneki's head and his hips move back and forth fast. The clapping sound from their skin meeting is louder than ever and Kaneki's heels dig into Hide's back as he's fucked mercilessly into the floor.
Kaneki can't talk anymore as his moans combine with Hide's grunts. His nails scratch Hide's shoulders and arms with the immense waves of pleasure that shake his body. Hide loves the stinging pain from Kaneki's desperate clawing, knowing full well he's making his baby feel so fucking good. While his dick moves in and out, he kisses Kaneki's wet cheeks, treasuring the soft skin against his lips. Kaneki gasps and his eyes meet his love. Hide's adoring smile at him clutches his heart and he moans when Hide hits his prostate again. His hand reaches from Hide's shoulder to touch his face and his mouth parts. He leans up, his lips tasting Hide's hot mouth. Their breaths mingle as their kiss turns messy and Kaneki feels his orgasm coming. He clings onto Hide so tight and Hide speeds up his thrusts.
"Hide! Hide!"
Kaneki leans his head back, his mouth wide open as his cum spurts out all over his stomach and on Hide's chest. Seconds later, Hide's body tightens as his orgasm shakes him, his semen filling Kaneki's hole for the second time and overflowing. The cum spills down Kaneki's bottom while Hide's cock still resides within him, spurting out every drop. Kaneki exhales and grins, loving the feel of being filled with Hide's cum again.
This time, Hide collapses on top of Kaneki, his energy completely exhausted. They both breath hard from their activity. Sweat coats their skin and their bodies stick together. The smell of sex is thick in the air and it makes Kaneki dizzy. But he loves it.
Hide's arms and shoulders still sting from Kaneki's claw marks and his entire body feels sore. He embraces it all, and he can't look away from his love. Kaneki looks back at him just the same and his hand doesn't stop touching him.
Hide moves to pull out, a trail of cum connecting his cock with Kaneki's ass again. Kaneki feels empty right away and he clings to Hide's side immediately and Hide holds him in his arms close in response.
Kaneki hears Hide's pulse beating hard like a drum and he kisses where his heart lies. Hide grins at the action and he tips Kaneki's chin up to capture his bruised lips.
They stare at each other for a long while, just breathing in each other's air and sinking in the fact that they made love.
"W-Was I okay? Did I make you uncomfortable in any way?" Hide asks him for the sake of asking.
Kaneki licks Hide's lower lip. "No, I loved every part of it. You make me feel so good. If I could, I would want to do it again."
Hide laughs and brushes a hand through his sweaty hair. "Fucking god, Ken. I should have known you were bad."
Kaneki smiles and his fingers touch Hide's lips. "What about you? Did you like it?"
Hide grins and kisses Kaneki's fingers. "Are you kidding me? You're my drug, Ken. I'll never get enough of you."
"I…I was your first, right?" Kaneki asks him. His arms wrap around Hide's waist and his chin rests on his chest.
"Yeah, of course you are. And I was yours, unless you're keeping secrets from me," Hide jokes.
Kaneki nuzzles his cheek against Hide. "You're the only one allowed to touch me, Hide. Only you."
"Hell yeah. If anyone ever touches you like I did, I'll kill them. I'm dead serious," Hide says.
Hearing those words makes Kaneki so elated. "Really? You would?"
"Yeah. You're mine, Ken. I'm sorry, but I'm not letting you go no matter what."
Kaneki smiles and he moves up so his lips touch Hide's. "Don't ever let go of me."
Hide closes his eyes, their foreheads leaning against each other.
"Move in with me, Ken."
Kaneki's cheeks flush at his statement.
"When we get into university, wherever that may be, I want you to live with me. Officially. We'll get away from all this. From your aunt. You can have your own freakin' library for all I care. We'll be together."
Hide's voice is gentle and sincere in every way. Kaneki smiles so wide and he nods his head.
"Yes, yes! I want to live with you too. Promise?"
Hide grabs Kaneki closer against his body. "I promise."
Kaneki's smile stays on his mind and they don't part from each other. The sun from the window cascades on their sweaty bodies, making them seem like the only two people on Earth.
Hide feels Kaneki kissing his chest again and again, imprinting his love.
It's cold in the world, but here in Hide's safe arms, Kaneki is warm.