Chapter 21
P O V: Matt Casey
Reese
Twins holy shit we're twins! Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think twins, sister sure, but twins this is amazing. I feel like I have been blessed, and cursed at the same time.
I just found out I have a twin sister and now I may lose her. Sylvie's been in the ICU for three weeks now. She suffered from Hypocalcemia which is a drop in calcium her heart muscle started to contract irregularly due to the electrolyte disturbance. In addition she has become septic from an infection called mucositis.
Antonio has been by her side constantly but I can tell it's killing him not to be out there looking for his kids. I would do anything for Sylvie, I can't help her though not until she kicks these infections, we've gotten the test results there's no doubt that the Leukemia is back in fact it's spread even more than originally.
It's now in her brain her lungs, her spleen and spinal fluid. It's bad Reese really really fucking bad. I'm scared. If that wasn't enough Brent is getting weaker from the chemo, the registry still hasn't found any matches. We held a sign up at 51 yesterday so many people came out but we won't know for a few days if any positive results came out of it.
He's worried for Sylvie I can see it in his eyes, he understands death too much, he just lost another friend to this horrible disease. Bobby passed away two weeks ago, Gabby, Stella, Emily and I went to his funeral god there's no rhyme or reason for a child's death.
I can still see him in that coffin so still, like a G.I action figure out of commission. No child should be that still, how do you hold a grieving parent and express your sorrows, while the whole time your thinking. Thank god it's not my child! They know it to, because as their thanking you, asking you about your child, their thinking why me? Why not him?
I feel like my life is spent inside the walls of Med. If we're not with Sylvie than we're with Brent. Gabby is a mess ever since we heard about Shay, god I can't even processes this shit. Shay our beautiful Shay is dead. How did this happen? Why did this happen?
The police have been all over this, nothing makes any fucking sense. I need answers, I have to go talk to Christie now, I need to sort this shit out. Please god let my sister and my son live.