Chapter 13 – This is a really long Chapter, I want you to get inside the minds of Olivia and Elliot so this is the squad's yearly psych evaluations and my first SMUT chapter for this story, hope it's been worth the wait.
Manhattan SVU, Manhattan, New York
Tuesday, December 1st 2015
08.11 am
"Morning everyone!" Olivia called as she stepped out of her office gathering everyone's attention. "Today is the day of our yearly psych evaluations so fill out these forms and then when it's your turn go speak with Doctor Louisa Burn." Olivia explained as she handed out the forms.
"Why isn't Huang doing them?" Fin asked as he took the form from Olivia.
"One PP thinks he's too close to the squad so from now on, for yearly psych evals we have an objective outsider coming in." Olivia explained. "Now I am hoping none of you will have me in front of the Morris Commission but if there is anything you want to talk to me about please do my office door is always open." Olivia smiled as she placed the last form in front of Elliot.
"I have to do this too?" Elliot groaned as Olivia sat in the desk beside his chair.
"Even I have to do it El." She smiled gently at him. "Just don't say you want to kill the perps this time ok?" She laughed softly and he smiled back.
The room was in near silence as everyone filled out the personal details and Olivia knew the second they got to the questions about family and friends everyone was going to be chatting, she just wondered who it was going to be first.
"Ok seriously how bad is it going to look when I say I have had twelve kids?" Elliot asked and Olivia laughed, she loved how he considered Michael as his own too even though she had still been with Cole when Michael had died.
"Oh baby I think she'll know you have a very healthy sex life." Olivia smiled.
"And super sperm!" Munch chirped making everyone laugh.
"Ok seriously it asks for Mother's details do I put Serena's or Anne's?" Olivia asked looking around at her Detectives.
"Put both?" Fin shrugged.
"Yeah and that's not going to raise any questions." She sighed.
"Just put Anne's then, she was more your Mom than your birth mother ever was." Elliot smiled.
"No I'll put both or she'll ask me why I didn't mention the woman who gave birth to me." Olivia sighed, she hated these things, every single year since she'd been at SVU she'd had to endure a psych eval that required her to fill an expansive form, she'd managed to get out of it a few times having been on maternity leave or making some excuse so Huang would be the one to evaluate her and not the outsider.
"How objective is this woman really going to be?" Munch asked.
"What do you mean?" Olivia frowned, she wasn't sure where this was going but she knew it couldn't be good.
"Well we have to fill out these forms about our marriages, kids, families in general, our childhoods, I mean isn't she going to look at yours and Elliot's and have a heart attack that you're having your eight kid and his twelfth? She's going to thing you have an overactive sex life or something and that you get thrills from doing this job, she's going to look at mine and as usual think I can't settle because I've had four divorces, I hate these things." He moaned.
"Ok first of all eww on what you said about me and Elliot, we have a healthy sex life and he's a devout Catholic and we're bring our kids up as Catholics so we don't use protection simple as and I can't help it if the sperm finds the egg, I didn't plan on having this many kids when we got married it just happened and secondly you've had plenty of shrinks telling you about your divorces I'm surprised it still bothers you." Olivia explained.
"Hey I can't help it if they all think the same thing about me having had four wives, there's nothing I can do about that but I am bored of hearing the same thing." Munch explained.
"Hey Nick did you have psych evals when you were in Brooklyn narcs?" Fin asked changing the subject before Olivia got pissed.
"Nope, barely ever saw a shrink there, I think I've seen one more often since I've been here than I had in my life before." He laughed.
"Comes with the job Nick." Olivia smiled at him, he may have been a rookie at SVU but he really did fit in just fine. "Right well I'm first up so I am going upstairs and El when Alex and Casey get here can you give them a form each and tell them to stick around."
"Alex and Casey have to do it too?" Fin asked.
"Yeah they do, they're as much a part of this squad as you lot are." Olivia explained before slowly heading for the stairs, her bump ever growing getting a little in the way now.
Manhattan SVU, Manhattan, New York
Tuesday, December 1st 2015
09.03 am
"So tell me what you do to relax." She didn't hesitate in starting.
"Uh to relax?" Olivia asked in confusion.
"Yeah after a tough case."
"They're all tough." Olivia snapped, she didn't like that Louisa was insinuating that they had easy cases.
"Ok after any case, what do you do to relax?" She repeated her question showing that she wasn't going to take any of Olivia's deflecting tactics.
"I cuddle with my husband, I watch movies with my kids or I have a coffee with my Dad." Olivia explained simply.
"Are you close to your Dad?" She asked gently.
"I don't understand the relevance." Olivia shrugged.
"You said you relax by having coffee with your Dad. Are you and he close?" She asked.
"Uh, we're ... I don't know it's complicated." Olivia shrugged, she wasn't in the mood to talk about Don Cragen.
"Ok, what makes it complicated?" Louisa continued.
"I don't know why does it matter?" Olivia asked as Louisa started to look through the questionnaire she'd filled out.
"You're adopted." She noted.
"Yes but I don't see the relevance." Olivia replied as she rubbed her hands nervously across her thighs.
"I don't know what's relevant or not that's why I'm asking you questions." She explained.
"Fine, my Mom died ten days ago." Olivia sighed, she hadn't want to bring this up as it was still too painful, too raw.
"I'm sorry for your loss." Louisa said softly.
"Thank you." Olivia replied.
"But how does that complicate your relationship with your father?" Louisa asked and Olivia saw that there was no way Louisa was going to drop this.
"My father suffered with alcoholism, before I even knew who he was, he started drinking after his first wife died." Olivia explained and Louisa could see where this was going. "He's been sober for thirty years." Olivia's voice dropped to a whisper as she spoke. "He ruined that when my Mom died."
"Your father started drinking again?" Louisa asked to clarify.
"Yeah, I caught him last night." Olivia replied weakly, she could still see the bottle and the glass in his hand.
"That visibly affects you Olivia." Louisa noted.
"Yeah, my biological mother was an abusive alcoholic but you knew that as you've read my file from Huang." Olivia hissed angrily.
"Of course." Louisa replied embarrassed that Olivia had caught her out. "Did you take time off to grieve?"
"Yes, I took some time to grieve." Olivia replied.
"How did you grieve?" Louisa continued.
"What?" Olivia frowned getting flustered with this line of questioning.
"What did you do after your Mom died to deal with it?" Louisa asked.
"I held my Dad, then I told my kids and then my husband held me." Olivia replied. "Then I came down here and spoke to George Huang."
"You called a psychiatrist?" Louisa asked in surprise.
"George is a friend, not just a psychiatrist, I needed someone slightly more impartial to talk to and I didn't call him, I actually never asked who did but I came here and then he showed up, I'm guessing it was Elliot." Olivia explained softly.
"How did she die Olivia?" Louisa continued.
"She had a heart attack, she had it when no one was there, at the top of the stairs and according to the medical examiner she was dead before she hit the bottom." Olivia replied. "Me, Elliot and Dad came home from work, Dad and I was arguing as we came through the door, we have this little cabinet with a lock drawer and that's where we keep our guns from the kids. Elliot and I were putting away our guns when Dad saw her."
"You and your Mom close?"
"Yes, we are, extremely. There's a running joke in our house that I'm Daddy's girl at work and Mommy's girl at home. My Mom used to be this upper class woman who came from money and she wouldn't even let me curse in public under my breath without having something to say about it then all of a sudden she's helping bring up my kids, when her own kids were brought up by Nanny's, my Mom is a magnificent woman and I hope that when I'm older I'm exactly like her."
"Where were the kids?" Louisa continued.
"With their aunts." Olivia replied.
"Your husband's sisters?" Louisa asked unsure whether or not she'd read that Elliot had siblings or no but with Olivia's file in front of her she knew it wasn't Olivia's sisters.
"No, my best friends and their God Mother's Alex Cabot and Casey Novak, their nanny was there to Nanny Sue." Olivia explained.
"Why did you choose SVU?" Louisa asked moving on much to Olivia's relief.
"My Mom was raped and I'm the proof of that but again you knew that it's in my file." Olivia explained.
"How do you deal with disturbing cases?"
"What do you mean?" Olivia frowned.
"When you have a really disturbing case, what do you do to cope with it?"
"I talk to my husband or my father or call George Huang." Olivia shrugged.
"How do you deal with cases involving children?"
"I don't understand." Olivia frowned, she was sure there was a second agenda to each question.
"You have children yet you see some of the worst cases imaginable, things children should never ever experience, how do you cope with that?"
"I see my girls in every case that involves a child, I have nightmares after cases but I don't see our vics I see my kids but then I go to their rooms and I see them sleeping and I'm ok." Olivia explained honestly.
"So you have trouble sleeping?" Louisa continued.
"Not really, I don't have trouble getting to sleep but I have trouble staying asleep sometimes, I do have nightmares when I've worked a child homicide or a child rape but then once I've seen my girls and seen that they're alright I'm alright." Olivia explained firmly.
"Ok tell me a little bit about when your daughter was kidnapped." Louisa said surprising Olivia.
"What do you want to know?" Olivia asked.
"How did you cope with it?" Louisa asked straight and Olivia sighed.
"I didn't." Olivia replied honestly. "I was given a sleeping aid by Doctor Huang and then I was injected with anti-anxiety medication to keep my blood pressure down for the sake of the baby." Olivia explained, she wasn't ashamed that she had to have drugs to cope with the disappearance of her eldest child.
"What was going through your mind when you found out she was missing?" Louisa asked gently.
"That I'd kill whoever took her." Olivia spat.
"Which you did right? You shot him." Louisa replied.
"Because he was waving a knife at me." Olivia replied. "I'd gotten in front of Melissa and he waved a knife towards me and I shot him, I killed him as that is what we are trained to do it was a reflex." Olivia explained as calmly as she could but Louisa noticed how defensive Olivia got.
"You run this unit, how do you cope with that?" Louisa moved on as she had so many questions yet so little time.
"What do you mean how do I cope with it?" Olivia frowned, she was starting to get pissed off with the double meaning questions.
"You know when a case comes in and you have to make some tough decisions how do you make them?" Louisa explained.
"I talk to Elliot, as my Sergeant and my husband I trust his opinion but I nine times out of ten go with my gut instinct, I like to look at every possibility from every angle and once I am satisfied then and only then will I make a decision." Olivia explained straight, she wasn't going to let the doctor in front of her question her leadership skills.
"How does it feel to have your husband working for you?" Louisa asked.
"He doesn't work for me, maybe he does on paper but we're still partners, we've been partners for sixteen years and a promotion isn't going to change that, the only difference is now that I have an office and he has to knock to come in which he rarely does anyway." Olivia laughed softly. "Elliot is a good cop and an amazing husband, we stand through everything together and yeah if we have a case and a decision needs to be made on the spot I make it and he goes with it, our relationship hasn't been affected by the change in position, he was promoted to Sergeant before I became Captain but he stood by me when I got the promotion actually he told me that out of the options I was the best choice, he even said if it had been offered to him he would have turned it down because of the crap that can be flung at you when you're running a unit can be dangerously smelly and he didn't want to deal with that, he knows his anger would get the better of him in front of the Morris Commission and he would lose his shield." Olivia explained.
"Ok." Louisa nodded as she scribbled down in her legal pad. "I have to ask what are you doing about Maternity leave?"
"You're asking me about Maternity leave? You should speak with the squad and find out that I don't do maternity leave hence why I gave birth to my girls on the office floor." Olivia chuckled at the memory. "I will know when I can't do my job because it's too much and Elliot will take charge with John until I come back and again I will know when I'm ready to come back, with Lexi and Lili I was only off for two months but with Ali and Eli I was off for seven, these things change depending on the situation, I'm not ready for maternity yet even though I am entitled to take it, my work here is too important." Olivia explained.
"Ok tell me a little about your children." Louisa told her and Olivia looked at her, what did she want to know?
"They're my children, them and my husband and parents are my entire world." Olivia replied.
"You have seven children?"
"Number eight on the way." Olivia grinned as her hand stroked her bump.
"So tell me something about them all."
"Melissa and Michael are twins, Michael died in June two thousand and eight, Melissa dealt with it pretty well. Nicole was born January the first two thousand and nine and she knows that Elliot isn't her biological father but she's ok with that, then Alexandra and Liliana are five they were born on the thirtieth of December two thousand and nine my perfect end to a perfect year and they're my first children with Elliot and are identical twins, then there's Alyah and Elysah and they're also twins they're three years old and they're Elliot's too, they're identical except Ali has brown eyes and Eli has blue eyes." Olivia explained.
"Why don't you tell me a little about Nicole's biological father?" Louisa suggested and she instantly saw Olivia's hand fly to the chain around her neck which still held her engagement ring from Cole, she'd never been comfortable with taking it off and Elliot was the one who'd told her not too as it meant something to her and it would mean something to Nicole too.
"Cole, he uh he died." Olivia shrugged as she fingered the ring, her thumb stroking over the engraving of the word 'together'.
"How did he die?" Louisa probed knowing that Olivia wasn't comfortable with the conversation making her pursue it further.
"He was shot in the line of duty." Olivia said.
"That's the official term I guess why don't you tell me what you know happened? How much were you told about the situation that cause him to be shot?" Louisa continued.
"No one needed to tell me anything Louisa, I was there, I held him when he took his last breath so yeah shot in the line of duty may have been the official term but I was rescuing a little girl I handed her over to the uniformed officer and turned around to see my partner leaning over Cole's body. I screamed and I ran to him and I held him, he told me he loved me, he told me he loved Melissa, I told him I loved him too and he died." Olivia spoke through gritted teeth. "My fiancé was murdered in cold blood."
"When was that Olivia?" Louisa asked her tone much softer at seeing how affected Olivia was by the topic.
"July the first two thousand and nine." Olivia replied. "Two weeks after our son died."
"That must have been a tough time in your life." Louisa replied gently.
"Yeah, I wanted nothing more than to eat my gun but I had a four year old to live for, I had to make life worth living for her and I think I succeeded at that." Olivia replied.
"There's a notation in the file I got from George Huang that you stood on a roof top after your fiancé's death, why don't you tell me about that?"
Olivia chuckled, she and George had spoken about that numerous times and she was sure he believed her when she had said she wasn't suicidal.
"Cole and I used to meet up on the roof during our lunch breaks or just when we'd been working a tough case and needed to be together. After he died I was given a box of things off of his desk and I just wanted to look through them in peace. I went to our place and our place happened to be on the roof. After going through the box I stood on the wall leaning against the small tower block just looking out over Manhattan and talking to Cole, just how we did when he was alive, I was never suicidal, I didn't plan on jumping and when I saw that my Dad had gotten a jump team out and hearing him tell him that I had scared him hit somewhere deep and I got down, all I wanted was to feel close to my fiancé." Olivia explained dryly and bitterly.
"Ok well I think we're done." Louisa smiled as Olivia got up.
"Thank you, I'll send Elliot up." Olivia smiled gently before she hurried out the door hoping she hadn't said anything to land her in front of the Morris Commission, cleaning up her Detective's mess would be easier than cleaning up her own.
Manhattan SVU, Manhattan, New York
Tuesday, December 1st 2015
10.09 am
Elliot saw Olivia run into the office and the slam of the door had everyone turning their attention to the office.
"Shit something rattled her cage." Fin sighed knowing if Olivia had gotten upset the chances were they all would.
"Yeah and now she's down here it's my turn." Elliot sighed getting to his feet. "Fin if she isn't out before I'm back could you check on her, make sure she's ok, I don't want her stressing out with the baby." Elliot explained.
"Sure man." Fin nodded before he watched Elliot heading upstairs.
After seeing his wife upset Elliot knew that this wasn't going to be an experience he wanted to relive any time soon, he was hoping he would be able to keep his temper in check throughout his psych eval or he would be causing more problems for Olivia with her now being the Captain of the unit she was the one who would have to go in front of the Morris Commission and sort out the mess they made.
"Sergeant Stabler." Louisa smiled extending her hand.
"Doctor." He shook it nervously.
"Louisa." She replied as her hand signalled the couch.
"Elliot." He replied.
"Ok so ..." Louisa flicked through the questionnaire that Elliot had handed her as she tried to pinpoint where to begin her line of questioning.
"Tell me about your wife." She smiled softly.
"You just met her and upset her might I add." Elliot replied gruffly, he hated anyone who caused his wife any pain, emotional or physical.
"Olivia wasn't upset with me and I didn't upset her Elliot, she got upset when we were discussing something, now tell me about Olivia from your point of view." She said calmly.
"She's Olivia." He shrugged. "She's my wife, the love of my life, we may have only been married six and a half years but I have been in love with her for sixteen years. She's given me four beautiful biological children two step children whom I adore, she's amazing." He replied.
"Tell me about you children, you have four from a previous relationship right?" She continued.
"Yeah, they all live with their Mother in Florida, they visit in the holidays but since our family has grown they visit less and less because of space." He replied.
"How old are they?"
"Maureen is eighteen, Kathleen is seventeen and Lizzie and Dickie are fourteen." He replied quickly.
"Ok tell me about the children you live with." She moved on.
"Well Melissa is the oldest and she's thirteen, she calls me Dad but she knows she isn't mine, she also knows she was adopted that Olivia isn't her biological Mom too but that doesn't bother her, she knows we love her as much as the rest but she knows about Cole being her adoptive father, it's his name on the adoption papers and she knows that." He explained. "I'm sure Olivia has told you all of this already."
"She told me a lot about your children but I want to hear it from you." She smiled softly and Elliot nodded.
"Then there's Nicole who's six, she's also not mine but I've been there from her first breath. She knows about her real Dad but she still calls me Dad." Elliot replied. "Then I have four with Olivia biologically and one on the way, two set of twin girls Alexandra, Liliana both five, and Alyah and Elysah both three."
"How do you feel raising another man's child?"
"I forget sometimes that she isn't mine, I was there through Olivia's pregnancy, I was there when she went through eight hours of labour and after the clock chimed midnight and our baby girl screamed for the first time I didn't care and I still don't Nicole is as much my child as Lili, Lexi, Ali and Eli are and the same goes for Melissa." He replied.
"Ok, so how do you feel having Olivia as your superior officer seeing as she is your wife?" Louisa moved on again and Elliot was already bored with her questioning.
"How should I feel?" He asked.
"Does it bother you? Do you find it difficult to follow her orders?" Louisa explained.
"It doesn't bother me and I don't find it difficult following her orders we were partners for eight years before we were married and then another six until she was promoted, when I was promoted from Detective to Sergeant she was still my partner and then when she got the Captaincy I was happy for her, she may be my superior but we're still a team and yes she throws orders around but that's her job and I don't mind following those orders because that's what I used to do when Don was in charge, my job hasn't changed since Olivia took over, she and I still work a lot together even though it's less than what we used too and that's her decision because she knows defence lawyers use our marriage as an excuse to get their clients off and she doesn't like that."
"Ok what do you find most stressful about this job?"
"The long hours, sometimes Liv and I will work a case for seventy two hours and we don't get to see our kids and that kills us, but we get through it and we always make is up to the girls." Elliot replied.
"What do you mean make it up to them?"
"After a long case we take a day off or the weekend off just to spend time with our kids, we go to the park, out to eat, and just normal family things." Elliot explained. "I know it's hard for our kids when they don't see us for three days but we do try and spend as much time as we can with them and we call them every night before they go to bed."
"Do you think you or Olivia struggle more with the hours?"
"Olivia, definitely, she misses her girls you know before we had the kids all she ever wanted was to be a Mom and now she is one she often thinks she isn't doing a good enough job raising them but she can't imagine being a stay at home Mom, even though we could afford it if she retired, she owns our home outright, we don't have to worry about the kids school fees they're covered till they graduate and then their grandfather opened trust funds for them and there is already enough to cover their college fees so our kids would not be less off if Olivia and I didn't work but neither one of us can imagine life without this job." Elliot explained.
"So tell me what you do to relax."
"I spend time with my family, cuddle up with my wife or take my kids out somewhere because as soon as I'm with them I relax." Elliot replied and Louisa smiled a little knowing Olivia had said nearly the exact same thing.
"Why did you chose SVU?"
"Sex should be a good thing right, I've always said no one should use sex to hurt someone, sex is supposed to be a beautiful thing for humans to experience and the thought that someone used it against someone, to hurt them both physically and mentally used to make me so sick I had to do something about it." Elliot shuddered remembering how strong he used to feel.
"Used to?"
"Well it still does but not in the way it used to, I've worked this job for sixteen years, the shock that I used to get over he said she said rape cases doesn't happen anymore, I mean some cases still shock me but others don't because I've already seen it over and over again, I still think sex should be beautiful but I am not shocked that people use it for power, I have seen too much for it to affect me in the way it did sixteen years ago." Elliot explained.
"Tell me a little about your sex life." Louisa said as Elliot talking about sex had her intrigued to follow a different route.
"What do you want to know? I obviously have on my wife has four of my kids and is carrying a fifth." Elliot explained.
"Do you find your sex life affected by the job?"
"No, we have a rule that we don't talk about work in the house and we've kept it for six years. If we want to talk we usually do it in the car and we do talk, we have to talk or otherwise what we see will affect us and not in a good way but our sex lives are perfectly healthy, my wife is an attractive woman with a healthy sexual appetite, there would be something seriously wrong with me if we weren't having sex ... plus I think I'd be questioning the paternity of my unborn son." Elliot explained with a snigger at the end.
"Of course but on average how many times per week do you have sex?" Louisa continued.
"Three maybe four, it depends what type of week we've had, sex has been few and far between recently with the death of her Mom looming over her. She's had a stressful few weeks but before all that some weeks we'd have sex every day sometimes twice to three times a day." Elliot shrugged as Louisa scribbled down in her notepad.
"Do you experiment in the bedroom?" Louisa moved on.
Elliot adjusted himself in his seat, he really didn't feel comfortable telling this shrink about his sex life especially remember what had happened to Jeffries sixteen years ago. Her sex life end up having her moved to Vice.
"Yeah we have done, I'd put it in another way, our sex life isn't boring." Elliot replied.
"Then tell me some of the stuff you've done in the past." Louisa was talking like it was just another conversation but the talk about sex with Olivia was really starting to affect him.
"We've done a lot we've been married six years." Elliot shrugged. "And we don't just have sex in the bedroom either."
"Have you ever had sex in public?"
"Yes." Elliot replied.
"Can you be more specific?" Louisa asked the questions not fazing her in the slightest as over the years she'd heard it all.
"The car, central park at night, up against a wall in an alley way, we've done a lot." Elliot shrugged trying not to think about it too much.
"So you admit you've broken the law then." Louisa smirked.
"Yes." Elliot replied sheepishly. "But you know you're talking about my sex life when Olivia and I don't just have sex, we've never just had sex we always make it special even in the car and up against the wall of an alley way, we make love Doctor every single time." Elliot explained firmly.
"Ok." Louisa nodded with a hint of a smile on her face. "I think we've covered everything."
Elliot nodded quickly thanked her and left because if he didn't touch his wife soon he was going to be in a lot of pain.
Manhattan SVU, Manhattan, New York
Tuesday, December 1st 2015
11.02 am
Fin spotted Elliot coming down the stairs and knew it was his turn to sit in the chair and have his head shrunk. He gave Elliot a curt nod as they passed and Elliot returned it but he rushed straight into the office to his wife.
"Hey how did it go?" Olivia asked as soon as the door was shut.
"How much did she ask you about our sex life?" Elliot asked.
"She didn't." Olivia shrugged. "Why?"
"I think she would have enjoyed it if I gave her intimate details because she really went on a fishing expedition with me." Elliot explained as he walked towards her.
Olivia could see the look in his eyes. They were darker, narrower which meant only one thing, he was highly aroused.
"Hmm and what did you tell her?" Olivia asked as she stood up and wrapped her arms around his neck, his arms going around her waist to stroke her back.
"Not what was going through my mind at the time." He laughed seductively and Olivia could feel herself becoming aroused too.
"What was going through your mind?" Olivia asked innocently.
"That we haven't had sex on this desk since it's been your office." He smirked knowing they had when it had been Cragen's office.
"We haven't had sex on this desk at all." Olivia smirked back.
"Yeah..."
"No it's a new desk Elliot." Olivia laughed. "The other one was loose so I got a new one, I think it's about time we christened it."
Elliot didn't need any more telling. His lips crashed into Olivia's and she moaned instantly letting his tongue gain entry into her mouth. It was rough, animalistic, desperate, it had been a while since he'd kissed her like this and it was going to take a lot to make him stop.
"El ... El..." She tried talking.
"What baby?" He asked as his hand began to trail along the line of her sweater.
"Are the blinds closed?" She asked as she snaked her hands beneath his shirt.
He peered over her shoulder, Olivia normally kept the blinds closed but it was worth double checking.
"Yeah." He smiled before cupping his hands on her face and kissing her again.
"Did you lock the door?" She asked as his kiss trailed from her lips down to the sensitive spot on her neck.
"Of course." Elliot smiled before he pulled away just to rip off her sweater pulling her t-shirt off in the process. "My God you're beautiful." He smiled before taking her neck into his mouth, marking her as his own even though there was no need too.
"Oh El." She gasped as his hands squeezed her over sensitive breasts.
He knew, thanks to two previous pregnancies, that when Olivia was pregnant she didn't find someone touching her nipples very enjoyable, she found it too painful but that didn't stop her from enjoying having her breasts squeezed.
"Baby..." Olivia moaned as he continued his assault on her neck.
"What?" He asked looking into her eyes.
"I need you in me." She told him and the gleam in Elliot's eyes showed he wasn't going to make her wait any longer.
He made quick work of removing her jeans and panties and his own clothing. She scratched her nails down his chest as he removed his boxers, freeing his erection that the sight of had Olivia biting her bottom lip in anticipation.
Quickly his lips were on her mouth, assaulting her as her nails scratched his back he swiped everything from the desk onto the floor. Once he was sure the desk was clear he lowered her slowly to it. Changing his mind mid lowering her, once she was flat on her back he teased her with his finger.
"El." She moaned both in frustration and pleasure at his actions.
"Oh Liv." He smiled as he buried one finger deep inside her making her hips buck.
"Fuck me El." She gasped as he entered a second finger before starting to pump into her at an alarmingly slow rate.
"Harder El." She moaned as her hands cupped her own breasts.
"Mm." He moaned as he kneeled down in front of her and clasped his mouth to her.
His tongue found her clit and he swiped at it repeatedly causing a series of small gasps to pass through Olivia's lips.
"Elliot." She moaned as he worked his fingers faster and faster.
"Come for me baby, come on." He whispered.
"Make me Sergeant." She teased in between moans.
"Captain Cragen you are a tease." He laughed.
"Oh my God Elliot don't say that again." She moaned as he hammered his fingers faster.
"What why?" He asked before his mouth found her clit again.
"Because I got a vision of you ... ahh... fucking my dad." She moaned.
"Olivia that's disgusting." He laughed as she moaned loudly, he knew by the noise she was getting very close.
"Don't say that then." She laughed breathlessly. "Oh El!"
"Come on Liv." He said gruffly and just then her hips bucked and she bit hard on her bottom lip to stop herself screaming as her orgasm took over her contorting body, Elliot sucking harder driving her through her climax and lapping up everything she was giving him.
"Oh baby." Olivia panted as Elliot removed his fingers from inside of her and pulled her up to sitting.
"You still taste amazing." He whispered before assaulting her mouth again knowing she was getting whatever remnant of herself from his lips. "But we're not done." He smirked almost evilly and pulled Olivia down from the desk. "Turn around."
Olivia bit down on her bottom lip and did what she was told, she turned to face the desk and felt Elliot push gently on her back knowing he had to be careful of her ever growing bump. She stepped back so the bump rested in the empty spas between her thighs and the desk.
Elliot's hands snaked up and down her back moving her hair so he could kiss her neck, he trailed his kisses down her back as his hands massaged her backside.
"Ready baby?" He asked gently.
"Hmm." She moaned which he took as a yes.
He made quick work of entering her. He enjoyed seeing her neck bend back in pleasure himself preferring to watch her than submit to his own desire of allowing his eyes to roll back into his head.
"Want me to take it slow?" He asked quietly knowing Olivia was still coming down from her first orgasm and not wanting her to overdo it.
"No." She said firmly, sex was risky in the office, so she needed to make sure they both got their release before they were caught.
He started to move, at a slow pace but Olivia knew he wouldn't keep it slow for long. His hands still explored her back as she gripped tightly onto the sides of the desk.
"Fuck El." She moaned as he picked up the speed.
"Liv." He moaned back as he gripped her hips pulling her to meet him half way the sound of their slapping skin the only other noise in the room.
It became faster quickly and Olivia knew this wasn't going to last long, she was on the edge but she was just waiting for him, she didn't want to let go without him.
"Fuck El." She moaned again.
"Baby I'm close." He told her.
"Oh yeah." She moaned. "God El..." She continued her knuckles turning white with the grip she held on the desk.
"Oh Liv..." The rest of the moan was cut off by the shrill ring of the office phone.
"Shit." Olivia gasped and with Elliot still inside her she reached over to the far end of the desk that hadn't been cleared as it contained the phone and laptop and she picked it up.
"Captain Cragen Special Victims." She answered and Elliot chuckled not letting her get away with it that easy.
He started to slowly move as his hand stroked her ample bottom.
"Yes sir." Olivia said and Elliot knew she was suppressing a moan by how her head was bent and her hand covered her mouth.
"No problem sir." He heard her say so he started to moved a little faster and Olivia rolled her neck in response.
"Ok bye." She hung up and let out a deep moan. "Fuck El that was the Chief of D's."
"What did he want?" Elliot asked keeping up the medium pace for a moment.
"Just to tell me when I go in front of the Morris Commission to dress comfortably, he knows I won't be able to wear my blues." Olivia explained before letting out a deep moan again that had Elliot speed up a little more.
"Ok." Elliot replied. "Now where was I?" He said seductively making Olivia moan again.
It didn't take long for them to find that speed and as they had both been so close anyway it was minutes until they were both suppressing their screams of ecstasy.