Chapter 17 Caught
Katsuki POV
Even as the warm summer air whipped passed me I couldn't help but feel this coldness settle into my limbs. My mom is going to kill me when I get home she always said never sleep with anyone till I graduated from high school. She was pisted enough when I told her that I had already slept with someone. Now how is she going to feel now that she has walked in on me in the middle of the act?
I couldn't help the scared whimper that left my lips, I know that on the outside I totally look like my mother son. But when it came to certain things I'm just like dad and I hate that but there's no way that either one of us could stand up to mom when she gets in one of her moods and I'll never admit it out loud. But I'm a total momma's boy my mom's approval is one of the many things that I worry about on a daily basis.
On the outside, I might seem like a hard guy that doesn't give a damn but in reality, my family does mean a lot to me. After what happened when I was a kid with my sister how could I not. This is going to be a night from hell I can feel it and my mother is just going to make this about me dating Uraraka and how is a mistake.
"Can I ask you something?" I looked up from my thought as Machakos tentative voice filled my ears, I could hear a worried undertone as I looked up from my thoughts. Her soft brown eyes seemed miles away as she looped her arm with mine. A worried frown gracing her otherwise peaceful face. "You really seemed to know what you were doing are you a…."
Her voice seemed to lighten as a bright pink tint covered her face as she began to stutter and squirm as we walked, I couldn't help but bust out into a booming laugh as I spoke in a cool voice.
"My mom always made sex a big deal after my sister's accident and the almost being raped thing my mom sat me and my sister down. I can tell you that it is the most uncomfortable conversation kids can have with their parent but we were to adhere to strict rules. No sex till we graduated high school now while Kai might have stuck to that rule me not so much."
My voice darkened a bit as I took in Ochako's expression, jealousy seemed to burn in her eyes as an angry frown started to form on her face. I could see the wheel turning behind her eyes as the silent question popped up in her gaze. Is she pretty than me, better than me. All these questions that I knew no matter how I answer them she would be angry.
"It's wasn't like there was anything special about this girl I was just having a rough time. Kai had just come back for her summer break last year but I had signed up for this training camp that was supposed to last a month.
I didn't want to go after I found out that she was coming home but it was too late. I got to the camp doing my best to focus on the training and get ready for UA. But I was miserable I wanted to head home and see Kai. I hadn't seen her since she had left for America to do her own hero training.
I wanted to hear about her life and hang as we used to when we were kids. Missing home made it impossible to really enjoy the experience. Then came this girl Camie blond and hot a year older then us she hated it their as much as me her dad sent her there because she didn't get into UA and he thought that it was because she didn't have the skills, so there we both were hating our lives and not wanting to be there.
Along the line, we grew close first a friends than as something more. We weren't together just a casual thing you know after that I came home and I didn't see her again. I doubt that she even remembers me." I stopped talking after a while just listening to the sound of the cars whizzing by as the howling wind put me at ease.
Uraraka didn't say anything for awhile simply keeps walking like the last thing that she wanted to hear was about me having sex. Buts it not like she didn't ask, I mean she literally ask about it so I told her.
It wasn't like I was in love with Cami. I'm mean sure it was great sex probably the best sex that I will ever have. But it's not like she knew that though I doubt that matter she is a virgin but to her, this is probably a violation of our trust or our relationship or something.
I don't know I'm terrible with this shit if there is one thing that I suck at is it girls they are too hard to read and each of them is different. More or less all guys want the same thing, a hot piece of ass a few good buds to drink and party with. At least in my opinion when it comes to highschool guys at least.
"Okay, and you aren't ever going to see her ever again." I laughed gently before wrapping my arms around Ochako's shoulder. Pulling her close to me till my lips where brushing gently against her temple. My heart slowed as these waves of relief seemed to run over me. "I swear you the only girl for me, angel."
I kissed her temple before pulling my head away so that I could look out in front of me, the sidewalk was empty not a single person in sight. I'm sure that at this hour they were all home or on their way home from work. Must be nice to be able to go home and things just are peaceful but not my family. They managed to always get on my nerves no matter what I did so said there was always something wrong.
Ochako semed to wiggle under my grasp as I looked down at her I could see her chocolate brown orbs looking up at me in confusion as salient question started to fill her gaze. This could have been about Camie, could it? Her voice came out small yet intrigued so I knew that it had nothing to do with my past affairs.
"When we were at the dinner table something was really bugging me…" Her voice trailed off as her eyes were drawn to the star-filled sky. The bright light shining over us as I smiled simply taking in the sight as her apartment drew closer and closer. "Yeah what is it." I felt so laid back I didn't find anything wrong at this moment.
I could be unguarded with her something that I really only could do with Kirishima and my family any other time. But there was just something about this girl that made me want to trust her. I mean it was a long way from baring my deepest darkest secrets and shames to her. But I trusted her also has much as Eijirou.
"Well, it's just that you and our sister kept sharing these glances and your dad said that you had to talk like normal people what did he mean by that." I watched her for a moment as worry slightly creepy in my heart.
I was really hoping that she wouldn't pick up on that. I let out a heavy sigh as I looked at her approaching building. The third floor still looked so far from us like we could keep walking for an hour and still not get there.
"Yeah about that." I felt my feet stop without my permission as my left hand rubbed the back of my neck gently like this is the last thing that I wanted to discuss and in all honesty it was. Some people that it was awesome why others thought that it was weird. Some even went so far as to want to experiment on us. "Well, how do I put this you know the idea that twins have a psychic link."
I watched her eyes narrow as even more question seemed to fill her gaze this time as I looked around the sidewalk for a minute. Taking in the empty streets as darkness swirled around us. Good if I had to talk about then I wanted to make sure that we are alone.
"Well that no so much true for ordinary people but it came to twins that have quirks can sometimes hear each other thought or speak them each other without actually have to talk. Kai and I are kinda like that."
My voice started to out soft as unease filled my heart what if she thought that I was a freak. I could take a lot of things but the one thing that I couldn't take is the chance at losing Ochako over something that I couldn't control. But instead of her face turning into one of disgust or fear her eyes seemed to dazzle with new found enthusiasm as a heart-melting smile formed on her face. "That's so cool."
I could feel this wight lift on my chest as I grinned gently at her doing my best not to let it show how relieved I am. "Come on we should get you home." I took each of step two at a time not really wanting to drag this out.
Any other time I would kill to spend time with Ochako but I'm pretty sure that my mom is going to kill me the minute that I get home I looked on the patio before turning back to Ochako.
Her back pressed firmly against the door as she gave me a gentle yet loving smile, all the way as the once consuming lust from early tonight seemed to fade till there was a thing left but this sense of calm.
I smile gently tipping my head down, our forehead touching as our lips brushed against each other. I wanted nothing more than to kiss her that burning need seemed to fill my chest as my dick began to throb painfully.
But there was no way that I would be able to stop till I got off or she did, and if that happened then my mom would come searching for me and that is the last thing that I needed at the moment. I'm sure that she would send half of the police force out for me and find me in some girls bed wouldn't help me at all. Not to say that Ochako is some girl but come on my mother would be impossible no matter who I'm with.
"Enjoy the rest of your night and sorry for any trouble I might have caused between you and my mother." My voice soft as I did my best to hide my rage from my mother actions tonight she doesn't utter a single nice word to Ochako.
"Don't worry about it Katsuki she your mom she is supposed to be protective of you now go I don't want to get your trouble." I didn't want to leave really the only thing that I could think about is Ochako but I slowly made my way back to the house.
Trepidation and fear began to worms its way into my heart as this buzzing sensation in the back of my skull started to rise. "Don't worry about it dad calmed mom down but they are waiting for you in the living room good luck."
Kai amuse and disembodied voice filled my head as I groaned lightly that wasn't what I wanted to hear. Sure they are calmed down but that means that now I have to get the safe sex talk all over again. Like telling them about Camie wasn't bad enough and I wouldn't have even done that if they didn't go snooping through my shit and find me condoms.
"Yup you have fun with that big brother." I hate when she mocked me it's not like I could scream at her I would be the one that looked like the crazy person as I yelled to myself. I grumbled angrily under my breath as I continued to walk.
Just listening to the sound of the city as the cool black sky floated above me. At least after this, I would be able to go to sleep though tomorrow at school might not be better if Deku is up to his usual tricks.
It didn't take long to get to the house only to find all the lights were off, I did my best to avoid stumbling in the dark as I made my way through the house. Not taking in the photos of me and Kai at different graduation and parties or any other family event.
No all I could focus on is the fear burning through my veins as my heart pounded so loud that I'm sure people from three towns over could hear it. "We are in the living room."
I made my way there taking the gentle yet disappointed sound of my father's voice I knew that he would be a lot more reasonable about this then mom. But as I made my way into the room where she stood.
Glaring at the empty fireplace, not a single flame flickering in the pit as her eyes were drawn to the ledge. There stood a family photo of me, Kai and her at I think it was our 5 or 6 birthday party.
Her eyes focus on the memory as dad sat firmly on the couch watching me for a minute before taking in a loud breath. "Do you know what we are going to say." I watched my father eyes search me telling me that right now is not the time to be a smart ass.
Though in my defense being a smartass is my natural setting. How could I not be when they are completely blowing this out of portion. "They really aren't and you know it which is why you so scared" "Shut" I growled angrily as my dad eyes hardened and narrow as he glared at me.
"I didn't mean you" looked down at my lap damn you Kai get out of my head before you get me into even more trouble. I could hear a disembodied giggle fill my head as I slumped deeper in the recliner chair.
Simply taking in the sight of my father's rigid form before my mother turned sharply on her heels. "From now on that door stays open if you have guest and you can expect to be grounded unless it got something to do with school you can't do it and I will be taking that gaming console and don't even think about using the tv."
I wanted to groan to yell and scream in protest but instead of her yelling at me with rage in her face and eyes. She was calm which I wasn't used to after screwing up like this. I mean really is there any reason to even try to argue with her.
But then my mind shifted to Friday it is tomorrow which means my date with Ochako how could I go on that date when I'm grounded. I looked up my eyes pleading as I tuned to see my mom her son crimson stare daring me to argue even in the slightest. "I'm fine with all of that but I have a prior engagement tomorrow that I can't miss."
I knew my voice sounded soft and polite not like me at all but you get more bees with honey than with vinegar. I watched my mother gaze as she shifted her vision to dad who gave her this reassuring smile before nodding his head.
"You can go by it depends on what it is. Is it school related in any way." I looked down at my feet, of course, she was going to tell me no. I could lie to her but if she found out she would be so angry.
It's not like I had much of a choice I had to tell the truth no matter how much my head said to lie. My heart said to tell the truth like there was an angel on my left shoulder and a devil on my right. Both wanted me to do something that I knew I should do. I should tell the truth but I should lie that put me at an impasse.
"No its have nothing to do with school but I made this agreement on Monday I can't go back on my work now. Bakugou's don't go back on their word that what you always say, dad." I turn my pleading gaze to my father his own eyes soft with worry and concern.
As he shook his head sadly before turning to mom who gave him a slight nod of her own. "No they can come here" I looked up a panic filling my chest. After a minute of silence, something in my mom's mind click "It's a date with Ochako Uraraka isn't it."
I nodded my head warily as she glared heavily at me as I had just given her the kiss of death. I'm sure that she didn't want anything to do with that girl. But what the hell could I say lie and have it bit me in the ass?
"No a thousand time no you will not go on that date you will tell her tomorrow at school and then you will come right home and I mean that Kat if I have to come to pick you up there will be problems."
I snarled angrily I wanted to tell her to fuck off with her stupid ass demands but there was no way that I could get away with that. So I simply nodded my head and sulked off to my room. This has been the worst night ever hopefully tomorrow is better.
I woke up to guess what raged filled screams between my sister and my mother. But I couldn't bring myself to care not today I have been looking forward to today. Doing my best to stay out of trouble so that I could enjoy my night with Ochako. Now I have to tell her that I can't go cause my mommy said so.
Honestly, it sounds so lame but the exhaustion that is clinging to my bones makes it impossible for me to care. I slowly slid my eyes open listing to the chorus of cursing as I rolled lazily on my side. Simply staring blankly at the white door that laid there before me. God, what I wouldn't give to redo yesterday.
"Good morning" I felt my heart race as the startling sound of a gentle voice. I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice my father looking his head in warily. He soft brown eyes telling me that he was coming in peace. Though in this family you can never believe it. But that didn't stop him from opening the door wider.
The sound of telling getting just a bit louder as he crept through the opening. Before closing the door and slowly walking towards me. Each tentative step that he took any other time would annoy the shi t out of me. But today I'm just too exhausted to care.
He must have a sense that himself because he spoke in a warm voice. "Do you want to go to school today." I scoffed as I pulled the blanket a little bit over my head. Obscuring my father from view. I usually get too aggravated to talk to my father. He's strong but he asks so meekly that it pisses me off at times.
"Is that a yes" He questioning voice forced me to rip my blanket off as I stared at me. My own gaze filled with apprehension for a moment. This could be a trick or he could be telling the truth. I think this is a ploy by mom to keep me away from Ochako but if miss a day then so does Kai. Then they will tell at each other all day
So I simply shook my head no as I lazily began to rise from bed. The bright golden light from the early summer sun began to blind me as I got closer to the window. "Okay Kat whatever you want." I raised a brow as he slowly retreated from the room. What the hell was that all about. "They were hoping you would say yes. If you stay home I have to stay home you know that today is the anniversary."
That's right today was the day that the shit hit the fan for this family. No wonder that had to be it. "Do you want to stay home.? I swung my legs over the bed simply hunching over for a minute waiting for my sister to respond but I got bo buzz in the back of my school no disembodied voice.
After a moment or two Kai came bursting in the room dressed in her uniform as an ash blond braid slipped down her right shoulder. Her red eyes wide and alert her lips formed into a hard press line. Well, that settled that I slowly walked over to the closest gripping my uniform. All the while I could hear Kai flopping down on my bed.
It didn't take long for me to get dress as I slumped down the stairs this had to be the worst morning of my life. It's like my mom wanted me to die alone with no other woman in my life and that is not how I saw my life going. But today couldn't be about me, but I knew better than to make this day all of about Kai.
I slowly slide out of the house with Kai at my heels I knew that she hated this day more than anyone else. It's a reminder of her past trauma and weakness being thrown back in her face like a taunting thought that just won't go away. Which I got hell we shared thoughts but that didn't make it any easier for either of us to deal with.
Anger always burned in her chest and guilt and shame burned in mine she is my sister it's my duty to protect her and I couldn't even do that. "This isn't on you I hate it when you do this to yourself." I looked up from my thoughts to see the early morning summer sun burning my eyes as I notice Eijirou form.
There he stood as he watched the sky as blue jays and hummingbird flew overhead. Not a care in the world and they sang this sickly sweet melody while the cotton cloud fluttered slowly through the sky. "Fine"
I muttered its lowly under my breath I doubt that Kai wanted Eijirou to know about our problems so I did my best to focus on the day ahead instead of the past. But that didn't force away from the worry and dread that seemed to fill my heart as Eijiro looked at me. His red eyes alert and taking in every detail of my exhausted and aggravated face.
I swear he knew my emotions better than I did half the time, he is a great friend to have but I hate it when he knows what I'm thinking. What I'm feeling I don't like sharing my problems or my thought and the fact that he could tell both just by simply looking at me. It's pissted me off beyond belief and today was no different.
An effortless and chipper smile seemed plastered on his face as we were to walk down the street, every once in awhile people would pass by. Giving us sparing glances before going back to their day. Or cars would whizz by in vibrant red and deep cobalt blues, I took in every style even the license plate. There was something about this day that put me on edge more than any other.
"So how was last night?" I looked up for my thought as the sound of Eijirou crusty voice, he knew better to talk to me in the morning. That at any moment I could blow up and become dangerous but he didn't seem to worry about that this morning. Neither could I the only thing that left my lips was tired groan instead of the rage-filled snarl that I had been hoping for.
"It went that bad." I scoffed angrily as some of the fire that burned in my blood but not by much. "It went okay at first, my sister adorers Ochako and my dad doesn't seem to have a problem with her. But my mother is a different story I thought we were making headway when she invited Ochako to the part that I don't want. I hear you got an invite to."
My exhausted voice seemed horse and foreign o me but Eijirou gave me an endearing smile before a slight frown started to form on his face.
"I was wondering why you just hadn't asked me. But it makes sense you didn't want the party and yeah bro, of course, I'm coming you only turn 16 once." I snore only that was the same fucking shit that my mother told me right before hitting me in the head for daring to talk back to her.
"Yeah well I want it to pass quietly not with a loud bang but whatever the fucking bitch won't listen to me. Anyway dinner was over and we went up to my room I told her that I settled thing with Deku the dumb little shit.
But not her he put his weasel hands on my sister I wanted nothing more than to kill him but I knew that would only make things worse. He doesn't know that we are dating but things are settled and that all I care about but then…"
My voice seemed to lighten as it got caught off as my face burned with embarrassment as Kai turn sharply on her heels. Dancing over to us that the gate to the school grew to be more impending and close. "But then mom walks in on them…" Her lips curved into device smile as confusion glimmer in Jirous eyes for a moment.
But then this undesiring seemed to snap into them as he laughed gently, "Yeah mom didn't think that it was so funny when Kat and Ochako were ripping each other clothes off and I do mean that literally. Poor ochako had to walk home in Kats clothes."
She shook her head sadly but I could see how funny she thought that all of this was. Her eyes glowing brightly with joy as this dazzling smile formed on her face. Not a trace of a genre or worry lingerie on her face or in her mind. I guess her laughing at my expense was worth it. "Man, that suck for you."
I laughed gruffly as Income Dekus bright green mop of hair facing a brown head of hair that I knew had to be Ochako. "Yeah well now I'm grounded and I have to tell Ochako that our date for tonight is over." I wanted to yell and too scared as rage burned every one of my nerves but all I could manage as I regretfully sneer as I walked thru the giant gait.
There Ochako stood her chocolate brown orbs widen with shock and joy as her eyes scanned Deku's face careful before a care free smoke seed to form on her face. I knew that they were aiming up in that instance but I didn't like it.
Sure I told her that it was okay told him that too but I wanted to rip him limb from limb. This false clam front was all that I could manage as I prepared myself for crushing Chakos smiling face with bad news.