[ No. It is not loneliness. ]
The strangest feeling when you wanted to scream before you realised nobody will ever save you.
Nobody is here.
/ Not even Solomon /
It is strange. How one only screams for help if they knew and hoped that they would be saved [ somehow ] . Even when there was nobody around. They hoped for a [ miracle ]. That is why Goetia did not scream even under that unbearable pain.
Everything just turned pale while.
/ And it scares him. Such pain he was no acquainted from. Being torn apart ever so slowly, reduced to nothing. It is a lie. This is a lie. / Perhaps Solomon would help him if he reached out to his…
[[ Solomon ? ]]
[ He is our creator. He would, He should, He was gone. ]
/ That is why we did not scream. /
Even with that futile action we knew at the back of our mind that we have given up. Solomon will not be coming back. [ He was left behind not once, But twice. No no no no… ]
! He is gone. He cannot help us.
We- I have to learn how to stop us-myself-from fading. If there are no 72 Demon Gods, [[ We ceased on becoming Goetia. ]] Goetia was a concept, a human correction ritual. We-I
[ What is… What is this ? What are all of these…? ]
! We-I reached out. He should still be right in front of us…
[ Ars Nova ] Nothing. Nothing was left for him.
! He is not… His words are always full of sweet dreams, But these…
These are [ disgusting ].
Disgusting. Disgusting. Disgusting.
Is this how being alive feels like ? Even after three thousand years…
These brand of loss is... unbearable. How is one supposed to overcome these… ...You are right.
It is my fault.
Everything is [ my fault ]
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. Repetitively spoken as if a child. A child losing all their limbs, all their brothers, one by one by one. He called out their names.
/ One by one,
[ And they replied for one last time before the connection was snapped. There is nothing else now. ]
! Unacceptable.
Nothing. He who once felt nothing felt something only to be reduced into nothing once more. It is… very complicated. And it is his fault.
-He was an error.
[ Commencing program termination; ]
Please let him do one thing right
[ He did not want to be a system failure ],,
resume ?