Chapter 6: The Start of Summer- June 8th
I was packing my backpack and mentally preparing for what was to come. I was scared. I didnt know what to expect when we arrived, let alone know what to do. Would he be worse? Better? Nice? Mean? Worse than any of that? I didnt know.
What i did know was that it was yome for me to be the strong one. I could feel it. My brothers looked up to me. When the marks came, for the first time, they gave me a look. It was different. Its wasnt like them caring for me because I was small and I would get hurt worse then them. For once they looked to me for guidence. I didnt know exatly what to do and i wasnt taught what to do. I just knew things were going to be different somehow. It could be that in just three days I would be fifteen and i would become... I dIdnt know what.
I finnished by putting in the vials of healing poitions in my bag. I had stollen ingreadiance from Proffeser Snape and brewed them overnight without getting caught (or so i had thought). So they were simple, but they would help with healing and pain.
Now i was just plain carried away with thoughts. 'You cant ignore the problem Kristiana'. I murmmerd to myself as i zipped the bag and put it on my shoulder.
When I got to the top of the stairs out of the dungen, Jayson and Jeremy were waiting. Jayson had his strait, short, golden Blonde hair with bangs unjelled for once. Usualy he jelled the bangs up. He had a blue tee under an unbuttend flanel and faded jeans on, the kind you could move in. Jeremy had his dark Brown hair as his usual, short but not too short, a thin grey hoodie with the sleves up and also had jeans that were good to move in. We were prepared for the worst. As for I was wearing a green longsleved tee, blue jeans that were snug and streachy. My golden Blonde hair was in a high ponytail and i had extra hairties on my wrist, incase i needed a bun fast. They also had backpacks.
"Come on lets do this." i said to them. I had to be strong. I had to protect them. I was why they were in this situation anyway.
We walked out to get into the wagons the Threstals were pulling and got into one that had Draco Malfoy and Parkinson in it. Of course we didnt realize untill we were in. Luckly it was Malfoy I was sitting next to. We seemed to have interupted a seirious conversation. They both seemed on edge.
"Hello Malfoy. How are you doing?" I asked. I usualy didnt talk alot so he seemed taken aback. I needed to start knowing who i was going to be in charge of because i had been trained to do that. I just didnt expect for my brothers who were also going to be in charge to look up to me.
"Im fine. What would give you the idea that I wasnt?" He snapped at me after he recoverd.
"Well just thought that, since The Dark Lord is back, it may be hard on you. I know where your Fathers loyalties lie. It will be quite the adjustment." I continued as if he was not rude.
Ever since the incodent with Parkinson, I had been working on paitience. I was getting verry good at it and Parkinson hardly even aknowlaged my existance. Even now she was staring out of the carrage.
"I have no idea what rubbish you have been rummerd, but its not true." He snapped again. I was begining to dislike his attitude.
"Ok if you say so." I shrugged and everyone was silent from then on. My brothers seemed too deep in thought to even bother to speek.
We didnt sleep on the train. Just stared out the windows untill we were back in London. We then got off the train together. We apperiated together. We didnt realize that 'together' and having eachothers support was not going to happen any more. I didnt realize that i would not have them for support to help me any more. I didnt know He was going to break me.
(Crurent me has nothing to say to this. Realy... things just get dark... I was able to hold off the hate and anger i felt. I just didnt know what the future fully held.)
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