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CORNELIA'S POV

(A week and three days later)

I was in the hospital with Alex because we had a date with my doctor, she called us at 10:00 am.

"Hey Cornelia, how are you doing?" she said as we sat

"I'm fine, and Alex is incredible he didn't cry at night" I said with a smile

"Really?, I thought that your husband was going to come with you, at her words my smile disappeared

"He was busy" I said trying to sound normal

"I see…. Well let's go check Alex" she took Alex from me and put him in a little stretcher.

"Well, he isn't as fine as I thought, he needs to win weight, are you giving him his bottle?"

"Obviously I'm, what kind of mom do you think that I'm?" was she really thinking that I was leaving my baby starve?

"Well that was stupid sorry, I think I must hadn't let you leave that soon, it'd have been better for Alex" she said while she was examining him

"But he is fine, isn't he?" I asked worry as I stood up beside her

"Well, almost… I 'm going to give you a medicine that you have to put in his bottle, it contains vitamins" then she put Alex in my arms

I stood up while she was writing the prescription, she finished and gave me the paper I said goodbye to her and I walked to the door

"Oh before you go, come again in a month and a half, he needs his vaccines, and if you need something just call me I want to know if the vitamins are helping him"

"I'll do it thanks for everything"

When I was out of the hospital I walked to the Silver Dragon where I was going to meet the girls, I had left Alex's stroller because it was too big and Alex too small, I was carrying in his pouch sling A/N: I think that it's cute and more practice. I didn't know why but I was feeling that everybody was looking at me….. well Alex is adorable….. We arrived at the restaurant and found Hay Lin with Will.

"Hi girls" I said while walking downstairs

"Hi Corny" said them both

"Really? If you are going to call me Corny I'd rather go to Meridian" I said turning around, I felt a hand around my wrist

"Sorry we didn't mean it" said a worried Hay lin

"I know" I smiled and then I sat beside Will

"Girls I have to say my grandma something, I'll come in a minute" and Hay Lin left after giving Alex a kiss.

I noticed that Will did seem pregnant, she had only 4 months and she was big, I found I was pregnant when I had 4 months… but well somentimes a woman finds that she is pregnant when she has to give birth….

"Is everything ok?" Will asked

"Yes I was just thinking that I noticed I was pregnant when I had 4 months…"

"That was weird but now you have your little Alex" she said with a smile

"You're right"

"Can I hold him?" she asked, I gave Alex to her, he smiled and she looked as if she had been his mom

"Is a boy or a girl?" I wanted to know what Alex's first friend was going to be

"I don't know, I'm going to wait till Matt comes back" she said just looking at Alex

"When?"

"In two days" she didn't seem sad, so why was I always sad? Even when Caleb was out just in the day?

"And what do you want?"

"I don't know…. But I think that Matt wants a girl, what did Caleb want?" she asked with a happy face, what could I say?

"I don't know, we never talked about it, we had been apart all the pregnancy" I heard my sad voice and I tried to fake a smile

"Ohhhhh, and you always wanted a boy, didn't you?"

"Yes, I always knew that I was going to have a boy" I caressed Alex's check as I said it

The door opened and Hay Lin entered with Irma and Taranee

"Hi Corny, how is my nephew doing" Irma said and Alex started to cry

"Look even he hates that nickname!" I said while Will calmed Alex, who stopped just a few seconds after

Hay Lin took Alex from Will's arms and she refused, then it was time for Taranee and Irma, Mrs. Lin brought us the food at 12:00, so Alex had to wait one hour, I put him again in his pouch sling which was around me, we ate and then Hay Lin made Alex's bottle and all the girls gave him a little because all wanted to feed him.

We talked for about four hours and then Will came with me for Alex's vitamins, I was tired and wanted to go home so Will opened a fold for me (even when the Oracle had given me a necklace with a sapphire which could open portals I trussed more in Will's skills).

"I want to know if I'm going to have a nephew or a niece so call me" I said after hugged her A/N: In Meridian she and Elyon can use technology

"Ok I'll call you, send my greetings to everyone, and call me if you or Alex need something"

"I'll do it but first I need my baby" I said because she was holding Alex

"Sorry…. Bye Alex I love you" and she gave him a kiss, I took Alex and walked through the portal. I was in the castle so I started to walk to the exit and I found Julian, I walked towards him and he smiled

"Hi Cornelia how are you?"

"Hi Julian, fine and you?"

"Fine, I thought that you weren't working….." I stopped him, I didn't want him to think something wrong and then tells Caleb that I was working behind his back.

"And I'm not, I was on Earth because my doctor wanted to see Alex and I spent the day with the other guardians but Will opened a fold here in the castle" I felt stupid trying to give him explanations.

"Aaaaaa, and Alex is fine?" he asked a little worried about his grandson

"Yes, he's a little smaller than he has to be but the doctor sent me vitamins for him"

"Yes he's small, but well he's premature…." He was looking at Alex with pleading eyes

"Want to hold him?" I asked almost smiling

"Only if you want….."

"Don't be like that, you're his grandfather you can hold him when you want" and I gave a sleeping Alex to him, I looked at them and smiled, when I met Julian he was just the father of the man I was in love with, then my boyfriend's father, my ex-boyfriend's father, my again boyfriend's father, my husband's father and now my son's grandfather , he was a really shy man but I knew that he really loved me, he said it in my wedding day…..

Flashback

We were in the party, Lily was dancing with Caleb and I was dancing with Julian

"I'm happy with Caleb's decision, he loves you and I know you love him too" Julian said looking at his son

"I do, I love him….. and my family does too" I said laughing as I saw Lily and Caleb teasing each other

"He always speaks about your family, I'm really thanked with them, they have treated him like a son" he said a little sad

"You know that he loves you" I said trying to comfort him, even if they had been away for years Caleb loved him, he has said it to me a lot of times.

"He loves you more" he said with a sad smile

"I don't think so; it's a different kind of love that's all"

"Maybe…. I want you to know that….. I love you… you are like the daughter I never had, I feel that today I didn't lose a son, I won a daughter" I didn't know what to say so I hugged him and he did the same

"I love you too, and now that I'm going to live in Meridian I'm sure that we are going to become closer" after that the song changed and my new husband reclaimed my hand…..

End Flashback

I looked my watch and it was almost 7 o'clock, I didn't want to ruin the moment but it was getting late and the Meridian nights were cold, Alex needed to be at home now

"I need to take Alex home, it's getting late" I said in a low voice, Julian looked at me as if he hadn't understood, after a few seconds he looked at the window, then at me and Alex.

"It's fine if I go with you?"

"Yes, I'd love to" I said and I gave him Alex's blanket, we were out when he started to talk

"How is everything going between Caleb and you?" I kept silent, no matter how much I liked him, he was Caleb's father and I couldn't tell him what was going on in my relationship with his son.

"That bad?, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to" he said with sadness in his voice

"What do you think that something is wrong? Did Caleb tell you something?" I asked very anxious

"No…. but he's working a lot, I thought that with Alex here he was going to be more time with you, how you feel with that? Are you ok with the idea of him working all day and a big part of night?" when he asked that I stood where I was and started to cry, he embraced me until my tears stopped and then asked

"Are you ok?" we started to walk because the wind was blowing hard.

"Yes, I'm… Sorry I didn't want you to see me like that" I felt bad for him, my problems were mine and nobody had to know them

"No problem, but I would like you to answer me, only if you want"

"I'm not ok having him out of home all the time, even with Alex, Mira and Mary, I feel alone, but this problem didn't start 2 weeks ago, it started 8 months after our weeding, but It's my fault, if I had said him how I felt from the beginning maybe the things would have been different, we didn't even spend our one year anniversary together" when I remembered that fact I felt tears in my eyes again but I controlled my feelings, Julian didn't have to see me broke twice in a night.

"And why don't you talk to him?" he asked and I tried to find the answer to the question I've been making myself for the last seven months, it came and the only thought of that started to break my heart because I'm afraid that if I ask him he says that his work is more important than me…us, and that then he let us, like he once let me for Meridian….

"I don't know" was all I said, We arrived at home and he gave me my baby

"Please don't tell Caleb anything" I said

"Promise me that you will talk to him, I know that this problem is only between you two but please" he was begged me?

"I will" I whispered

"Thanks, goodnight" he gave me a kiss on the check and smiled at Alex, I entered home and I asked Mira for Alex's bottle, he had to eat at 8 o'clock and it was 7:56, so she made it fast and I gave her the vitamins, when Alex was fed Mira changed his diaper (on Earth Will had helped me) and I put him in his cradle, I was tired so I said goodnight to Mira and Mary and went to sleep.

I took the light off and covered myself with the blanket; I started to remember the day of my first and only anniversary ….

Flashback

I woke up when I felt the sunshine on my skin, I opened my eyes and only found emptiness, like all the mornings since a few months ago, but this day was special, it was our first year like husband and wife…. I had been on Earth and I bought him a wallet and a watch, I knew that he liked that kind of things, I went to the kitchen and nobody was there, so I walked to the table and I found a beautiful big bouquet and a note over it

Love:

I know I must to be with you but I can't make it, please forgive me, I hope that you like the flowers

I love you and thank you for all the time we have spent together, especially this year.

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL

Caleb…..

I loved the flowers they were just beautiful, I spent the rest of the day working in the castle but I didn't see Caleb, when I arrived home I knew that I wasn't going to see him so I wrote him a note and left it with the wallet and watch beside the bouquet.

Caleb:

Thank you for the flowers they are beautiful, I hope that you like my gift

I love you more than anything

Cornelia

Then I went to my bed and fell asleep.

End flashback

I was almost sleep when I felt the door opening, and then the sound of the footsteps that I knew so well

"Caleb" I said while sitting on the bed

"Love, I didn't mean to wake up you excuse me" he said as he was taking off his jacket and shoes

"I was awake because I need to tell you something" This was so similar to the night that I was trying to tell him that I was pregnant….

He sat beside me and took my hands

"What do you need? Is everything ok? What did the doctor say?" he asked with concern

"She said that Alex is too small but she sent him vitamins you don't have to worry, what I want to tell you is something that I've been wanting to tell you before we knew about Alex" I started

"Wow that's more than 3 months ago, why you didn't tell me?" he asked as he caressed my check

"Because…..what I want to tell you is that…" I was trying to found courage inside me and I wasn't having success.

"Just tell me" he said lifting my chin with his finger.

"I miss you" I said

"You miss me? How can you miss me when we live together?" he said with a strange look

"But you are barely at home and when you are I'm sleep, I know that your work is important but I need you here with me"

"In this moment that's impossible, I have to finish….." I didn't let him finish

"When?" I asked

"When what?"

"When are you going to have time for me, in 2 months, in 5, in two years, just tell me when" I said trying to hold the tears

"When I finished the extra work I'm doing…..maybe in two weeks" he said sad

"Well, two weeks, I'll wait you just two weeks" then I turned around and he hug me for the waist, I felt his lips against my ear

"When you need something just tell me what is it and you'll have it, I want to make you happy, if you want to spend more time together we'll do it just be patient this two weeks" he kissed my ear and then gave little kisses along my neck, I didn't know when he stopped but I fell asleep with a big smile on my face.

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