Eda was done throwing up what felt like everything she ever consumed again.

Gilly was kind enough to return (alone) later and help her.

She wondered who was watching Sam but didn't want to make the other girl upset.

She went back to the wash basin utterly defeated with hot salty tears streaming down her face.

Gilly handed her a cup of something icy and dark.

"What's this?"

"It's some herbs and salt and melted ice and yeast brew, - I was never sick but some of my sisters were, this really helps"

Edaline didn't really hear, she gulped down the liquid and did feel a little better

"Thank you, how did you know to make this for me? I didn't know you were such a skilled healer"

Gilly looked uncomfortable, surely the ladies raised with so much more freedoms than she ever had knew the basic things.

"Edaline…" Gilly tried to sound gentle.

They were interrupted by Jon..

"Edaline, get dressed and gather what you can, I fear things here may soon not be as safe as I hoped"

To the other girl:

"Gilly, grab your child and go find Samwell, you need to make haste, you guys are leaving here tonight, he will tell you everything.

And Edaline was alone, feeling a lot better than she had in awhile.

"Thank you for everything Gilly" she thought.

She got dressed quickly and made her way outside - how to do this without being obvious?

Good, her small dagger was still with her bag and boots.

She walked out into the icy air and felt one hundred times better. That heat was killing her.

Finding a secluded section of the castle wall she sliced her arm in a long gash.

Slicing her palm seemed stupid.

There was a full moon and darkness - if those things mattered at all, this should work.

And she prayed - in a way, as crimson blood dropped down onto soft falling snow.

She thought about her king, how much she wanted to be next to him again, in his icy arms with his sapphire eyes on her.

Making love to him in the snow, out there - like fucking winter itself, wild and furious and magnificent.

Tears began streaming down her face again - falling hot onto the snow next to the blooming red.

This was insane, it would never work.

She called for him with every desire, every feeling every part of her.

Suddenly she felt him!

Felt him on the other side of the wall, felt his eyes and his mind roaming around all that was his.

Her king was furious, she never felt such darkness, such anger in him.

She had a guilty feeling in the pit of her stomach - was he furious at her?

She did stupidly get stuck here. She felt rotten…

"My love, I am here please find me!" She was crying again.

But her concentration was broken by the frantic howling of Ghost from below.

She looked down and her heart broke into a million pieces.

She rushed down all the flights of stairs colliding with Ser Davos at head of her brother's body.

Ser Davos wasted little time, gently he detached sobbing Edaline from her brother's corpse.

"Quick, help me get him inside!"

And Edaline did what she could to help the few men of the Watch who didn't betray her brother