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A/N: Big thanks to my beta ohsillytwigg and to all of you who reviewed!

Emma sighed and rested her chin on palm as she stared off into a corner of the room, her attention unable to be captured by her professor's lecture. Instead, her thoughts were centered on the couple she saw a few days ago. She had to admit, Killian and Milah looked amazing together. Milah with her gorgeous blue eyes and long ebony wavy hair, and Killian with his short shaggy jet black hair, unbelievably sexy facial hair and those earth shattering breath taking ocean blue eyes of his. And don't even get started on his voice. He could rule the world if he wanted to with a voice like that.

Begrudgingly she had to admit she was jealous of their relationship. Her love life had been pretty shitty. The closet thing to love she had was one night stands. That technically didn't even go in the same category as love. Just a quick fuck to let lose her frustration. After Neal, she didn't want to deal with the hassle of letting someone in and getting screwed over.

'I bet Killian would be a great lover'

Emma's eyes shot open and she blinked a couple times. Where the hell had that thought come from? Sure Killian was sex on legs, but she knew his type. They were dangerous. They liked to seduce their prey and charm them with their deviously handsome looks and mouth watering voice. She was perfectly content being friends with him and she planned to keep it that way. What ever feelings she had begin developing after the few months of befriending him had quickly been locked up tight never to open again. He was a good friend if you looked past his constant innuendos. In all honestly, she had never intended to be friends with him. He had just wormed his way in there by bugging her every day and running into her at "random" moments. After a while she had found herself looking forward to seeing him.

Speaking of Killian – well, thinking – brought memories from the other day. That look he gave her. She had forced herself to believe it was for Milah. Uncontrollable lust for Milah. Yep. He was just so horny for her that that look was stuck in his eyes.

'Who are you kidding? That look was totally for you.'

She mentally scowled and pushed that voice down. There was no way. She had known him for 2 years and he had never made a move. Of course unless she considered his innuendos but he did that with a lot of girls. Rubbing her temples, she closed her eyes and let out a groan.

'Let's just drop it. That look was for Milah and that's that. Let's not fuck up this perfectly good friendship Emma'

'Emma you are in such denial it is fucking sad. That sexy Irishman candy was giving you that look of lust'

She internally growled and blocked out the little voice that was trying to screw up all her hard work. It was for Milah god dammit. She didn't wanna have an awkward friendship.

"Emma?"

She was startled out of her thoughts by Killian's Irish accent. Snapping her head up, she came face to face with amused ocean blue eyes. Flushing a bit, she pulled away a bit.

"Shit, did the bell already ring?"

"It did indeed Lass. Did you not notice?" He chuckled and shook his head at her.

"Yeah" She furrowed her brows and scratched her head. "I was too deep in thought"

"Ah probably thinking about how handsome I am" he waggled his eyebrows at her and gave her that grin she loved so much.

Wait. What. Since when was it a grin she loved so much?

'When you noticed that heated lustful look he gave you the other day, dearie. Prepare to have that locked box opened'

God dammit that stupid voice.

She was pulled out of her thoughts when she saw Killian leaning down and picking up her bag.

"Killian you don't have to do that, I can get it myself."

"Lass you have a ton of books in there. Just shut up and let me help you out."

He swung the bag over his shoulder and offered his arm to her. She hesitated a bit before taking it warily. He was her friends boyfriend but then again, he was also her friend so there wasn't any harm in it right?

"So lass are you ready to work on our project later?" He looked down at the petite girl on his arm.

"Huh? Oh shit. I completely forgot. I'm sorry." She looked up at him with slightly panicked and guilty eyes.

"I thought you might have lass. That's why I'm mentioning it now. You seemed rather distracted today."

She blushed embarrassedly, mentally berating herself for forgetting and letting herself get distracted. She had been so busy with work and studying for finals that their history project had completely slipped her mind. Freaking history. This had to be her least favorite class. The professor had one of those voices that made you sleepy.

"Just haven't been sleeping well. Plus you know Professor Sparrow's voice makes me nod off."

It wasn't technically a lie. She hadn't been sleeping well and Professor Sparrow's voice did make her drowsy. It just wasn't the whole truth. No way in hell was she going to talk about everything she had been thinking of.

"Well then lass, let's get started with this project started so you can have more time to sleep savvy?" He grinned at her and she felt a little bad for not being completely truthful with him but pushed it away. Nothing good would come from it. It would make things awkward and it wouldn't be the same between them anymore and she didn't want that.

"Sure thing pirate" She smirked at him and bumped her shoulder against his.

"Now, now lass, it's Captain" He purred as he repeated her actions.

They joked around and talked about random things as they walked towards her apartment. He used to be over every weekend and they would have movie marathons and drinking games, but then he started dating Milah and they stopped. Every now and then he would come over to do homework when his roommate would have his girlfriend over or he didn't feel like going to the library. She sometimes wondered why he would pick her place when she knew he had Milah's apartment key, but she shrugged it off. There were probably times he wanted a break from her.

Of course there was some worry in the back of her mind. She had always felt in a way that she was betraying Milah by spending so much time with Killian, time that he probably should be giving his girlfriend. But Milah had assured her it was fine, that she was one of Killian's friends as well. Deep down she was pretty sure Killian wouldn't give up their friendship over a jealous girlfriend. At least she hoped he wouldn't.

They reached her apartment building and climbed the stairs, Killian still carrying her bag and his hand still firmly grasping hers. As they rounded the corner of the first floor, Emma dropped Killian's hand to fumble through her purse for her keys. So engrossed in searching, she missed Killian's narrowed eyes and the clenching of his hands.

"Aha! Here we are" she crowed in triumph as she opened the door so he could enter. Having been at her place multiple times, he knew where everything was and where to put his stuff. He could honestly say he had been at her place far more than Milah's. His own girlfriend. And he could say it without an ounce of guilt.

Setting their bags on the table in front of the couches, he took a seat and laid his head back. Emma had disappeared in the kitchen and by the sounds coming from there, she was probably getting them some snacks and hopefully rum.

"You want beer or rum?" Her voice filtered through the room and Killian held back a groan as he closed his eyes in pleasure.

"Rum if you please love"

"I should have figured" Her voice was laced with amusement. "Do you want something to eat too? I have some leftovers we could heat up" She opened the fridge to see yesterday's food gone. "Ok, I guess David came over and ate it, well we can order some Chinese food or pizza."

"Ah your dear brother. Always finishing off the rest of your delicious cooking and not leaving me any" He mock pouted "Ah well another time lass. For now rum is fine. We are here to finish our project any ways." He turned his head to stare her in the eyes. He was glad her kitchen wasn't closed in like Milah's was or else he wouldn't be able to watch her.

"Ha and rum is going to help you so much with that" She shook her head and bit back a grin when she heard Killian start laughing.

While she was getting cups from the cabinets, he kept his eyes on her form. He examined her lithe form, starting from the top of her golden head to the bottom of her sock clad feet. He watched her every movement, drinking them all in and storing them for his dreams. And his lovely golden goddess remained oblivious to it all. Every time he was near, his obsession grew. Just the thought of touching her made his hands twitch and clench. The thought of possessing her made heat pool in his stomach, his need for her overriding his thoughts. Killian could feel his restraints breaking. It didn't help he had heard from his friend Jefferson that Graham had planned on asking Emma out. He knew Emma held some affection for that Irish bastard and he couldn't have that. Emma was his.

He had to make his move soon.

Emma walked over to him with his glass in her hand and set it on the table in front of him.

"I'm gonna go change real quick. Be back in a second." Seeing his nod, she walked off to her room.

Killian picked up his drink and finished it in one gulp before setting it down and slowly stood up with every intention of following his golden goddess. His swan.

This time, nothing would stop him.

Emma sprinted into her room and took off her blouse, flinging it into the corner. Scanning her room for her home clothes, she let out a squeal of triumph when she spotted them next to her bed. Snatching them from the floor, she pulled the white tank top over her head and slipped into her red bottoms. Biting her lip, she observed herself and decided it best to put her flannel shirt over her tank top. Sighing, she went to her closet and grabbed a checkered red and white one. As she slipped it on, she heard a faint creak. She paused and stilled, listening for the sound again. When she didn't hear it again, she shrugged and started buttoning her shirt. She let a string of low curses out when the bottom button didn't want to cooperate with her.

"My my, how delicious you look in red swan."

She froze, feeling his hot breath against the back of her neck.

"Killian?"

His dark chuckle rang through out the room and sent shivers down her spine. Strong hands reached around her and grasped her hands, pulling them down to rest by her sides. Her eyes closed and she bit back a moan as his wet tongue ran up the side of her neck.

"Wh-what the fuck are you doing?"

She turned and only got a glimpse of his smirk before she was thrown on the bed and pinned down by his body. She looked up to see dark stormy blue eyes staring at her, almost like they were boring into her soul. Gulping, she tried to force herself to look away, but a haze was setting into her mind and she found she didn't want to look away.

"Emma, Emma, lass, do you have any idea what you do to me?" He leaned down and nipped and kissed her neck affectionately. He groaned when he was rewarded with breathless whimpers and whines.

"W-Why?" Her question came out as a whisper as he continued to lay sensual kisses on her exposed throat. He knew she wanted to say more then just a simple why. Oh his golden goddess was a feisty lass who didn't go down without a fight. He smirked against her skin before pulling back to stare at her.

"Oh lass, didn't you ever wonder why I paid so much more attention to you? How I spend more time with you than my own girlfriend?" He brushed some hair from her face and caressed her cheek.

"It—it has crossed my mind." Emma fought to not respond to his ministrations, but she couldn't help the sounds she made or how her body was reacting. She kept telling herself to pull away, that she needed to pull away, but her body wasn't working with her.

'You know you want this. You've been waiting for this'

No. No no no! This was wrong and she knew it. This was one of her good friend's boyfriend and a sliver of guilt went through her. She wanted to yell and tell him to stop, but another part of her wanted him to rip her clothes off and fuck her senseless.

"Well I am glad you've noticed lass. I had hoped you weren't that oblivious." He nipped at her chin and licked his lips "Make sure to scream my name when I make you cum lass." A dark grin curled the corner of his lips.

Her mind barely comprehended his words. His voice, the touch of his hands and feel of his mouth on her skin was all she could focus on.

'Dammit Emma pull yourself together. Think of Milah. Killian's your friend!'

Deep down she could feel that locked box creaking open.

"Let go lass. Give into me" he breathed into her ear, licking the shell of it before sucking it.

"N-no Killian! Stop it and get off. You know this is wrong!" she cried out, attempting to push him away with no success.

"It's not wrong lass. We both want it"

He grabbed both of her wrists and pinned them above her with one large hand, grabbing her chin with the other. He leaned down close enough for their noses to touch.

"Did you really think I could feel anything for Milah? All I've wanted for the past two years is you." Emma's eyes widened at the hungry gleam seeping into his eyes "My beautiful swan, all I want is you. All of you. I'm all yours and you're mine."

He swooped down to claim her lips, pressing his body flush against hers. Emma stilled at the kiss, but soon melted against him and kissed him back. He started stripping her clothes off as Emma half heartedly protested. All her walls were breaking down and she couldn't find herself wanting him to stop. This was so wrong, but she couldn't find herself to care. She would worry tomorrow.

Killian ripped open the flannel shirt and brushed his hand down her stomach going to the waistband of her shorts. Oh he was going to have fun with his golden goddess tonight. He was going to take his time and savor every moment of it. She would learn they belonged together. Before the night was over, she would belong to him.

Only him.

Hi guys! Thank you all so much for the reviews :D I didn't think this story would get many reviews, but you proved me wrong! I'm so sorry for the late chapter, I was focused on my other story and having a terrible time with the whole smutty scene. Thankfully I got them finished right before sunday! Ah I'm so excited for tomorrow! Already got my snacks and stuff ready.
I'll try and have the next chapter up in a week or so. The next chapter may or may not start off with smut. We shall see. Ill let you guys choose

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