HEY GUYS! I'M NOT DEAD! YAAAAAAAY! So I got sidetracked, and I had to make a lot of decisions in this part. But for the long wait, you get 20 entire entries! Again, so sorry, but I hope you enjoy! Fun fact: This chapter is about triple the length of the second largest chapter!

Disclaimer: Undertale belongs to Toby Fox, "Undynetale" is by g0966/Curry, and "Glitchtale" is by Camila Cuevas. She makes a lot of great animations, check them out on YouTube!

WARNING: FOURTH WALL BREAKS IN ENTRIES 14 AND 22

Disclaimer: I have nothing against Charisk. I actually love it. It's my OTP, just not Chara's. Please don't leave hate comments because it calls Charisk shippers "dirty". That's just Chara, I swear!

Entry 12

Today my suffering began. And no, it wasn't just pacifist.
It was worse.
WAY worse.

We met Flowey, and he didn't remember anything.
But what was bad was that he was a flower...
Except he was Undyne. Then Toriel was too. OH FREAK IT WAS SCARY
It...it...was horrifying. I didn't want to stick around. In fact I was determined not to. I was SO determined, I felt a glow in my SOUL. So determined to not be stuck in this Undyne-centered nightmare, I summoned all my power, and a white glow enveloped Frisk and I. A RESET, but different, somehow.

After I woke up, we were back in the previous room, but the walls seemed...odd. I also felt a strange presence, like something I had felt before...in a different timeline...a presence coated in dust...
Let's see what horrors await us in this universe. I just have to Wait for Frisk to wake up...

Entry 13

For some reason, it feels so wrong to kill again. Well, not in real life, just in a dream. And I couldn't stop killing them.
I killed every last one of them. I killed all of them.
But why? Why does it feel like it's suddenly so wrong?

Entry 14

Oh no.
It got worse.
A lot worse.

So Frisk had finally woken up, and after we went into the gate again, we saw CHARA waiting for us.
Not me. But an entirely different, creepier, more evil version of me. Their body was glitched, their right arm and right half of their face was black with hate. They wore a creepy expression that even I couldn't make if I tried. (I think this version of Chara was from the "Glitchtale AU". And the creepy Undyne universe was "Undynetale" which figures, considering the content of that reality. Creepy.) Anyways, what GT Chara said scared even me.

"You're NEVER going back. How predictable of you. You IDIOTS. It's KILL or BE killed! You can't change fate! They'll ALL DIE. And then YOU will die with them. EVERYONE will DIE! AND YOU CAN'T STOP IT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! THe GliTCHeS wILL kEEp mE ALivE! HAhahAHahAHaHAhAhAHaAHAHAHAHahHAHAh!"

GT Chara gave a really creepy laugh, like he was insane. He was-probably the most insane of any Chara I have heard about-but it was scary, AND THAT WAS TECHNICALLY ME!

Suddenly, the world...glitched like Chara. I don't know how to explain it, but the world just kind of...gave way into a dark void. Sections of reality faded out of view, leaving blackness. I screamed, being the little girl I am inside-I HATE surprises. And empty black voids, for that matter.
For a while I clung to Frisk. He must be used to horrifying things by now, but he still was scared as well, and clung back.
And-wait for it, it's a shocker-blushed. BLUSHED.

Does he...like me? That can't be possible...
Well, I don't like him back. He might be cute...BUT!
This WON'T work! Devil + Angel...NO!

WARNING: 4TH WALL BREAKS AHEAD

Not happening, you sinners reading this.
Yeah, I know you're there! I bet this is even online! I'll just not give in to you...just to torture you. :)

Anyways...now Frisk and I are in an endless void, with a HORRIBLE ringing noise in our ears, Frisk clinging to me endlessly (so he won't float away, not for other reasons. Go away, dirty "Charisk" shippers!) and me writing in here. I don't know how long it's been, but there's nothing to do but wait.

...Wait. How was Frisk able to grab me? Only I can touch him (Not like I'd want to!), not the other way around!
Do...do I have a body now? In this void, do I? Could-could I come back?
Could Mom and Dad see me again?

Entry 15

I don't know how long I've been here. Could be weeks, maybe days, just hours, or no time at all. It's hard to tell besides how often we sleep when all there is as far as anything is blackness.
Is...is this my punishment? Am I being punished for being evil? I'm sorry, Asriel. I...I shouldn't have died. I'm sorry for what I did to you. Now you're nothing but a flower.

On another note...I'm pretty sure Frisk likes me. Right now he's sleeping while grasping my neck, smiling.
He kept looking at me while he was awake, too.
I don't know how to react to this. I mean, someone who I guided a lot in the underground and who I was literally bound by soul to! They like me! But...do I like him?

Entry 16

It's been about 6 "sleep cycles" since this happened. It's still the same.
Fine, I admit it. I kind of like-I mean want to be friends with Frisk. MAYBE! Don't think I'm a "goody-two-shoes" or anything! I'm just lonely!
I'm still evil! I think!
...Yeah, I am.
...Am I? After all this?

Entry 17

I want to kill someone right now.
A specific someone who is human and right next to me and is a boy who I am bound by soul to.
Yeah, it's Frisk-again.

I want to kill him because he looked at this! He READ MY JOURNAL while I slept! This is basically what he said this morning:

"Hey, Chara! Chara! Wake up! So I saw your journal and...do you really want to be friends?! Oh, I knew you would change!"

Really. Me, changed? HAH!
I don't think so.
I was so mad at him for reading my journal! I am resolving to not talk to him for at least 3 sleep cycles. Serves him right!

Entry 18

It's now the 9th sleep cycle. I'm not talking to Frisk, but he's talking to me. Guess he really does want to be friends...have I changed?
Guess only time will tell. But I've been regretting my past...something that I did long ago...hundreds of years ago...back when I was alive...

Entry 19

There's a lot of things to think about when there's nobody talking, and in a black void for like 14 days. I've been thinking...about my past. Why did I hate humanity?

I think...nobody wanted me on the surface. Not as a friend, not my parents, not any relatives, teachers...they all hated me. There was nothing left to try but killing myself. I didn't want to, but I headed to Mount Ebott. I think...my mind was corrupted by then...with loss, and depression.

Asriel, you healed me. You healed my mind while we were friends. And Frisk kind of gives me the same feeling. One I haven't felt for years.

So...do I want to be friends with Frisk? Well...I want to feel whole again...

...

Oh, who am I kidding? I need someone! Anyone! I need to feel comfort! Help me! I don't want to live like this anymore! I just need to be happy! I need a friend! A family! Anything! Just let me be loved! I don't want to kill anyone anymore!

...

Frisk...will you forgive me? I...I'm so sorry...
I was just so empty, so alone, so...horrible. Please...

...

Forgive me...

...

I guess even you wouldn't...I tried to kill everyone...

...

I'm sorry.

Entry 20

Thank you, Frisk.

Thank you for forgiving me.

...

I forgive you, too.

Entry 21

Frisk must be the nicest person ever, humans and monsters.
He gave me a hug and said it was okay.
...We're friends now.

...But maybe this was a bad idea...Frisk won't stop rambling on and on about literally all of his hobbies, all his favorite things, and everything else.
How can one kid stay so cheerful and talkative all the time?

Entry 22

WARNING: FOURTH WALL BREAKS AHEAD!

Frisk is still talking! HOW?! Right now the subject is some game or something called "Undertale"?
Apparently, it's about a human who falls down a hole in a mountain and can choose to kill or befriend the monsters living there, and WAIT WHAT?!

This is like a game about Frisk! HEY! ...What about me? Also, how is this even possible?
Frisk tells me that he never told his adventure to anyone, much less that in-depth to anyone who could have made this game. And this game has all of the RESETS; how is that even possible? It sounds like a pretty cool game, but it still makes no sense.
From what Frisk tells me, it is extremely accurate. I am even in the genocide and pacifist routes, though we both now regret the genocide one.

This is just all so surreal.

Entry 23

You know back when Frisk RESET a day?
Wow, that seems like so long ago.
Well, it was bad.

Frisk said that while I was sleeping, the news was on, and it showed a gruesome scene.
A human rebellion against monster-kind, dust covering the streets. I'm sure Frisk might have exaggerated, but it sounded like a massacre. I think I'm glad I didn't see it. But there's something important now, too.

There's a light. A small light at the edge of this void. Almost like a speck from here.
I don't know what it is, but it seems dangerous and suspicious. Does it have to do with the glitched Chara's creepy prophecy he told?

Entry 24

The light is closer. Closing in.

Entry 25

Closer now. It's a door. The only chance out.

Entry 26

Even closer. I can make out the doorknob.

Entry 27

I can almost touch it.

Entry 28

The door has arrived. Time to unlock the secrets inside. Goodbye, void.

Entry 29

Blackness. Can't see.

Entry 30

Frisk...oh no.

Frisk, where are you?

I'm calling out.

Frisk...come back.

Entry 31

Frisk is gone.

I am alone in the blackness, falling to another door.

Frisk...I'm sorry.