A Lion's Roar

by swagmoney5

Being reincarnated is an interesting life story, when a child from our world is reborn as Hinata Hyuga, she decided to get off of her ass and give her shot at being a hero. When you have too much knowledge and too much time, the only option is to train and become stronger and to make those around her stronger as well. Survival of the fittest and she wants to help everyone survive.

14. The secrets of the ice

I have to leave tonight to head to that ball thingie for the Feudal Lord of the Ice Kingdom and since I would be gone for a few days, I was putting in as much training with Lady Tsunade as I could. I've managed to finally hold the mystic palm long enough to stitch and heal the wounds on the small fish so now Lady Tsunade has me working on Larger fish and other injured animals until she deems me ready to work on people. Thankfully, I have enough control to not make anything burst and get guts all over me. Sadly, I can barely manage to hold the technique for 5 minutes before it fails. Tsunade sometimes takes breaks to aid me, it's mainly so that she an avoid paperwork, but even the smallest help she gives has aided me in furthering my skill. She told me that if I calm my mind and find something to think about why I want to become a medical ninja, focusing on that will help me figure out how to use the mystic palm and master it. Once I have that down, we can work on my field awareness so I am not a target while healing.

My hair was up in a messy bun and there was sweat covering my whole body. I've been trying to stitch a deep gash in the side of a fish longer than my arm. I've managed to close enough of the wound to stop it from being fatal but that's not enough. My hands are hovering over the fish, the light green glow covering my hands and seeping into the wound threading the muscles and tissues back together. The light began to flicker, my arms were shaking wildly and the strain I was feeling was exhausting, but I cannot stop now. I'm finally pushing the 6 minute mark and need to keep going. If I am going to be able to heal the people close to me even in the slightest I need to be able to heal this stupid fish fully. I need to be able to keep this tedious ninjutsu up for more than 5 minutes.

Clear my mind, clear my mind. All the stress I felt in pushing myself to become a medical ninja, the exhaustion, the strain in my chakra from keeping it separated and in complete control for so long. All of this melted out of my mind as I zeroed in on the fish. My hands steadied and I spread my chakra throughout the fish, merging my chakra with it's, sending the flow to the wound allowing it to weave itself back together. Watching the flesh close up was nothing short of a miracle. I've been trained to kill, I know all of the points to take somebody out. Fighting, I love to fight, I love the ruggedness and the adrenaline, but this was something new. It was calming, it was undeniably beautiful to see the hands I have trained to destroy to heal something. I want to protect the people I love, I want to make the world better for people and I have been doing that through my fists, literally. Now, focusing solely on the healing, the saving on a life, there is another way for me to help. I will fight to protect but I will also heal to protect. A newfound determination surged through my trembling body and I watched in pure awe as the wound fully closed itself back up, leaving a faint scar on the now flopping fish.

I took another fish from the tank and sliced it, piercing through the lung too. I calmed my mind and the chakra around my hands changed from blue to a calming green. I slowly inserted my chakra into the fish, intertwining my chakra and flowing it through the body, focusing mainly on the lungs and gash. I yet again thought about the beauty of it again, the ability to protect with the mystic palm. I weaved my chakra like a needle and stitched the fish back together. Slowly but surely, the injuries I inflicted on the fish healed fully and it was happily flopping away. I pushed my limit, found my center, my true reasoning for being a medical ninja. My muscles and chakra were exhausted but I didn't care. I jumped up and did a little dance cheering. Tsunade looked at me in pride and amusement. She knew I finally found my motivation and was on my way to being worthy of the title as her apprentice. Tsunade got up and opened one of the cabinets in her room. Within it there were two scrolls, she pulled them both out and set them down in front of me.

"I was planning on waiting for you to be a bit older for these scrolls, but after seeing your resolve, it's time for you to learn what it means to be the apprentice of Tsunade Senju. I cannot train you when you are gone so instead, you will read these scrolls. Every word and line of them. These are techniques that I have created and I believe you will do right by them."

"Hell Yeah! I won't let you down master! At least now I have something to look forward to on my trip to hang out with a bunch of stingy nobles." Tsunade barked out a laugh and sent me on my way. I have to go pack and need to be leaving for the Ice Kingdom soon. I picked up the scrolls and jumped out the window like a boss. Since it is an important event, I was not aloud to pack my own clothes for the trip. Hanabi, Lady Seiko, and the clan elders decided on my clothing choices for me. I'd be afraid of looking like a frilly doll, but with the aid of Lady Seiko, I know she helped pick something that wouldn't make me hate myself. I packed my training scrolls and some weapons just in case, but of course I got caught by the annoying all seeing eyes and they confiscated all of my ninja stuff. Hanabi popped into my room, her hands behind her back and looking extremely adorable.

"Ohayo Nee-chan."

"What cha need Hime?" Her face lit up in a blushing happy smile and she grabbed my hand. I let her drag me to wherever she wanted to go. She's so excited I don't know if I have it in me to say no. Damn, I am such a weakling when it comes to her. Hanabi pulled me into one of the rooms in the compound. Waiting there were a few women from our clan. There were piles of clothing laid out around the room, a vanity, and much more. The sweet smile Hanabi gave tricked me. I put my hand over my heart and feigned being hurt.

"You wound me little Hime, those eyes and cute smiles of yours deceived me yet again. When am I going to learn to not fall for that." She giggled cutely and pulled me into a chair. The women around me bowed and I waved them off telling them to not bow to me.

"Nee-chan, you're going to meet lots of pretty princes so we are going to give you a makeover. You have to look your best." She spoke out, her voice soft and shy but with more confidence than usual. One look into her excited lavender eyes and I gave in.I was being primped and pampered just for my arrival, the ball isn't for another day but i still have to uphold my clan by looking presentable during our first meeting. No ninja play is what I was told, some noble clan leaders and heirs will be there but there will also be a lot of rich civilians so I can't act as a ninja. I can announce my rank and everything, but I need to look like a royal not a ninja. The women around me, with the help of Hanabi went to work. I was scrubbed clean, so much so that the callouses on my body were gone. They put some goopy black stuff on my face and really cold pads on my eyes. I didn't like not being able to see while people poked and prodded me, it gave me flashbacks to Shisui and his many jokes. Hanabi got so into it that I could hear her softly humming to herself as her tiny hands brushed through my hair. Someone was painting my nails, hopefully not pink, and someone was painting my toes. I was covered in a goopy cream that smells like cherry blossoms and I found myself relaxing a bit to the pampering. After so much training, getting pampered like this once and awhile is nice and calming. I really didn't expect to like it so much.

They finally let me wash off again and my skin was super soft. I looked in the mirror, I didn't look all that different, just a bit more glowy and the bruises that were littered across some of my skin were gone from the stuff they covered me in. I sat back in the chair and they went back to making me over. They put make-up on me, different from my normal kind. It fit more into the look Tsunami gave me on the mission: Long lashes, pink blush and pinker lips. I refused to let them do anything heavier than that. Sadly I can't have the makeup I do for myself since it's not sweet enough, but I don't want to look like a Geisha either; I still want to look like myself. Hanabi, like Ino, is some kind of master with hair and with a bit of help, she tucked my mess of hair into some kind of fancy braid thing that came over my shoulder. First, one of the older women wanted to put my hair in a traditional bun but that was a no no. Buns like those are tight, uncomfortable, and take forever. I like my hair to be more on the exciting side instead of the traditional boring slicked back bun. It just doesn't suit my person.

The final step was to dress me in the appropriate attire for meeting them the first time. It has to be elegant but not overly so. Honestly, sweatpants would be better to wear on the day-long journey but if I'm meeting someone so important, I need to make a good impression and bring honor to my slightly insane clan. I have to prove my right as heiress, ninja wise and politics wise. If it means playing the game they set up for me, I'm going to fucking win. Lady Seiko, its time for some of her training to shine. Talk the talk and walk the walk, I'm going to be surrounded by pompous assholes if they are anything like some of the clan elders and noblemen I have met so I'm going to avoid any of the traps they might set, whether it is to have unwanted allegiance with my clan or anything of the sort. Play them at their own game, I know this ball isn't just for me to meet people, it's so much more and I'm going to have to measure up.

The elders of my clan are old fashioned in the way that the man should be in charge, that women are simple minded dolls made for popping out babies and supporting their husband, the only difference in the Hyuuga is that they want the women to be strong and present themselves as smart loyal wives while actually just being under their control. I think that any wives of previous clan heads were smart but pretended to be what the clan wanted. I know my mom was not a mindless doll and I will not be like that either. I'm in the grey area for the elders, I'm not a mindless princess for sure, but they know I am loyal. I push their buttons when I refuse to just become the wife, the title of heir is mine but actually leading the clan, that all belongs to my husband. I've become so strong they can see me taking on the role of the ninja wife while I marry a husband who does everything else, all of the non ninja affairs. Having him be a ninja would only be a bonus.

A reason for this party is not for me to fortify alliances to aid the clan, not for me to show off as the perfect ninja princess they want me to be, not even for me to maybe catch the eye of a smart man who they can add to the list of possible husbands that would do well for the way they want the clan run. My actual intelligence is unknown for a reason, I can be paper smart but I am also a wild person. Sometimes I say things that are stupid or weird and that makes people think I'm not as smart as I am. The elders want me to go to the party and be overwhelmed by the clan politics, the manipulative rich people, and all that jazz enough so that I give in and become what the want me to be. A physically strong wife to the leader of the clan. My title of heiress is just a title to them, a means to allow a man be in charge and keep up the oppressive life of my clan. They want to see me fail and become a pawn for them, to feel the pressure and crack so they can pick up the pieces and redesign me into what they desire.

They want me to marry someone who can play the game with them, a man who will take control and do even the worst for my clan. They want him to come in and with me not thinking I can lead well, he can do it for me. I I love the people in my clan but I hate the way my clan functions, I have to be able to do something about that. To bring the change my clan needs to better the lives of everyone and to do that, I will have to play the elders like they hope to play me. I'm going to one day take command of my clan and fix everything that has been broken. I love my clan and mostly everyone inside of it, I want to make everyones lives better and if that means playing the part I am set up for, I will do it until I reach my breaking point. My clan deserves so much more, it is not the people but the way it has been led for so long. Father has made some changes but the council still has so much control, to change things I need to have total control.

I push the clan affairs aside most of the time, yes its important but there are so many more world threatening problems that I have to focus on. But now, when it is being put right in my face, I think and think. It's not going to be easy, just like it wont be easy taking out Danzo legally, but to bring about the change that will better so many lives now and in the future, I will do what it takes.

I was dressed in a more modernized Kimono because the Ice Kingdom does not follow traditional Japanese attire, except for festivals, so a normal Kimono would be too fancy. The dress was long and black with watercolor looking hibiscus flowers that covered the bottom and faded towards my waist. The sleeves were long and it was tight on the top but loosened when it met my waistline. It was silky and shiny. There was a bow tied around my waist instead of an Obi. There was no slit for my legs to move, but the fabric was a lot lighter than a normal Kimono so it didn't harbor my walking skills. Kami knows how embarrassing it would be if I ate shit from my lack of wearing full length Kimono's in the last few years. I gave thanked the women for their aid in my beautification Hanabi a kiss goodbye. My hands clenched around the fabric of my skirt and I hiked up my dress like the lady I am. Waiting for me at the entrance of the village were Sasuke, Neji, and Zabuza; each carrying their own bags. There was a horse drawn cart big enough for all of us to fit and travel in. Showing up by walking the whole way there is not an appropriate way to arrive to an event like this one. I was honestly kind of excited, it will be my first time riding in one and the prospect of not running continuously for hours in a kimono was very appealing.

Sasuke blanched and fought hard to push down the slight blush when I showed up, Neji nodded in approval but also gave me an amused and sympathetic look since he knew I was uncomfortable, and Zabuza laughed. Loudly.

"Who knew an uncouth brat like you could actually look like a respectable girl. You look even less like a ninja than before Hime." Zabuza teased, giving me a knowing look. When he was told I was not aloud any weapons of the sort, he lost it. He thought it was the funniest thing that I was being treated like a little princess child who needed the big bad protection of Zabuza. And now with the abrupt change in clothing choices, I'm never going to gain his respect back. We all got into the cart and I relaxed slightly as the bumps of the trail soothed me. After a bit of talk with everyone, I decided to pull out my scrolls from Lady Tsunade. I opened the slightly bigger one that went more into details about healing techniques for a variety of things that are possible to heal ranging from removing poison and toxins from the body to the way to counter cardiac arrest before it's too late. I turned my back and rested it against Neji's side. He glared down at me but did nothing to push me off. Neji was reading a set of scrolls from my father as ways to further his techniques, even as a branch member, Neji's skill and training with my dad has earned him the right to the family scrolls. Sasuke and Zabuza were going over sword techniques and strategies to memorize before Sasuke can be taught to use his sword properly.

I was finishing up on the section on how to remove poison that has entered the blood stream when my eyelids became heavy, the quiet and thrum of the ground beneath me lulled me to sleep. My head fell and Neji moved me to sleep more comfortable while he continued his reading. An electric jolt shot through my body and I shot up swinging a wild punch with my abrupt wakeup. My fist was caught and lowered revealing a smirking Uchiha. Zabuza was thoroughly amused; Neji gave Sasuke a glare for being a brat but he was still amazed by it, I could tell. I wrenched my fist from Sasuke and I jumped at him. I was still a bit dazed so Neji easily caught me and put me back in my seat.

"Refrain from acting like a wild animal Hinata-hime. We are almost there so prepare yourselves." I slumped over and noticed the clothing changes. Zabuza and Neji were both in their Ninja gear but Sasuke was dressed in casual Yukuta. It's black and pink to match mine since he was posing as my date. All of his weapons were hidden from plain sight. He looked annoyed at his outfit but I liked it, he looked super hot and I know all the women there will be all over him. Neji too, it will be so amusing to watch them fight off all the ladies.

The cart stopped and we were let out in front of a castle. Compared to the village, this was crazy. Everything was made of stone and it truly looked like a Kingdom. It is the Ice Kingdom but there was no ice in sight, everything was lush, green, and surrounded by beautiful plants and flowers. It's like Iceland, called Ice but has no ice anywhere; such a misleading name. There were guards stationed on the edge of the bridge that led to the castle entrance. They faced us and were stick straight as an Old man with graying hair and exotic looking rich purple clothing accompanied by a tall man in his early 20's with straight black hair and dressed similarly but had a deep annoyed frown on his handsome face. I feel like he is going to either going piss me off or be super entertaining. When they reached us Neji hit me in the tailbone and so I bowed down to the two. Sasuke begrudgingly following suit as Zabuza pushed him down. I straightened myself and smiled.

"I am Hinata Hyuuga, Ken-sama, Ken-san(his son is Ken-san for now) it is a pleasure to be invited to your Kingdom and meet an ally of my clan in person. I have heard great things about you from the elders. Hiro-sama and Hayane-sama give their best wishes." I plastered on my fake docile smile and did my best not to roll my eyes at the old dude in front of me. He had the fakest smile on his face and I instantly knew he was a greedy asshole of a man and he gave me bad bad vibes. To top it off, I know everyone else was laughing at my actions. The old man took my hand in both of his and planted a kiss on the top.

"The pleasure is all mine Hinata-Hime. I have been waiting to meet the heiress of the Hyuga clan for some time, I have heard wonderful things about you. People talk highly of your beauty but I'm afraid their words do you no justice. You are even more beautiful in person, isn't that right Kaneki my boy." (A/N yes I made Kaneki Ken, sadly he wont be the same as in the anime tho cuz I just wanted to use his name and appearance.) Kaneki grumbled and rolled his eyes in extreme annoyance. He didn't seem to want to be here as much as I did. Maybe he's not so bad, at least he doesn't give me the eerie feeling his father does.

"Yeah whatever I don't care." He turned on his heel and walked away.

"I apologize for his behavior, we are in a disagreement at the moment. Now Hinata-hime, please introduce me to your guardians, although from what I've heard you are more than capable of protecting yourself."

"This is Zabuza Momochi one of the seven swordsman, my cousin Neji Hyuga, and my date for the ball Sasuke." I gestured to each of them and they all shook the Feudal lords hand. He led us inside the castle and gave us a tour of the inside which was just as immaculate on the inside as it is on the outside. There was artwork decorating the walls and marble flooring that sparkled with the sunlight. It was beautiful and rich, nothing like I had ever seen but it was still nothing compared to the beauty of Konoha. When another guest arrived, Ken sent for Kaneki to show us to the inn we were staying at. It was quaint and for protection purposes I was sharing a room with Neji. Kaneki left right after he showed us the Inn, stating that we could find out own way through the town since it's not his job. As cool as seeing the new place was, I cared more about studying my scroll so we left Zabuza to do his own thing and Neji, Sasuke, and I went back my room to study together.

I made it to the last section of the scroll: How to remove poison from the bloodstream. This section interested me a lot because there are people like Shizune, Kabuto, Kankuro, and Sasori who are exceptional in poisons and being able to remove enough of the poison to slow down fatality of it is something I need to know and be able to practice in my lifetime. Plus I feel like somehow if I ever use poison I'd find away to prick myself and would need to get it out of me before I die by accidental suicide.

The scroll basically said to push your own chakra threaded hot water forcefully into the bloodstream and push the water to cover the poison, then to extract it out through the pathway of the bloodstream, keeping all of the poison surrounded by the water to not let it infect more of the blood. It takes a few times to get all the poison out before an antidote can be injected, but removing the poison will prevent any more affects of the poison as well as slowing the possible death substantially. It sounds basic in theory but the practice of it is extremely difficult because it requires precise chakra control especially with water in making the water a barrier within the blood while not inserting actual elemental chakra is a feat that seems to be impossible. And to insert water in the veins without clogging up the channels and causing a clot that would mean certain death. Also to drag the poison through the blood has a high possibility of letting it spread faster if not done 100 percent correct. It's a life or death type of medical jutsu and I'm determined to figure it out.

The sun finally set and I finished the first run through of one of the scrolls. My brain was shot and all I wanted was to sleep. I started to get ready for bed but I was stopped before I could change into my pajamas.

"I will not share a room with a person covered in filth from travel. We are not on a typical mission so you will keep yourself clean. We will go to the hot springs and clean off before you even think of going to sleep." Sasuke smirked at me as I looked at Neji in pure awe. Sometimes I forgot how much of a clean freak he is. Sasuke is super organized but Neji is just a freak. He hates things being dirty as much as he hates unhealthy food, which is A LOT. If I didn't know how much of a dedicated Shinobi he was, I would struggle with comprehending how he could handle missions that require camping out. Oh the horrors of sleeping with dirt. We all grabbed towels and our pajamas and did the quick walk to the bath house. To my horror, it was MIXED BATHING. Who in Kami's name thought it would be a good idea to have mixed bathing. Like seriously, it had to have been some horny teenage boy or a pervy old man because most people in their right mind don't want to share a bath with the opposite gender past the age of like 7. Have they ever heard or hormones or perverts, like what the helllllll.

"I know I'm like super sexy and all but if you peak at me I will shove my foot so far up your ass it will come out of your mouth." Neji deadpanned at me and Sasuke looked on with a slight blush and glare.

"Hn. That's my line, freak. For all I know, you might look as manly as you act." Sasuke commented back. We had a stare down missing Neji strip and plop himself into the bath.

"Low blow asshole" I pouted, disappointed that I lost and that he would insult me on something he knew Ino and Sakura tormented me on.

"You started it freak." It was his apology, the sincere regret he had on his face was enough and we made up right away.

We turned away from each other, both of us blushing slightly at the prospect of mixed bathing. I went over to the female locker room and stripped while wrapping a towel around myself simultaneously. Once I was sure to tucked in, I let my hair out of the braid and ran through it with my fingers. I grabbed the soap, wet my hair and body, and cleaned myself off before joining Neji in the Hot Spring. Sasuke was already in and thankfully it was so steamy, you could barely see a foot in front of you. There was no way to see one another, luckily I was with Neji and I'm pretty Sasuke isn't a perv.

"Neji-niisan?"

"Yes Hime?"

"How is Lee's recovery going? I haven't been to see him as much as I want and I feel like a dick."

"With the amount Gai and him are training, he should be back to his baseline in a matter of months."

"That's good to hear." I heard Sasuke scoff a bit. "Still butt hurt he kicked your ass in 30 seconds?" I chided, my voice teasing. I knew he would get riled up. The water sloshed and I'm guessing he stood up but decided to sit back down, realizing us trying to get at each other right now would be super awkward, funny, but awkward. "Oh don't sit down on the account that we're naked. I'd kick your ass clothed or otherwise. I thought the great Duckbutt Uchiha was unstoppable, who knew nudity was his weakness." My face morphed into a grin and I knew Sasuke could picture it even in the heavy steam.

"Hn. I just have respect for others, something you wouldn't understand." He stated, his voice a bit higher than usual. I knew I had one and Sasuke did too.

"Uchiha stop flirting with my sister and clean yourselves so we can sleep, tomorrow is a big day and we have to keep Hinata-hime safe." Neji stated blandly, a hit of overprotectiveness seeping through. Shisui bets on my love life and Neji protects me from it, what a wonderful combination of brothers I have. I couldn't ask for anything better.

"I-I'm not flirting with that freak!" Sasuke shouted while I laughed my ass off. I got out first and wrapped myself back up into the towel. I went into the female changing room and moisturized and put on my pajamas, keeping my hair wrapped in a towel to dry. I waited at the entrance and after a bit, Neji and Sasuke showed up too. Neji's hair was silky looking and dry meaning he took the time to brush and blow-dry it. Sasuke's normal duckbutt was flat and wet, dripping water down his face and neck. On our walk back, Sasuke took the towel off my hair and whipped me in the ass with it, starting our fight. We were ready to pound one another when Neji stepped in, having bruises would be bad for both of us to have in our outfits for the ball tomorrow. Zabuza was waiting for us when we returned and after some goodnight's, we parted ways into our rooms.

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I woke up at noon and was shocked at the time. I fully expected Sasuke to push me out of bed or for Neji to wake me up to eat a healthy breakfast and what not. I felt like I was missing something when I realized I don't have to train today. It's kind of weird to not have to train at anything at all, even injured I have something to do but now, nothing. I got up and brushed my hair, leaving it down and throwing on one of the outfits packed for me. I don't have to get ready for another 2 hours so I set off to explore for a bit so I could find food. I found a small dango shop and got some ti-colored ones to enjoy with orange juice. I chatted with the shop owner, a short old lady with a potty mouth. She was one of the funniest old people I've ever spoken with and I 10/10 would adopt her as my grandmother.

When I returned to the hotel, I went straight to Zabuza's room so we could discuss the mission. Hopefully nothing will go wrong but to make sure, we all had our roles planned out. I don't like having to be the damsel in distress, but for the sake of my clan, I have to stop being a ninja for a night. And being at such an important event, as an invited guest there is rules where I am not aloud to physically harm other guests or ruin anything or else the blame is put on my clan. There are heavy punishments for infractions so even if someone tries to hurt me, I am not aloud to fight back unless it is dire. Because of that, I have guards to do the protecting for me, one posed as my date and the other two as obvious guards. Sasuke had to do his best to hide his status and just act like my date, nothing more and nothing less. Just like me, he has to dress himself up and I cannot wait to see him and the clothing the elders picked out for him. Luckily Sasuke trained with his mom on being a gentleman so it shouldn't be too hard; toning down his attitude will be the biggest thing.

Surprisingly, Zabuza had done his fare share of infiltrating events like this as an assassin so he has set up all the precautions. I know he is going to get extreme amusement from Sasuke and I being dressed to the 10's and acting surrounded by prissy assholes without being able to do a thing about it.

I got myself ready by doing my hair, I braided it last night so letting the braids out, my hair fell into beautiful loose waves down my back. I put a small braid to tie a piece of my hair back and pinned it. My makeup was a bit of eyeshadow that had a light shine to it, winged eyeliner, long lashes, blush, and a pinkish-red lipgloss. It was perfect. My jewelry was silver earrings and a matching necklace. I had a few bracelets on as well. I finally pulled out the dress and I was in awe, it was beautiful. It looked like the perfect mix of a modern dress with a hint of kimono vibes. Even if it was a dress, I felt giddy to be able to wear something so exotic. It was a lavender-white silk, long sleeved, off the shoulder with a slit on the leg, curtsey of Lady Seiko so I don't face plant, dark purple flower designs covered over the dress and at my waist, there was a lavender silk sash.

The sleeves flared out at the bottom and the dress, other than the tightness at my waist was loose flowing and looked so elegant. I traded out my ninja sandals for normal white sandals that showed off my black painted nails. When I looked in the mirror, I was gobsmacked. Last time I truly dressed up I was young, this time I could see how much Ive grown in my 13 years of life. I looked like me but like the most high class version of myself. I looked like a true badass princess of a strong clan and I was fucking hot. I love the way I look normally, I prefer it to this glitzy girl, but something about this dress, the way it seemed to be made for me, was amazing and I was ready to show it off. I just wish it was with my friends instead of a bunch of rich strangers the elders know.

(Sasuke POV) (A/N cuz why the hell not)

I was waiting in an uncomfortable kimono for Hinata to leave her room so we can go to the ball her clan is making her go to. Zabuza and the bastard Neji were able to stay in their normal clothes and unlucky for me, I have to dress up alongside Hinata. When she asked me on a date, I was shocked but then she mentioned it was for a mission. It was a massive disappointment, but tonight I am going to be the best date and show her that she loves me like I love her. I need to make her mine, I was fuming after she kissed that lazy ass Shikamaru. That's 3 people she's kissed and none of them have been me. She's mine and it's been set like that since my fathers proposal when we were 4. She's my best friend, one of the last pieces of my family and I love her. She's an idiot so luckily I'm posing as her date so other idiots don't get the wrong idea.

Hinata's door opened and she waltzed out of her room practically glowing. She was wearing a dress that accentuated every curve of her body and was so beautiful. Her hair was flowing down her body in waves glistening beautifully like how I like it. She was amazing and she was my date. My mouth was dry and I couldn't find any words to express her beauty. She locked eyes with me and had on the mischievous grin I knew and feared. I gave her a smirk in return, walking up to her side so we could leave together. After a bit of banter between her Zabuza, and Neji; she finally turned back to talk to me.

"Wow." I mumbled out. She smirked.

"I know I'm just that hot! Thanks for admitting it." She replied smugly.

"I was saying wow because you actually look like a nice person, not the freak you are."

"Fuck off." Her lips pushed out into a pout and I pat her head condescendingly relishing in the feeling of her soft hair. "Duckbutt, did ya figure out the sword pattern Zabuza was teaching you?" I looked down at her and she laughed. "Whatever, I forgot you're not Naruto. Mr-I-memorize-everything-instantly."

"Hn." She grabbed my hand and started swinging it back and forth mindlessly.

"What kind of food do you think they'll have? There will be food right. Oh I'm so pumped for super rich people food! I bet there are so many foods we haven't been able to try living in Konoha!"

"Hn probably." We made it to the gate entrance of the ballroom, it was massive and decorated unnecessarily extravagant. Everyone was dressed up as much as we were and there were lots of older people talking to one another about business, I noticed some shinobi who were off duty like Hinata but there were a lot of what seemed to be stuck up Feudal Lords and noble families. Hinata stopped her goofiness and weaved her dainty hand through my arm. She straightened out and I tightened my hold on her when I felt her shake a bit from nerves. I leaned down to her ear and whispered to her.

"Don't be nervous dumbass. You're not that much of an idiot, you'll be fine." She enhanced her hand with chakra and squeezed hard. I grunted in pain and she gave me a grateful smile.

"I'm not nervous… I'm trembling in excitement." She threw my line back in my face and I rolled my eyes, a small smile threatening to show.

"It sounded better when I said it."

(Hinata POV)

I stifled a laugh and pushed Sasuke's head away from mine. Ken came up to Sasuke and I a creepy smile on his face. He was dressed in the most extravagant fabrics and covered in jewelry to display his wealth. He grabbed my free hand and kissed it, I tensed slightly but kept a polite smile on as I withdrew my hand. I gave a slight bow, Sasuke following along.

"Ahh Hinata-hime you truly are a sight for sore eyes, the most beautiful blossoming woman here tonight." Sasuke gripped tighter on to me and Neji's chakra fluctuated slightly in KI, they all got the same creepy feeling from Ken that I did.

"You flatter me Ken-sama. The ballroom is beautiful I cant wait to enjoy everything you have to offer tonight." He laughed and led us in, promising to have an important conversation about alliances later. Neji and Zabuza huddled themselves in the corner so they could see everything but not have to be involved. I dragged Sasuke to the assortment of luxurious foods set out. I skipped past the alcohol and went straight to the Bakudan, piling desserts on top of it to enjoy. We found an area to stand and eat, a few people came over to interact with me. All of them were people who wanted to do business or have been doing business with my clan. Trades like protection for goods and such. It was exhausting keeping up my tirade and to not get caught into the traps they set with their talking. I managed to find entertainment with Sasuke. We would find people talking and make up our own conversations of what they would be talking about. My favorites were doing short, old, fat men who seemed to reek of pride and infidelity.

Kaneki was standing alone looking pissed at the world, so I left Sasuke to go talk for a bit with Zabuza while I went over to Kaneki. He's the main reason I'm here so I should probably talk to him. His eyes flickered up from his drink to me, sizing me up, then back to his drink with a scoff.

"What do you want?" He asked in annoyance. I leaned against the wall next to him, eating a stick of Dango.

"This party is so fucking boring and by the look on your face this kind of thing isn't your speed. It's filled to the brim with assholes who are either cheating on their spouses or their taxes. Or some are like me and are sent here on behalf of their arrogant clan elders. I'm here to supposedly meet you so thats what I'm going to do." He looked up at me in surprise then gave a sly smile.

"Little princess has a mouth on her. I thought girls like you loved this kind of thing."
"Girls like me like to fight, not act like an angel and talk business. I'm a ninja, not a princess."

"Ahh, so my father wasn't lying when he said you were a strong Kunoichi. You don't look the part much." He brought his cup to his lips and took slow gulps of the alcohol, eying em the whole time.
"Maybe, maybe not. Looking the part doesn't matter, my actions speak for themselves." I brought out a fist and I was grinning. He doesn't hate me, and even if his dad is a creep, he seems cool. "What do you like to do for fun?" Kaneki and I got into deep conversation, he was kind of an asshole but interesting to talk to. At some point, Ken came over and convinced Kaneki and I to dance together. I'm pretty sure we are friends now, thank God I could find something to make him like me, the tongue lashing I'd get if an important benefactor in my clan would hate the new heir would be miserable. Kaneki left for a bit and Ken swooped in to talk. He hinted to my marriage with Kaneki if I was interested, which I turned down quickly no matter the benefits it would supposedly have.

Ken was creepy and the way he talked gave me the idea that he was a selfish man, he wanted something more than just an alliance with a strong clan for his safe keeping. There was no way he is good, he reminds me too much of Gato. Everything about him was off and he kept alluding to something but it was so subtle I could never figure it out. He was a bad guy, but he was intelligent. Almost too much so. He laid out verbal traps for me to set myself up in giving him information and agreements to unnecessary trades. It took everything to avoid them, he knew I was playing an act and was trying to push me to break it. He threw out questions and stories and I was getting overwhelmed by his presence, how my clan deals with a scumbag like him, I'll never know. I know why they wanted me to meet him of all people. He's smart and if I was any less headstrong, I'd give up on the idea of leading my clan if it would mean talking to people like him. He was intimidating and manipulative and I could do nothing but avoid getting crushed by him.

Sasuke finally rid himself of the girls around him and pulled me away from Ken. I dragged him to the dance floor so we could have fun and dance. He placed his hands on my waist and I put mine around his neck.

"If I had to spend another minute talking to him, I swear I was going to punch him through a fucking wall. He's such an asshole, Agh. There's something so creepy about him but I can't put my finger on what." I huffed out annoyed but grateful to him for the save.

"You're welcome." He spun me around and back into his arms. We continued swaying to the beat.

"This reminds me of when we were little and I had to take lessons. You hated me back then and when we had to dance together, we couldn't stop fighting." I laughed out in reminiscence.

"What makes you think I like you now?" Sasuke raised his eyebrow, his tone unchanging in the question. I stuck my tongue out at him.

"You know you love me."

"Hn whatever. Don't start making up any of your crazy dance moves this time, there is only so much I can compensate for." I gasped and put one hand over my heart in fake hurt at Sasuke's blatant jab at my dance skills. He sent me a small smile in victory, but it was short lived.

"You wound me my dear duckbutt. Everyone know's I'm the best dancer out of our duo. You can have the win for being the hottest since I know the entirety of the girl population would agree, but no way can you take my dance crown away." I stated so over dramatically throwing my head against Sasuke in anguish. He hummed and I could feel it vibrate through his chest.

"You finally admit I'm hot?" I rolled my eyes and deadpanned at him.

"No duh, You're an Uchiha its in your blood to be hot dumb ass. I'm not blind." His teasing was gone and his features softened a bit. HE pulled me closer to him and spoke lowly.

"Hn. You are blind if you think you're not beautiful. Everyone here would agree with me, you are the most amazing one here." (A/N I feel like Sasuke could be super smooth if he wants. Like he's an awkward dick sometimes but so possessive that he would pull out the shots when he needs to. Aka to win Hinata after she already has kissed Shika and Itachi) I gaped in pure shock at the smooth words that just came out of his mouth. Oh my Kami, Sasuke Uchuha, my best friend who calls me a freak Sasuke Uchiha called me pretty. What the Fuck, I never ever expected him to say something like this. Does he like me, or is he being nice?

"I-I. what?" Sasuke was about to respond to my confusion when Kaneki butted in, grabbing one of my hands and asking me to dance. I really needed to finish my conversation with Sasuke but at the same time I was terrified of what he would say. I opened my mouth to decline and ask for one more song, but Kankei took that as a yes instead and pulled me away. Kaneki handed me a drink as we danced, I drank a sweet juice while he had something that smelt of hand sanitizer. He told me more of his plan to take over the kingdom when he is married and how he is going to change everything. He seemed so passionate and I was so immersed I didn't notice the haziness of my mind. People began to leave and when I turned to find my team, they were nowhere in sight. Something felt off but my mind was getting to fuzzy for me to really think straight. Ken came over and offered Kaneki to take me home to not get caught in any trouble. I agreed and when we were half way there, I stumbled and fell over into Kaneki.

"Shh, just relax I have you. Let yourself succumb to sleep." Everything was blurry but I could vividly see Kaneki's red eyes and wide lecherous smile.

"You fuck- ugh bastar… wha did you do to…" Everything went black and I was out.

I woke up distorted and foggy but when my vision cleared, Zabuza Sasuke and Neji were all chained and gagged in front of me. The chains had to be chakra suppressors and whatever they did had to have been strong to take out all three of them. Ken and Kaneki walked out of their hiding.

"You fucking bastards what the hell did you do to them. When I get out of here I'm going to." Ken cut me off with a chuckle.

"Do you like my trap I set. You focused so much on what I was saying to all of you and on everyone's actions around you, you forgot to check your food. Everyone else was given the antidote to my sedative but you four. Ahh for such strong ninja, you sure went down easy."

"What the fuck do you want." I hissed out, my head still throbbing.

"You my dear. Money like ours doesn't happen just by being good now does it. See, I've gone and gotten myself into trouble with some strong people in the underground and I can't seem to find a way to pay them back but if I have the Hyuga clan at my service, I can take them out without spending anything."

"Go fuck yourself. My clan would never help lowlives like you."

"Oh but you will. You're going to marry Kaneki, he's smitten with you already and promised if he could have you, he'd do anything for me. Once that happens, he will take the crown and become the man in charge of the Hyuga clan. His poor little wife will fall ill and stay locked away and Kaneki will humbly take charge. He will have all those strong ninja at his disposal to fix the problems his dear old father made. Of course, if you refuse Kaneki can always kill the three you came with. The black haired one first, he seems partially fond of you." Sasuke and Neji struggled against their chains and Zabuza let out a ferocious growl that the gag did nothing to muffle. This situation was no way in our favor and I would not let any of them die. If Kaneki is so blinded by his infatuation with me that he's willing to submit to the father he hates, that might be the only saving grace I have. Thank Kami for crime shows, Ino, and Lady Seiko cuz thats the only thing that's going to help me right now. I forced the sneer off my face and put on a scared look.

"Don't fucking touch them." I forced the sneer off my face and put on a sad and scared pout as I turned my gaze to Kaneki. "I-I don't understand why you would join your father now. I would have married you if you asked."

"You told me how you hated the arranged marriages and wanted to marry for love my dear Hinata-hime, I know you would not marry me without some persuasion." He stepped closer to me.

"You're wrong. I believed that too but when we danced. Oh when we danced, I felt something I've never felt before. You were smart and funny and kind. I fell for you then. You could have just asked, I would have said yes. You don't have to hurt my friends. Please. Stop your father and I will go with you, you cant let him hurt them. You said how you wanted to change the kingdom, change it with me. Forget your father, let his debt catch up to him and we can rule over a strong clan and powerful Kingdom together." Kaneki was right in front of me right now, Ken was pissed and shouting at Kaneki to not listen to my lies. Tears were pouring out of my eyes and I wanted to laugh at how messed up the situation is. If I cant convince Kaneki of anything, we are as good as dead.

"Prove it my darling." He whispered against my lips. I leaned forward as much as my bindings would let me and I kissed him. He was so intense and pushing for more. I told him to untie my hands so I could feel him. I had him trapped. He listened and allowed my hands free, I put one in his hair and the other around his neck. I listened as Ken stalked closer to us, ready to pull Kaneki off. Kaneki pressed his tongue against mine and as soon as Ken was close enough, I bit down as hard as I could. The coppery taste of blood filled my mouth and Kaneki pulled out with a startled cry. I wrapped my hands around his neck, holding him in the perfect position to break it. I spit some of the blood out of my mouth and grinned a bloody smile.

"Take one more step and he dies. You can't have your little plan if the main piece is gone."

"You wouldn't kill him."

"It's in my job description, I kill for a living."

"You stupid little bitch, what pert of hostage don't you understand. You agree to my terms or your friends die."

"They are Shinobi, every mission could be their last. Giving up their lives to save others, a kingdom from your crazy ass is nothing but honorable. Also, you cant kill them, I have the cards now." I pulled the Knife from Kaneki's pants hand. "Sempai, catch!" I threw the knife and it was on target, barely. It went through Zabuza's hand but that gave him access to it and broke himself free, quickly freeing Neji and Sasuke as well.

Quickly they took down Ken and tied Kaneki with him.

"You broke the contract, it's your head Hinata Hyuga."

"See, the best part is I did nothing of the sort. Kaneki and I shared a passionate kiss when I was startled by his father and bit down on accident. The only person I caused physical harm to was Zabuza-sempai. But you on the other hand, threatened the heiress one of the noble clans of Konoha as well as one of the last members of the Uchiha clan, you admitted to your dirty work as a Feudal Lord, and I have access to mind reading jutsu that would confirm my story. You have nothing on me but I have enough to have your sorry ass executed." I laughed out with a happy grin just to annoy him further.

"You bitch, I'll kill you." He shouted, pulling against his chains. Neji swiftly punched him back to the ground.

"Fuck you too asshole. Next time don't threaten my friends." I gave a little wave and was escorted out by Sasuke. He's supposed to take me home while Zabuza and Neji take care of things and send notice to the Leaf.

We were riding in the cart reading our scrolls in a slightly awkward. I had my head propped up on Sasuke's lap as he used one hand to brush my hair.

"This is definitely a sign that we should never go to fancy things."

"Hn. You were smart, smarter than I thought you could be." He teased slightly, it was lacking vigor though. Something was bothering him.

"Even a broken clock is right twice a day." I put down the scroll to look at him.

"You are such a freak." I giggled a bit. He sighed deeply. "It seemed too real. I hated that feeling." His fist clenched tighter around his scroll.

"What feeling?"

"I was helpless, you had to kiss that freak because I failed to protect you. You hd to lower yourself to protect me again. Damn it, even Naruto could have done a better job than I did."

"it's not your fault. he got all of us. That dude was smarter than I gave him credit for."

"I'm weak, I always train to be stronger and catch up, to be able to protect you so you dont have to protect me, to save Itachi but I fail something so easy and have you dirty yourself to help me." He shouted at me in pure Sasuke anger. His sharingan was ablaze unconsciously.

"You're such a fucking idiot sometimes. You're not weak not even close. I wouldn't have brought you along if you were weak. We all got screwed like Idiots so stop blaming yourself, this doesn't show your strength. You will save Itachi, you protect me all the time but that doesn't mean I wont protect you too. I'd do whatever it took to save you." I was staring him in the eyes, gripping his shirt in my fist incase I needed to punch some sense into him for thinking he was weak for getting trapped in something that got all of us.

"That's not the point. I was useless, I had to sit and watch you confess your love and kiss another guy to protect us." My eyes widened at his reasoning. He wasn't just mad because we got caught in a stupid trap. We were closer than before and I only realized it now. My face started to heat up a bit, the intensity was different than when we normally would be this close. It was different from the many times we were together as kids.

"Yeah, that was pretty gross for me, I can still taste his blood." I cringed at the thought of biting his tongue so hard.

"I'm going to fix what he did to you." He murmured, eyes still blazing and passionate he was angry with himself and Kaneki.

"Wha-" His lips cut me off kissing me in the passionate way I could only describe as Sasuke. All of his teasing was gone and replaced with the possessiveness and love only an Uchiha could feel. It was deep, slow, and passionate but gentle like he didn't want to break me. His lips were warm and soft but his fury and need to cleanse me of Kaneki was obvious as he traced his tongue on my lower lip and plunged it into my mouth. He was hesitant and awkward at first, but got more intense as the kiss went on. It was slow and passionate like he was expressing the words he refused to say. I wanted to back off and talk about everything but I couldn't it was so consuming. I was shocked that Sasuke of all people was kissing me. I drifted off into the kiss and he gently prodded my mouth with his tongue tracing over everything it could reach. My hands drifted from his chest to tangle in his soft hair and allowed him to be in control as he let his anger out. He bit down a pulled on my lip slightly, as he tilted his head and kissed me deeper. Finally he pulled away, eyes half lidded and a small smile on his lips. I sucked in a breath, trying to gather my bearings. He pulled me against him as I fell asleep in the familiar comfort of his arms, the taste of Kaneki replaced with the cinnamon taste of Sasuke. For the moment I pushed away the inner turmoil I had with the situation, dazed by his kiss.

Sand Boy,

I can't wait to visit, I will be there next week! The ball went as expected, I got drugged and had to fight some dudes so that was so not fun, but it ended well. I think you feel warm because you need human affection like everyone else, I'm no expert at that though. Naruto said he'd come so if you can make his room orange. A raccoon is an animal, I'll find a picture to show you since Shukaku looks like one. i'm so pumped that you are on your way to Kazekage, I wouldn't be surprised if you became it by the end of the year. I don;t like my elders much either, they are old and wrinkly and devious assholes who need to be taught a lesson. Being Kazekae is all on you, I'm just glad I can be there to support you and cheer you on. I kinda figured you got a new shirt and pants since that is clothes, but I guess I will just have to see in person what they look like. I've never had Salted tongue so you're going to have to eat some with me. It sounds weird but I'm willing to try it. We can also have a drink party and go around your village and try drinks until you find one you like. You will have to tell me more happy memories you have, I want to know so much more about you. You remain a mystery, its cute but I don't like real life mysteries that I can't solve. My favorite dessert is a tie between Dango, Daifuku, and Mochi. What's yours? My dream is to be strong enough to protect people and give everyone a chance at a better life. I want to fly before I die, I don't care how but flying sounds so freeing. I am doing my bets to be safe, even if it's not always that easy cuz bad guys just love to do dumb things. What is your dream? What is a game you have never played that you want to play?See you soon!

Love,

The super confused at the moment Hinata

Being a Jonin and having a good bond with the son of the previous Kazekage who is finally said to be the next Kazekage has its perks. I told Tsunade about how much I wanted to visit the sand village to say hi to Gaara and to allow that to happen, she made it my and Naruto's mission to meet with the future Kazekage and re-secure the alliance that was broken in the failed invasion attempt. Naruto and I were the perfect candidates because of our status in the Village and being friends with Gaara, thankfully Tsunade made the mission of what would normally take 8 days including travel is now a 11 day trip so I can spend some time with Gaara, Temari, and Kankuro after the alliance is agreed upon. The failed invasion was rough on Suna so the alliance is extremely in Konoha's favor so there will be no issues with the signing, they could have started a war and instead we are re-establishing an alliance instead of starting a war Suna would surely lose in.

Naruto is absolutely one of the best travel companions I could ever have. His sealing is getting so much better and he sealed away everything I need and more for our journey, instead of having to carry clothes and food in a backpack, I have a tiny scroll he made for me with everything in it. I'm traveling with so much shit that I want to show Gaara but it feels like I have nothing. It's especially nice because the trip there takes 3 days if we run and carrying camping equipment would make that much more of a hassle if it wasn't sealed away. I also can't forget the look Naruto gave Sasuke when he told him it was a mission for just us. It was possibly the most smug look I have ever come across and I lost it when Naruto was taunting Sasuke about how much more important he is because he gets such a cool mission. It was so funny even Kakashi started laughing which of course sparked the boys rivalry and they began another lovers quarrel.

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Naruto and I arrived at the gate of Suna right on time. There waiting was Gaara, Kankuro, and Temari. Temari had a knowing look on her face for who knows what and Kankuro was purple and smirking like always.

"Panda-kun!/Gaara." Naruto and I shouted at the same time, wide smiles on our faces. I jumped onto Gaara, wrapping him in a hug. He didn't even falter from the sudden weight, his body just stiffened then relaxed as he returned my hug and greeted Naruto. Even with the knowledge of Gaara, Naruto, and I being friends my excitement and ability to basically attack Gaara in a hug without his sand blocking mystified Kankuro. The small smile he hid was not hidden to the well trained eyes of Temari and I.

"Hinata-chan, Naruto-kun I am glad you have finally come to visit."

"Yeah, I get to visit a friend and go on a B-rank mission. It's so cool dattebayo!"

"I promised I'd come didn't I. I just had to kick some asses to make it happen sooner." I cheered still hugging Gaara, basking in the feeling of him hugging me back. He looked down at me confused.

"I thought you asked Lady Tsunade to give you a mission to be able to come, I did not know you had to hurt people to come visit." He said, perplexed at the information. It was only when everyone was laughing that he figured out that I was just using an expression. "Oh." I finally let go of Gaara and gave him a good look. His hair was a bit longer and just as messy and instead of wearing ninja clothes, he was dressed in a nice purple top with black pants and a tan scarf to block out the sand. He was also taller than last time I'd seen him and lost even more of his baby face. His eyes were as pretty as ever and seemed to glow in a kind of warmth that wasn't there before. All in all, he looked happy and it made my heart swell knowing that he was doing ok. Naruto as dimwitted as people might think, noticed the change in Gaara as well and couldn't stop the blooming smile from growing even wider on his whiskered cheeks. Temari was dressed casual but nice and Kankuro was dressed in his black sweatshirt and pants, crow strapped on. They all lost the hostile looks they had on when we'd met the first time and instead opted to study me with intrigue and obvious kindness. They already met and fought Naruto and knowing him they know everything they need to for understanding his character, but me, I was still a mystery. The girl who was never afraid and helped their little brother finally feel acceptance.

"Ah shit, fuck." i cursed as I realized how long I'd been staring. I turned to Kankuro and Temari. "Last time we'd met it was on bad terms and I was kind of a dick, even if you deserved it, but we cool now so I'm glad we can finally have a more amicable meeting and become friends. You both seem like fun people to hang out with and I'm so fucking pumped to see the village. I have so many questions and things I want you guys and Gaara to show me. I haven't really had many missions outside the village so I have to see how other places work." Temari smirked and shook my hand.

"You weren't kidding when you said she's nothing like the uptight asshole Hyuga clan little brother. You're the type of heiress I don't want to slice in half and the only other kunoichi our age who takes it seriously. You also managed to get my ice block of a little brother to change for the better so safe to say we'll become good friends." Kankuro shook my hand next, squeezing it unnecessarily but I could tell I was super amusing to him.

"You and Uzumaki got spunk, nobody has managed to fluster Gaara more than you, there was this one time when I-" Temari and Gaara both stopped Kankuro from talking which was a bummer because I really wanted to know what was able to fluster Panda Boy. We followed the Sand trio through the town and to get to a massive building that out shined the rest. Houses in Suna were very different from Konoha. Instead of the wooden foundations of Konoha, the buildings in Suna were made of some type of Sand/concrete/plaster type material to protect the buildings from the harsh sandstorms. Everything was shades of tan and red and extremely beautiful. I looked around on wonder, there is so much I haven't seen and I want to catch every detail of this world I live in. Gaara and Temari stayed by my sides and pointed out things I had questions about. Naruto ran ahead and Kankuro was forced to follow him to keep him out of trouble that his loud mouth and inability to filter his words would inevitably cause. People watched as we walked through the town, many still cowered away from Gaara but I noticed a few people being more comfortable and sending kind but wary smiles our way, probably more from there being an outsider over anything else.

"Hinata-san, you're already a Jonin. It is less surprising after I watched how skilled you are, but I want to know how you became so strong? It's almost unnatural." Temari asked truly interested in figuring it out so she could hopefully do the same. She was so much nicer than when we first met, she's no longer as disinterested. It also seems like this is going to be an interrogation to determine if I am worthy to be friends with her and her precious brother. Honestly, she's kind of intimidating as a person, I know I'm stronger but she is really a badass girl who I know can kick some serious ass, especially with her fan.

"Honestly, it's because I've trained nonstop almost everyday since I was able to walk. I didn't have many friends and my father was a harsh trainer so i I trained until I couldn't stand up anymore. I bugged the best of the best and forced each of them to train me as well as training myself based off of any ideas I come up with. It's thanks to those who helped me that I even became half as strong as I am." She seemed pleased with my answer and kept walking. We reached the Kazekage tower and Naruto and I gaped at the size of it. It was tall like the Hokage tower but it was also massive in length and was impossible to miss the importance of the building. They really aren't humble when showcasing where the Kazekage and their family lives.

"Whoa it's huge dattebayo! Do you really live here Gaara?"

"Hai. Temari-chan, Kankuro-kun, and I live here."

"Thats so cool dattebayo! This is way bigger than my flat. This is bigger than where Hina-chan and Teme live too!" Naruto shouted with enthusiasm, not at all jealous of his friends fortune and dope living space.

"Panda-kun, are we staying here with you guys?" I asked, it was surely big enough and I don't really know where we will sleep. Gaara had a small smile on his face but heart thumped nervously that we wouldn't be satisfied.

"If that is alright with you both. I have made arrangements for your rooms to be set up hopefully to your liking." I could see the slight nervousness of him not really knowing how to accommodate guests so I took his hand and gave it a small squeeze.

"I was hoping you'd say yes. This is going to be like one giant sleepover!" I grinned, using my free hand to punch the air. Naruto was wide eyed and grinning like a fox, shouting about how cool it will be and how Gaara is way to cool. We went inside and Gaara showed us to our rooms to put our stuff down and see if it is acceptable. He opened my door for me and my jaw dropped. The room was large and the walls were painted the same color as my eyes. The decorations were purple as well but there was a red blanket on the futon and red accents everywhere. It shouldn't have worked but it did and was so cool. Everything was perfect and I loved the entire room, it had to have taken forever for him to get me things I like and in colors that fit well with my favorite colors being red and purple. The letters I wrote to Gaara, he got all the information rom there and built my room accordingly. It might have been the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me and i was left speechless as my eyes went over every inch of the room. Gaara took that as a bad sign and was a bot let down.

"I apologize that it is not to your liking, I can have it fixed." I was brought out of my stupor and shook my hands wildly then glomping him, patting his head, then giving him a kiss on his cheek.

"Are you fucking kidding me, this is perfect. it's more than perfect. This is one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me, I can't believe you remembered everything I wrote in the letters and made my room to match. This is amazing, you're so amazing I cannot believe I'm friends with a dude as cool as you. Damn it, not I've gotta step up my game." Gaara's worry melted away and he was shocked at my positive words. His face took on a light pink hue and he let out a sigh of relief that I was so happy about my room. Temari gave me a more suitable outfit to walk around the sand in, it was a dress and scarf similar to hers but in black and red, so i could be comfortable and protected from the sand and cold night weather. Naruto was bugging Kankuro for a rematch so they took off. I grabbed Gaara's hand in my own and pulled him out the door.

"Come on, you have to show me your favorite places to eat." Gaara began to lead me a different direction, never letting go of my hand. We'd pass by places and people would whisper while pointing at us but Gaara did nothing. I don;t think he realized what holding my hand looked like, but I never let go because he seemed to enjoy the feeling of our intertwined hands. He gave me brief explanations of more places we walked by until we made it to a small restaurant. We were seated by a nice old lady and Gaara explained how this was a place Yashamaru took him as a kid and was one of the only places that didn't shun him and treat him like a monster. it was like Naruto's Ichiraku ramen but for salted tongue.

"A Gaara my boy is this lovely young lady your girlfriend?"

"No/Yes" we responded at the same time. The lady chuckled in amusement and left our water on the table. Gaara's eyes drooped a bit and he looked so hurt, that pained look of being hated filled his eyes again.

"You, you don't think of us as friends? I thought-" I realized what he thought and how his life in isolation and murder really made him so naive to the outside world. The look on his face hurt and I hated it.

"No no no no. We ARE friends, calling someone your girlfriend or boyfriend is more of a term of calling them your lover. She meant it in the romantic sense, not the friendship sense. I promise, you are my friend and I will always be your friend." I clarified quick;y, laughing a bit at the pure adorableness that is Gaara. He is a legendary shinobi but knows next to nothing about relationships and it is so funny.

"Oh, I understand now. Thank you. May I ask more questions? You promised to tell me things when we were finally together again." He was straightforward but shy about his questions, I answered each of them to the best of my ability. We finished eating and walked around together yet again, this time the sun was setting and the temperature dropped. It was getting cold so Gaara took us back to his tower. I put on pants and a shirt and grabbed a blanket and we headed to the roof. It was still freezing but Gaara wasn't phased in the slightest. I was shaking even under the blanket, but the sunset was so beautiful from this spot on the roof that I did not want to leave.

We watched shinobi and citizens alike walking through the village headed home or going out to dinner. It was peaceful and nice to watch the people we aim to protect doing their normal business. Gaara looked so content with watching the people he used to hate, he looked so determined to protect them he really is going to be the best Kazekage for these people. Gone was the murderous, psychotic, lonely boy from the Chunin exams. Before me was a boy turning into a man, one with a noble dream and the power to make it happen. He really is amazing, to be able to want to protect those who did nothing but hurt him. Gaara's eyebrows scrunched up in confusion and intensity as he stared down at something trying to figure it out. I followed his vision to an elderly couple having a picnic nearby. The man was feeding her strawberries and every once and awhile, they would give sweet lasting pecks to one another. They really lasted through the ages and were a perfect example of love, even into their old age they acted like newly weds. I've never been the one for goopy romance, movies and otherwise. I never understood what love was, it seemed so fake and unrealistic especially to only love one person forever, but this was really cute and it kind of seemed like what a soulmate would look like.

"I don't understand what they are doing. Why are they acting like that?" Gaara finally spoke up, his voice low and full of his confusion.

"They are on a date."

"Oh, Temari gave me a book about that." I turned away and tried to suppress my laughs at how dorky that sounded.

"But why are they on a date and kissing with their mouthes together." I couldn't hold in my laughter this time and let out small giggles.

"They are on a date because they are in love with each other. They are kissing like that because thats how you kiss somebody you like as more than a friend. They are in love and they are expressing it by kissing with their mouthes. People don't always just kiss one another's cheeks and foreheads." Gaara looked more intrigued and even more confused at my explanation.

"What is love?" He asked, still not understanding.

"Damn, you just go right into it. That's a loaded question. There is more than one type of love. There is love for a food or an object which is just surface love. There is love for something like a pet. Then there is love for other people, this one is complicated and I'm not really sure how to explain it. I think that when you love someone you are willing to do whatever it takes to protect them and make them feel better. You want to be with them, and even when you're mad at one another you know you have to make up. It's love that you know you need them in your life and are willing to do whatever it takes to keep them in your life, even if it is just in memory. I didn't understand this type of love for a long time, I never felt love until my parents and my best friend Itachi showed me what love felt like. My family, my friends, my teammates, my mentors, even people who I haven't met yet. I love them dearly. Then there is being in love with somebody, I don't know how to explain that. I've never been in love and don't really know what being in love would even look like. For the longest time I never thought it existed, I am still not sure what being in love would really entail. That old couple seems to be in love, but I don't know how to tell you what being in love would feel like." Gaara seemed deep in thought for the longest time, still watching the old couple.

"I think I understand now. The people I love are few, but I now understand the feelings I have for them. I love the people of my village, I love my siblings, I love Naruto, and I love you. You promised to show me love and you did. I thank you for that Hinata-chan. I also think you are wrong. I may not understand being in love, but I believe it is real, it is possible. Not believing seems bleak, something I don't want to accept. Everyone who is like those old people, that is a love I want to believe is possible." I stared in wonder at Gaara. His words were so honest and powerful, he really believed in what he said. He never felt love of any kind, he still doesn't fully understand but is so firm in his belief that a world without love is not one he wants to be apart of. Putting it that way I understand, I guess I don't want to believe that falling in love isn't possible, even in the world of child assassins, love is something to keep us going.

"You really have a way with words don't you Panda-kun?" I shivered at a gust of cold wind and Gaara allowed me to press against his side for heat. I pat his head and thanked him. Neither of us wanted to go inside because of the beauty of the night sky. After a while, I went to my room to sleep. I prepared everything for tomorrow and fell asleep with my thoughts on the meeting with the Suna higher ups and re-building the alliance they destroyed.

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The meeting was between Naruto, the main leaders of clans in Suna, the elders, and surprisingly Gaara. They announced to us that Gaara is going to be announced as the new Kazekage in 2 months time so he also has to agree to the alliance terms and conditions since he will be leader. Naruto lost his shit at that, I was overly excited for Gaara but I already knew he was becoming Kazekage. He hid it from Naruto as a surprise to tell him how inspired he became from Naruto's resolve and that it made him want to follow in his footsteps. Naruto was so excited and Gaara becoming a Kage faster than him juts pushed his determination into overdrive so he can hurry the hell up and not keep being out shined. It took them a while for everyone to accept that although Naruto and I are young, we are not stupid and have the best interests of the Villages at heart. When the terms were gone over and agreed upon by all parties, save for some assholes who everyone ignored anyways, we signed the treaty and formed a solid alliance once again. It was stressful and intense but a good example of what actually happens leading a clan and being a Kage. it was good real-world experience for Naruto, Gaara, and I.

After the meeting, we decided to find out Gaara's favorite things. First was his favorite color.

"It should be orange dattebayo!"

"No." Gaara shot it down quickly and Naruto was crushed.

"What about red? You seem to wear it a lot."

"No, it reminds me of the crimes I committed." I rubbed the back of my neck sheepishly at his response. After a while of arguments and decisions Gaara decided on purple even though Naruto and I were both confused on the color. He explained that it symbolized royalty which reminds him of his goal as Kazekage, to not be a tyrant, and of somebody who changed his life for the better. We accepted it and went on to finding his favorite desserts, drinks, and other things. Finding his favorite drink was my favorite one because I like to try drinks more than I like to eat and if I could only have drinks for the rest of my life, I probably would. We tried like 30 different drinks and I decided that fruit juices and smoothies were still my favorites of everything. Gaara decided that milkshakes were his favorite drinks. For someone so hardcore, he really likes sweets, especially cookies.

We also went to the town that was only 10 minutes outside the village and played some festival games. The most frustrating was the fish game. Trying to catch a fish with a wet sheet of paper was almost impossible and required a delicate touch Naruto did not possess. I had the delicacy for it but not the timing and always took to long. Gaara on the other hand managed to catch fish after fish, giving both Naruto and I our own 2 fish. I named mine Spider-Man and Kid Flash. Naruto named his Menma and Miso. Gaara let me name his Red Hood and Deadpool. They have no idea who they are, but Gaara did not protest about me naming the fish after some of my favorite superheroes. We played some other carnival games and any of the ones that required any type of ninja skills we dominated. I gave all of my toys except my fish and a toy lion (to give to Hide when I get back home) to any of the kids I could find.

Gaara even ended up cracking some jokes, even if he didn't really mean them to be funny. He had this silent kind of humor that if you really listened to it, you'd crack up. I thought Gaara was shy, but in reality he just chose his words carefully as to not insult people and to not show that he was confused about some social interactions. The world of not trying to murder everyone was still new for him. Gaara also was such a ladies man without even trying, the people who didn't know who he was or girls who were no longer afraid of him swooned at a distance and it was so funny to see the Suna version of Itachi, he'd be too kind to push them off but super uncomfortable and find the best way to leave quickly. Gaara was also a touch whore, he liked physical contact a lot as long as he knew when it was coming and if it was coming from me, it reminded me of a puppy. There was also a time when Gaara fed me. He saw a couple feeding one another and when we went to a Dango shop, he fed me Dango and explained how he saw other people do it together. I explained why people did it and he just shrugged, continuing to feed me saying it was kind of fun.

We returned to Gaara's home for our last nigh there and he had Temari prepare all of Naruto and I's favorite dishes that we wrote him about. He really was a sweetheart and set up everything and more to make sure we had fun together with the limited time we had face to face. Temari and I also had a spar that was extremely fun. We solely used hand to hand combat and Temari was surprisingly good at it for a distance fighter. We became fast friends as we talked with our fists. She's pretty funny too and doesn't focus as much on girly things which was nice to talk about other things. She's also a killer chef. Kankuro is still a dick, but he's a fun dick. He and Naruto became surprisingly good friends and he and I have a love-hate relationship which brings me joy to make fun of each other. He really hates being called a kitty and can use his chakra strings to manipulate people. I learned the hard way when he made me punch myself in the face.

It was morning and time to say goodbye. Temari and I promised to have a girls night out sometime and Kankuro promised to teach me how to use chakra strings as well as preparing to kick my ass for calling him kitty. I turned to Gaara and for the first time, his sand pushed me into him and he initiated a hug. Before I could pull away, he kissed my forehead and thanked me for my help in his understanding of people and being his friend.

"Goodbye Gaara-kun. Thank you for everything, you truly an amazing person and opened my eyes to something I never thought I'd see. I love you and promise to keep writing if you will too."

"I promise, goodbye my Hinata-chan." I pat his head one more time ran off, following Naruto's blonde head of hair. My heart was as happy as can be and I was oblivious to the monstrosity that was to come.

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(3d POV) when Naruto and Hinata left

Kankuro and Temari wore matching smirks as they watched Gaara follow Hinata's retreating form. Gaara yet again had a small smile on his face. He realized the stares from his siblings and turned to face them, his face back to being stoic. He tilted his head in question.

"Why are you looking at me like that." Temari spoke up first.

"You are so into her." She teased out, excited that her baby brother has his first crush and doesn't even know it.

"Dude, you totally kissed her! That was so bold." Kankuro exclaimed with pure enthusiasm, his smirk still there at the ballsiness of his brother. He was shocked that the naive brother of his would even know to kiss a girl, even if it was on her forehead.

"Plenty of people kiss one another to show they love one another. Uncle Yashamaru used to kiss my head like that too."

"The way you did it seemed like you were in love with her." Kankuro explained, gasping for breath as he laughed at the redhead. Only Gaara would kiss a girl his age like that and think it meant nothing. He and Temari laughed harder when the stultified face of his brother began to turn red in understanding as he remembered more of Hinata's explanations of couple actions and romantic gestures. He understood then and there that he had a crush on Hinata and he basically announced it to her even if he didn't realize he liked her at the time.

"Oh." Was all the boy was able to get out before he turned into sand and went to go train.