Dearest Joshua,
I know this may come as a shock to you. Maybe you don't know yet and the others just handed you a key and this journal. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that I had to break the most important promise I made to you. Joshua, if you are reading this, something went wrong during my mission. Most likely they tried to destroy me, and they may have succeeded.
I'm sorry that I couldn't be there for you when you found your first love. I'm sorry I couldn't be at your wedding years from now with tears trailing my cheeks and a grin spread across my face. I'm sorry I can't be there when you hold your child in your arms. I can't be an amazing aunt like I thought I could be. But mostly, I'm sorry I can't be there when you are sad and I will never again be the one that makes you smile. Joshua, forgive me. I couldn't keep so many promises, and I know you probably hate me now, but know I will always love you.
I will watch over you from here. I will cry with you, laugh with you, love with you. Don't lose that smile, please. And, whatever you do, don't come to where I am.
Your sister,
Sandra.
A tear fell on the journal as I finished. I looked up at the others with wide eyes before the tear began falling freely.
"W-why?"
"Why what, child? We are all extremely broken over the loss of one of our own." Slendy waved to all the others around the table. And they all did seem a little downcast, and Sally's lip was quivering, but nobody looked broken like he'd said.
"No you aren't! You are all monsters! You used my sister, and now she's dead!" I stood as I yelled, my chair falling backwards and crashing to the ground.
"We understand how you fe-"
"No you don't!" The tears were coming faster. I felt Ben put his hand on my shoulder, trying to calm me. "Get your f*cking hands off me! Your all monsters! Demons! I know you kill people for sport, as if we are nothing but dear! Sammy used to tell me it was okay, you wouldn't hurt me."
"We won't!" Ben was trying desperately to calm me now.
"Why? Because you got to know me? Because Sammy made you promise? If you would take half the time you spend on video games and got to know some of the people you killed then you would actually feel remorse, not want more blood!"
"Do you have any idea what some of us have gone through!?" Jeff stood, his eyes wild. He hit the table with his fist as he stared at me.
"Yes! And I guaranty that Sammy went through almost just as bad!" I pointed to Toby. "You think you were the only one beaten by your father? The only difference was that she could feel the pain inflicted on her!" I pointed at Jeff. "And you! She was bullied just as bad! The only difference was that they set her on fire near a bridge, she just jumped off and into the water to dowse it!" I turned to Ben, still furious and crying. "She was almost drowned multiple times! Father tried drowning her in the bathtub, at the beach, and even threw her into the rapids once!
"And yet, she never swore to kill humans like you did! She never hunted like you monsters! Why? Why? Because she had somebody to protect? Why don't all you a$$holes go find somebody to love, then maybe I wouldn't hate you all so much!"
I left then, leaving everybody speechless. I hugged her diary close to my chest. I would avenge her, even if it meant I had to work with monsters...no, I wont work with them. It's their fault for sending her there. I'm going to find those guys and help them.
These monsters are going to pay.