A/N: Happy Holidays my dear friends! More importantly, HAPPY 2017! We all went through 2016 so we all know it was a crappy year, so sorry for being gone so long. Life's a bitch sometimes, ya feel me? Cool. Well I hope you beautiful flowers enjoy this chapter.

Chapter 14: Savoring Life and Family

"That was...different. Not what I was expecting at all." Emma said through labored breaths.

Regina turned her head and frowned, also trying to catch her breath. "What? How? Like bad different or good different? I mean I know it feels different because we're across the town line but-"

Emma shook her head and turned to look at Regina. "No no no good different. Very good different." Seeing the confusion on Regina's face she sat up and continued. "Look Gi, I've experienced sex in a place where magic exists and magic sex is the best. It's like...I don't know. I can't explain it, but theres a difference. When we have sex in Storyebrooke I can feel all of your energy flowing through me. You know what I mean?"

Regina nodded.

"Yeah. But I've also experienced sex before I even knew magic was a thing. Before I stepped foot in Storybrooke, I knew what regular sex was supposed to be. But this? What we just did? No. That was like..." Emma made a big gesture with her hands and Regina shook her head.

"Dear, I don't understand what you're saying. How is it supposed to feel?" Regina asked with furrowed eyebrows.

Emma hopped up and straddled Regina's waist.

"Okay, watch this." Emma leaned down and slowly and passionately kissed Regina, as her hands ran up and down Regina's stomach.

Just as Regina was about to deepen the kiss, Emma pulled back.

"What did you feel?" Emma asked.

"I felt...fear?" Regina asked hestitantly.

Emma nodded with a grin. "Yes! Okay, what about this?" Again Emma leaned down and kissed Regina. When she pulled back Regina was smiling.

"Excitement."

Emma nodded enthusiastically. "Babe our emotions are connected! You felt fear because when I kissed you, I was scared. You felt excitement because when I kissed you-"

"You were excited." Emma nodded. "And...Sex isn't always like that without magic?"

Emma scoffed and shook her head. "I mean it can be emotional, but never have I ever felt something like that. To where I could literally feel how you felt."

"That explains why it was so...intense. So when you kissed me, you could feel how I felt too?

Emma nodded. "Yep. The first time you were worried. Because you felt my fear. The second time you felt all...giggly. Because I was excited."

Regina scoffed. "Please, Miss Swan, I do not giggle." Regina said with a sniff.

Emma rolled her eyes. "You do realize we're getting married, right? You do understand that I've literally seen you giggle? On multiple occasions? There's no hiding this from me. You're a giggler."

"I do not giggle. I laugh in a lightly manner." Regina said, folding her arms.

"Yeah, okay sweet cheeks, that's called giggling. Just admit that you giggle. It's okay."

Regina flipped their positions and quickly began tickling Emma. "Oh look who's giggling now!"

"Gi..st-ahhhh- Stop! Okay okay! St-ahhhh Okay!" Emma yelled through uncontrollable laughter.

Regina finally stopped with a satisfied smirk on her face.

"You play so dirty. Ya know that?" Emma said as she tried to catch her breath.

"So I've been told." Regina leaned down and kissed the blonde on the nose.

Emma smiled. "Soooo...ready for round four, Madame Mayor?"

Regina smirked. "Let's get started, Sheriff."

"Oh look who it is. The loud lovebirds. Loud. Very loud. I don't know if you two forgot that we were here last night, but I would like it if you would remember next time. I am scarred for life." Henry said with a look horror.

Regina and Emma had just walked out of the bedroom after getting out of the shower and getting dressed. David, Snow, and Henry were sitting at the breakfast bar eating and looking at the two women as if they had done something wrong.

Emma shrugged. "I don't know what you're talking about." She said as she headed to the kitchen to make some coffee.

Regina, however, at least had the decency to look guilty. "I'm sorry Henry, it won't happen again." She said as she gave him a kiss on the cheek and patted his head.

"Regina what the hell?! You just gave us away. Now they know it was us! And like hell it's not happening again! Grow up kid, sex is a beautiful thing!"

Regina shook her head. "I'm pretty sure they already knew it was us, dear."

"Yes, we know it was you Emma." Snow said with a disapproving look. "And while sex is a beautiful thing, what we heard last night was...it just didn't sound safe Emma!"

"Look, the last thing I want to do is talk about my daughter's sex life." David said with a grimace.

"I agree. I do not wish to discuss my sex life with you three. So, what are the plans for today?" Regina asked, swiftly changing the subject as she took a bite of Henry's bacon.

"Well we figured we could spend the day at the beach. How does that sound to the two of you?" Henry offered.

Emma and Regina nodded.

"Yeah kid that sounds good. Don't plan anything for the next three days though. I've made plans for all of us." Emma stated as she spread butter on a bagel.

Silence filled the room, making Emma look up at her family who were all wearing unsure expressions.

Emma rolled her eyes and sighed. "Ah come on guys, when has my planning ever let you down before?"

Henry was about to answer when Emma put her hand up. "Don't answer that. Look, I've planned this out perfectly, okay? Just have a little faith in me will ya?"

"Oh of course we have faith in you Emma! Right guys?" Snow offered.

Mumbles of "yeah" and "sure" were passed around causing Emma to roll her eyes.

"Whatever. You guys are gonna be sorry you ever doubted me." Emma mumbled as she took a bite of her toast. "Let's get dressed for the beach." She added with a mouth full of food.

The rest agreed and headed to go get changed, as Regina and Emma remained in the kitchen.

Regina turned to the blonde and narrowed her eyes. "What exactly do you have planned? Surf lessons? Boat rides?"

Emma smirked and shook her head. "Wouldn't you like to know. You're gonna be so impressed with my planning skills, you'll probably jump my bones right then and there."

Regina raised an eyebrow. "Are you suggesting that your planning will...arouse me?"

"Oh please Regina, we all know that structure is a kink for you. You probably get wet just from organizing files." Emma said with a smug grin.

Regina laughed and shook her head as she walked towards the bedroom with her coffee. "That is absolutely absurd, Miss Swan."

"Yeah, we'll see." Emma mumbled as she followed after the brunette, while chewing on her bagel. "Hey where did this food come from?! I'm not paying for room service!"

The weather outside was beyond perfect. Classic spring break weather. Not too hot and not too cold. David and Snow were taking a walk along the beach, David in his blue swim trunks and Snow in her matching blue shorts and white spaghetti strap shirt, leaving Henry, Regina, and Emma to their own devices.

"Henry have you put on sunscreen?"

Henry rolled his eyes as he made eye contact with his blonde mother who was poorly attempting to hold in a laugh.

"Mom, you've literally asked me that four times already. Yes! I've put it on."

"Well excuse me for trying to make sure you don't burn." Regina said as she leaned forward to attempt to put more sunscreen on the boy.

Henry quickly moved away with a groan. "Mom you're embarrassing me! Ma tell her to stop!"

"Eh I don't know Hen, looks like you need a little more behind your ears." Emma added with a laugh.

Henry quickly backed away before his brunette mother could add anymore sunscreen to his body. "No no no, we're done here. I'll be in the water." He said taking off down the beach.

Regina shook her head with a smile and looked down at her hands which were coated with sunscreen. "Well now what am I supposed to with all of this?" She asked the blonde with a raised eyebrow.

"Well...I already put sunscreen on, but I wouldn't mind having a gorgeous woman put some on my back. I mean, if I have to suffer through it." Emma exasperated.

"Oh hush and get over here." Regina said as she rolled her eyes.

Emma slid between Regina's legs and closed her eyes as she focused on the feel of the slim fingers that went up and down her back. Regina's hands had become one of Emma's favorite things, not because of sexual reasons though. Regina's touch was gentle, kind, and loving. Holding Regina's hand felt like home. Feeling the woman rub small circles on her back or feeling Regina's fingers run through her hair, made Emma feel loved. Not to mention that the brunette had the softest and prettiest hands that Emma had ever felt or seen. But then again, Regina was the softest and prettiest person that Emma had ever felt or seen. How'd I get so lucky?

"I'm so glad we decided to take this vacation." Regina said, breaking the silence.

Emma hummed in agreement. "Yeah we definitely needed it. It's like we haven't been really busy but at the same time I feel like we've been working nonstop. You at the office and me at the station. Both of us doing wedding planning. It's been a little chaotic."

"Indeed. I feel as though I haven't really seen you or Henry in forever. We have dinner together sometimes but even that has become rare. We're at work and Henry's at school. He's hanging out with his friends and we're doing wedding planning. We arrive home at different times and by then everyone is too exhausted to watch a movie or play a board game or just talk about our days. It just...feels like everything is slipping away too quickly." Regina said with a sigh.

"Hey hey hey, everything's not slipping away." Emma said as she turned fully to face Regina. "Baby, look at me. We have our whole lives together, okay? You, me, the kid, our future kids. We have nothing but time and if you think it's slipping away too fast, then we'll slow everything down. I would wait a lifetime to marry you Regina, so we don't have to rush it. Henry's growing up, that's inevitable, but we can always make more time with him. And work...well the town seems to fall apart without us but we can arrange for more weekends off and move some things around. How does that sound?" Emma asked softly.

Regina smiled, wiping away the few tears that had escaped without her permission, and nodded. "Thank you, Emma. I just...sometimes things seem like they're moving too fast for me, and i just want everything to stop. It becomes...overwhelming, and it begins to feel like I'm out of control and everything is slipping from my grasp."

Silence reigned between them as Emma digested Regina's words.

"Can I tell you something?" Emma asked.

Regina nodded.

"Growing up in the system is like, ya know...sucky. And it is extremely rare that you'll run into a good thing. There are two types of people in the system: those who savor and those who cram. Now savors, they savor every little thing. They eat their food slowly and they lay in the bed a little longer, because they never know how long this family will keep them. They never know if this meal will be their last decent one or how soon it will be before they're back in a crappy bed, so they savor it. They don't care about anything else. They're not in a rush, they just want to enjoy every little moment."

"And then there are those who cram. They stuff a lot of activites into what they assume will be a short amount of time. So instead of savoring their food, they eat it quickly so they can get seconds. Instead of laying in the bed a little longer, they decorate the room with posters of their favorite bands or something. They initiate family game nights and play with the kids in the neighborhood. Crammers try to do a lot in what they think is a small amount of time."

"Because they want the family experience before they're sent away again. They want to get all they can while they're there." Regina stated.

Emma nodded. "Exactly. Well, I was...am a "crammer", Regina. That's the way I learned to live life. If a good thing comes my way, I snatch it up and run with it. I dont savor shit because in my mind, in my world, good things dont last forever. But when Henry brought me to Storybrooke, and I realized i wanted to stay in his life, I began to savor things. Any moment with him, I would savor it. I became a mix of the two. I would still try to cram a lot into our time we had together, but I would also try to savor it."

"Well, I'm still like that Regina, especially with you. I want to savor every little moment that we have. Every little bitty moment. But I also want to take the moments I have with you and do everything as fast as possible because-"

"Because you still think it's only a matter of time before I decide I don't want you anymore" Regina finished in a whisper.

Emma nodded. "I'm working on it. I promise I am. And I trust you, more than anyone, but you know...old habits. But my point is, I know that neither one of us grew up with healthy families or relationships, so I know this is new to both of us. So I want us to enjoy this. Us. Finally having something that's good and healthy and happy. I don't want to rush through anything, any moment. I don't want to wake up one morning when we're old and not remember a moment that I had with my family, with you, with Hen. I want to savor every little moment. So promise me that if you ever see me cramming moments or activites or hell, anything, I want you to stop me. Tell me to slow down. To take a deep breath. Tell me to savor the moment. Don't be afraid to tell me how you feel. If you need to stop and breathe, I want to stop and breathe with you. For the first time in my life, the last thing I want to do is cram. I want to savor this, even if it ends tomorrow."

Regina leaned forward placing a soft, passionate kiss on pink lips. "I promise." She whispered as she rested her forehead on Emma's. "And thank you for sharing with me and trusting me. I know we're still learning things about each other and whether they be colossal things or simple things, I become more and more grateful for everything I learn about you."

Emma hummed in agreement and pulled back, looking fully at the brunette. "Feeling better?"

Regina nodded with a grin.

Emma smiled and jumped up, pulling Regina with her. "Alright then, let's go capture life by the balls and savor that shit!"

Regina gave a disapproving look and shook her head as they began walking down the beach. "Your catchphrases are completely..."

"Awesome? Incredible? Inspiring? Encouraging?" Emma offered.

"Tasteless."

Emma stopped and gasped dramatically. "Take that back."

Regina raised a perfectly sculpted eyebrow at the blonde. "Or what? You'll punish me?"

A smirk slowly crept over Emma's face as she began walking towards the mayor. "Yep." She said, as she came face to face with the brunette.

Before Regina could respond, Emma picked her up, slung her over her shoulder, and started walking towards the water.

"Emma! Emma no!" Regina yelped.

Emma laughed as she continued towards the water. "Tell me my catchphrases aren't tasteless!"

Regina scoffed. "As if!"

"Say it or you're gonna get dunked!" Emma exclaimed as she got knee deep in the water.

"Miss Swan, if you think you can-AHHHH" Before Regina could finish her sentence Emma successfully dunked the brunette in the cool water.

Regina came up from the water to see Emma curled over in uncontrollable laughter. Lost in her laughter, Emma didn't see the brunette coming up behind her, which gave Regina the perfect opportunity to tackle the blonde in the water as a small wave came.

Emma came up from the water with a fierce glare that may have been intimidating if she wasn't poorly holding back a smile.

"Regina Francesca Mills!" Emma yelled as she began chasing the brunette in the water.

"THAT IS NOT MY MIDDLE NAME!"

"Are we there yet Ma?" Henry sighed.

Emma made a show of looking out of the windshield as she drove. "Hmm, we're still moving so no I don't think so."

"Sweetheart, if you're lost we won't get mad or make fun of you. We can stop and ask for directions." Snow offered timidly.

Emma rolled her eyes and sighed. They had woken up at about 4am to pack their bags in the car and get on the road. Emma wasn't surprised at the questions that followed once she told them they were moving to a different resort. "Did you forget to pay for the other days?" "Did you accidentally book the wrong amount of days?" "Where will we sleep?" "Are you sure you have a plan? Because this seems sketchy." Emma shook her head. Oh ye of little faith.

"For your information, I am not lost. We're about an hour away so keep your panties on."

Henry yawned and leaned his seat back. "Well wake me up when we get there. I'm gonna take a power nap."

Emma hummed in acknowledgment. David and Regina had been asleep the entire time, Henry slept for about 2 hours and then woke up to snack on some fruit. Snow had been up the entire time.

"I guess I should call Belle and see how things are going with Neal. I really miss him." Snow said, pulling out her phone.

"Um, it's pretty early. Maybe you want to call a little later? Handling Neal is quite the task so I'm sure Belle needs as much rest as possible." Emma offered.

Snow nodded. "I suppose you're right." Snow leaned forward, propping her elbows on her knees. "So...you and Regina huh?"

Emma's face scrunched up. "Um...yeah?"

Snow nodded, looking deep in thought. "And how is that going?"

"Uh...good?" Emma answered.

"Let's play a game!" Snow suggested, clapping her hands together.

Emma shrugged. Don't have anything else better to do. "What kind of game?"

"Kind of like a spouse game. We'll ask different questions having to do with our significant others! I'll go first: What's your favorite item of clothing that Regina owns?"

Emma smiled widely, not having to think about her answer for long. "She has this black leather skirt that she wears with her black leather jacket and it just...she looks so badass in it. That outfit is by far my favorite."

"Ah I know which one you're talking about. Good choice." Snow said.

"Oh wait! Actually I think there may be another outfit that is superior. She has this black, v-neck dress that shows just enough cleavage, and it has blue sleeves and a button collar thingy that goes around her neck. It's like...super sexy and it fits her body so perfectly."

"Oh I think I know which one yo-"

"Actually no, wait. She has this red dress tha-"

"Okay okay! I get it. You love everything that Regina wears. I don't even know why I asked that question. It's Regina for crying out loud." Snow grumbled. "Now ask me a question."

"Yeah, I'm glad you stopped me cause I could have gone on forever. But anyway, um what's something that dad does that gets on your nerves? Like really, really just gets under your skin." Emma questioned.

Snow rolled her eyes and groaned. "Your father's horrible television habits. You know what I'm talking about!"

Emma's face lit up with recognition. "Dude! When we're all sitting down watching something and then all of a sudden he changes the channel! Just flipping through as if no one else is there! I thought I was the only one who hated that!"

Snow shook her head. "I hate it with a passion, Emma. If there's anything that will send me on a dark path, it'll be that."

Emma chuckled.

"Okay, so same question, but with Regina. What's something that she does that really gets under your skin?" Snow asked with a raised eyebrow.

Emma tilted her head in thought. She had learned a lot about Regina since they had gotten together, and while she loved the small brunette, she had quite the list of things that Regina did that she deemed unnecessary or irritating.

"Ah okay, now this is something that she does all of the time. She'll say, "Hey could you do this or do that some time today?" and of course I'm like, "Yeah sure babe", but if I don't do it at that very second, she'll get up and just do it herself. And it is extremely irritating. Like if you want me to do it right then, then you have to say so, otherwise I'll just do it later. Ya know?" Emma ranted, as she made eye contact with her mother in the rear view mirror.

Snow avoided her daughter's eyes and shifted in her seat. "But if she asks you to do it, then isn't it kind of obvious that she wants it done at that time?"

Emma narrowed her eyes and looked at her mother. "No, it's not obvious. Are...are you taking her side on this?!"

Snow shrugged. "I'm sorry Emma but you are just like your father sometimes. I ask him to do something and it takes him forever to do it. I just don't understand."

Emma sputtered and shook her head. "I- I am not like him!"

"But you are dear." Regina said, entering the conversation unexpectedly. Her voice was sleepy and groggy as she shifted in her seat, her eyes still closed.

Emma turned, looking at the mayor with a shocked expression. "Re-Regina, how long have you been listening?"

Regina peeked an eye open, raising her eyebrow. "Just long enough to hear you complain about me, and long enough to agree that, yes dear, you are indeed like your father."

Emma scoffed. "I wasn't complaining, I was just saying. And I am NOT like my dad. He's all...ya know..."

Regina rolled her eyes and sat up straight. "Snow wake up your Prince so we can settle this."

"David, wake up!" Snow said, hitting David on the shoulder.

"No kiss…hmph I'm shocked." Regina muttered, earning a laugh from Emma and a glare from Snow.

"What's the matter?" David asked, rubbing his eyes as if he was a toddler.

"What's something that I do that really gets under your skin?" Snow asked.

David looked around at the three women looking at him, then back at Snow. "Is this a trap?"

Regina rolled her eyes. "Just answer the question, Charming."

David took some time to think and snapped his fingers when he had his answer.

"Okay, so no offense honey, but she does this thing where she'll ask me to do something, like fix the lock on a door, and if I don't do it at that exact moment then I'll find her trying to do it herself. And I'll ask, "Sweetheart, what are you doing?" And she goes, "Well it didn't seem like you were gonna do it, so I figured I'd just do it." But I'm like, you asked me to do it five minutes ago!" David finished with an irritated huff.

Both Regina and Snow immediately turned to Emma wearing smug faces.

"That doesn't prove anything! It's a valid point okay? If you want us to do it at a specific time, then why don't you just tell us to?!" Emma argued.

Snow shook her head. "You're adults, we shouldn't have to tell you to!"

"Exactly. Why would we ask you to do it and then be okay with it being done hours later? That doesn't make any sense." Regina added.

"But it also doesn't make any sense to not be specific on when you want it done." David countered.

"My point exactly." Emma said, giving her father an approving nod.

Regina frowned and crossed her arms, turning her attention to Snow. "Last Saturday I asked your daughter to put together the new bookshelf in my office at home. I asked her to do such at about 1pm. She didn't begin putting it together until 11pm." Regina finished, directing her last sentence towards Emma.

"Emma Swan! This is completely unacceptable!" Snow scolded in disbelief as she hit Emma's shoulder, causing Regina to cast a satisfied smirk towards her fiancé.

"Hey, no hitting while I drive! Look, you said do it. I did. You didn't give me a time frame. You just said you wanted it done by the end of the day and I got it done, so I don't see the problem." Emma countered.

"Yeah she got it done so what's the big deal?" David added.

Regina and Snow looked at each other and simply shook their heads, both silently agreeing that there was no use in arguing about it anymore.

"What brought this up in the first place?" David asked.

"I suggested we play a game so we were asking different questions that revolved around our relationships." Snow answered.

"Speaking of...Dad, why is it that when we're all watching TV, you randomly change the channel?" Emma asked.

David looked at the three women with confusion written across his face. "Wait what? I don't do that!"

Silence.

"Do I?"

"You do."

"All the time."

"I hate watching television with you."

David sat with his mouth agape. "W-well maybe it's because all you guys watch is trash. Snow all you watch is those home remodeling shows, Regina I don't even know what you watch, and Emma all you want to do is keep up with the Kardashians!"

"W-what?! They're funny!" Emma defended.

"No dear, that's trash." Regina stated.

"Yeah Emma. Not good television at all." Snow added.

"Yeah, well Dad all you ever watch is sports and bad movies. And it's not even the good sports, it's golfing and bowling! I didn't even know they showed bowling on TV! The other day I walked in on him watching the Bee Movie!" Emma announced.

Regina cringed. "My God, Charming that movie is horrible."

"Awww I like that one! It's cute!" Snow said with a smile.

Both Emma and Regina groaned. "SHE LEFT HER FIANCÉ FOR A BEE!"

Snow rolled her eyes. "Yeah yeah yeah, let's get back to the game. We've got two new players so let's continue!" She said excitedly.

"I never agreed to-"

"Oh hush Regina, you're playing. Now here's a question: If you had to be with anyone else in Storybrooke who would you be with?" Snow asked, ignored Regina's glare.

The car went silent as everyone took their time thinking about their answers. 5 minutes passed before Snow spoke up.

"Everyone have their answers?" They nodded. "Okay let's all say them on three. One...two...three!"

"Ruby"

"Belleficent"

"Tink"

"Fredrick"

Silence came over the car once again as everyone took in each other's answer.

"Belleficent? What the hell is that?" Regina asked, causing everyone to turn and look at Emma.

Emma lifted her hands in surrender. "You're a unique lady Regina! I kept trying to think of someone who could closely compare to you but I couldn't think of one. Hence, Belle and Maleficent. Belleficent."

"That's oddly...sweet dear." Regina said, leaning over giving her fiancé a kiss on the cheek.

Emma grinned but her grin quickly faded and her eyebrows furrowed as she thought of Regina's answer. "Wait a minute, you'd choose Ruby? Why?"

Regina shrugged. "The two of you have similar qualities. Both of you are outspoken, have poor manners, and are insanely childish sometimes. Not to mention she's one of your best friends. If she's good enough for you then she's good enough for me."

"I take that as a compliment and I'm sure Ruby will be flattered." Emma said with a grin.

Regina rolled her eyes, turning her attention to David. "So Tink huh? Got some type of fairy dust kink there, Charming?" Regina asked with a smirk.

Charming rolled his eyes. "I just think she's a nice woman. She reminds me a lot of Snow. Super nice, but also hardcore when she needs to be."

"Hmph, I don't see it." Emma scoffed.

"That's just because you're jealous." Regina said, rolling her eyes.

"I'm not jealous. I have no reason to be. I just don't understand what you saw in her." Emma said with a nonchalant shrug.

"Emma, we kissed once, decades ago. We were never even a thing."

"Wait, you dated Tink?!" Henry piped up.

Everyone turned and looked at Henry, who was wide awake and very attentive. "How long have you been awake?!" Regina asked.

"Long enough to agree that the Bee Movie is absolutely ridiculous. And long enough to wonder why Grams said she would be with Freddie. I've never even seen you two talk Grams." Henry said, causing everyone to turn their attention to Snow.

Snow shrugged. "He's cute."

"Oh my god..."

"It's not that big of a deal, Regina. I jus-"

"OH MY GOD!"

"Henry, honestly I don't think it's that big of a -"

"SNOW LOOK!" David exclaimed as he pointed out of the window.

Snow leaned forward and she let out a gleeful scream.

"Welcome to Disney World everybody!"

"I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT YOU THREE GOT US KICKED OUT OF DISNEY WORLD!" Henry yelled as he buckled his seatbelt.

Emma, Regina, and David sat in the backseat, all three of them with their arms folded and frowns on their faces.

"HOW?! HOW?! PLEASE TELL ME HOW THE THREE OF YOU MANAGED TO GET KICKED OUT OF THE HAPPIEST PLACE ON EARTH!" Snow shouted as she started the car.

David sighed and his shoulders sagged.

"Well..."

A/N: Oh man...Snow and Henry aren't too happy. We'll get Regina, Emma, and David's side of the story in the next chapter! Please please please let me know what you guys want to read in the upcoming chapters. I'm always open for suggestions and new ideas!

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