Fell had lived with the Swap brothers for almost 6 years. However, this didn't take away from the fact that he could still remember everything from his time in Underfell. Vividly. Sometimes he could block out these memories, and focus on how good he had it now. And other times, these memories would become too much, and he'd lay in bed crying for a day or two. Today was the latter. He'd still been asleep when Swap woke up, but when he got out of the shower, Fell was lying there, staring at the ceiling, with tears streaming down his face. Swap sighed. He could already tell it'd be one of those days. He got dressed as quickly as he could, then kneeled by the side of the bed, quietly asking Fell how he felt. He didn't want to ask if he was ok, because he obviously wasn't, and he didn't want to ask what was wrong, because Fell wouldn't tell him. "I feel like shit." Fell mumbled bluntly. Swap sighed and picked him up, letting him sit in his lap and wrapping his arms around him from behind. Fell let out a small sigh, shifting closer to him and starting to cry. Swap just let him, knowing that telling him to 'cheer up' would just make it worse. Instead he just sat there with the crying skeleton, gently kissing his neck and skull to calm him. Eventually, Fell drifted off, too tired from crying. Swap got up, tucking him in and kissing his nose (?) before going into the bathroom and starting to run a bath for Fell. he'd just got out of the shower a few minutes before, but he didn't mind getting in with Fell if it'd cheer him up a bit. He hated seeing him like this. After it was finished, he went to go see if Fell was up. He walked into the room, and saw that Fell was just waking up. Swap knelt by the bed and quietly told him he'd run a bath for him. Fell smiled weakly and nodded, letting Swap pick him up and carry him into the bathroom. Swap gently set him down, letting him get undressed. Swap was staring off into space when he heard Fell's voice again, quietly asking him to get in with him. Swap smiled and chuckled, having expected that, and got undressed too. He let Fell get in before he got in too, wrapping his arms around him from behind and holding him. He smiled as he felt Fell relax into his arms, purring softly. Swap chuckled as he felt Fell summon his ecto-body, realizing it probably needed cleaning. Swap summoned his too, not that there was really much of it. he still basically looked like a skeleton, even with it formed. He just thought his stomach would be more comfortable to rest on for Fell, who'd always mentioned how jealous he was of how skinny Swap was. But Swap liked Fell's more round appearance. It was cute. Swap noticed that while his mind had been wandering, so had his hands. He had now started to rub at Fell's inner thigh. He blushed and quickly looked at Fell, but he didn't really seem to mind. If anything, judging by the expression on his face, he seemed to be enjoying it. Swap let out a small sigh of relief, continuing to rub him as he began to gently nip at Fell's neck, chuckling quietly at Fell's reaction to the contact with his sensitive neck. Fell started purring more, moving his head to the side and blushing. They stayed like that for about an hour before the water started to get cold, so Swap stood up with Fell still in his arms and wrapped them both in a towel before carrying them both into their room and letting Fell change into something comfortable, while he got dressed into what he'd been wearing before. He quickly went downstairs to get a glass of water. When he came back upstairs he saw Fell do something that he did a lot. he was scratching at the marks on his wrist he had from being tied up so much when he lived in Underfell. Whether it was an attempt to get rid of them or just something he did when he was upset or anxious, Swap didn't know. But he did know that it was dangerous, given Fell's severe lack of HP. He put the glass down on the bedside table and kneeled in front of Fell, pulling his arms apart. Fell looked down in shame, starting to try and apologise, but Swap cut him off "stop apologizing for everything...You haven't done anything wrong, I just wish you'd stop hurting yourself" Fell nodded and sniffled, still looking down as Swap gently kissed his cheek and picked him up, going downstairs to the kitchen. he stood Fell on the stool him and Blue used to reach the badly designed taps. He rolled Fell's sleeves up and turned the taps on, gently washing each one of the self-inflicted scratch marks before drying them and carefully bandaging them up, so that if Fell did try to scratch again, the worst that would happen is that he'd make a mess of the bandages and have to have them done again. He gently kissed him, carrying him back upstairs intk their room. He got into bed with Fell, cradling him as they both went to sleep.