Chapter 4

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"Blah" Japanese

I can't believe it. Even as I was walking down the street away from the Hokage's tower with the masked Anbu assigned to me. I still couldn't believe it.

Naruto gurgled from the sling on my chest. He and Hana after all the excitement had fallen asleep as soon as I picked them up.

It would be time to feed them soon, I thought as the sun started to head down the horizon. How the hell I got away with pulling a excuse out of my ass? To a guy in my head no less! I will never know.

But it helped that he was a really really nice guy and Ino better appreciate him when she grows up or I'm going to have to set her right.

Inoichi now though, was forever on my good-guy list but the Hokage, yea..doosh was on my fucker you -need-a-therapist-and-mental-help list.

What kind of guy seriously sends a helpless child; Naruto; to an orphanage that he knows hates him, then sends more children there; Aka, Hana and I; and expect the one with an actual heart to just leave him alone even though she herself is a mental time bomb; and I will be the first to admit, that since I died, I haven't been totally emotionally and mentally stable.

Then it gets even better, He fucking orders the good guy to possibly hurt me, with a vulcan-mind melding jutsu. The jerk.

And After all that emotion I had been blocking for the last few months, finally comes pouring out. I was emotionally, raw, and I really don't care anymore. Ok I care but, I was tired of biding my time.

I was tired of lying to myself, the last few months weren't who I was. I was Aiya, I was crazy, happy, sad, lovable, scared, sister, mother, and I had died.

I had died and dammit that hurt.

Not in the ow I just got impaled by a car then blown up, but in the my I died and so did my sister and our family, that I can't really seem to remember much of, is gone from us forever.

Not even their names.

I couldn't even remember their names. What kind of a daughter doesn't even remember their own parents names? Why the fuck did this all have to happen to us.

Why did we have to die! Why! I grieved, when Inoichi held me. I grieved over my death. I mourned over my sisters death.

I felt desolation over Minato and Kushina's death. I cried and cried for Naruto.

I knew the future, knowing a future about a baby's life that just keeps going down hill forever till it hits the lava pit of no return, bringing his friends and family down as well even before he was born, was stressful.

Add being the one NORMAL fucking person in the whole village and was not going to just let a whole village and some crazy ninja screw him over the good life he deserves. Really Naruto needed a good life. I wanted so much to give it to him.

I cried for knowing that I'm a grown person..I lost years, and am now a child. I doubt anyone, in their right mind would take that information, that fact and not have a mental crisis.

It's really hard being really small, with everyone so much taller than you, along with two small children to look after. Children that can get hurt easily, just by the slightest drop.

I sometimes had a hard time carrying them because my child body is a weak little pipsqueak. Another reason to get stronger.

With a bunch of ninja that can possibly kill you if you don't get stronger by the minute, and a dash of a future=death. You get a blonde blue eyed girl shoved in a tight situation with a mother complex. Okey I admit it, I'm a motherer fucking touch my self proclaimed children and I will kill you.

I would say FML but its already happened.

Even though I'm kind of glad It did.

Hana's Pov.

I frowned as my brother and I were picked up by our sister.

She had been running herself ragged for a while and now she seemed to have snapped. I didn't know if it was in a good way or not yet. I was just a baby after all.

When I get older I'm sure I'll understand more, but all I know is my sister had strapped us to her back again, and we were leaving the scary man's place.

It was hard to tell where we were taken. I could only see the green tree top's above us as someone picked up Sister and us, as we were blurred across the world.

Disoriented I blinked rapidly trying to clear my head. My brother was no better as he literally threw up some of his milk onto Sister's back.

She didn't make a fuss though. She never did, she smiled sadly, and took us into a new place. I guess this was our new home, I thought as I heard Sister's light voice speaking with the gray man.

He'd been with us since the Scary Man's place. Sister didn't seem to like him very much. But she didn't seem to dislike him either.

She was arguing with him, of what I didn't know. Her back muscles tightening showing her agitation.

Brother next to me was staring at her fearfully his eyes welling up. And as if by magic they stopped, and Sister was there with us in her arms cooing at us.

We where set down on a bed once sister cleaned us with a wash cloth after feeding time. I didn't mind I was tired. So as sister spoke to us her voice light like our mother's, I closed my eyes and dreamt of her.

I only met our mother once. The day I was born with brother. Mother was great, beautiful like Sister, but had hair the color of the sky when the sun went to sleep.

Sister was great to, she was like the man that was their with mother when we were born. She had hair brighter than the sun, and eye's the color of the water sister would let us play in when it was a hot day.

When we got separated mother had sat sister and I in the same room. Her grass eye's shimmering with tears as she spoke something to sister. The man, like sister kissed our head's and clutched brother from mother's arms.

They left and soon mother followed him as sister held tight to me. Sister was scared I knew. But I was tired so I slept.

When I woke, I was alone, in a dark place and it was cold. I had panicked, where was sister, where was mother where was brother?

I cried and wailed, where was the man that felt safe? I don't know how long I was crying but soon I heard someone else screaming at me as well.

If they could hear me then, then they can get me to mother, sister, brother and the safe man. I wailed louder.

The person's voice kept talking to me, telling me things I didn't understand.

I was blinded when suddenly the dark place I was in exploded, and a yellow blur shielded my body. I closed my eyes, then opened them. Tear's fell harder down my cheeks, it was Sister!

Sister had came for me. I was safe now. I hicked and lifted my hand to touch her face.

It hit a little to hard but she smiled anyway. Sister, I'll be ok now, Sister will take us to mother, brother and the safe man. We'll be ok.

I went to sleep soon after.

The next thing I remembered I was in a room, with sister crying she was sad, people with glowy hand's touched me and it made her sad.

They didn't hurt me though, as I tried to reassure her, It felt nice and soft like Mother's hands.

Sister didn't understand me though, instead just held me close as she cried.

I was in and out of consciousness the next time something changed.

Sister and I were being taken somewhere, with the scary man.

They took us to Brother! I smiled Brother was ok, I was so happy.

I drowsily I tried to keep awake as Sister set me down next to Brother. Brother was sad. He felt different.

He didn't remember me, why, where was mother brother?

I asked him but he just continued to cry.

Brother cried, and I cried, mother wasn't coming back. I knew, the safe man to, I could no longer feel them.

We cried ourselves to sleep soon after.

Waking up to Sister humming mother's song. Sister took care of us from then on.

She taught us the language,even though we could not speak it yet, as she learned to.

She read us stories about a person named Ninja and how he saved people. She was kind even when the other people around us where mean.

She protected us when a person through rocks at us.

I hated that person, he was mean to us and Sister.

Sister didn't though, and seeing my glaring face she snapped at me.

Telling me to love them, even when they were mean.

I didn't understand, but I was still a baby how could I.

The gray man stayed with us after seeing the scary man. Day and night. I could tell it was getting on Sister's nerves.

She would look to her paper though when she was. I wonder why the gray man stayed but I couldn't voice it.

Brother didn't mind he took great pleasure in throwing peas at the gray man's masked face. I giggled, and laughed, then tried to through peaches at him to.

Sister got mad after that to, She scolded us even though she was smiling too.

This is good, keep her smiling. Sister had bags under eye's, Brother and I knew she was doing it again.

The weird thing she did at the other place, that would leave her tired and make it hard on her to keep up with us.

So we tried to make her smile more. Brother and I started taking things, and throwing it at all the masked men in our home.

They didn't like that, we could tell but it made Sister smile every time so we kept doing it.

Day's passed, Sister was still tiring herself out, but this time she did it during bath time. Week's passed, the gray man never leaving our side. He'd become a daily thing, we stopped throwing our food at him, it no longer made Sister smile.

Time disappears altogether, when your routine is the same.

Sister would wake up before us, go off and do something come back and then wake us up. She would always look more tired than when she was the previous night.

She would feed us, then get ready for the outing in the day.

During this time wolf would tell her not to go out instead to stay in the yard.

But Sister didn't like the yard, she really didn't like our house either. So she ignored him, and took us to our tree. Our tree was far away, but close at the same time.

Sister would set us down, Wolf would sit above us in the tree, and she would let us play while she looked at her rolly things.

It was nice, I like these times. It was like before I was born, with Sister she would read to me then to.

I didn't know that the peacefulness, was about to change again.

I really wish I wasn't a baby, that way I could have helped Sister not get hurt.

Brother felt the same way.

A: Sorry for the late update this is a trial run on Hana's pov yes she is a baby, but she also remember's part of their past life she just can tell it was a past life yet. Thanks for all the reviews I will think on all those suggestions for Kakashi's team, But I think It's pretty much going to be, Gemma, Hayate, Gai and then one more I haven't decided on yet.

Q: Who do you think or how do you think Aiya was hurt?

Aiyaki