Thank you for your continued support! I am going to warn y'all, things are getting interesting in my life with my son. So writing has been slower then normal for which I apologize. Please stick with me! Thanks itsmereading for your betaing and friendship! Nana...what can I say! You always put a smile on my face! Sorry not sorry for your reaction at work. You know it can be dangerous to read at work! As for is the house empty, hehehe. He. HE. ttcub, as much as I have been sticking between Emmett and Paul, with how my life is going I am half tempted to throw a huge curve ball. Like having her graduate early and get into college in Upstate New York or something. Okay that most likely won't happen. I have no intention of making up too many characters. Anyways, we shall see what happens. Here is another Edward. A wonderful non repentant asshat. As always I don't own Twilight. SM does. Have a great weekend! Brier

Chapter 20

Edward

Why me? Why am I in this hell hole. Things don't make sense anymore. My mind used to be so clouded. I am starting to see clearly now. Seeing that Bella deserves better than me. Seeing that the drugs I was on really made me go off the deep end. If I show remorse maybe the powers that be will show sympathy. I mean it's worth a try. I mean, if I want to maybe get out before I turn 21. Hoping for just after 18.

Lauren. She loves me so much she is willing to go to jail for me. She doesn't know that I am using her to get back at those idiots outside. My family. Well, they really aren't my family, just my Aunt, Uncle, and cousin. Alice would do anything for me since she is utterly afraid of me. It took one or two times of me "picking on her" for that to work in my favor. People thought she fell. Nope. She was pushed down a flight of stairs and broke her arm. Once her arm break was healed, about a week later she magically broke it again. Things happen when you don't listen.

Bella. What a piece of work. She will get hers. Everyone feeling sorry for her. Wait until they see what she is willing to do for me to love her. We just won't tell the world that she was also drugged. She almost died several times. It is a good thing Carlisle is a doctor. Then again, we could have hid her body after saying she left my house. It has worked before. I'm sure it could be done again without any issues. I am good enough at writing like her that I could write a note that she is running away, then nobody will look for her. Now to stay the course. Finish my time here and play the innocent victim.

Thank you Lauren. I toast to you.