Chapter 7

Unsure

Edward had planned for us to spend most of the day alone, we finally left bed just before dawn and headed to our favorite retreat, the meadow. We could always feel relaxed there, it was like our home away from home I guess you could say, we spread ourselves out in the middle and stared at the brilliant sun that made us sparkle like diamonds. We were silent for the longest time before Edward broke my gaze as he reached for my hand and pulled himself closer to me. It felt nice with the warmth from the sun beating on my face and the tenderness of his arms entangling my body all at once. I turned to see the glorious gaze he now focused on me, it was like millions of stars were colliding in his eyes and I couldn't bring myself to look away. Edward always had a way of looking at me like that, the love radiated from them and there were no need for words. I could help but love him, I was born to love him and I died to love him, literally speaking, and at this moment no words could describe the way I truly felt.

"Come on Bella, I have other plans for you today and I want to keep on schedule," he sighed as he broke his mesmerizing gaze rising to his feet pulling me up with him.

"Can I ask what we are doing, or is everything going to be a surprise?" I questioned him not caring what the answer could have been, only wanted to hear his velvet voice.

"Love you already know the answer to that question, I'm not telling you a thing today," he chuckled.

We made our way back to the main house where we were greeted by the rest of the family as well as Joshua and Ryan. They all wished us a happy anniversary, each one with a smug look on their face. I knew right then that I was the only one that wasn't aware of what Edward had planned for me, Emmett was especially excited and he and Edward exchanged glances thinking I wouldn't see. Esme was so excited that she could hardly contain herself anymore.

"I know you didn't want anything for you anniversary, but I just couldn't resist myself," she said pulling out a medium sized box from behind the couch. Even Edward was surprised as she handed the box to me, it was wrapped in Edward's favorite color of blue and we were both immediately curious about what was contained inside. "Open it!" Esme exclaimed.

Hesitantly we both opened an end at the same time, no more quicker then each other, Edward finally handed me the box once the wrapping was off and told me that the honor was all mine. I slowly pulled the lid from the box and exposed the baby blue tissue paper that embraced Esme's gift; I slowly pulled each side till I found myself staring at a framed picture of Edward and I at our senior prom. He looked handsome and perfect like he always did, and I had to admit that I was pretty stunning myself standing next to my gorgeous love. Edward was standing next to me with his arm around me, as we both couldn't take our eyes of the portrait of us. I was still human and had my flushed qualities we regularly saw, and it was precious to me, to Edward.

"Esme this is the best gift I could have imagined," I spoke soft not really knowing what to say, not able to think of much else to say except, "thank you so much!" We both embraced Esme in a hug almost smothering her if it would have been possible.

"Okay, okay, you kids are going to be late, you better get a move along now. Have fun, I love you both!" she exclaimed as she took the picture from my hands, almost shoving us out the door.

We got into Edwards shiny Volvo, and were off to somewhere I had no clue about, I was completely in the dark about the events of our day, and Edward wouldn't have had it any other way. I wasn't sure what we were doing, but it was almost ten in the morning and we had almost the whole day ahead of us, I was sure today wouldn't be one to forget. We drove for almost an hour at full speed, so I knew we weren't in Forks anymore, the ride was quiet and we held hands the whole way there, Edward was playing the c.d. he made for me so I was fine with the silence. I hadn't noticed but we were slowing down and Edward was not making a turn onto a tiny quiet street and pulled over to the side about half way down.

"I'll be right back love, I will only be a few minutes," he promised.

What was he up to, we were not parked in front of a house or building, just and empty field, and I was a little confused now, what did this have to do with our anniversary? There were only two houses on this street and they were on the opposite side, one was a light beige with a brick outlay, a oak archway for a door, and tons of specifically placed tulips around the house in magnificent shades of purple and yellow, it was a little too plain for my taste. The other house was enormous, otherwise perfect, the design of the house resembled a Roman temple, and large off-white pillars lined the entire house that I could see. There were statues strategically place in the separate gardens that lined the perimeter with radiant colors bursting of red and orange flowers, there was a fountain in the middle of the driveway that depicted a woman in her most bare form. The house seemed to be built from stone, much like the pillars had been, there was an ancient feel of the house that made it unique, like it had stood the test of time and remained antique in its own way, not my perfect house, but graceful none the less.

It was only a matter of minutes before Edward had returned to me, a smile I couldn't ignore captured my attention as he chuckled starting the engine to the Volvo. We were on what looked to be our way back to Forks and I wondered what he needed from the quiet street we just left. I didn't bother to ask, he wouldn't tell me either way so I just patiently waited to see what he had up his sleeve. We were just coming into forks when I became a little confused. We just drove over an hour for him to do whatever he needed to do and now we were back here in forks, what was this all about? We breezed past our driveway and heading into town, where we stopped in front of a few shops, Edward went in again and of course he told me to stay and wait, he walked down the block and turned the corner out of my sight, and for a moment I was tempted to get out and follow him to see where he was going but I knew he would be furious and I didn't want to ruin whatever surprise he had, seeing he was going to such great lengths to keep me from knowing. This time when he returned he came from behind and automatically popped the trunk and threw something in before I could see what it was, he was starting to spike my curiosity a bit more.

"One more stop love," he whispered as he got into the car. "We have to stop at a friends house for a moment if that is okay with you, I have to drop something off," he said casually.

Great another stop, I thought this was supposed to be about us, our anniversary, now I was getting frustrated. We headed back towards our house and turned into a driveway about a mile before the Cullen residence, the only think I could think about was just getting this over, dropping off whatever he had to drop off and then being able to focus on us, to be honest, I was a bit frustrated by this point and he could tell that I was. I was staring out the window, no longer looking at him, my arms folded across my chest, with a not so pleasing look on my face. We pulled about fifty yards down the driveway before Edward stopped and turned off the engine.

"You coming Bella?" he asked

"No, I think I'll sit this one out too," I almost snarled.

"Please Bella, don't be difficult, I want you to meet and old friend of mine, she has been dying to meet you," he almost begged.

"Fine," I reluctantly agreed, I was a little jealous this was another old friend of his that just happened to be female, great what was I getting myself into again I wondered.

Before I could out of the car Edward had already pulled the bag from the trunk that he acquired at our last stop, which made me mad, he had gotten something for his female friend, and this was supposed to be our day. As furious as I was, I went along with him, as we made our way to the door I noticed the house was beautiful, probably like the woman inside most likely. Its structure was cedar and looked like a comfy log cabin, something you would want to come home to everyday, why doesn't he just move in here with this lady then, great what a day. As we walked up to the house, I could see the smoke from the chimney, and the windows were fogged from the heat radiating inside. We got to the door and Edward knocked, but there was no answer, he looked a little confused and said wait here I'll try the back door, "be right back," he called to me.

I sat there for a moment trying to listen to voices but I couldn't focus, then I heard someone coming to the door, what would happen if she answered the door and only saw me, she wouldn't know who I was, I would look like an idiot. I could feel the anger start to build more and more now and it was going to be hard to control it after the last two weeks I had been through.

I had decided to stare at the ground, so that when she answered I would pretend like I had dropped something, hoping that would give me enough time for Edward to return so I didn't look like a fool.

"Welcome home!" Edward exclaimed as he dropped a welcome matt at my feet, I couldn't help but continue to stare at the matt, afraid to look up.

"What?" I questioned still not wanting to look up.

"Bella, love are you in there?" he joked.

Finally I looked up to see Edward standing there dangling keys with a giant grin on his face. "What? I'm confused Edward, what's going on?" I asked puzzled and a bit shocked.

"I bought us a house of our own Bella, its all ours, no more little cottage or crowded house, just you, Renesmee and I," he said enthusiastically.

It sank in what had just happened, and I ran to him knocking him down to the floor in our new home, wow that was weird to think about, our home, hmm it had a nice ring to it, "OUR home," I said finally saying it out loud seeing if it was what I just said in my head. And it was, our home, we finally had our own place for our little family.

"I love you too Bella," he chuckled and we laid on the floor embraced in a fierce kiss.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to knock you down, I'm just so excited," I almost yelled.

"Happy Anniversary," he whispered.

When I came to my senses I got off the floor and helped him to his feet as well, I really felt bad for knocking him down, not to mention we left a slight dent on the wood floors where we had landed. He grabbed my hand and showed me around the house there was a large kitchen it and island in the middle, and plenty of room to cook in case we had company, like wolves that ate a lot. The next thing he showed me was the living room, there a fireplace and burgundy couches surrounding a coffee table, it all smelled of cedar and I loved it, the bedrooms were upstairs, four to be exact, each with its own bathroom, except one which was already converted into a play room for Nessie, it was amazing. Each bedroom was unique, each a different world it seemed, but that's not what Edward really wanted to show me. He led me down the hall that passed over the living room with and open balcony that you could see the whole living room and kitchen from, and stopped at a door that was still closed.

"This is our bedroom," he proudly announced as he opened the door and let me through.

The bedroom was like nothing I had ever seen before, there were double doors that let to an enclosed patio where a lounge bed was not residing, the bed was a king size and made of titanium steel, that way we wouldn't have to replace them so often. I giggled at the thought as he led me to the master bathroom where I noticed a large round Jacuzzi tub in the middle and I door that was off to the left that was slightly open.

"This was all Alice," he said as he opened it.

There were all kinds of new clothes, like she had done with our cottage, except this was ten times bigger, with more extravagant designer clothes now hung, "I'll have to thank Alice when she returns," I mumbled knowing I was completely excited.

Edward laughed and picked me up like he did on our wedding night and carried me to the bed, I knew what his smile meant and I wasn't going to resist him. Everything was made of down, the pillows, comforter, even mattress had down in it, it was like lying on air when he set me down on it.

Nothing could be more perfect right now, Edward knew exactly what I wanted and was willing to do anything for me, even though all I ever needed was him. He was on top of me, just watching me as I dazzled in his love for me, he just smiled and leaned down to kiss me. His lips were so soft and sensual and they touched mine, one hand rested on my cheek and the other the small of my back, so when he kissed me he could pull me closer to him. I ran my hands up and down his side, and every once in a while he would flinch because it tickled him at just the right time. I could feel him pressing himself against me harder each time we engaged in a kiss, and I started to feel like I was burning up with a fever, my body was hot all over and he knew it, he thrived on knowing what he did to me, it made him press harder against my body.

I tore his shirt off before he had time to react and had him on his back, his arms pinned over his head so he was defenseless against me, but he didn't dare fight back, he didn't mind me taking control of the situation. I held his hands in place with one of mine knowing he wouldn't resist, and caressed his chest with my other. I embraced him in a passionate kiss that seemed to never end, while releasing my grip on his wrists so I could make better use of my own. I sat up and leaned back a little bit, exposing my perfect stomach just enough to tease him as I unbuttoned his jeans that were now tight from anticipation. I slowly pulled them down, me leading the way till they lightly passed over his feet and landed on the floor, I started making my way back to him and as I reached his boxers I slowly slid them off, just slow enough that he could hardly take it anymore. His bare flesh glistened from the sun coming in off the patio and he looked like a God to me. My hands stretched up his legs and over his stomach till I came to rest flat on top of him, still fully clothed hoping he would leave them shredded on the floor when he could take much more of my teasing, and it didn't take long. I was kissing his defined stomach, each kiss causing him to shiver each time, he had finally had enough and flipped me onto my back, ripping my shirt and bra to the floor, kissing my collarbone just how he like to. His hands wandered down to my jeans and between my thighs, he could feel I was soaking and his eyes glowed with anticipation of what was to come. My pants seem to disappear faster than my shirt had and before I know it he was kissing my stomach just to taunt me, to show me what he had to endure while I did the same to him. I hadn't worn underwear just because I knew we would end up in the bedroom by the end of the night and I didn't want to bother with them. Edward slowly made his way up my stomach towards my breast kissing and nibbling the whole way there, my hips couldn't control themselves, and I found myself pressing them again his body waiting for him to come to me. Each nibble made my body tingle and every time I moaned in please he got closer to being inside me, I could almost feel it now, the waiting was killing me, and when I thought I could take it anymore, he found his way inside me, with such fiery passion that I almost released myself right then and there, his face met mine and he held himself inside me before moving in and out, his smile seemed almost devilish to me, and I was loving every minute with him. Finally he couldn't take it anymore and pulled my leg up and held it with his arm, and he let out a growl as he started to move in and out, faster each time, harder and harder, I was in complete euphoria letting my moans echo through out our new home, the sound resonating off the solid walls, almost calling back to me. I knew he was getting closer to releasing, I could feel it throbbing uncontrollably inside me and I wanted him to finish with me, we didn't have to say a word and he pounded into me for the final time, just as I had cum with him, he release his heavy grip from my leg letting if fall before he pulled out of me, he would always pull out slow, knowing he was still throbbing and I would feel every inch on the way out, it was more of a tease for me when he did that than anything else he did, it was like another release for us.

He rolled over onto his side, and pulled me to his chest, surveying what damage we might have caused, and to our surprise our pillows and comforter were still intact by some miracle, and he gloated that he was able to control himself more, I chuckled letting him have his moment, but knowing he was so focused that he didn't even lose control was my moment, for that I was sure.

There will be a few day before I post a new chapter with the holidays and everything I wont have time that is why I just posted 3 chapters in the last 24 hours, so let me know what you think with your feedback, and or advice I always welcome anything you want to say in your reviews , thanks passionate86