Olivia was putting away the clean laundry into one of Jay's dresser draws at his place when she found it. It was buried all the way at the bottom and she wondered how she hadn't found it sooner. Hesitantly, she picked up her old, destroyed phone, wondering why he kept it, and why he was hiding it. She plugged it in to give it a charge and it turned on. The lock screen was a sweet picture of Jay, Owen and herself. She swiped open the phone and her heart melted. The home screen photo was a beautiful one of her and Jay.

It looked like there was a lake behind them. Olivia was looking at the camera and smiling widely. Jay was kissing the side of her head. She looked so happy. Curiosity got the best of her and she began scrolling through the old pictures and videos on the phone.

They were mostly of the two of them. A few with her friends, a few selfies, some of Owen. Aton of Jay, some pictures you could tell he had no clue she has even taking. He was just so perfect. She clicked on a picture from 2017. He was bundled up in snow gear, and his snow goggles sat on top of his head, and he was covered in snow.

"How'd you do?" Olivia asked.

"Fine, until the guys started ticking around."

"Jay's just pissy bd he lost a bet and has to buy drinks the rest of the night." Kevin said.

"Screw you guys, you cheated!"

"You did fall and come in last." Antonio pointed out.

"You knocked me down!"

everyone chuckled and Jay plopped down next to Olivia clearly annoyed.

"You'll win next time." She said handing him a steaming mug of hot liquid.

He raised a brow at her.

"Seriously?"

"What! Everyone who's been coming in after a run on the mountain has been getting spiked hot chocolate to warm it. It's delicious."

"Aw did your snow bunny get you a hot coco to warm up." Adam taunted.

Olivia put the cup on the table and smirked.

"At least he's got a snow bunny Adam."

Everyone laughed. Olivia batted her eyes at Jay and rested one hand at the top of his pants and puffed her lips a bit.

"I was thinking we could go back to the room and really warm up? Wanna go?" She asked biting her lip.

Jay jumped up and pulled her along.

"God yes."

As soon as they were outside they burst out laughing.

"You know what they're gonna think now right?"

"Who cares," She laughed, "I'm pretty sure they think you're about to bang the blonde out here."

She was playful and they both knew they were feeding into the fire of what their friends thought. But seeing all their faces was priceless and worth it.

"Let's go to the shops." She said.

"I don't, that whole room thing sounds pretty good."

"Nice try Halstead, but buy a girl some dinner first."

That was a fun trip, they'd have to go back to Park City soon. Another photo was on them on a beach. It looked like they were laying on a lounge chair together with drinks in there hand. Someone had taken the photo of them.

Jay had just come out of the ocean and laid down next to her on the two person lounge.

"You're getting me all wet!" She exclaimed.

"Oh, is that so?"

"Ew, don't be gross."

"Come in the water with me."

"Nooo." she whined.

"I will throw you in."

Jay convinced her to go in with him and they floated for a bit before she hung onto his back with her arms around his neck.

"Only two more days in paradise." She sighed.

"We can always come back to Cabo."

"We should, or go some place knew. Make it a thing."

"I'll go wherever you'll go."

Another photo was of them down by the Chicago bean with the sun setting behind them.

"Do we have to take this picture? We look like tourists."

"Who cares, you're never gonna see these people again."

She quickly snapped the picture and turned to show Jay. The way the sun hit his face to illuminate his eyes took her breath away. He looked so stunningly handsome.

"You okay Livi?"

She smiled.

"I'm good."

"You sure?"

"Right as rain."

"Whatcha got there?" Jay said, crawling onto the bed.

"I didn't hear you come in."

"I'm sorry,' he kissed her cheek,'What are you looking at?"

Olivia held up the phone and Jay sat back a bit.

"How'd you find that?"

"You didn't hide it very well. I was putting away the laundry."

"I wasn't hiding it on purpose. I just, I don't even know."

He looked sad, heartbroken and slightly embarrassed.

"I like to look at them sometimes. And I know that's not fair to you, but I don't want to let those memories go, I can't."

"Jay, I don't want you to let them go, I could never ask you to do that."

"It's not fair to you, I'll get rid of the phone."

"What if we kept it?"

"Olivia..."

"Hear me out Halstead. What if a couple times a week, you tell me about the pictures."

"You'd want me to do that?"

"Very much actually."