It was almost the end of shift and Jay was on edge and anxious all day. He couldn't wait to get out of here, pick up the thing that would change his life forever, and then have to go home and try and act calm and cool. Jay was jumpy and jittery and nervous. Hailey followed him into the break room and closed the door behind her.
"You're antsy enough, maybe you should lay off the coffee." She said.
"It's not the caffeine, trust me."
"Okay so then what's going on?"
"It's nothing."
Jay wanted to tell Hailey, he did, but he couldn't risk it. The only other person who knew was Voight. Will didn't even know. He had asked Voight to do all this with him because he knew Voight would never say a word, and because he saw Voight as a father figure.
"Jay, I'm your partner, you're supposed to trust me. If something is wrong, you can tell me."
Jay blew out a breath.
"Everything is more than okay, I promise."
"Don't make me go to Voight."
Jay chuckled.
"He's just going to tell you the same thing."
Jay waited with Hank for the man to return to the counter, bouncing his leg and looking around. The man returned a few minutes later with a small package and showed it to Jay and Hank before handing it off to Jay.
"It's all yours Mr. Halstead."
Jay smiled. It was almost as beautiful as her, and Hank patted his shoulder.
"You did good kid."
Jay handed the small package to Hank.
"Keep it safe for me?"
"You have my word."
Jay nodded.
"I really appreciate all this Hank. With my dad gone, there's no better person I could look up to as a father than you. I just wanted you to know that."
"You really are like a sone to me Jay. Anything you ever need, I will always be there."
"Thanks Hank."
They gave each other a quick hug.
"Go home son, I've got this."
Olivia was lying on the couch watching tv when he got home.
"Hey babe, you're home late."
"Yeah, busy day, lot of paperwork."
"You wanna talk about it?"
"Nah, there isn't much to talk about. You know what I would like to do though?"
"What's that?"
"I wanna go upstairs with you to our room, close the door and just..." He trailed off.
Olivia stood and held out her hand.
"So then, let's just..."
Jay hovered over her on the bed and looked down at her. Her eyes were filled with lust and her lips swollen from his kisses, her hair fanned over the pillow. He slid into her with ease and she arched her back and closed her eyes. Her lips parted slightly at the feeling of him filling her and her hands grabbed the sheets beneath her. Jay stretched and filled her in the most heavenly way. He moved in and out of her and nipped at her neck. Jay was never rough in the sense that it would hurt but rough as in this sexy forcefulness. Her hands clawed at his back.
Olivia flipped him onto his back and climbed on top of him. He gripped her hips and she rested her palms flats against his chest. The way she moved on top of him was making his control slip. Olivia clenched around him and it sent him over the edge, both exploding at the same time. She laid there for a few seconds to catch her breath before rolling off of him.
"You haven't done that in a while." She said.
"Do what?"
"Finish inside me."
Jay shrugged.
"I know you're my forever. Babies with you would be a bonus."
"I thought you didn't want kids?"
"I didn't, but you do."
"You have to want them too."
"I do, now. I never did before. When our relationship changed I really put thought into it. Then we got James, and parenting with you felt right, it felt natural, and I don't know, but I want kids with you."
"Maybe one day."
Jay poked her stomach.
"Does it feel like there's a baby Halstead in there?"
Olivia laughed.
"I don't think it happens that fast, but there's a chance we could have a baby Halstead from tonight."
"Would it be a boy or girl?"
"As long as it's healthy."
"I hope our first is a girl." He smiled.
"First?' She questioned,' You want more than one?"
"Two for sure, maybe three. But I would love for the first to be a girl."
"I'd like a boy first."
Jay raised his brow at her.
"You, the most girliest girly girl in the world, wants a boy? Don't you want a daughter?"
"Sure, but I'd like a boy first, so he can protect her."
"She'll be protected and be able to handle herself, don't you worry. Her daddy is a cop with many guns."
She jokingly shook her head at him.
"I hope they look like you." They said at the same time.
"No way, they have to look like you." Olivia said.
"A mix of us both."
"If we have a son, I hope he looks more like you. I can picture it so clearly, a little mini version of you, with the sane personality and that heart stopping smile. I wish all our kids have your eyes, they're heavenly."
"They're nothing compared to you hazel ones."
"Are we really talking about having kids?"
"Yes Livi, we are."
"Do this mean we're trying but not trying?"
"I'm good with that, and all the trying we get to do."
"Once little Halsteads come along, you know we can't have sex anywhere or anytime we want."
"For the first year and a half, we totally can."
Olivia brushed back his hair.
"Who would've ever thought that we'd have kids together." she said.
""I'm pretty sure all our friends did."
She rolled her eyes.
"I'm going to shower."
She got out of bed and stretched before walking towards the bathroom.
"I'll come with you."
"What's the matter, once wasn't enough for tonight?"
"I could never get enough of you."
