The Werewolf's Daughter

40. I don't love you

Maya woke that night struggling to breathe. At first, she didn't know what was happening, but then she realised someone had their hands around her throat. Maya thrashed around, trying to get them to let go of her but it wasn't working. She looked up to see who was doing this to her and her eyes met a pair of cold, grey ones.

Draco Maya thought, almost ready to pass out.

Suddenly, the bedroom door smashed open and Maya felt Draco being pulled off of her and thrown to the floor. Maya gasped as she struggled to pull in breath.

Draco was on the floor, looking confused. He didn't know what he had done. He wasn't aware of anything. Maya was suddenly aware of everyone in the room.

'REMUS! STOP!' Sirius was shouting. Remus was staring at Draco, his wand raised. Draco looked terrified.

'No! Dad, no! He didn't know what he was doing. DAD! LISTEN TO ME!' Maya was screaming, pulling Remus. 'He didn't know. He doesn't know what he did.' She cried.

'DAD, PLEASE! Please leave him alone. He didn't mean it.'

Remus hesitated and Sirius took the chance to tackle his friend and take his wand.

Draco ran over to his mother, who hugged him. Maya took a step towards them but was stopped by Remus; 'Out Maya. You shouldn't even be in here.' Remus said.

'What? I always sleep in here!' she shouted at him.

'I SAID OUT!'

Maya tried to speak to Draco but Remus pushed her out the door.

'You didn't need to do that.' She said, sobbing. 'He didn't know what he was doing.'

'He could have killed you. Stay away from him.'

'NO!' Maya shouted. 'I won't stay away from him. Don't you realise he needs me? Did you hear what he was saying dad? Stop torturing me. Please stop. It hurts. STOP. Over and over again – he was dreaming, having nightmares about what happened to him.'

'Well until his nightmares are under control you are forbidden to sleep in his room!' Remus responded, as he went to his own room.

Maya went in to her room, but an hour later she tried to go back to Draco. His door was locked.

…

Maya stood outside his bedroom, knocking for Draco to open the door.

'Draco, I just wanted to talk to you.' She shouted.

The door suddenly opened, and she jumped when she saw the look on his face.

'What Maya?' he spat.

'I wanted to make sure you were ok.' She said quietly.

'I'm fine. Leave me alone.'

'Leave you alone?' she asked, confused. Draco shut the door in her face by way of reply.

…

'DRACO MALFOY TALK TO ME!' she shouted down the hall.

'Talk about what? Just leave me alone Maya. We are better off away from each other.'

'How can you say that?' she asked, her eyes filling with tears. 'I love you.'

'Well I don't love you.' He responded, coldly, and he thought he could actually see her heart break.

She turned away from him and went back to her room, where she lay on her bed and cried until she fell asleep.

Draco POV

Draco went to his room and slammed his door. That was the hardest thing he had ever done but he had to do it; he had to do it to keep her safe. He was dangerous. He cried as he thought about how he could have killed her, and he didn't even know he was doing it.

'I'm sorry.' He whispered over and over again. 'Please forgive me.' He begged, hoping she would understand one day.

…

Remus POV

'Maya?' Remus whispered in the dark room.

'Get out.' Came a voice from the corner. Remus turned on the light to see where she was.

The scene in front of him shocked him; her room was a mess. Her stuff knocked over and thrown everywhere and she sat in the corner sobbing her heart out.

'Maya, what happened?' he asked.

'It's your fault.' She spat.

'What's my fault?' he asked, confused.

'Draco doesn't love me and it's your fault – he knows you hate him now.'

'I don't hate Draco.'

'Could have fooled me.' She spat.

'Maya, if we hadn't heard him thrashing about, you would be dead right now. Maybe if you think about that you will understand exactly where I'm coming from.' Remus left her room then and bumped into Sirius.

'Drink?' Sirius asked, holding a bottle of firewhisky in his hand.

'Definitely' he answered, following his friend to the study.

…

Maya thought about what her dad said; he was right of course. Draco could have killed her, but it wasn't him. He didn't even realise what had happened at first. He was having a nightmare and it had taken over him. Maybe it was Maya's fault; maybe she had moved at the wrong time or touched him and set him off.

Whatever happened she knew he never meant it.

…

'Maya?'

'Hermione?' Maya asked, confused, running to open her bedroom door. 'Hermione!' she cried, stepping in to her friends open arms and breaking down, crying on her shoulder.

'Maya, what's going on?' her friend asked, confused. 'Your dad came to my parents house and begged me to come here to see you.'

Maya calmed herself down and told her friend the whole story.

'He hates me 'Mione.' She finished, starting to cry again. 'I love him so much, my whole-body aches for him and he hates me.'

'Maya, Draco could never hate you.' She responded, handing her friend a tissue.

'He does. He said "Well I don't love you." to me.'

'And you believed him Maya?' Hermione asked.

'You didn't see his face or hear how he said it.' Maya said, her voice shaking.

'I still don't believe it Maya, I don't think he could hate you.'

Maya looked at her friend, she hoped it was true.

…

'Maya, we are going to the Weasleys for tea. Please come with us?' her dad asked.

'No thank you.' She responded.

'Maya, you can't hide out here forever.' He said.

Maya sighed 'Yeah, the love of my life told me 6 days ago he doesn't love me, but sure it's "forever" she snapped, and rolled over on her bed, so she was facing away from him.

'Well we're leaving in ten minutes and would really like if you could come.' He said, before leaving her room.

Maya waited 20 minutes, until she was sure they were all gone, before she made her way downstairs and to her fathers' study. There she found his firewhisky and poured herself a large glass.

'What are you doing?' a voice came from the doorway, making Maya jump.

'What's it to you? She asked, turning round to see grey eyes staring at her. Beautiful grey eyes.

'I'm just asking.'

'Well it's nothing to do with you.' She snapped and downed the drink in one, still staring at him. He raised an eyebrow as she poured another drink.

'Maya you-'

'What?' she snapped at him. 'What do you want?'

'I just think you need to take it easy.'

'Whatever.' She muttered, rolling her eyes.

He left her then and she found herself throwing the glass at the wall next to the door. Draco didn't come back, and she collapsed on the floor sobbing.

This seems to be all you do now Maya. Get used to it.

Maya soon got her senses together and started to pick up the broken glass; she was drunk and careless though and had soon cut her arm.

Maya dropped the glass in the bin and made her way up the stairs to the bathroom to look for a bandage; she passed Draco's room on her way and his door was open.

'Maya? What have you done? You've hurt yourself!'

'Looks like it doesn't it. Watch yourself Draco; someone might think you care.'

Maya carried on to the bathroom where she struggled to wrap a bandage around her arm.

'Can I help you? Please?' he asked.

Maya stared at him and nodded. 'You have to clean it first.' He said, taking a cotton bud and dipping it in some weird liquid.

'Aah, shit that hurts.' She said, whipping her arm away from him.

'Well if you hadn't got drunk and tried to throw a glass at me, this wouldn't have happened.'

'Ha, as if. I threw a glass at the wall, not you.'

'Give me your arm back please.'

Maya held her arm out to him again and he started to wrap a bandage around it.

'All done.' He said, staring at her.

'Thank you.' She said, a little bluntly. She got up to walk out.

'I'm sorry.' He said, behind her.

Maya felt the sob she had been trying to hold back escape her throat and he jumped up to turn her around.

'I'm sorry I tried to kill you.' He said, seriously.

'Are you kidding me?' she snapped. 'I don't even care about that! You are a bastard Draco Malfoy. You broke my heart.' She cried, shrugging him off and hurrying to her room.

'Maya, please listen to me.' He begged from the doorway. She felt her mattress sink down as he sat on the edge of her bed.

'I lied. Of course I love you. But, I'm dangerous. Too dangerous for you to be around.'

'You don't get to decide that for me Draco.' She said, staring at him.

'I do though. Because it's me that's dangerous. I need to keep you safe.'

'Did you have to break my heart?'

'It was the only way to keep you away from me.'

'I thought you hated me.' She whispered.

'I could never hate you. You have no idea how hard it's been to not even speak to you when you were just down the hall.'

'That was your choice though!' she shouted, sitting up. 'You chose to tell me you didn't love me! You could have told me the truth and ASKED me to stay away for a while. Fuck you Draco.'

Draco didn't say anything, but instead left her room. She heard his door shutting and immediately felt bad. He was trying to apologise, and he was telling her that he did love her. Maya, go to him you idiot!

'Draco? Draco, I'm sorry!' she said, bursting in to his room. Draco was standing there, butt naked, getting ready for bed. 'I'm sorry' she whispered, looking him up and down; his body was muscly and his cock was huge.

The next minute, she was in his arms and they were kissing with a new-found intensity. Maya felt him stiffen against her thigh and she started to take off her top. She wanted him.

'Wait, wait. We can't do this. You're drunk.' He said, trying to come to his senses.

'I sobered up as soon as I cut myself' she said, breathlessly. She was standing in her bra, her jeans halfway down her legs. Her breasts were heaving. 'I love you Draco. I want this.'

He closed the space between them again and soon, he was leading her to his bed. Her clothes lay on his floor, apart from her pants and bra which she had kept on so far.

'Are you sure?' he whispered.

She nodded and he pulled her pants off her, slipping a couple of his fingers inside her. He soon had her moaning his name over and over again. When he was sure she was ready, he slipped his cock inside her; Maya gasped in pain.

'I'm sorry. Do you want me to stop?'

She gripped his arse and pulled him closer to her. That would be a no then.

'Draco Malfoy, I love you' she whispered, breathless. He loved hearing her say that. He pushed himself deeper inside her and she moaned even louder. Thank god no one is here; her dad would kill me.

'Draco, aaah, Draco. Yes, yes, oh god, oh god. Draco, I'm coming.'

She came three times before he came too. Thank god he had remembered about the protection spell before he slipped inside her.

'That was amazing.' He said, lying down next to her.

'Thank you.' She whispered.

'What for?' he asked, looking at her. She was so beautiful.

'For loving me. For being my first. For trying to keep me safe.' She said.

'I told you I would be your first; nothing could change that. I will always love you and keep you safe.' He responded.

Maya ran her hands down across his stomach and felt his cock stiffen again. She looked up at him through her eyelashes and quick as a flash she was under the covers giving him a blow job, while he watched her. Every so often she would lock eyes with him as she flicked her tongue up and down his cock; he watched as she wrapped her lips around the tip of him and proceeded to move her mouth up and down. Draco could feel himself getting ready to come and he put his hands on her head, trying to keep all of his cock down her throat.

Maya started to choke a bit; he was so big! Draco let go of her head and she came up for air. Again, she locked eyes with him as she started to suck him again. Soon, he came in her mouth and she swallowed it without question.

'Ok, I really don't want to know how the hell you knew how to do that!' he chuckled; he was teasing her, he knew that was her first time.

They had sex two more times before they heard their families coming home and Maya quickly slipped back to her own room, sore but happy.